Breach

 Song of the day;;

→ Jaymes Young - Moondust

I'm building this house on the moon

Like a lost astronaut

Looking at you like a star

From a place the world forgot

And there's nothing that I can do

Except bury my love for you

The brightness of the sun will give me just enough

To bury my love in the moondust

I long to hear your voice, but still I make the choice

To bury my love in the moondust

Nothing can breathe in the space

Colder than the darkest sea

I have dreams about the days

Drivin' through your sunset breeze

But the first thing that I will do

Is bury my love for you

The brightness of the sun will give me just enough

To bury my love in the moondust

I long to hear your voice, but still I make the choice

To bury my love in the moondust

I'm a castaway and then reap what they sow

And I say what I know to be true

Yeah, I'm livin' far away on the face of the moon

I've buried my love to give the world to you

The brightness of the sun will give me just enough

To bury my love in the moondust

I long to hear your voice, but still I make the choice

To bury my love in the moondust

I've buried my love in the moondust, yeah

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Käytiin perjantaina ihmettelemässä Liimanninkoskea ja illemmalla Amarillossa syömässä. Eilen käytiin Lepolan tilalla tutustumassa ihaniin eläimiin (siellä oli kaksi pohjanpystykorvaa ja pieni mäyräkoira ja ai että ne oli ihania... kaipaan koiraa mun elämään niin paljon) ja tänään sitten porukat lähti. Kolme kuukautta ilman rakasta Runttia tänään. Edelleen se pyörii mun ajatuksissa suurimman osan päivästä. Ikävä on. Fakta numero 67: mä näen aina aika outoja unia (kukapa ei), mutta niissä on usein toistuvia teemoja ja elementtejä.

Call my name

 Song of the day;;

→ Dance Gavin Dance - Die Another Day

Lay my tentacles in the crucible

Just to see the world

As something beautiful again

Melt my sins

He’s losing pounds

Just lay him down

And pop it in its place

Take the scruff

And pull it up

He’ll die another day

Start over

I can't bear to look back

Start over

I always run away

Sweet closure

Cure me of my candors

Shoo, vultures

I'll die another day

Lay my tentacles in the crucible

Just to see my chores

As something meaningful again

From within

All out of breath from my warpath

Sweating toxicity, begging for amnesty

Make it a song, always a song

Can only tell you the truth in the chant of a tone

I'll never bе enough

Unless I finish this sentеnce

Did it come into existence

Or was it invented?

Only getting stuck because I already did it

Start over

I can't bear to look back

Start over

I always run away

Sweet closure

Cure me of my candors

Shoo, vultures

I'll die another day

Pigeon in my vision

Frigid in the kitchen

Blithering committed

Piebald cow

Scummy ballerina

Standing on your femur

Pop your sloppy doggy

Eyeballs out

Started at the finish

Did it in a minute

Living and flip in the breeze

Had to do the did it

Rigid ribbit critic

Making a pinot go grig

God, why'd you have to do that to me?

Safe, sound on the other side

Back to devour what I've been denied

Bad track record to be kind

But this time, I'll be paying attention

Can't dwell on my damaged pride

I got moves to make, I got hearts to break through

Manic and erratic, but emphatic about learning the hard way (Learning the hard way)

Need to bite the animal

To get my instincts churning

Shake up my camera roll

Been a minute, it's been a minute

We don't obey

It's all a game

There's no give and take

There's no give and take

There's no talk, but kill the king

No talk, just kill the king

They won't talk, just kill the

I'm shakin' the plastic off

Rippin' the wrapper off

Students coming out clean

Devoted to master stroke

Licking the envelope

Sending my bright blue flame

--

Huomenna suunnataan Ouluun. On jotenkin todella helpottavaa päästä pariksi viikoksi kotiin. Fakta numero 66: mun ensimmäinen otp (eli one true pairing teille sivistymättömille) oli varmaankin NaruSasu (ja kyllä, mä olen aina ollut NaruSasu truther).

On my side

 Song of the day;;

→ Atrium Carceri - Endless Halls

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Fakta numero 65: mä tykkään tanssia... itsekseni. Joskus. 

Talking heads

 Song of the day;;

→ Rex Orange County & Benny Sings - Loving Is Easy

Loving is easy

You had me fucked up

It used to be so hard to see

Yeah, loving is easy

When everything's perfect

Please don't change a single little thing for me

Listen, girl

When you can't even hide it

And it didn't take forever to find it

I was all on my own

Almost glad to be alone

Until love came in on time, on time

So loving is easy

You had me fucked up

It used to be so hard to see

Yeah, loving is easy

When everything's perfect

Please don't change a single little thing for me

Oh, oh

Ah, ah

Oh, oh

Ah, ah

So listen, girl

When you can't even hide it

And it didn't take forever to find it

I was all on my own

Almost glad to be alone

Until love came in on time, oh, on time

Loving is easy

You had me fucked up

It used to be so hard to see

Yeah, loving is easy

When everything's perfect

Please don't change a single little thing for me

Oh, oh

Ah, ah

Oh, oh

Ah, ah

--

Fakta numero 64: mä tykkään katsella tähtiä, mutta en niinkään pilviä (vaikka on nekin nättejä).

Voices

 Song of the day;;

→ Arctic Monkeys - R U Mine?

I'm a puppet on a string

Tracy Island, time-traveling

Diamond cutter-shaped heartaches

That come to find you four in some velvet morning

Years too late, she's a silver lining

Lone ranger riding through an open space

In my mind when she's not right there beside me

I go crazy 'cause here isn't where I wanna be

And satisfaction feels like a distant memory

And I can't help myself, all I

Wanna hear her say is, are you mine?

Well, are you mine?

Are you mine?

Are you mine? Oh, ah

I guess what I'm trying to say is I need the deep end

Keep imagining meeting, wished away entire lifetimes

Unfair we're not somewhere misbehaving for days

Great escape, lost track of time and space

She's a silver lining climbing on my desire

And I go crazy 'cause here isn't where I wanna be

And satisfaction feels like a distant memory

And I can't help myself, all I

Wanna hear her say is, are you mine?

Well, are you mine? (Are you mine tomorrow?)

Are you mine? (Or just mine tonight?)

Are you mine? (Are you mine, mine?)

And the thrill of the chase moves in mysterious ways

So in case I'm mistaken, I

Just wanna hear you say, you got me, baby, are you mine?

She's a silver lining

Lone ranger riding through an open space

In my mind when she's not right there beside me

I go crazy 'cause here isn't where I wanna be

And satisfaction feels like a distant memory

And I can't help myself, all I

Wanna hear her say is, are you mine?

Well, are you mine? (Are you mine tomorrow?)

Are you mine? (Or just mine tonight?)

Are you mine? (Are you mine tomorrow?)

(Or just mine tonight?)

--

Fakta numero 63: mun lempijuhla on joulu, kun taas kääntöpuolella vappu ja ystävänpäivä on mun mielestä aika lailla pelkkää xp wastea.

I don't wanna be me

 Song of the day;;

→ A Day To Remember - Miracle

If you could only feel the way that I feel

Ready for the war to come my way

Yeah, I struggled, so I know what it takes

The pressure only builds 'til it breaks

If you could only feel the way that I feel

You may think it's somethin' spiritual

But I'm betting on the right here, right now

To hell with all the someday, somehow

I've waited long enough

Waited long enough (Don't need a miracle)

Right here, right now

To hell with all the someday, somehow

I've waited long enough

Waited long enough (Don't need a miracle)

You might think it's somethin' spiritual

But I don't need a fuckin' miracle

If you could only see the way that I see

You could find the faith to take the leap (Take the leap)

It only took one shot to prove I'm not made of glass

There's no pain you could cause that won't eventually pass

If you could only see the way that I see

You'd be betting on the right here, right now

To hell with all the someday, somehow

I've waited long enough

Waited long enough (Don't need a miracle)

Right here, right now

To hell with all the someday, somehow

I've waited long enough

Waited long enough (Don't need a miracle)

You might think it's somethin' spiritual

But I don't need a fuckin' miracle

No weapon formed against me shall prosper

My will is stronger

Stronger

Wait

You may think it's somethin' spiritual

But I'm betting on the right here, right now

To hell with all the someday, somehow

I've waited long enough

Waited long enough (Don't need a miracle)

Right here, right now

To hell with all the someday, somehow

I've waited long enough (Waited long enough)

Waited long enough (Don't need a miracle)

You might think it's somethin' spiritual

But I don't need a fuckin' miracle

Miracle (Miracle)

--

Fakta numero 62: mä en pidä romanttisista komedioista.

Hickory Creek

 Song of the day;;

→ Atrium Carceri - Jerusalem

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Hyvää syntymäpäivää sinne jonnekin, rakas Runtti. Olisit täyttänyt 14 vuotta tänään. Rakastan sua niin paljon. Meinasin ensin, että kirjotan ihan erillisen, pidemmän postauksen, mutta ei musta nyt ole siihen. On ollut aika tunteikas ja rankka päivä.