Nutshell

 Song of the day;;

→ I Am Your God - Betrayal

I trusted you more than myself

Then we crashed apart, so broken but clean

Had no idea I was about to need help

'Caise you had been the stone to lean

Wounds started to heal and I have to say

It was tough but I was gonna be okay

Then it all revealed for me, thanks our mate

Who said, oh babe, she did betray

Deceive the one who you love

Make him feel guilty and fucked

As the darkness will come

I hope you see what you have become

I feel this burning fire

I wanna tie it up before you die

Your deeds made me paranoid

I'm wasted 'cause you made my blood dry

About the awful decision you made that night

I was blind, but I hope you feel wreck inside

There was no chance for my brains to find or realize it

When you praised me and your bright eyes were shining

Are you worth to remember with delight?

Were you worth to be in my life?

Are you worth to remember with delight?

Is our past worth to keep pristine?

Were you worth to be in my life?

Was our past worth, was it ever even real?

As the darkness will come

I hope you see what you had become

I feel this burning fire

I wanna tie it up before you die

Your deeds made me paranoid

I'm wasted 'cause you made my blood dry

I feel this burning fire

I wanna tie it up before you die

Your deeds made me paranoid

I'm wasted for the tears I could not cry

--

Käytiin tänään terapeutin kanssa taidemuseossa, se oli kivaa. Suunniteltiin myös, että voitaisiin joskus käydä syömässä tai jossain konsertissa. On kiva, että terapiassa tehdään muutakin, kun vaan istuskellaan terapeutin toimistossa 45 minuuttia juttelemassa. Se on myös hyödyllistä mulle, kun enhän mä loppujen lopuksi ihan hirveästi kämpästäni poistu. Lisäksi pakko sanoa, että sisäinen kielioppipoliisini ei oikein nauti näistä lyriikoista.

What we have done

 Song of the day;;

→ Michael McCann - TF29

Last theatre

 Song of the day;;

→ Novo Amor & Ed Tullett - Alps

Fault her further on

All her flaws were gone

Covered in everything, coveted all at once

Everything covering, everything all at once

But I would fake, I would hate

I would break every inch of my love

But I would fake, I would hate

I would break every inch of my love

Every inch of my love

Halt her collarbone

All her haunts were home

Covered in everything, coveted all at once

Everything covering, everything all at once

And I saw the peaks on my own

That you probably meant for us

And I tore the fear from my bones

That you probably never lost

And I saw the peaks on my own

That you probably meant for us

And I tore the fear from my bones

That you probably never lost

But I would fake, I would hate

I would break every inch of my love

But I would fake, I would hate

I would break every inch of my love

But I would fake, I would hate

I would break every inch of my love

Every inch of my love

The ghost of you

 Song of the day;;

→ Lana Del Rey - Carmen

Darlin', darlin' doesn't have a problem

Lyin' to herself 'cause her liquor's top shelf

It's alarming, honestly, how charming she can be

Fooling everyone, telling 'em she's having fun

She says, you don't wanna be like me

Don't wanna see all the things I've seen

I'm dyin', I'm dyin'"

She says, "You don't wanna get this way

Famous and dumb at an early age

Lyin', I'm lyin'

The boys, the girls, they all like Carmen

She gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes

She laughs like God, her mind's like a diamond

Audiotune lies, she's still shinin'

Like lightning, woah-oh

White lightning

Carmen, Carmen, stayin' up 'til morning

Only seventeen, but she walks the streets so mean

It's alarming, truly, how disarmin' you can be

Eatin' soft ice cream, Coney Island queen

She says, you don't wanna be like me

Lookin' for fun, gettin' high for free

I'm dyin', I'm dyin'"

She says, "You don't wanna get this way

Street walk at night and a star by day

It's tirin', tirin'

The boys, the girls, they all like Carmen

She gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes

She laughs like God, her mind's like a diamond

Audiotune lies, she's still shinin'

Like lightning, woah-oh

White lightning

Baby's all dressed up with nowhere to go

That's the little story of the girl you know

Relyin' on the kindness of strangers

Tyin' cherry knots, smilin', doin' party favors

Put your red dress on, put your lipstick on

Sing your song, song, now the camera's on

And you're alive again

Mon amour, je sais que tu m'aimes aussi

Tu as besoin de moi, tu as besoin de moi dans ta vie

Tu ne peux vivre sans moi

Et je mourrais sans toi

Je tuerais pour toi

The boys, the girls, they all like Carmen

She gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes

She laughs like God, her mind's like a diamond

Audiotune lies, she's still shinin'

Like lightning, woah-oh

White lightning

Like lightning, woah-oh

White lightning

Darlin', darlin' doesn't have a problem

Lyin' to herself 'cause her liquor's top shelf

Every day is exactly the same

 Song of the day;;

→ Brymir - Voices in the Sky

Acknowledge my offer, my soul upon the altar

The essence that flows from within me

My secrets, irrational fears

Overflown with blight and sin

My offer is solemn, so grand

Just take it all, my heart in your hands

From inner anguish my passion is torn

All atonement I'll endure

Let my spirit soar

Soon I'll be no more

Free my haunted soul

Still bound by mortal coil

Take my sacrifice

Gates of paradise

Anointed

I want to sing with the Gods

Our voices in the sky

Acknowledge the power of limitless ambition

The kind to conquer the world to submission

Join our conquest, our restless campaign

Ravaging this dark domain

From dormant embers the fire runs wild

Tenacious willpower and undying pride

Fervent, we stand in the eye of the storm

Bracing for the coming war

Let my spirit soar

Soon I'll be no more

Free my haunted soul

Still bound by mortal coil

Take my sacrifice

Gates of paradise

Anointed

Our voices in the sky

Now sing with Gods

Our voices in the sky

Now sing with Gods

Let my spirit soar

Soon I'll be no more

Free my haunted soul

Still bound by mortal coil

Take my sacrifice

Gates of paradise

Anointed

--

Olen koko viikon vältellyt siivoamista, joten huomenna on kaivettava se kuuluisa selkäranka ja otettava itseä niskaperseotteella. En ole laiska, vaikka vähän olenkin. Olen vaan helvetin masentunut.

Without sin

 Song of the day;;

→ Jack Wall - New Worlds

Jaws

 Song of the day;;

→ Bring Me The Horizon - Crucify Me

Crucify me and nail my hands to a wooden cross

There is nothing above, there is nothing below

Heaven and Hell live in all of us

And I've been cast astray

I am an ocean, I am the sea

There is a world inside of me

Lost in the abyss, drowned in the deep

No set of lungs could salvage me

Only a shipwreck, only a ghost

Merely a graveyard of your former self

We just watched the waves crash over

And I've been cast astray

There is a Hell, believe me, I've seen it

There is a Heaven, let's keep it a secret

No one needs to know

There is a Hell, believe me, I've seen it

There is a Heaven, let's keep it a secret

No one needs to know

I am an ocean, I am the sea

There is a world inside of me

Lost in the abyss, drowned in the deep

No set of lungs could salvage me

Save yourself, save your breath

The tide's too strong, you'll catch your death

So breathe for me, just breathe

There is a Hell, believe me, I've seen it

There is a Heaven, let's keep it a secret

There is a Hell, believe me, I've seen it

There is a Hell, believe me, I've seen it

There is a Heaven, let's keep it a secret

There is a Hell, believe me, I've seen it

Oh, if we make it through the night, if we make it out alive

Lord, have mercy and pray for the dead

And you say that you can save me, don't hope to ever find me

And I fear I'm too far gone, pray for the dead

Oh, if we make it through the night, if we make it out alive

Lord, have mercy and pray for the dead

And you say that you can save me, don't hope to ever find me

And I fear I'm too far gone, pray for the dead

Pray for the dead, pray for the dead

Pray for the dead, yeah

Ladies and gentlemen, can I have your full undivided attention?

There's something you all really need to know

There is a Hell, believe me, I've seen it

There is a Heaven, let's keep it a secret

There is a Hell, believe me, I've seen it

There is a Hell, believe me, I've seen it

There is a Heaven, let's keep it a secret

There is a Hell, believe me, I've seen it

If we make it through the night, if we make it out alive

You said that you can save me, don't hope to ever find me

And I fear I'm too far gone, pray for the dead

Oh, if we make it through the night, if we make it out alive

Lord, have mercy and pray for the dead

And you say that you can save me, don't hope to ever find me

And I fear I'm too far gone, pray for the dead

I am the ocean, I am the sea

There is a world inside of me

I am the ocean, I am the sea

There is a world inside of me

I am the ocean, I am the sea

There is a world inside of me

I am the ocean, I am the sea

There is a world inside of me

I am the ocean, I am the sea

There is a world inside of me

I am the ocean, I am the sea

There is a world inside of me

I am the ocean, I am the sea

There is a world inside of me

I am the ocean, I am the sea

There is a world inside of me