maanantai 19. lokakuuta 2026

Carbonized

 Song of the day;;

→ Alexander Wolfe - Something That Lasts


If you don't know by now

You've already been there

You've already been where you need to be


[And if you can see the clouds

You know that you've seen some

Something to lean on

Something that lasts


Oh no, what a mess you've made

Oh no, what a mess you've made

It's far but it's further home

So keep on walking

Don't wait 'til the morning

To look up at the stars


And if there was no tragedy

Where would you see the light from?

Something to hide from

Something that lasts


Oh no, what a mess you've made

Oh no, what a mess you've made

sunnuntai 18. lokakuuta 2026

HVY

 Song of the day;;

→ Hozier - Wasteland, Baby!


All the fear and the fire of the end of the world

Happens each time a boy falls in love with a girl

Happens great, happens sweet

Happily, I'm unfazed here too


Wasteland, baby

I'm in love, I'm in love with you


All the things yet to come are the things that have passed

Like the holding of hands, like the breaking of glass

Like the bonfire that burns that all words in the fight fell to


Wasteland, baby

I'm in love, I'm in love with you

And I love too, that love soon might end

Be known in its aching

Shown in the shaking

Lately of my wasteland, baby

Be still, my indelible friend, you are unbreaking

Though quaking, though crazy

That's just wasteland, baby


And that day that we'll watch the death of the sun

That the cloud and the cold and those jeans you'll have on

And you'll gaze unafraid as they sob from the city roofs


Wasteland, baby

I'm in love, I'm in love with you

And I love too, that love soon might end

Be known in its aching

Shown in the shaking

Lately of my wasteland, baby

Be still, my indelible friend, you are unbreaking

Though quaking, though crazy

That's wasteland, baby


When the stench of the sea and the absence of green

Are the death of all things that are seen and unseen

Are the end, but the start of all things that are left to do


Wasteland, baby

I'm in love, I'm in love with you


That's it

--

Oli mukava viikonloppureissu. Hertta harjotteli retkeilyä (se sai kaks hepulia) ja muutenkin reissaamista. Porukat toi mut takas kotiin, joten Hertta pääsi myös käymään pikasesti mun luona. Yritti syödä tohvelit. On se ihana pieni apina.

torstai 15. lokakuuta 2026

Spectral friends

 Song of the day;;

→ L'Arc~en~Ciel - LOST HEAVEN


Woah! 重ね合わせた夢を抱いて果てしない楽園へ

もう失くすものさえ見つからない駆け抜けた遥かな道

何一つ疑う事も知らなかったね


We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven

How we longed for Heaven

We're letting go of something we never had

Time goes so fast, Heaven is lost


手を伸ばし掴んだ夢はそっと崩れ行く砂の城

ただ立ち尽くしてた別れ道 微笑を残して

消えて行った君が描く楽園へと


We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven

How we longed for Heaven

We're letting go of something we never had

Time goes so fast, Heaven is lost


一つになれない浮かんだ星屑 一つの終演に赤い花束を


駆け出した視線の先が蜃気楼でも

We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven

We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven

We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven

We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven


We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven

How we longed for Heaven

We're letting go of something we never had

Time goes so fast, Heaven


We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven

How we longed for Heaven

We're letting go of something we never had


Time goes so fast, Heaven is lost

Time goes so fast, Heaven is lost

Time goes so fast, Heaven is lost


I wish you good luck

I still remember every day

I wish you good luck

I still remember every day

--

Huomenna Rokualle!

keskiviikko 14. lokakuuta 2026

I'll get through it

 Song of the day;;

→ Balance Breach - Escapers of Paradise


What started with love ended to war

We ate each other from inside like parasites

Escapers of paradise


Life in this setup made us invisible

Slowly dying, becoming cynical

I'm turning into a human wreck

Nothing to give, I forgot to live


What started with love ended to war

We could have had it all

We ate each other from inside like parasites

You and I, escapers of paradise


Avoid talking, I'm just learning to hate you

Avoid touching, so this will remain true

We're nothing more than two hollow shells together

We can't be doomed to go hand in hand forever


We formed this symbiosis

Day by day, crisis to crisis

Started with love ended to war

We could have had it all

We're the sinners to whom they turned their backs;

Escaping from the promised land

Leaving behind the ones we could not stand


What started with love ended to war

We could have had it all

We ate each other from inside like parasites

You and I, escapers of paradise

Started with love ended to war

(Started with love ended to war)

We ate each other from inside like parasites

Escapers of paradise


Are we doomed to go hand in hand forever?

maanantai 12. lokakuuta 2026

If tomorrow never comes

 Song of the day;;

→ Night Riots - Fangs


Shadows follow me, but she is always out of reach

And she's my favourite thing to see

Her hook is my escape, a reflection of my fate

And she is everything I need, yeah


So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me

Only for you, you, you, I'll bleed

Can't you see, that you could set me free?

So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me


Without her in a gloom, cold sweating in my tomb

If she was only here with me

She is the pale blushing moon, to cast sun into my room

She is the only light I need, yeah


So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me

Only for you, you, you, I'll bleed

Can't you see, that you could set me free?

So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me


Hear me call

I will wait, it's you I wait for

Hear me call

I will wait, it's you I wait for

Hear me call

I will wait, it's you I wait for

Hear me call

I will wait, I will wait


So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me

Only for you, you, you, I'll bleed

Can't you see, that you could set me free?

So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me


So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs

So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs

Sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me

Can't you see, that you could set me free?

So sink your fangs, fangs, fangs, into me

--

Kävin tänään ostamassa Hertalle tuliaisia, kun viikonloppuna mennään Rokualle ja pääsen näkemään sen pitkästä aikaa. Ostin sille semmosen porolelun (koska se oikeasti tykkää leluista ja leikkimisestä, eikä vaan lelujen särkemisestä) sekä jo valmiiksi pari jouluasustetta. Ostin myös itelleni uudet pörrösukat, koska alkaa olla se aika vuodesta, kun pörrö- ja villasukat on välttämättömiä asioita. Parin viikon päästä pääsenkin sitten psykologin tutkimuksiin. Jännää. Mulle ei olekaan vielä koskaan sellaisia tehty.

sunnuntai 11. lokakuuta 2026

Maybe

 Song of the day;;

→ Ingrid Michaelson - Whole Lot of Heart


You said there's something bout the moon

It rose too soon

Are we doing what we should?

You said it's life that moves too much

We're losing touch

But I'm not losing you


There's a whole lot of heart in me

I feel it under my skin

And I know and I know and I know

There's a whole lot of heart in me

It's takes a whole lot of heart to see

Everything's coming down roses

And I know and I know and I know

There's a whole lot of heart in me

There's a whole lot of heart in me


I said we've walked this way before

Now we know more

So raise a cup

I said let's rule this kingdom now

Let's live and love and tear it down

To build it up


There's a whole lot of heart in me

I feel it under my skin

And I know and I know and I know

There's a whole lot of heart in me

It's takes a whole lot of heart to see

Everything's coming down roses

And I know and I know and I know

There's a whole lot of heart in me


Let it go, to let it in

To let it in, let it in

Let it go

Let it go, to let it in

To let it in, let it in

Let it go

You let it go, to let it in

And I know and I know and I know

There's a whole lot of heart in me


There's a whole lot of heart in me

I feel it under my skin

And I know and I know and I know

There's a whole lot of heart in me

It's takes a whole lot of heart to see

Everything's coming down roses

And I know and I know and I know

There's a whole lot of heart in me

And I know and I know and I know

And I know and I know and I know

And I know and I know and I know

Carbonized

  Song of the day;; → Alexander Wolfe - Something That Lasts If you don't know by now You've already been there You've already b...