Synergy

 Song of the day;;

→ Apocryphos, Kammarheit & Atrium Carceri - What the Earth Bore

Carbonized

 Song of the day;;

→ Alexander Wolfe - Something That Lasts

If you don't know by now

You've already been there

You've already been where you need to be

[And if you can see the clouds

You know that you've seen some

Something to lean on

Something that lasts

Oh no, what a mess you've made

Oh no, what a mess you've made

It's far but it's further home

So keep on walking

Don't wait 'til the morning

To look up at the stars

And if there was no tragedy

Where would you see the light from?

Something to hide from

Something that lasts

Oh no, what a mess you've made

Oh no, what a mess you've made

HVY

 Song of the day;;

→ Hozier - Wasteland, Baby!

All the fear and the fire of the end of the world

Happens each time a boy falls in love with a girl

Happens great, happens sweet

Happily, I'm unfazed here too

Wasteland, baby

I'm in love, I'm in love with you

All the things yet to come are the things that have passed

Like the holding of hands, like the breaking of glass

Like the bonfire that burns that all words in the fight fell to

Wasteland, baby

I'm in love, I'm in love with you

And I love too, that love soon might end

Be known in its aching

Shown in the shaking

Lately of my wasteland, baby

Be still, my indelible friend, you are unbreaking

Though quaking, though crazy

That's just wasteland, baby

And that day that we'll watch the death of the sun

That the cloud and the cold and those jeans you'll have on

And you'll gaze unafraid as they sob from the city roofs

Wasteland, baby

I'm in love, I'm in love with you

And I love too, that love soon might end

Be known in its aching

Shown in the shaking

Lately of my wasteland, baby

Be still, my indelible friend, you are unbreaking

Though quaking, though crazy

That's wasteland, baby

When the stench of the sea and the absence of green

Are the death of all things that are seen and unseen

Are the end, but the start of all things that are left to do

Wasteland, baby

I'm in love, I'm in love with you

That's it

--

Oli mukava viikonloppureissu. Hertta harjotteli retkeilyä (se sai kaks hepulia) ja muutenkin reissaamista. Porukat toi mut takas kotiin, joten Hertta pääsi myös käymään pikasesti mun luona. Yritti syödä tohvelit. On se ihana pieni apina.

Spectral friends

 Song of the day;;

→ L'Arc~en~Ciel - LOST HEAVEN

Woah! 重ね合わせた夢を抱いて果てしない楽園へ

もう失くすものさえ見つからない駆け抜けた遥かな道

何一つ疑う事も知らなかったね

We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven

How we longed for Heaven

We're letting go of something we never had

Time goes so fast, Heaven is lost

手を伸ばし掴んだ夢はそっと崩れ行く砂の城

ただ立ち尽くしてた別れ道 微笑を残して

消えて行った君が描く楽園へと

We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven

How we longed for Heaven

We're letting go of something we never had

Time goes so fast, Heaven is lost

一つになれない浮かんだ星屑 一つの終演に赤い花束を

駆け出した視線の先が蜃気楼でも

We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven

We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven

We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven

We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven

We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven

How we longed for Heaven

We're letting go of something we never had

Time goes so fast, Heaven

We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven

How we longed for Heaven

We're letting go of something we never had

Time goes so fast, Heaven is lost

Time goes so fast, Heaven is lost

Time goes so fast, Heaven is lost

I wish you good luck

I still remember every day

I wish you good luck

I still remember every day

--

Huomenna Rokualle!

I'll get through it

 Song of the day;;

→ Balance Breach - Escapers of Paradise

What started with love ended to war

We ate each other from inside like parasites

Escapers of paradise

Life in this setup made us invisible

Slowly dying, becoming cynical

I'm turning into a human wreck

Nothing to give, I forgot to live

What started with love ended to war

We could have had it all

We ate each other from inside like parasites

You and I, escapers of paradise

Avoid talking, I'm just learning to hate you

Avoid touching, so this will remain true

We're nothing more than two hollow shells together

We can't be doomed to go hand in hand forever

We formed this symbiosis

Day by day, crisis to crisis

Started with love ended to war

We could have had it all

We're the sinners to whom they turned their backs;

Escaping from the promised land

Leaving behind the ones we could not stand

What started with love ended to war

We could have had it all

We ate each other from inside like parasites

You and I, escapers of paradise

Started with love ended to war

(Started with love ended to war)

We ate each other from inside like parasites

Escapers of paradise

Are we doomed to go hand in hand forever?

Sol absentia

 Song of the day;;

→ Atrium Carceri - A Curved Blade

If tomorrow never comes

 Song of the day;;

→ Night Riots - Fangs

Shadows follow me, but she is always out of reach

And she's my favourite thing to see

Her hook is my escape, a reflection of my fate

And she is everything I need, yeah

So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me

Only for you, you, you, I'll bleed

Can't you see, that you could set me free?

So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me

Without her in a gloom, cold sweating in my tomb

If she was only here with me

She is the pale blushing moon, to cast sun into my room

She is the only light I need, yeah

So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me

Only for you, you, you, I'll bleed

Can't you see, that you could set me free?

So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me

Hear me call

I will wait, it's you I wait for

Hear me call

I will wait, it's you I wait for

Hear me call

I will wait, it's you I wait for

Hear me call

I will wait, I will wait

So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me

Only for you, you, you, I'll bleed

Can't you see, that you could set me free?

So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me

So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs

So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs

Sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me

Can't you see, that you could set me free?

So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me

--

Kävin tänään ostamassa Hertalle tuliaisia, kun viikonloppuna mennään Rokualle ja pääsen näkemään sen pitkästä aikaa. Ostin sille semmosen porolelun (koska se oikeasti tykkää leluista ja leikkimisestä, eikä vaan lelujen särkemisestä) sekä jo valmiiksi pari jouluasustetta. Ostin myös itelleni uudet pörrösukat, koska alkaa olla se aika vuodesta, kun pörrö- ja villasukat on välttämättömiä asioita. Parin viikon päästä pääsenkin sitten psykologin tutkimuksiin. Jännää. Mulle ei olekaan vielä koskaan sellaisia tehty.