Finite

 Song of the day;;

→ Grizzly Bear - Wasted Acres

Howling at the field

The clearest of days

Where does that hound run?

Were you even listening?

Were you riding with me?

Were you even listening?

TRX 250

Trust in your machine

The kick and the wheeze

That hauls for the winter

Were you even listening?

Were you riding with me?

Were you even listening?

TRX 250

Trusted friend

Tell me what you need

Why would you stay here?

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Were you even listening?

Were you riding with me?

Were you even listening?

TRX 250

--

Hyvää heinäkuuta kaikille! Fakta numero 77: jos mun pitäis kuvailla itseäni kolmella sanalla, ne olis: laiska, irtaantunut ja häilyväinen.

Citizen

 Song of the day;;

→ AJJ - Brave as a Noun

I could go off the deep end

I could kill all my best friends

I could follow those stylish trends

And God knows I could make amends

But I've got an angry heart

Filled with cancers and poppy tarts

If this is how you folks make art

It's fuckin' depressing

And it's sad to know that we are not alone

And it's sad to know there's no honest way out

I'm afraid to leave the house

I'm as timid as a mouse

I'm afraid if I go out

I'll outwear my welcome

I am not a courageous man

I don't have any big, lasting plans

I'm too cowardly to take a stand

I wanna keep my nose clean

And it's sad to know that we're not alone in this

And it's sad to know there's no honest way out

In this life we lead, we could conquer everything

If we could just get the braves to get out of bed in the morning

--

Fakta numero 76: mä tykkäsin teininä riidellä (koska olin helvetin vihanen koko ajan), mutta nykyään koitan vältellä konflikteja parhaani mukaan.

It's no good

 Song of the day;;

→ Brother Firetribe - For Better or for Worse

It's so hard to keep away, it's not easy

To think about you every day, every night

Like a fool I am, I'm driving by your house again

You'll never know what it's like

You'd never understand

Like in my dreams before, I'll be knocking at your door

Trying to survive the emotional storm

Counting all the days, I can't wait to see you face to face

Crazy, tragic accident, my cross to bear, you're heaven sent

For better or for worse, for better or for worse, I'll be there

You're my magic accident, you took me to the other side

For better or for worse, for better or for worse, I'll be there

I don't know what's right or wrong and frankly I don't care

All I know is I can't take this anymore

In my mind I promised not to cross the line

All the grief and pain and the mess I made

There's just no other way

Like in my dreams before, I'll be knocking at your door

Trying to survive the emotional storm

Counting all the days, I can't wait to see you face to face

Crazy, tragic accident, my cross to bear, you're heaven sent

For better or for worse, for better or for worse, I'll be there

You're my magic accident, you took me to the other side

For better or for worse, for better or for worse, I'll be

Crying for you

Dying for you

How my heart's still yearning for you

You're in my life for better or for worse

Crazy, tragic accident, my cross to bear, you're heaven sent

For better or for worse, for better or for worse, I'll be there

You're my magic accident, you took me to the other side

For better or for worse, for better or for worse, I'll be there

--

Tänään oli lääkäri. Se meni ihan hyvin, haetaan kuntoutustuelle jälleen vuodeksi jatkoa ja varmaan joskus syksyllä pääsen psykologin tutkimuksiin (koska en oo semmoisissa vielä käynyt, vaikka oon ollut tuolla asiakkaana monta vuotta jo). Lupauduin myös käymään verikokeissa, koska edellisistä on vierähtänyt jo liian kauan (hups), joten varasin perjantaille ajan. Fakta numero 75: mulla ei oo sinänsä semmosta comfort-ruokaa, mutta jostain syystä mannapuuro on ehkä tätä lähimpänä.

Judas

 Song of the day;;

→ Akira Kosemura - Wavering Heart

--

Fakta numero 74: mulla on aina ollut vaikia saada ystäviä, koska en luota ihmisiin ja lämpenen tosi hitaasti.

The heart from your hate

 Song of the day;;

→ Bonobo & Rhye - Break Apart

It's hard to take all of this haze

It's hard to take all of this haze, this haze

First move they think they never saw

Be careful with me, be careful with

Gentle with me

I should've heard your fear

So wasteful, yeah, so wasteful

I should've heard your needs

So wasteful, so wasteful, so wasteful

We've thrown apart these pieces

We've grown apart these pieces

So, I don't go home

Tell me love, tell me love

You're my favourite, you're my favourite

But we're phasing, but we're phasing

You're my favourite, you're my favourite

But we're phasing, but we're phasing

You're my favourite, you're my favourite

But we're phasing, but we're phasing

You're my favourite, you're my favourite

You're my

Instead of something to break apart

Instead, it's just broke apart

Stand up and shake this heart

Instead, it's just a break apart from us

I should've heard your fear

Shame on me

I should've heard your needs

Shame on me

Help me out, on me, help me out, on me

Help me out, on me, help me out, on me

Help me out, on me, help me out, on me

Help me out

--

Fakta numero 73: kaksi leffaa, jotka saa mut aina itkemään, on Hachiko sekä Tulikärpästen hauta.

Fix this

 Song of the day;;

→ Sam Tinnesz & Zayde Wølf - Man or a Monster

When you close your eyes, what do you see?

Do you hold the light or is darkness underneath?

In your hands, there's a touch that can heal

But in those same hands is the power to kill

Are you a man or a monster?

Are you a man or a monster?

Are you a man or a monster?

When you look at yourself, are you a man

Or a monster?

It's so hard to tell which side you're on

One day is Hell, the next day is the dawn

The lines are blurred, you keep rubbing your eyes

The tables turn, now it's time to survive

Are you a man or a monster?

Are you a man or a monster?

Are you a man or a monster?

When you look at yourself, are you a man

Or a monster?

You can't take back the damage you've done

Oh, you can hide but you can't run

No, you can't take back the damage you've done

Afraid of what you might become

A man or a monster

A man or a monster

Are you a man or a monster?

Are you a man or a monster?

Are you a man or a monster?

When you look at yourself

Are you a man or a monster?

--

Fakta numero 72: mulla on moniakin pet peevejä, mutta yksi suurin on varmaan mässyttäminen/maiskuttaminen. En vaan voi sietää sitä.

The bee

 Song of the day;;

→ DIR EN GREY - Merciless Cult

悲観的な君と無慈悲な君と

我 可愛い君は あぁ 其処で何を視ている

比較と比例の中 叫び狂い果てる

お前が望んだ結末だろう

さぞかしロマンティストなんだろうぜ ah

Gasp for breath

Gasp for breath

Gasp for breath

Gasp for breath

愛してください この血もその意味も

不意に思い返す 此処に愛は無い

繰り返し貫く あぁ 何処か壊れてゆく

比較と比例の中 叫び狂い果てる

お前が望んだ 結末だろう

さぞかしロマンティストなんだろうぜ ah

Gasp for breath

Gasp for breath

Gasp for breath

Gasp for breath

愛してください この血も その意味も

Gasp for breath

Gasp for breath

Gasp for breath

Gasp for breath

愛してください この日に この価値を

--

Olen itseasiassa kuunnellut Diruja enemmän näin aikuisiällä kuin sillon teininä, mutta tämä biisi kuuluu mun ehdottomiin suosikkeihin jo niiltä ajoilta. Fakta numero 71: mun viimeisin pakkomielle on varmaan Sims 4, koska mä rakastan uusien simien luomista (se että pelaanko mä niillä koskaan onkin sitten aivan eri asia...). Sekä It Lives. Tietäjät tietää. ILW:n Obsidian Cutia odotellessa...