While we sleep

 Song of the day;;

→ Romance of Young Tigers - Long Withdrawing Roar

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Väsytti vissiin hieman, kun nukuin nimittäin viime yönä semmoset rapiat 13 tuntia. No jaa, tekee varmaan välillä ihan hyvää. Huomenna pitää piipahtaa Tokmannissa, koska on se kumma juttu, miten kaikki tavarat vaan loppuu kun niitä käytetään. Lisäksi laitoin Kelalle keskiviikkona viestiä, että milloinkahan mun kuntoutustuen jatkohakemus on käsitelty, kun se on kuitenkin menny käsittelyyn jo 6. heinäkuuta, eikä vieläkään oo kuulunut mitään... No, pitää kattoa vielä ens viikko ja sitten vaikka ihan soitella sinne jos ei ala mitään kuulumaan.

Alpha

 Song of the day;;

→ MorMor - Whatever Comes to Mind

Yeah, yeah, ahh

Talking like this

I can do it anywhere

Look what you did

Seeking out the sun

Heaven's a wish

Paradise is lost to me

What haven't I missed

The truth might hurt your heart

Floating down with you into

There's something inside that you've been through

Whatever comes to mind's what it came to

You're running for your life till it finds you

Whatever comes to mind that you can't wish

I'm looking for a sign that you can't miss

Whatever comes to mind that you can't wish

I'm looking for a sign that you can't miss

And is it real lips?

Taken on by the day

The sky blows a kiss

Try to lift us filling your heart

Losing your grip

Take a step and see the shape

The colors are drip

It ain't up till it's done

Whatever comes to mind that you can't wish

I'm looking for a sign that you can't miss

Whatever comes to mind that you can't wish

I'm looking for a sign that you can't miss

Whatever comes to mind that you can't wish

I'm looking for a sign that you can't miss

Whatever comes to mind that you can't wish

I'm looking for a sign that you can't miss

March of the Samsara

 Song of the day;;

→ Ben Cocks & Nikisha Reyes-Pile - So Cold (The Good Wife Trailer)

Oh, you can't hear me cry

See my dreams all die

From where you're standing

On your own

It's so quiet here

And I feel so cold

This house no longer

Feels like home

Oh, when you told me you'd leave

I felt like I couldn't breathe

My aching body fell to the floor

Then I called you at home

You said that you weren't alone

I should've known better

Now it hurts much more

You caused my heart to bleed and

You still owe me a reason

'Cause I can't figure out why...

Why I'm alone and freezing

While you're in the bed that she's in

And I'm just left alone to cry

You caused my heart to bleed and

You still owe me a reason

'Cause I can't figure out why

Oh, you can't hear me cry

See my dreams all die

From where you're standing

On your own

It's so quiet here

And I feel so cold

This house no longer

Feels like home

Youth // decay

 Song of the day;;

→ The 69 Eyes - Lost Boys

You wanna rock

Morning light hurts your eyes

But that's another thing

Nothing really matters

Behind the shades of blue

Blind boys never lie

But that's another thing

Nothing really matters

Behind the shades of blue

'Cause in the end

You're just reborn again

You wanna rock

Nothing's gonna make you stop

And nothing's gonna break you up

Everybody knows you're lost in the night time, honey

Lost boys

We are dead until dark

But that's another thing

Nothing really matters

Behind the shades of blue

You say you wanna live like I do

But that's another thing

Nothing really matters

Behind the shades of blue

'Cause in the end

We're just reborn again

You wanna rock

Nothing's gonna make you stop

And nothing's gonna break you up

Everybody knows you're lost in the night time, honey

Lost boys

Nothing's gonna make you stop

And nothing's gonna break you up

Everybody knows you're lost in the night time, honey

Lost boys

(Yeah right)

You wanna rock

Nothing's gonna make you stop

And nothing's gonna break you up

Everybody knows you're lost in the night time, honey

Lost boys

Nothing's gonna make you stop

And nothing's gonna break you up

Everybody knows you're lost in the night time, honey

Lost boys

Nothing's gonna make you stop

And nothing's gonna break you up

Everybody knows you're lost in the night time, honey

Lost boys

Nothing's gonna make you stop

Lost boys

Everybody knows you're lost

Lost boys

Love falls

 Song of the day;;

→ Beware of Safety - Dogs

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Tänään oli terapia. Oli tosi kiva ja lämmin sää, joten käytiin kattomassa Kajo-kukkafestivaalia. Se oli tosi hieno, upeita taideteoksia. Tykkään muuten tästä biisistä tosi paljon.

Silvera

 Song of the day;;

→ Wasuremono - Are You OK?

Hey

All my life, elongated smiles

In all my days, I've walked and walked for miles

Well, what can I say? If I am in denial

Well, you've got to be brave, to be out of style

So, oh, oh, oh

All I wanna say is are you okay?

Are you okay? (Oh-oh-oh)

Are you okay? (Oh-oh-oh)

All I wanna say is are you okay?

Are you okay? (Oh-oh-oh)

Are you okay? (Oh-oh-oh)

And I love the seaside

Where the dogs bark bark and the waves help me sleep at night

And it clears my mind

But now I don't know where we are

And I love the seaside

Where the dogs bark bark and the waves help me sleep at night

And it clears my mind

But now I don't know where we are (Hey)

So, oh, oh, oh

All I wanna say is are you okay?

Are you okay? (Oh-oh-oh)

Are you okay? (Oh-oh-oh)

All I wanna say is are you okay?

Are you okay? (Oh-oh-oh)

Are you okay? (Oh-oh-oh)

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh

And I love the seaside, yeah (Hey)

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh

And I love the seaside, yeah

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh

And I love the seaside, yeah

All I wanna say is are you okay?

All I wanna say is are you okay?

All I wanna say is are you okay?

All I wanna say is are you okay?

Are you okay?

--

Tänään oli slmäkontrolli. Kuulemma tilanne on rauhottunut hyvin, tehtiin vielä lisää laserhoitoa, jotta saadaan jäljellejääneet muutokset kuriin. Tällä hetkellä ainakin näkö on normaali, varmaan kun nyt käsiteltiin vaan noita ulkoreunoja, eikä tuota keskeisintä näköaluetta. Nukuin pienet päikkärit, koska päänsärkyhän siitä tuli, ja sitten kävin siellä kaupungilla. En löytänyt kaikkea etsimääni (eli siis Essencen uusia kynsilakkasävyjä, eivät kai vielä oo tulleet tänne), mutta ostin Tokmannista söpön kurpitsatyynyn. Syksyä odotellessa... Huomenna on sitten terapia. Hertalla oli myös tänään korvakontrolli, sai lääkkeitä lisää siihen ja rokotuksen, eli kohta se pääsee vähän käppäilemään muuallakin kuin pihalla.

The truth

 Song of the day;;

→ K.Flay - Bad Things

Drink til I'm dead, toast to my life

Forget about it all in the process

Holding my breath, cold for the night

Difficult to know what the cost is

Call it what you want

Tell me that I'm fucked up

Tell me that I'm wrong, that I'm right

Tell me that I lost touch

Tell me that I'm like him

Tell me that I'm down for the fight

Would anybody care if I woke up

Thought a new day might feel different

Everyone's stripped down, coked up

Thought it might be real, but it isn't

My mind it goes to the darkest places

I've got so much to love, sometimes I fucking hate it

First I felt faded, then it got loud

Next I was wasted, then I blacked out

Said damn, gotta get sober

But it always starts right over

First I felt faded, then it got loud

Next I was wasted, then I blacked out

Not who I seem, I mean like

I've been doing bad things, bad things, yeah

I've been having bad dreams, bad dreams, yeah

Scared that I'll fail, knees in the dirt

Calling up somebody that I don't love

Weaving all my sad tales, even if it hurts

See the beast well it always seems to show up

Call it what you want

Tell me that I'm worthless

Tell me that I'm hype, that I'll blow up

Tell me I'm a fucked up person

Tell me every night that I'm spending on a sofa

Looking way back in the archives, locate the link

Cause I went straight from the hard times

To spitting in a kitchen sink

My mind it goes to the darkest places

I've got so much to love, sometimes I fucking hate it

First I felt faded, then it got loud

Next I was wasted, then I blacked out

Said damn, gotta get sober

But it always starts right over

First I felt faded, then it got loud

Next I was wasted, then I blacked out

Not who I seem, I mean like

I've been doing bad things, bad things, yeah

I've been having bad dreams, bad dreams, yeah

Wish I could steal every moment that I loved

Keep it in a safe place

Cause I can’t deal with the stress of the lifestyle

Or the way you’re looking in my face

And I wanna get away from it all

But I’m drawn right back, moth to the flame

Everything’s better than it’s ever been but I’m worse for the wear

Yeah it’s hard to explain

I want a new name & a little bit of something that I ain’t got

I want it two ways, like to kill all of my pain with the same shot

I’ll be alone forever in my head

Dot my I’s til they fill me out

I’ll be alone forever in my bed

With a twisted smile and a filthy mouth

I mean like

I’ve been doing bad things, bad things

I’ve been having bad dreams, bad dreams

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En päässytkään tänään käymään kaupungilla, koska kesäloman jäliltä typeränä unohin laittaa herätyksen, joten tietenkin heräsin vasta kolmen aikoihin enkä kehannu enää lähtä mihinkään. Pelailin sitten ja järjestelin tavaroita. Huomenna sitten ihanasti kello 7:20 silmäkontrolliin. Käyn sitten kaupungilla iltapäivällä.