As winter falls

 Song of the day;;

→ Versailles - PRINCE

さぁ怖いのなら腕を貸して 連れ去ってあげる

何かに傷付き何度も泣いたあなたを想う度

こみ上げる愛しさが心を押し潰してゆく

夜が明ける前に

このまま

あなたを奪い去って もう何処へも逃がさない

今あなたを抱き上げて 空へ連れ去りたいこの未来へ

Ah その指に触れその肩を抱き そっとくちづけた

壊れた心を強がる花を守ってあげたい

こみ上げる愛しさが心に溶けて

守られる幸せを知ってほしい

きっと誰も例外無く守られてる

それに気づき人を愛せるようになるはずだから

あなたを奪い去って もう誰にも渡さない

今あなたを抱き寄せて 空へ連れ去りたいこの未来へ

両手で羽ばたく事は出来ないけど

あなたを抱きしめたままで空へ飛び立てるなら

心を奪い去って もうあなたを離さない

今全てを抱き締めて 奪い連れ去りたいこの未来へ

--

Tämän kerran throwback-torstai tarjoilee meille Versaillesia, joka on aina ollut yksi mun mielestä visuaalisesti kauneimmista j-rock/visual kei-yhtyeistä ja tämmösenä raskaamman musiikin nautiskelijana oon myös aina heidän musiikistaan tykännyt. Mähän en mihinkään usko, mutta viime yönä mulla oli paha mieli ja pyysin Runttia käymään mun luona unessa. Ja mä näin kuin näinkin unta Runtista. En tarkalleen enää muista mitä, muistan vaan sanoneeni jollekulle, että siitä on liian kauan, kun me ollaan Runtin kanssa tavattu. Ehkä se kuuli mun pyynnön. Lopuksi vielä fakta 19 (mä tulen sitten aivan varmasti sekoamaan näissä numeroissa jossain vaiheessa): mulla on ollut monta nettikaveria siitä lähtien, kun netissä aloin aikoinaan pyörimään, mutta ketään niistä mä en ole koskaan tavannut livenä. Muutaman kanssa oon puhelimessa jutellut, mutta siinäpä se.

Hourglass

 Song of the day;;

→ Toto Cutugno - Soli

E' inutile suonare, qui non vi aprirà nessuno

Il mondo l'abbiam chiuso fuori con il suo casino

Una bugia coi tuoi

Il frigo pieno e poi

Un calcio alla TV

Solo io, solo tu

E' inutile chiamare, non risponderà nessiuno

Il telefono è volato fuori giù dal quarto piano

Era importante sai

Pensare un poco a noi

Non stiamo insieme mai

Ora si, ora qui

Soli

La pelle come un vestito

Soli

Nel cuore guarda chi c'è: io e te

Soli

Le briciole nel letto

Soli

Ma stretti un pò di più

Solo io, solo tu

Il mondo dietro ai vetri sembra un film senza sonoro

E il tuo pudore amando rende il corpo tuo più vero

Sei bella quando vuoi

Bambina, donna e poi

Non mi deludi mai

È così che mi vai

Soli

Lasciando la luce accesa

Soli

Mangiando un panino in due, io e te

Soli

Col tempo che si è fermato

Soli

Però finalmente noi

È di più cosa vuoi

Na, na, na

Soli

Lasciando la luce accesa

Soli

Mangiando un panino in due, io e te

--

Oli tänään vähän tylsää, joten kävin ex tempore-reissulla Ideaparkissa. Ostin muutamia kesärytkyjä sekä korvakoruja. Ja sukat. En tiedä muistinko mainita (en varmaan, löyhäpäinen kun olen), mutta mulla ei nyt pariin viikkoon ole terapiaa, kun terapeutti on lomalla. Tuntuu vähän oudolta, mutta toisaalta ehkä itellekin tekee ihan hyvää olla vähän aikaa käsittelemättä mitään. Ja sitten faktaan numero 18: mä en ole koskaan käyttänyt netissä oikeaa nimeäni, vaan aina jotain nimimerkkiä tai vastaavaa.

Destiny broken

 Song of the day;;

→ Yoav - Where Is My Mind?

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground

Try this trick: spin it, yeah

Your head will collapse, but there's nothing in

And you ask yourself

Where is my mind?

Where is my mind?

Where is my mind?

I was swimmin' in the Caribbean

Animals were hiding behind the rocks

Except the little fish, but they told me

He swears tryin' to talk to me, to me

Where is my mind?

Where is my mind?

Where is my mind?

Way out in the water, see it swimming

Where is my mind?

Way out in the water, see it swimming

Where is my mind?

Where is my mind?

Where is my mind?

Where is my mind?

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground

Try this trick: spin it, yeah

Your head will collapse, but there's nothing in

And you ask yourself

Where is my mind?

Where is my mind?

Where is my mind? (Way out in the water, see it swimming)

(Where is my mind?) Where is my mind?

Where is my mind?

Where is my mind?

Where is my mind? (Way out in the water, see it swimming)

(Where is my mind?) Where is my mind?

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground

Yeah

--

Kuukausi ilman Runttia. Ikävä on edelleen ihan yhtä kova ja repivä kuin alussa. Äiti soitti tänään ja sanoi, että ne on isän kanssa tulossa evakkoon tänne ens viikonloppuna, kun joku sukulainen oli kutsunut ne jonkun toisen sukulaisen hautajaisiin, eikä ne halua mennä, kun eivät ole olleet yhteyksissä kyseisiin sukulaisiin viime vuosina ollenkaan. Sanoin, että tervetuloa vaan, tänne saa aina tulla. Kiva nähdä porukoita. Fakta numero 18: mä käytän sosiaalisista medioista lähinnä Instaa, Tumblria, X:ää sekä Redditiä. Ja Jodelia. Vaikka se onkin aivan saatanan toksinen paikka.

The lake

 Song of the day;;

→ Normandie - White Flag

This is hell, ashes of a fantasy

We were chasing down a dream

But now I'm waving a white flag

So, will you let it rest in peace? Let it be

Just a fading melody in your head

'Cause I am waving a white flag

I am better without you

Without you

So, I'm breaking up my heart in two

Getting rid of every part of you

We are standing in a burning field of clover

I'm breaking up my heart in two

Let it wither into déjà vu

I'll be hiding in the storm until it's over

Without you

This is hell, product of your apathy

Losing sight of what is real

But now I'm waving a white flag

So, will you let it rest it peace? Let it be

Just a fading memory in your head

'Cause I am waving a white flag

So, I'm breaking up my heart in two

Getting rid of every part of you

We are standing in a burning field of clover

I'm breaking up my heart in two

Let it wither into déjà vu

I'll be hiding in the storm until it's over

Without you

When it's over, it is over, put a rest to it, put a rest to it

When it's over, it is over, put a rest to it, put a rest to it

When it's over, it is over, put a rest to it, put a rest to it

When it's over, it is over, it is over

So, I'm breaking up my heart in two

Getting rid of every part of you

We are standing in a burning field of clover

(Without you)

(Without you)

So, I'm breaking up my heart in two

Getting rid of every part of you

We are standing in a burning field of clover

I'm breaking up my heart in two

Let it wither into déjà vu

I'll be hiding in the storm until it's over

Without you

--

Fakta numero 17: mulla on aikoinani ollut monen monta julkkisihastusta (kenellä ei), mut ehkä kaikista suurin on ollut Lana Parrilla. Etenkin Reginana OUAT:issa. Ai että.

Broken staircase

 Song of the day;;

→ Halgrath - He Lead Me Through the Dark Caverns

--

Fakta numero 16: olen ollut sinkku yli 15 vuotta enkä näe tämän asian lähitulevaisuudessa muuttuvan. Enkä kyllä oikeestaan juurikaan edes halua sen muuttuvan, mun on hyvä näin.

Shameless

 Song of the day;;

→ Slowdive - Alison

Listen close and don't be stoned

I'll be here in the morning

'Cause I'm just floating

Your cigarette still burns

Your messed-up world will thrill me

Alison, I'm lost

Alison, I said, we're sinking

There's nothing here, but that's okay

Outside your room, your sister's spinning

But she laughs, tells me she's just fine

I guess she's out there somewhere

And the sailors, they strike poses

TV covered walls answer so slowly

With your talking and your pills

Your messed-up life still thrills me

Alison, I'm lost

Alison, I'll drink your wine

I'll wear your clothes when we're both high

Alison, I said, we're sinking

But she laughs, tells me she's just fine

I guess she's out there somewhere

--

Tänään ostin uuden hevosen (SSO:ssa), kuuntelin Apocalypticaa, tein uusia simejä, pelasin Everybody's Gone to the Rapturea, pesin pyykkiä, kävin lenkillä ja juttelin porukoille. Tässä fakta numero 15: mä olen aseksuaali ja romanttisesti pidän naisista.

Crash & burn

 Song of the day;;

→ Olly Alexander (Years & Years) - Shine

I remember us alone

Waiting for the light to go

Don't you feel that hunger?

I've got so many secrets to show

When I saw you on that stage

I shivered with the look you gave

Don't you hear that rhythm?

Can you show me how we can escape?

Ooh, ooh

I was biting my tongue, I was trying to hide

Ooh, ooh

I'll forget what I've done, I will be redefined

It's shaking the sky

And I'm following lightning

I'll recover if you keep me alight

Don't leave me behind

Can you see me? I'm shining

And it's you that I've been waiting to find

I'm holding it all tonight

Unfolding it all tonight

You know that you make it shine

It's you that I've been waiting to find

I'm holding it all tonight

Unfolding it all tonight

You know that you make it shine

It's you that I've been waiting to find

Now that we can hear that sound

Now that you can hold me down

You can pull me under

You can raise everything to the ground

Everything I can arrange

Every part of me you change

Just hold me together

Tell me you'll always want me to stay

Ooh, ooh

I was biting my tongue, I was trying to hide

Ooh, ooh

I'll forget what I've done, I will be redefined

It's shaking the sky

And I'm following lightning

I'll recover if you keep me alight

Don't leave me behind

Can you see me? I'm shining

And it's you that I've been waiting to find

Wanna be the one you steal

I wanna be the one you shield

I wanna be the one that your love

That your love can heal

I wanna be the one you steal

I wanna be the one you shield

I wanna be the one that your love

That your love

It's shaking the sky

And I'm following lightning

I'll recover if you keep me alight

Don't leave me behind

Can you see me? I'm shining

And it's you that I've been waiting to find

I'm holding it all tonight (Tonight)

Unfolding it all tonight (Tonight)

You know that you make it shine

It's you that I've been waiting to find

I'm holding it all tonight (Tonight)

Unfolding it all tonight (Tonight)

You know that you make it shine

It's you that I've been waiting to find

Ooh, ooh (Tonight, tonight)

It's you that I've been waiting to find

Ooh, ooh (Tonight, tonight)

It's you that I've been waiting to find

--

Käytiin tänään ystävän kanssa syömässä ja kaupungilla palloilemassa. Ostin pesuainetta, koska huomenna on pyykkipäivä. Fakta numero 14 menee näin: mä harrastan videopelejä, musiikin kuuntelua, kirjottamista sekä lenkkeilyä.