Lost heaven

 Song of the day;;

→ Sleeping At Last - Earth

I dig till my shovel tells a secret

Swear to the earth that I will keep it

Brush off the dirt and let my change of heart occur

Sold soon after the appraisal

The hammer struck the auction table

Louder than anything I've ever heard

Fault lines tremble underneath my glass house

But I put it out of my mind

Long enough to call it courage

To live without a lifeline

I bend the definition of faith

To exonerate my blind eye

'Til the sirens sound, I'm safe

Meanwhile, my family’s taking shelter

The sparks send the fire down the wire

A countdown begins until the dynamite gives in

The echo, as wide as the equator

Travels through a world of built up anger

Too late to pull itself together

Fault lines tremble underneath my glass house

But I put it out of my mind

Long enough to call it courage

To live without a lifeline

I bend the definition of faith

To exonerate my blind eye

'Til the sirens sound, I'm safe

There was an earthquake

There was an avalanche of change

We were so afraid

We cried ourselves a hurricane

There were floods

Tidal waves over us

So we folded our hands and prayed

Like a domino

These wildfires grow and grow

Until a brand new world takes shape

Fault lines tremble underneath my glass house

But I put it out of my mind

Long enough to call it courage

To live without a lifeline

I bend the definition of faith

To exonerate my blind eye

'Til the sirens sound, I'm safe

Until the sirens sound, I'm safe

Until the sirens sound, I'm safe

--

Tämä päivä meni oikiastaan juuri kuten eilen suunnittelin. Pelailin, pesin pyykkiä, imuroin, kuuntelin musiikkia. Huomenna sitten Runtti ja porukat tullee!!

Aristocrat's symphony

 Song of the day;;

→ All Time Low - I Feel Like Dancin'

Shawty said she wants to run away

Says I look like a boy she used to date (Ha)

Took me by the hand and pulled me to the stairs

(I’m not interested, girl)

Put her tongue all up in my ear (Gross)

Almost made me spill my beer (Oh shit)

She’s up and ready to go, but I don’t care

(Pssh, whatever)

'Cause I’m in the zone

Turned off my phone, I've got my own agenda

I feel like dancing tonight

I’m gonna party like it’s my civil right

(Everybody get kinda awesome)

It doesn’t matter where, I don’t care if people stare, (Woah)

'Cause I feel like dancing tonight

Everybody getting kind of crunk

I think some dude just grabbed my junk (Whoa)

Now I know how Ke$ha must be feelin’

(Like, what if we're the aliens?)

Bros try to turn me upside down

I put a keg tap to my mouth (No, wait, wait)

But that’s okay, I’m dancin’ on the ceiling

'Cause I’ve got the groove

I’ll bust a move, just try and stop me

I feel like dancing tonight

I’m gonna party like it’s my civil right

(Everybody get kinda awesome)

It doesn’t matter where, I don’t care if people stare (Whoa)

'Cause I feel like dancing tonight

Somebody call the police (Woo-oooh)

I think they’re coming to get me

They say, you’ve got the right to remain on the dance floor

So show us what you've got 'cause you know that you've got more

I feel like dancing tonight

I came to party like it’s my civil right

(Everybody get kinda awesome)

It doesn’t matter where, I don’t care if people stare (Whoa)

'Cause I feel like dancing tonight

Oh, one more time

I feel like dancing tonight

I’m gonna party like it’s my civil right

It doesn’t matter where, I don’t care if people stare (Whoa)

'Cause I feel like dancing tonight

I feel like dancing tonight

--

Tänään oli aika chilli päivä, pelailin ja sitten katottiin ystävän kanssa leffa (toka Naruto-leffa, mun suosikki) ja juteltiin. Huomenna pesen pyykkiä (joku munapää oli varannut mun vakivuoron 14-15!!), imuroin, pelaan, kuuntelen musiikkia ja semmosta.

Vegas

 Song of the day;;

→ Three Days Grace - Bitter Taste

Just let me say one thing

I've had enough

You're selfish and sorry

You'll never learn how to love

As your world disassembles

Better keep your head up

Your name, your face is all you have left now

Betrayed, disgraced, you've been erased

So long, so long

I have erased you

So long, so long

I've wanted to waste you

So long, so long

I have erased you

I have escaped

The bitter taste of you

Just let me clear my head

I think I've had too much

You're so disappointing

But you make good use of it

As your world disassembles

Your name, your face is all you have left now

Betrayed, disgraced, you've been erased

So long, so long

I have erased you

So long, so long

I've wanted to waste you

So long, so long

I have erased you

I have escaped

The bitter taste of you

Your name, your face is all you have left now

Disgraced, betrayed, you've been erased

So long, so long

I have erased you

So long, so long (So long)

I've wanted to waste you

So long, so long

I have erased you

I have escaped

The bitter taste

I have escaped

The bitter taste of you

--

Three Days Grace (ja nimenomaan Adam Gontier-eran TDG) kuului teini-iässä ehottomasti mun kuunnelluimpiin bändeihin. Uuteen tuotantoon en oo oikein päässyt sisälle, mut toisaalta en oo kyllä juuri yrittänytkään. Tänään tuli aika paljon vaan pelailtua nostalgiahuuruissa. Pelasin myös Sims 4:sta että pelkäksi PS2-rinkirunkkaukseksi ei menny. Lisäksi siivosin huussin ja vein roskat. Vielä pitää imuroida enneko Runtti (ja porukat ofc) tulee sunnuntaina. Ja pestä pyykkiä, mut se nyt ois pitänyt muutenkin tehdä. Terapeutti muuten kysyi tiistaina, että osaako Runtti kulkea bussilla. Vastasin, että todennäkösesti ei, kun se on tuommoinen maalaisjuntti (affectionate) joka hädin tuskin osaa hissillä mennä.

Prince

 Song of the day;;

→ Bad Omens - Burning Out

So tell me, can you keep a secret? I thought I lost myself

Trying to find a hidden meaning in all the lies you'd tell

When you think I've said enough, tell me and I'll bite my tongue

But don't you think I won't remember

Don't take it now, don't take it now, don't take it now

I'm burning out, I'm burning out, I'm burning out

I was lost, but now I'm found

Under the lights and in the sounds

So let us sing and sing it loud

That we're not perfect, but we're proud of who we are

Who we are

I thought I left the pain behind me, but when I turned around

You pulled me back into the darkness and wouldn't let me out

Like a diamond in the rough you didn't see for what it was

And cut a hole right through the center

I was lost, but now I'm found

Under the lights and in the sounds

So let us sing and sing it loud

That we're not perfect, but we're proud of who we are

Yeah, we're not perfect, but we're proud of who we are

If good things must come to an end

We're not going out of frame

Because you can't just run from sadness

When it runs inside your veins

If good things must come to an end

We're not going out the same

Because you can't just run from sadness

When it gets too hard to stay

When you think I've said enough, tell me and I'll bite my tongue

But don't you think I won't remember

Like a diamond in the rough you didn't see for what it was

And cut a hole right through the center

I was lost, but now I'm found

Under the lights and in the sounds

So let us sing and sing it loud

That we're not perfect, but we're proud of who we are

Who we are

I was lost, but now I'm found

Under the lights and in the sounds

So let us sing and sing it loud

That we're not perfect, but we're proud of who we are

When you think I've said enough, tell me and I'll bite my tongue

But don't you think I won't remember

Like a diamond in the rough you didn't see for what it was

And cut a hole right through the center

--

Toiveeni kävi kuin kävikin toteen ja adapteri tipahti postiluukusta tänään. Pienen säätämisen jälkeen ja Redditin avulla sain kuin sainkin vanhan kunnon kunnon vanhan PS2:seni kytkettyä telkkariini onnistuneesti ja pääsin pelamaan. Ai että sitä nostalgian määrää...

Drop note

 Song of the day;;

→ Aphex Twin - Avril 14th

--

Tänään oli terapia. Terapeutti sanoi olevansa musta tosi ylpeä, kun kerroin, että oon saanut nyt n. viikon pidettyä jotenkin normaalia muistuttavan unirytmin. Jotenkin sen unen tärkeyden muistaa sitten, kun tajuaa, miten valtava vaikutus ja merkitys sillä on. Alussa tuntu aamuisin vielä väsyneemmältä kun yleensä, mutta nyt siihen on jo alkanu tottua. Eilisen ja tän päivän menoista on vähän uupunut olo, joten kiva, että huomenna saan vaan olla ja lepäillä. Ehkä adapteri, jonka tilasin sitä varten, että voin pelata taas mun PS2:sella (koska telkkari on liian uusi ja pleikkari liian vanha), tulis huomenna niin voisin laittaa vanhat pelit tulille. Tykkään muuten tästä biisistä tosi paljon.

Plastic cell

 Song of the day;;

→ Koda - The Warmth

Hummingbirds

And naughty words

It's far beyond the walls they come

Only lives beyond closed doors

Would leave beneath the words they say we are

And as the night begins

To undress the lucky ones

We have a star amongst

Living beyond the sound

And we will carry on

As long as we understand

We live among the rules we make em'

And the roads we take

When someone has jumped the gun

I cannot trust you if you keep stepping on my back

I cannot love you if you still carry on

I can't begin to understand the cut

With your last breath we scream my name

As I was yours and cracks beneath

And fear run down

The scars are long

There's no more warmth

There nothing for me here

--

Tänään oli läsnäoloryhmä. Se meni ihan kivasti, vaikka vähän jännitti mennä tällä kertaa yksin, kun viimeksi tosiaan oli terapeutti mukana. Kävin sen jälkeen ostamassa makutestiin Pepsi Max Tropicalia (koska kuten kaikki mut tuntevat tietää, mä rakastan Pepsi Maxia). Hyvää se on. En kyllä toisaalta muista maistaneeni Pepsiä josta en olis tykännyt. Huomenna on sitten terapia.

The world

 Song of the day;;

→ The Growlers - When You Were Made

No, they're not in love anymore

They are stuck and afraid

Don't worry, babe

Don't get too down on yourself

They were in love when you were made

His old boots finally wore out

And the fire in his belly faded

Her supple breast sadly sagged

As her tender heart grew jaded

A life of love is a long time

When you know that it's only one time

You were the reason they stuck around

But you're old enough now

Don't worry, babe

Not till you've been there too, will your world be less cruel

The cold truth finally seeps out

Until your memory is saturated

Your fragile smile loses teeth and

Your sparkling eyes grew faded

A life of love is a long time

When you know that it's only one time

The good is not so hard to forget

Though it seems far away

Don't worry, babe, don't get too down on yourself

They were in love when you were made

A life of love is a long time

When you know that it's only one time

A life of love is a long time

When you know it's only one time