A new colour

 Song of the day;;

→ sir Was - No Giving Up

All these years has been the same

Looking for ways to explain

Does it matter in the end?

No one knows, no one can tell

Always wanted more from you

And you gave all you could give

Turn the page and you will see

That we never stopped to be

I keep on writing day and night

Raise my voice for you to see

Same old same, I just don't care

Life just keeps on crashing in

No giving up, giving up

No giving up on you

No giving up, giving up

No giving up on you

Always carrying you right in

What we had was what we had

Clear blue sky, please get me high

'Cause life just passing by like that

Yeah, I had hopes for you and me

Time allows us both to see

Let it in to let it out

'Cause this life keeps on crashing in

No giving up, giving up

No giving up on you

No giving up, giving up

No giving up on you

No giving up, giving up

No giving up on you

No giving up, giving up

No giving up on you

Alien shivers

 Song of the day;;

→ Christina Perri - human

I can hold my breath

I can bite my tongue

I can stay awake for days if that's what you want

Be your number one

I can fake a smile

I can force a laugh

I can dance and play the part if that's what you ask

Give you all I am

I can do it

I can do it

I can do it

But I'm only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I'm only human

And I crash and I break down

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up and then I fall apart

'Cause I'm only human

I can turn it on

Be a good machine

I can hold the weight of worlds if that's what you need

Be your everything

I can do it

I can do it

I'll get through it

But I'm only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I'm only human

And I crash and I break down

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up and then I fall apart

'Cause I'm only human

I'm only human

I'm only human

Just a little human

I can take so much

'Til I've had enough

'Cause I'm only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I'm only human

And I crash and I break down

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up and then I fall apart

'Cause I'm only human

Dead letters

 Song of the day;;

→ Kra - 雨音はショパンの調べ

耳をふさぐ　指をくぐり

心　痺しびらす　甘い調べ

止めて　あのショパン

彼にはもう会えないの

Rainy Days　断ち切れず　窓を叩かないで

Rainy Days　気休めは　麻薬 Ah

ひざの上に　ほほをのせて

「好き」とつぶやく　雨の調べ

やめて　そのショパン

想い出ならいらないわ

Rainy Days　特別の人でなくなるまで

Rainy Days　暗号のピアノ Ah

Rainy Days　断ち切れず　影にふり返れば

Rainy Days　たそがれの部屋は Ah

Rainy Days　特別の人は胸に生きて

Rainy Days　合鍵を回す ショパン Ah

Feel invincible

 Song of the day;;

→ Fear of Domination - Sick and Beautiful

Perfection to imperfection

We shed this bitter tear

Let it devour our children

As your mistakes create my happiness

Tore these remaining limbs

Eat the flesh, all of it

Make gluttony our middle name

Your lovely filth becomes our bed

We love to make love

And make you feel the beauty

We love to make love, just let it show

We love to make love, nothing sick at all

We love to make love, it's just so beautiful

We dance beneath the scarlet rain

This makes us sick and beautiful

Eat the flesh to fill your emptiness

To become sick and beautiful

Behold the beautiful vile lie

Try to be sick and beautiful

Like a stain our creation

We make it sick and beautiful

Let the blood paint the walls

Prettiest color of 'em all

Call us shallow or call us whores

We end it to condemn our flaws

Your failure becomes our blessing

While you whisper in disbelief

All stains must be removed

With the pristine mind we make our move

We fuck under your despises

Spit on the beliefs of your innocence

Like thousand knives we'll pierce your mind

And we will not run out of time

Satellite

 Song of the day;;

→ Mica Levi - Love

--

En saanut sanottua terapiassa, että viiltelin viikonloppuna. Jostain syystä edelleen, näin monenkin vuoden jälkeen, sitä on todella vaikea sanoa ääneen. Osittain jopa vaikeampi siitä on puhua, kuin vaikkapa mun lihomisen pelosta tai muusta syömishäiriöön liittyvästä. En oikein osaa sanoa, mikä siinä on. Ehkä sen myöntäminen ääneen on mulle vähän sama, kuin suoraan myöntäisin heikkouden. Että en kestänyt henkistä kipua, joten korvasin sen fyysisellä. Tänään oli kyllä todella kiva sää. Lämmin, mutta ei enää kuuma, vaan semmonen, että takki päällä viihtyi just sopivasti, eikä tarvinnu vielä hattua, hanskoja tai kaulahuivia.

Like a villain

 Song of the day;;

→ George Clanton - Bleed

Someone else can make you happy

Someone else can show you a good time

A good time

Someone else can say, I'm sorry

Someone else can fight and tell you lies

Tell you lies

But not like I do

Not like me

Someone else can make you happy

Someone else can give you all you need

When you need

Someone else can say, I'm sorry

Someone else can bite until you bleed

Make you bleed

Not like I do

Not like me

Ho oh oh ugh ah oh

Ho oh oh ugh ah ah

Ho oh oh ugh ah ah

Ho oh oh ugh ah oh

Oh ah

Get too close and say goodbye

Take your dose and hate it, but you're fine

You'll sleep tonight

Don't weep tonight

It hurts your eyes

Don't weep tonight

Ho oh

Ho oh oh ugh ah ah

Ho oh oh ugh ah oh

Ho oh oh ugh ah ah

Ho oh oh ugh oh oh

C'mon

Let it die

 Song of the day;;

→ Queen - Don't Stop Me Now

Tonight, I'm gonna have myself a real good time

I feel alive

And the world, I'll turn it inside out, yeah

I'm floatin' around in ecstasy

So don't stop me now

Don't stop me

'Cause I'm havin' a good time

Havin' a good time

I'm a shootin' star, leapin' through the sky like a tiger

Defyin' the laws of gravity

I'm a racin' car, passin' by like Lady Godiva

I'm gonna go, go, go, there's no stoppin' me

I'm burnin' through the sky, yeah

Two hundred degrees, that's why they call me Mister Fahrenheit

I'm travelling at the speed of light

I wanna make a supersonic man outta you

Don't stop me now

I'm havin' such a good time, I'm havin' a ball

Don't stop me now

If you wanna have a good time, just give me a call

(Don't stop me now) 'Cause I'm havin' a good time

(Don't stop me now) Yes, I'm havin' a good time

I don't wanna stop at all, yeah

I'm a rocket ship on my way to Mars on a collision course

I am a satellite, I'm out of control

I'm a sex machine, ready to reload like an atom bomb

About to oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, explode

I'm burnin' through the sky, yeah

Two hundred degrees, that's why they call me Mister Fahrenheit

I'm travellin' at the speed of light

I wanna make a supersonic woman of you

(Don't stop me, don't stop me, don't stop me) Hey, hey, hey

(Don't stop me, don't stop me, ooh, ooh, ooh) I like it

(Don't stop me, don't stop me, hey, alright) Have a good time, good time

(Don't stop me, don't stop me) Woah

Let loose, honey, alright

Oh, I'm burnin' through the sky, yeah

Two hundred degrees, that's why they call me Mister Fahrenheit, hey

Travellin' at the speed of light

I wanna make a supersonic man outta you, hey, hey

Don't stop me now

I'm havin' such a good time, I'm havin' a ball

Don't stop me now

(Ooh) If you wanna have a good time (Alright), just give me a call

(Don't stop me now) 'Cause I'm havin' a good time (Hey, hey)

(Don't stop me now) Yes, I'm havin' a good time

I don't wanna stop at all

Ah, da, da, da, da

Da, da, ah, ah

Ah, da, da, ah, ah, ah

Ah, da, da

Ah, da, da, ah, ah

Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh