BLOOD RED ROSES.

Song of the day;; → The Neighbourhood - Scary Love Move to the city with me I don't wanna be alone Don't wanna be alone You're too pretty for me Baby, I know, it's true, yeah You look better when you first wake up Than anybody else I've fucked Baby, I got good luck with you I didn't know we'd get so far And it's only the start Baby, you got me worried (Hey) Your love is scaring me No one has ever cared for me As much as you do Ooh, yeah, I need you here, oh Your love is scaring me No one has ever cared for me As much as you do Ooh, yeah, I need you here Drivin' through the city with me Just watching you glow I'm in the passenger seat, you're in control It's on you now You look better every day, I swear Really, it's a little unfair Baby, I'm starstruck by you Didn't know we'd get so far And it's only the start Baby, you got me worried (Hey) You

Song of the day;; → Flesh - The Final Stage of Incantation

Song of the day;; → There For Tomorrow - Stories A cold night wasn't trouble enough for him Another swallow never seemed like enough for him They say the past is the past but it never treated me like this He couldn't ask for a better understanding of how What goes around comes back around twice as fast He's got no hope for a cure So he'll himself to sleep Now we just sit back, we sit back While we watch all of them react So tell me what to tell you when the world won't listen The start to the finish, c'mon and let me hear it Speak out and use up all the time you're given The start to the finish, c'mon and let me hear it Go on, go ahead and tell your story She always hoped for him to take her word for word Never knew what it felt like feeling this unsure She's got her eyes on the time, but there's no use waiting there for him She's not in the world alone, but she wanted to put herself to s

Song of the day;; → Snowmine - Piece of Your Pie I took a bite out of your shoulder I took my own little piece of your pie And you're so good at sharing yourself You let it just pass by We clamored out through the underbrush Into the sunbath, we could fry, you said So lay down in the leaves, and pretend not to be A real person, just a creeper, a creature All we need to do is figure out if there's something Like a map or a compass All we need to do is see a log or a ladder Just something we can build from So it seems, you said as the first drop fell on your nose That I'm always the one to carry all the weight I always fetch the water So when is it your turn when do something for me? Well, I'll tell you I'm sorry, I need somewhere to start I care, I do, so let's get up, get up All we need to do is figure out if there's something Like a map or a compass All we need to do is see a log or a ladder Just so

Song of the day;; → Sidewalks and Skeletons - Sleep Paralysis

Song of the day;; → There For Tomorrow - I Can't Decide Good afternoon, I sleep in song Back of the room, avoid the sun You turned off the light And I lost a lung You called it a night You had me won Who told you to leave me all alone Leave me in the dark Leave me in the cold Who told you to leave before I could show You half of the man you wanted to now But I had to face your last goodbye But I had to face your last goodbye The look on my face, my bloodshot eyes So who won the war deep down inside? I can't decide I can't decide Only the dark can feel my touch No kind of remark could burn this much 'Cause I'm as cold as December And I won't surrender Until you give me back my life Who told you to leave me all alone Leave me in the dark Leave me in the cold Who told you to leave before I could show You half of the man you wanted to now But I had to face your last goodbye But I had to face

Song of the day;; → Two Door Cinema Club - I Can Talk You won't believe what I tell you White coats and clever minds will choose You get a lot from this, loose tongue and arrogance It's not appropriate, don't think that this is it Now I can talk, no one gets off I know how you like to Now I can talk, no one gets off Now I can talk, no one gets off I know how you like to Now I can talk, no one gets off A longer sentence brings no more Than one that I had said before It's hard to compromise when I see through your eyes It's just a common view, I guess it's lost on you Now I can talk, no one gets off I know how you like to Now I can talk, no one gets off Now I can talk, no one gets off I know how you like to Now I can talk, no one gets off Now I can talk, no one gets off I know how you like to Now I can talk, no one gets off Now I can talk, no one gets off I know how you like to Now I can talk, no one

Song of the day;; → Gunship - Tech Noir I'm recording this, because this could be the last thing I'll ever say The city I once knew as home is teetering on the edge of radioactive oblivion A three-hundred thousand degree baptism by nuclear fire I'm not sorry, we had it coming A surge of white-hot atonement will be our wake-up call Hope for our future is now a stillborn dream The bombs begin to fall and I'm rushing to meet my love Please, remember me There is no more Feel the breeze, I feel alive Will you come away with me? You'll be my focus Could this be, could this be the hard way? Before you save me Just wait your turn Look at me now Steady as we burn It was all for love Just move yourself Jumping back down Pushing out in front Keep your heart out on the road Will you come to Tech Noir with me? You'll be my focus Could this be, could this be the hard way? Before you save me Just wait you

Song of the day;; → There For Tomorrow - Sore Winner I walk, you run  Feel so outdone  You always wanted it to be one on one I cost, you're free  Make me believe  That you've been innocent 'til proven guilty So, scrape my hands and knees Softer now, I plead for your forgiveness 'cause the world can't stand to witness You keep tearing me down, looks like I met my match today Play me in everything Make me a rival But you still don't see that you're Sore winner, a sore winner Losing is not your thing You can't hold the title But you still don't see that you're Sore winner, a sore winner I want, you feed  Pick up your speed There can't be saving if it's already been won I play for keeps but you don't listen Remember me? I'm what your missing Missing out on (Missing out on) Stuck in this competition So, scrape my hands and knees Softer now, I read your mindless inte

Song of the day;; → Cutting Crew - (I Just) Died In Your Arms Oh I, I just died in your arms tonight It must have been something you said I just died in your arms tonight I keep looking for something I can't get Broken hearts lie all around me And I don't see an easy way to get out of this Her diary, it sits by the bedside table The curtains are closed, the cats in the cradle Who would've thought that a boy like me could come to this Oh I, I just died in your arms tonight It must've been something you said I just died in your arms tonight Oh I, I just died in your arms tonight It must've been some kind of kiss I should've walked away, I should've walked away Is there any just cause for feeling like this? On the surface, I'm a name on a list I try to be discreet, but then blow it again I've lost and found, it's my final mistake She's loving by proxy, no give and all take 'Cause I'v

Song of the day;; → Ex Machina feat. Kalax - Silencer (No Remorse No Regret)

Song of the day;; → There For Tomorrow - Burn The Night Away It's three the morning And I'm still not sleeping 'Cause I am finally running your race The mountains you've been climbing seem like they have steepened Since I have decided to pick up the pace If the whole world told me I should disappear Could I fall right next to you? Just let me burn the night away Oh baby, let me burn the night away By thinking of the simple things you say to me That get me through the day You keep me wide awake You keep me wide awake So don't look back The hour glass is running empty You've got me buried with your every move Your fine lines have me at a loss of memory I'm right beside you in an empty room If the whole world told me I should disappear Could I fall right next to you? Just let me burn the night away Oh baby let me burn the night away But thinking of the simple things you say to me That get me t

Song of the day;; → Tears For Fears - Everybody Wants To Rule The World Welcome to your life There's no turning back Even while we sleep  We will find you acting on your best behaviour Turn your back on mother nature Everybody wants to rule the world It's my own desire It's my own remorse Help me to decide Help me make the most of freedom and of pleasure Nothing ever lasts forever Everybody wants to rule the world There's a room where the light won't find you Holding hands while the walls come tumbling down When they do, I'll be right behind you So glad we've almost made it So sad they had to fade it Everybody wants to rule the world I can't stand this indecision Married with a lack of vision Everybody wants to rule the world Say that you'll never, never, never, need it One headline, why believe it? Everybody wants to rule the world All for freedom and for pleasure Nothing ever last

Song of the day;; → Strawberry Guy - What Would I Do? I can tell that the grass is greener On the other side with you I wouldn't know what to do without you Stay by my side eternally What would I do Without someone like you? What would I do Without someone like you? What would I do? I can tell that the water's clearer On the other side with you I know you care about the faults in my life Just promise me this, stay with me What would I do Without someone like you? What would I do Without someone like you? What would I do?

Song of the day;; → There For Tomorrow - The World Calling It's gonna get harder from here We've gotta get smarter To make it out alive Cause you say stop and we say go Don't wanna be your Tenth caller on the radio So don't bother cutting me off short tonight We let our words speak for themselves Don't take it all so far Don't make it that much harder Than it already is for you to stand alone For you To wake up knowing you've got the day To take on without feeling okay To make yourself unwilling to sleep away (Sleep away the pain) Don't take off running without my say Don't pay that price You thought you'd pay You've got the choice You've got the time of day Just don't sleep away the pain Hold on tight to the things you're given The camera caught it all Aren't we all forgiven now? Cause you say stop and we say go The world outside is calling On the telephone

Song of the day;; → Alphaville - Forever Young Let's dance in style, let's dance for a while Heaven can wait we're only watching the skies Hoping for the best, but expecting the worst Are you gonna drop the bomb or not? Let us die young or let us live forever We don't have the power, but we never say never Sitting in a sandpit, life is a short trip The music's for the sad man Can you imagine when this race is won? Turn our golden the faces into the sun Praising our leaders, we're getting in tune The music's played by the, the madman Forever young I want to be forever young Do you really want to live forever? Forever and ever Forever young I want to be forever young Do you really want to live forever? Forever young Some are like water, some are like the heat Some are a melody and some are the beat Sooner or later they all will be gone Why don't they stay young? It's so hard to get ol

Song of the day;; → Slowdive - Star Roving Give it away now, girl Can't hold down tonight Every black and white Secret's a blinking light Emma flies a kite Said she's feeling love for everyone tonight Although possible Said she's feeling good, said she's feeling good Smiling beautiful She says I make it best For everyone to hide Twisting around my girl Nothing left to lose Nothing left to fight Ooh, ooh Give it away now, girl Can't hold on to mine Every black and white Secret's seeking light In a flash of time Said she's feeling love for everyone tonight Smiling beautiful She says I make it best for everyone tonight Ooh, ooh

Song of the day;; → Alesana - Apology Sweat drips in my eyes Screams of lust we cry Tonight you are everything You're everything You're everything to me no more As I wake from this perfect dream I'll escape from Eden's walls Can I not stay and live this lie? Go away and I'll think only of myself And to think that you would not be scared Or surprised if I'd severed all these ties This is the end I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight Help me get over you One last false apology Help me get over you I feel so numb to see this bitter end of beautiful illusions Will this be the same? Broken pieces will not mend to save our past now Go away I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight Help me get over you One last false apology Help me get over you Now we must let go Urgency overwhelms me  As I must restrain my flood of tears I refuse to be slave to your false beauty again I'll lose m

Siitä alkaa olla aika lailla puoli vuotta, kun viimeksi kirjoitin tänne jotain kunnollista. Silloin oli uusi vuosi ja olin juuri selvinnyt syyslukukaudesta. Nyt on kesäkuu ja mä olen selvinnyt mun ensimmäisestä vuodesta yliopistossa. Jostain syystä mä kuitenkin tunnen olevani enemmän hukassa kuin koskaan. Ihan kuin mä olisin eksynyt polulta, jota ei välttämättä koskaan oo edes ollut olemassa. Kai mua on tavallaan aina vaivannut se ajatus, että mä olen loukussa täällä. Sitä, että missä on täällä , mä en tiedä. Se on varmaan aina siellä, missä mäkin olen. Mua pelottaa ajatuskin siitä, että mä en koskaan pääse täältä mihinkään. Luulin, että täältä kotoa maalta kaupunkiin muuttaminen ois saanut mut tuntemaan oloni vapaammaksi, mutta kevään edetessä mä olen alkanut tajuamaan, että kaupungissa oleminen ahdistaa mua. Ihan helvetisti. En jaksa edes yrittää laskea, montako kertaa mä olen juuri tuon ahdistuksen takia itkenyt kevään aikana. Sinänsä se on ironista, sillä nuorempana mä en muuta ha

Song of the day;; → Queen - Another One Bites The Dust Oh, let's go Steve walks warily down the street With the brim pulled way down low Ain't no sound but the sound of his feet, Machine guns ready to go Are you ready, hey, are you ready for this?  Are you hanging on the edge of your seat?  Out of the doorway the bullets rip To the sound of the beat Another one bites the dust Another one bites the dust And another one gone, and another one gone Another one bites the dust Hey, I'm gonna get you, too Another one bites the dust How do you think I'm going to get along Without you when you're gone?  You took me for everything that I had And kicked me out on my own Are you happy, are you satisfied?  How long can you stand the heat?  Out of the doorway the bullets rip To the sound of the beat Another one bites the dust Another one bites the dust And another one gone, and another one gone Another one bites the dust Hey, I'm gonna

Song of the day;; → Dontcry - Jocelyn Flores

Song of the day;; → Alesana - Ending Without Stories This time I die Our love ruined by your malignance Broken shards of feelings are now just tainted memories left Beautiful dreams that I cherished now are so disgusting as I strangle the light from you I watched the smile fading from your face You bled till there was nothing in your veins Blood stains my hands so I won't forget you Its all over now so dry your eyes Never forget you, be afraid to die Blood stains my hands so I won't forget you Tears fall as your screams of anguish rage throughout the heavens Amidst the penance you must pay Caress this bullet as eyes close to the painful memories you left Consume the rest of me My vision of you has now turned to dust, your porcelain smile gone I watched the smile fading from your face You bled till there was nothing in your veins Blood stains my hands so I won't forget you Its all over now so dry your eyes, never forget yo

Song of the day;; → Weezer - Buddy Holly What's with these homies, dissing my girl? Why do they gotta front? What did we ever do to these guys That made them so violent? Woo-hoo, but you know I'm yours Woo-hoo, and I know you're mine Woo-hoo, and that's for all of time Oo-ee-oo, I look just like Buddy Holly Oh-oh, and you're Mary Tyler Moore I don't care what they say about us anyway I don't care 'bout that Don't you ever fear, I'm always near I know that you need help Your tongue is twisted, your eyes are slit You need a guardian Woo-hoo, and you know I'm yours Woo-hoo, and I know you're mine Woo-hoo, and that's for all of time Oo-ee-oo, I look just like Buddy Holly Oh-oh, and you're Mary Tyler Moore I don't care what they say about us anyway I don't care 'bout that I don't care 'bout that Bang, bang a knock on the door Another big bang and y

Song of the day;; → Annie - Anthonio (Berlin Breakdown Version Remastered) Oh Anthonio, it's been nearly one year Since our Rio nights of forever Pictures of you and me, dancing and memories Through the masquerade you led me by the hand Whispered the words, this is forever Said from the a silver tongue, that's where it started from Oh Anthonio, my Anthonio, was I ever more than just a face in the crowd? Did you even know my name? Did you ever really care? Oh Anthonio, my Anthonio, do you ever wonder why? Or where I am now? Do you ever feel ashamed? Do you even feel a thing? There I was under stars, hearts made in the sand Lying with the boy from Ipanema Tide comes rushing in time and time again Now that summer has gone, where did you run? All my letters are returned to sender For eternity, you're a part of me Oh Anthonio, my Anthonio, was I ever more than just a face in the crowd? Did you even know my name? Did you ever r

Song of the day;; → Alesana - And They Call This Tragedy You make me sick I'll tear out those diamond eyes I can't bear to see Crimson spills on paper skin They call this tragedy Remembering the nights when you'd whisper to me soft, forever more my heart is yours Realise those words have died As the life fades from your eyes All that I can say is it may not be too late Try again, make it perfect, make me worth it Or else die for all I care If I can not be loved then none shall be Think of this as I softly kiss your blood glazed lips once more On this night this thing you call love dies Your face disgusts me, smile and bear your lies This broken trust will become your demise As the life fades from your eyes All that I can say is it may not be too late Try again, make it perfect, make me worth it Or else die for all I care After today silence will haunt you Expect no forgiveness for your life will end tonight Now I

Song of the day;; → London Philharmonic Orchestra & David Parry - Adagio for Strings

Song of the day;; → Wild Nothing - Midnight Song In my head You dance like curtains In the wind You're my burden I can't feel your heart I've been gone I've been gone I can't release these sighs You won't hear You won't know You won't ever know Harden your heart It was falling from the start Though I tried I was always dead inside Midnight song Sing you to the moon I am your quiet night You were gone too soon I can't feel your heart I've been gone I've been gone I can't release these sighs You won't hear You won't know

Song of the day;; → Alesana - Not A Single Word About This I'd push you away But you are the only thing I know I can't help believing in you The idea of beauty leaves me enslaved Say you'll stay for tonight  And I promise you this will be the last I'd push you away  But you are the only thing I know At your feet I now lay  You are the only thing I know, I know I stare blindly into my reflection A piece of me lost I am terrified that I cannot breathe without you I am nothing in my eyes if not lost I can't see past your eyes Without them I would die Shackles cut my wrists as I fight the chains None can hold me I'd push you away But you are the only thing I know At your feet I now lay You are the only thing I know In a room where I once told you everything I am alone, I am alone Once beholden to nothing and no one How is it that I am slave to these eyes which glisten with untold secrets That I c

Song of the day;; → Abel Korzeniowski - Table for Two

Song of the day;; → Washed Out - Hard To Say Goodbye You said that I was all you'd ever want You said that we were fine You swore that you would never break my heart You wasted all my time You told me lies, deep breath, my bad I don't know where I'm at You swore that we would never be apart You only saved the lies Even though you said wouldn't go It's hard to say goodbye It's so hard to leave and go, nowhere to hide You know inside And now it's over now

Song of the day;; → Alesana - Red and Dying Evening You've taken the last of me The god's of your innocence shall not protect you from the hate of my wrath You've taken the last of me Blame the end on yourself You deserve each tear that falls Scratch out your eyes The blood will drown in red and I will leave you for dead A lovely evening draped in regret The shadow of justice now engulfs you As cold hands reap the pain they've sewn You've taken the last of me Blame the end on yourself You deserve each tear that falls Scratch out your eyes The blood will drown in red and I will leave you for dead A lovely evening draped in regret Forever gone The taste of your death replaced the smell of your breath A lovely evening draped in regret Suffocate your will to live with my pain You were so easily seduced by greed You could never feel my calloused hands closing around your throat Taste your loss Wake into the nig