Broken staircase

 Song of the day;;

→ Halgrath - He Lead Me Through the Dark Caverns

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Fakta numero 16: olen ollut sinkku yli 15 vuotta enkä näe tämän asian lähitulevaisuudessa muuttuvan. Enkä kyllä oikeestaan juurikaan edes halua sen muuttuvan, mun on hyvä näin.

Shameless

 Song of the day;;

→ Slowdive - Alison

Listen close and don't be stoned

I'll be here in the morning

'Cause I'm just floating

Your cigarette still burns

Your messed-up world will thrill me

Alison, I'm lost

Alison, I said, we're sinking

There's nothing here, but that's okay

Outside your room, your sister's spinning

But she laughs, tells me she's just fine

I guess she's out there somewhere

And the sailors, they strike poses

TV covered walls answer so slowly

With your talking and your pills

Your messed-up life still thrills me

Alison, I'm lost

Alison, I'll drink your wine

I'll wear your clothes when we're both high

Alison, I said, we're sinking

But she laughs, tells me she's just fine

I guess she's out there somewhere

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Tänään ostin uuden hevosen (SSO:ssa), kuuntelin Apocalypticaa, tein uusia simejä, pelasin Everybody's Gone to the Rapturea, pesin pyykkiä, kävin lenkillä ja juttelin porukoille. Tässä fakta numero 15: mä olen aseksuaali ja romanttisesti pidän naisista.

Crash & burn

 Song of the day;;

→ Olly Alexander (Years & Years) - Shine

I remember us alone

Waiting for the light to go

Don't you feel that hunger?

I've got so many secrets to show

When I saw you on that stage

I shivered with the look you gave

Don't you hear that rhythm?

Can you show me how we can escape?

Ooh, ooh

I was biting my tongue, I was trying to hide

Ooh, ooh

I'll forget what I've done, I will be redefined

It's shaking the sky

And I'm following lightning

I'll recover if you keep me alight

Don't leave me behind

Can you see me? I'm shining

And it's you that I've been waiting to find

I'm holding it all tonight

Unfolding it all tonight

You know that you make it shine

It's you that I've been waiting to find

I'm holding it all tonight

Unfolding it all tonight

You know that you make it shine

It's you that I've been waiting to find

Now that we can hear that sound

Now that you can hold me down

You can pull me under

You can raise everything to the ground

Everything I can arrange

Every part of me you change

Just hold me together

Tell me you'll always want me to stay

Ooh, ooh

I was biting my tongue, I was trying to hide

Ooh, ooh

I'll forget what I've done, I will be redefined

It's shaking the sky

And I'm following lightning

I'll recover if you keep me alight

Don't leave me behind

Can you see me? I'm shining

And it's you that I've been waiting to find

Wanna be the one you steal

I wanna be the one you shield

I wanna be the one that your love

That your love can heal

I wanna be the one you steal

I wanna be the one you shield

I wanna be the one that your love

That your love

It's shaking the sky

And I'm following lightning

I'll recover if you keep me alight

Don't leave me behind

Can you see me? I'm shining

And it's you that I've been waiting to find

I'm holding it all tonight (Tonight)

Unfolding it all tonight (Tonight)

You know that you make it shine

It's you that I've been waiting to find

I'm holding it all tonight (Tonight)

Unfolding it all tonight (Tonight)

You know that you make it shine

It's you that I've been waiting to find

Ooh, ooh (Tonight, tonight)

It's you that I've been waiting to find

Ooh, ooh (Tonight, tonight)

It's you that I've been waiting to find

--

Käytiin tänään ystävän kanssa syömässä ja kaupungilla palloilemassa. Ostin pesuainetta, koska huomenna on pyykkipäivä. Fakta numero 14 menee näin: mä harrastan videopelejä, musiikin kuuntelua, kirjottamista sekä lenkkeilyä.

Servant

 Song of the day;;

→ Linkin Park - Papercut

Why does it feel like night today?

Something in here's not right today

Why am I so uptight today?

Paranoia's all I got left

I don't know what stressed me first

Or how the pressure was fed but

I know just what it feels like

To have a voice in the back of my head

Like a face that I hold inside

A face that awakes when I close my eyes

A face that watches every time I lie

A face that laughs every time I fall

(And watches everything)

So I know that when it's time to sink or swim

That the face inside is hearing me

Right underneath my skin

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back

It's like a whirlwind inside of my head

It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within

It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

I know I've got a face in me

Points out all my mistakes to me

You've got a face on the inside too

Your paranoia's probably worse

I don't know what set me off first

But I know what I can't stand

Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is

I can't add up to what you can but

Everybody has a face that they hold inside

A face that awakes when I close my eyes

A face that watches every time they lie

A face that laughs every time they fall

(And watches everything)

So you know that when it's time to sink or swim

That the face inside is watchin' you too

Right inside your skin

It's like I'm paranoid, lookin' over my back

It's like a whirlwind inside of my head

It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within

It's like the face inside is right beneath the skin

It's like I'm paranoid, lookin' over my back

It's like a whirlwind inside of my head

It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within

It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

The face inside is right beneath your skin

The face inside is right beneath your skin

The face inside is right beneath your skin

The sun goes down

I feel the light betray me

The sun goes down

I feel the light betray me

It's like I'm paranoid, lookin' over my back (The sun)

It's like a whirlwind inside of my head

It's like I can't stop what I'm hearin' within

It's like the face inside is right beneath the skin (I feel the light betray me)

It's like I'm paranoid, lookin' over my back (The sun)

It's like a whirlwind inside of my head

It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within

It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within (I feel the light betray me)

It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within

It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin (The sun)

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Seiskaluokalla varsinkin kuuntelin Linkin Parkia tosi paljon, mutta Chester Benningtonin kuoleman jälkeen en oo oikein pystynyt kuuntelemaan niitä samalla tavalla. Vähän aikaa sitten kuuntelin nuo vanhat levyt mitkä fyysisinä kopioina omistan, ja onhan ne kovia. Etenkin Hybrid Theory, jolta tämä biisi tulee, sekä Meteora on omia suosikkeja. Tänään oli muuten terapia. Juteltiin päivärytmistä (tai lähinnä sen viimeaikaisesta puutteesta), Runtista ja terveyshuolista. Kävin sen jälkeen apteekissa ostamassa lisää rasvaa, koska atooppinen iho(ttuma)ni on päättänyt kirjaimellisesti räjähtää käsiin. Ei kun oikeasti, mun käsivarret on aivan vitun ryypätyn näköset nyt ja vituttaa lähinnä. Haluaisin saada ihon kuntoon ennen t-paita-kelejä. Tarjoilen tänään nostalgisoinnin lisäksi myös faktan numero 13: mun lempiurheilulaji on varmaankin jääkiekko, koska mähän en itse ole koskaan mitään urheilua harrastanut (ellei lenkkeilyä/kävelyä lasketa), mutta se on ainoa laji, jota mä jaksan oikeasti katsoa.

The disconnect

 Song of the day;;

→ ERRA - Eye of God

I'm crawling out, this withering world is exhaustive

Vacuous space will be my coffin

Drifting weightless

Wandering through the void dead and aimless

Ashes to ashes, freed from the ties that bind

Defined by lack of connection

Infinite blackness, ubiquitous and cold

Enfold, I’m lost in the shadow

Lost light that has yet to be revealed

Feel the flow of empty endless spiral through the void

What's left to be broken is discarded

Lost light that has yet to be revealed

The blood is our reckoning

I feel the flow of empty endless spiral

Soaring through the void

I am a vessel of the generations

Withered and breathless

A coma chosen true, the void that followed suit

The world that we abused

Eye of God

No disruption of the rest

Death was always part of the process

The eye of God, it is hollowing

The speckled void, it is swallowing

Feel the flow of empty endless spiral

Soaring through the void

A step into a narrow consensus

Walking along the edge of the knife

With the restless eye ever watching

Weeping into perpetual abyss

Lost light that has yet to be revealed

The blood is our reckoning

I feel the flow of empty endless spiral

Soaring through the void

The eye of God, it is hollowing

The speckled void, it is swallowing

Feel the flow of empty endless spiral

Through the eye of God

--

Lyön pöytään faktan numero 12: mun lempisarja on Last Twilight.

Never enough

 Song of the day;;

→ Halgrath - We'll Go Through Sorrow, Holding Each Other's Hands

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Tänään olis ollut rentoutumisryhmä, mutta mulla oli sellainen huono, kipeä olo, joten jäin kotiin lepäämään. Nukuin muutaman tunnin ja otin särkylääkkeen, nyt ollu siitä lähtien sitten aika normaali fiilis. Fakta numero 11 kuuluukin sitten näin: mun lempivideopeli on Life Is Strange 2.

Crocodile tears

 Song of the day;;

→ Esposito - Solo quando sei ubriaca

I tuoi occhiali dentro la mia stanza

Tu mi cerchi solo quando resti senza

E poi la chiami mancanza

Le parole che perdi per strada

Le ritrovi quando ci si richiama

Tra il silenzio e la sera

Mi chiami solo quando sei ubriaca

Solo quando sei ubriaca

Ci credi solo quando sei ubriaca

Solo quando sei ubriaca

E non ne posso più di starti dietro

Ma poi quando rimane il vetro

Passo io da te

Passo io

Questa notte vada come vada

E' una frase che non è finita

Era scritta a matita

Penso ancora ai tuoi nei sulla schiena

E se ne vale la pena

Io che ne so

So che mi chiami solo quando sei ubriaca

Solo quando sei ubriaca

Ci credi solo quando sei ubriaca

Solo quando sei ubriaca

E non ne posso più di starti dietro

Ma poi quando rimane il vetro

Passo io da te

Passo io da te

Mi chiami solo quando sei ubriaca

Solo quando sei ubriaca

Mi ami solo quando sei ubriaca

Milano non ci chiede com'è andata

E non ne posso più di starti dietro

Ma poi quando rimane il vetro

Passo io da te

Passo io da te

Passo io da te

Passo io da te

Mi chiami solo quando sei ubriaca

Solo quando sei ubriaca

Ci credi solo quando sei ubriaca

Solo quando sei ubriaca

E non ne posso più di starti dietro

Che poi quando rimane il vetro

Passo io da te

Passo io da te

Passo io da te

Passo io da te

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Fakta numero kymmenen on se, että mun lempielokuva on Ratatouille (tai Rottatouille, miten vaan).