I'll get through it

 Song of the day;;

→ Balance Breach - Escapers of Paradise

What started with love ended to war

We ate each other from inside like parasites

Escapers of paradise

Life in this setup made us invisible

Slowly dying, becoming cynical

I'm turning into a human wreck

Nothing to give, I forgot to live

What started with love ended to war

We could have had it all

We ate each other from inside like parasites

You and I, escapers of paradise

Avoid talking, I'm just learning to hate you

Avoid touching, so this will remain true

We're nothing more than two hollow shells together

We can't be doomed to go hand in hand forever

We formed this symbiosis

Day by day, crisis to crisis

Started with love ended to war

We could have had it all

We're the sinners to whom they turned their backs;

Escaping from the promised land

Leaving behind the ones we could not stand

What started with love ended to war

We could have had it all

We ate each other from inside like parasites

You and I, escapers of paradise

Started with love ended to war

(Started with love ended to war)

We ate each other from inside like parasites

Escapers of paradise

Are we doomed to go hand in hand forever?

Sol absentia

 Song of the day;;

→ Atrium Carceri - A Curved Blade

If tomorrow never comes

 Song of the day;;

→ Night Riots - Fangs

Shadows follow me, but she is always out of reach

And she's my favourite thing to see

Her hook is my escape, a reflection of my fate

And she is everything I need, yeah

So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me

Only for you, you, you, I'll bleed

Can't you see, that you could set me free?

So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me

Without her in a gloom, cold sweating in my tomb

If she was only here with me

She is the pale blushing moon, to cast sun into my room

She is the only light I need, yeah

So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me

Only for you, you, you, I'll bleed

Can't you see, that you could set me free?

So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me

Hear me call

I will wait, it's you I wait for

Hear me call

I will wait, it's you I wait for

Hear me call

I will wait, it's you I wait for

Hear me call

I will wait, I will wait

So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me

Only for you, you, you, I'll bleed

Can't you see, that you could set me free?

So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me

So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs

So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs

Sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me

Can't you see, that you could set me free?

So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me

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Kävin tänään ostamassa Hertalle tuliaisia, kun viikonloppuna mennään Rokualle ja pääsen näkemään sen pitkästä aikaa. Ostin sille semmosen porolelun (koska se oikeasti tykkää leluista ja leikkimisestä, eikä vaan lelujen särkemisestä) sekä jo valmiiksi pari jouluasustetta. Ostin myös itelleni uudet pörrösukat, koska alkaa olla se aika vuodesta, kun pörrö- ja villasukat on välttämättömiä asioita. Parin viikon päästä pääsenkin sitten psykologin tutkimuksiin. Jännää. Mulle ei olekaan vielä koskaan sellaisia tehty.

Maybe

 Song of the day;;

→ Ingrid Michaelson - Whole Lot of Heart

You said there's something bout the moon

It rose too soon

Are we doing what we should?

You said it's life that moves too much

We're losing touch

But I'm not losing you

There's a whole lot of heart in me

I feel it under my skin

And I know and I know and I know

There's a whole lot of heart in me

It's takes a whole lot of heart to see

Everything's coming down roses

And I know and I know and I know

There's a whole lot of heart in me

There's a whole lot of heart in me

I said we've walked this way before

Now we know more

So raise a cup

I said let's rule this kingdom now

Let's live and love and tear it down

To build it up

There's a whole lot of heart in me

I feel it under my skin

And I know and I know and I know

There's a whole lot of heart in me

It's takes a whole lot of heart to see

Everything's coming down roses

And I know and I know and I know

There's a whole lot of heart in me

Let it go, to let it in

To let it in, let it in

Let it go

Let it go, to let it in

To let it in, let it in

Let it go

You let it go, to let it in

And I know and I know and I know

There's a whole lot of heart in me

There's a whole lot of heart in me

I feel it under my skin

And I know and I know and I know

There's a whole lot of heart in me

It's takes a whole lot of heart to see

Everything's coming down roses

And I know and I know and I know

There's a whole lot of heart in me

And I know and I know and I know

And I know and I know and I know

And I know and I know and I know

Antitype

 Song of the day;;

→ Horizon Ignited - Guiding Light

What once was seen as anger

Now manifests inside of you

Release this heavy burden

I hate this world with you

Unleash your inner self

Take hold of my hand

I will make you stronger

I will make you learn

Your mind is being freed

Now see the world again

Unleash your inner self

Take hold of my hand

Let me show what you have lost

Let me show all that you want

I am your guiding light

I am your last embrace

The path you walk is paved in blood

And you are the one who bleeds

All the salt that's in your wounds

It makes the path endure

Unleash your innеr self

Take hold of my hand

Let mе show what you have lost

Let me show all that you want

I am your guiding light

I am your last embrace

I will make you stronger

I will make you learn

Unleash your inner self

Take hold of my hand

Let me show what you have lost

Let me show all that you want

I am your guiding light

I am your last embrace

Ascension

 Song of the day;;

→ Lovett - Concurrent Reality

Take me

 Song of the day;;

→ Three Days Grace - Just Like You

I could be mean

I could be angry

You know I could be just like you

I could be fake

I could be stupid

You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me

You were only in my way

You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you (Just like you)

You thought you were there to guide me

You were only in my way

You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you (Just like you)

You thought you were there to guide me

You were only in my way

You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you

I could be cold

I could be ruthless

You know I could be just like you

I could be weak

I could be senseless

You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me

You were only in my way

You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you (Just like you)

You thought you were there to guide me

You were only in my way

You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you (Just like you)

You thought you were there to guide me

You were only in my way

You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you

On my own

'Cause I can't take living with you

I'm alone

So I won't turn out like you want me to

You thought you were standing beside me

You were only in my way

You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you (Just like you)

You thought you were there to guide me

You were only in my way

You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you (Just like you)

You thought you were there to guide me

You were only in my way

You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you

I could be mean

I could be angry

You know I could be just like you