Servant

 Song of the day;;

→ Linkin Park - Papercut

Why does it feel like night today?

Something in here's not right today

Why am I so uptight today?

Paranoia's all I got left

I don't know what stressed me first

Or how the pressure was fed but

I know just what it feels like

To have a voice in the back of my head

Like a face that I hold inside

A face that awakes when I close my eyes

A face that watches every time I lie

A face that laughs every time I fall

(And watches everything)

So I know that when it's time to sink or swim

That the face inside is hearing me

Right underneath my skin

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back

It's like a whirlwind inside of my head

It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within

It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

I know I've got a face in me

Points out all my mistakes to me

You've got a face on the inside too

Your paranoia's probably worse

I don't know what set me off first

But I know what I can't stand

Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is

I can't add up to what you can but

Everybody has a face that they hold inside

A face that awakes when I close my eyes

A face that watches every time they lie

A face that laughs every time they fall

(And watches everything)

So you know that when it's time to sink or swim

That the face inside is watchin' you too

Right inside your skin

It's like I'm paranoid, lookin' over my back

It's like a whirlwind inside of my head

It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within

It's like the face inside is right beneath the skin

It's like I'm paranoid, lookin' over my back

It's like a whirlwind inside of my head

It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within

It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

The face inside is right beneath your skin

The face inside is right beneath your skin

The face inside is right beneath your skin

The sun goes down

I feel the light betray me

The sun goes down

I feel the light betray me

It's like I'm paranoid, lookin' over my back (The sun)

It's like a whirlwind inside of my head

It's like I can't stop what I'm hearin' within

It's like the face inside is right beneath the skin (I feel the light betray me)

It's like I'm paranoid, lookin' over my back (The sun)

It's like a whirlwind inside of my head

It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within

It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within (I feel the light betray me)

It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within

It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin (The sun)

--

Seiskaluokalla varsinkin kuuntelin Linkin Parkia tosi paljon, mutta Chester Benningtonin kuoleman jälkeen en oo oikein pystynyt kuuntelemaan niitä samalla tavalla. Vähän aikaa sitten kuuntelin nuo vanhat levyt mitkä fyysisinä kopioina omistan, ja onhan ne kovia. Etenkin Hybrid Theory, jolta tämä biisi tulee, sekä Meteora on omia suosikkeja. Tänään oli muuten terapia. Juteltiin päivärytmistä (tai lähinnä sen viimeaikaisesta puutteesta), Runtista ja terveyshuolista. Kävin sen jälkeen apteekissa ostamassa lisää rasvaa, koska atooppinen iho(ttuma)ni on päättänyt kirjaimellisesti räjähtää käsiin. Ei kun oikeasti, mun käsivarret on aivan vitun ryypätyn näköset nyt ja vituttaa lähinnä. Haluaisin saada ihon kuntoon ennen t-paita-kelejä. Tarjoilen tänään nostalgisoinnin lisäksi myös faktan numero 13: mun lempiurheilulaji on varmaankin jääkiekko, koska mähän en itse ole koskaan mitään urheilua harrastanut (ellei lenkkeilyä/kävelyä lasketa), mutta se on ainoa laji, jota mä jaksan oikeasti katsoa.

The disconnect

 Song of the day;;

→ ERRA - Eye of God

I'm crawling out, this withering world is exhaustive

Vacuous space will be my coffin

Drifting weightless

Wandering through the void dead and aimless

Ashes to ashes, freed from the ties that bind

Defined by lack of connection

Infinite blackness, ubiquitous and cold

Enfold, I’m lost in the shadow

Lost light that has yet to be revealed

Feel the flow of empty endless spiral through the void

What's left to be broken is discarded

Lost light that has yet to be revealed

The blood is our reckoning

I feel the flow of empty endless spiral

Soaring through the void

I am a vessel of the generations

Withered and breathless

A coma chosen true, the void that followed suit

The world that we abused

Eye of God

No disruption of the rest

Death was always part of the process

The eye of God, it is hollowing

The speckled void, it is swallowing

Feel the flow of empty endless spiral

Soaring through the void

A step into a narrow consensus

Walking along the edge of the knife

With the restless eye ever watching

Weeping into perpetual abyss

Lost light that has yet to be revealed

The blood is our reckoning

I feel the flow of empty endless spiral

Soaring through the void

The eye of God, it is hollowing

The speckled void, it is swallowing

Feel the flow of empty endless spiral

Through the eye of God

--

Lyön pöytään faktan numero 12: mun lempisarja on Last Twilight.

Never enough

 Song of the day;;

→ Halgrath - We'll Go Through Sorrow, Holding Each Other's Hands

--

Tänään olis ollut rentoutumisryhmä, mutta mulla oli sellainen huono, kipeä olo, joten jäin kotiin lepäämään. Nukuin muutaman tunnin ja otin särkylääkkeen, nyt ollu siitä lähtien sitten aika normaali fiilis. Fakta numero 11 kuuluukin sitten näin: mun lempivideopeli on Life Is Strange 2.

Crocodile tears

 Song of the day;;

→ Esposito - Solo quando sei ubriaca

I tuoi occhiali dentro la mia stanza

Tu mi cerchi solo quando resti senza

E poi la chiami mancanza

Le parole che perdi per strada

Le ritrovi quando ci si richiama

Tra il silenzio e la sera

Mi chiami solo quando sei ubriaca

Solo quando sei ubriaca

Ci credi solo quando sei ubriaca

Solo quando sei ubriaca

E non ne posso più di starti dietro

Ma poi quando rimane il vetro

Passo io da te

Passo io

Questa notte vada come vada

E' una frase che non è finita

Era scritta a matita

Penso ancora ai tuoi nei sulla schiena

E se ne vale la pena

Io che ne so

So che mi chiami solo quando sei ubriaca

Solo quando sei ubriaca

Ci credi solo quando sei ubriaca

Solo quando sei ubriaca

E non ne posso più di starti dietro

Ma poi quando rimane il vetro

Passo io da te

Passo io da te

Mi chiami solo quando sei ubriaca

Solo quando sei ubriaca

Mi ami solo quando sei ubriaca

Milano non ci chiede com'è andata

E non ne posso più di starti dietro

Ma poi quando rimane il vetro

Passo io da te

Passo io da te

Passo io da te

Passo io da te

Mi chiami solo quando sei ubriaca

Solo quando sei ubriaca

Ci credi solo quando sei ubriaca

Solo quando sei ubriaca

E non ne posso più di starti dietro

Che poi quando rimane il vetro

Passo io da te

Passo io da te

Passo io da te

Passo io da te

--

Fakta numero kymmenen on se, että mun lempielokuva on Ratatouille (tai Rottatouille, miten vaan).

Somebody

 Song of the day;;

→ Passenger - Let Her Go

Well, you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low

Only hate the road when you're missing home

Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass

Hoping one day you'll make a dream last

But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes

Maybe one day you'll understand why

Everything you touch surely dies

But you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low

Only hate the road when you're missing home

Only know you love her when you let her go

Staring at the ceiling in the dark

Same old empty feeling in your heart

'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well, you see her when you fall asleep

But never to touch and never to keep

'Cause you loved her too much and you dived too deep

Well, you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low

Only hate the road when you're missing home

Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go, oh, woah, mm, oh

And you let her go, oh, woah, uh, no

Well, you let her go

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low

Only hate the road when you're missing home

Only know you love her when you let her go

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low

Only hate the road when you're missing home

Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go

--

Eilen unohtui laittaa fakta, kun oli niin paha mieli. Tänään vähän parempi, joten tässä fakta numero yheksän (ellei mun laskelmat ole menneet aivan päin helvettiä): mulla ei oo koskaan ollut mitään tiettyä lempibiisiä, mutta nyt viime aikoina oon kuunnellut Loathen Is It Really You?:ta ja Thornhillin Lily & The Moonia aika paljon, joten sanoisin, että ne on tässä hetkessä mun suosikkibiisit.

Faded out

 Song of the day;;

→ ERRA - Rebirth

Our hands were holding our fate, but they grew tired

Everything we knew came crashing down in waves of fire, in waves of fire

Strange hands over mouth and in hair

Red eyes from the water, gasping for air, rebirth

Blurred vision disrupts perception of this present state

Made new in the chilling currents that carry me away

Follow your heart

And leap from the cliffs, close your divine eyes to reason

Let inertia move you

Cling and be clung to, speak and be spoken to

How beautiful you find yourself

Remove this scourge from where we dwell

You will be found in a dark place

And somewhere through time and space

Adorned with purity yet blessed with knowledge

Contradicting what I've been taught

Upheld in a pale light that burns my skin

I am the distorted one, I am the distorted one

I am a prisoner in this body, bound and chained to flesh

I am the distorted one, I am a prisoner in this body

A mirror reflecting an honest rendition

A faction following a faithless tradition

Your own body renamed religion, rebirth

Our hands were holding our fate, but they grew tired

And everything we knew came crashing down

You will be found in a dark place

And somewhere, somewhere through time and space

A mirror reflecting an honest rendition

A faction following faithless tradition

Follow your heart

And leap from the cliffs, close your divine eyes to reason

Let inertia move you

Cling and be clung to, speak and be spoken to

How beautiful you find yourself

Remove this scourge from where we dwell

You will be found in a dark place

And somewhere through, through time and space

I am the distorted one

I am a prisoner in this body, bound and chained to flesh

Rebirth

--

Sydän on niin raskas. Oma pieni kulta. On niin kova ikävä.

Black hole

 Song of the day;;

→ James Horner & Tanja Tzarovska - 3200 Years Ago

--

Huomasin hei tuossa, että oon näköjään unohtanut jatkaa nuitten faktojen postausta. Suonette anteeksi, mun aivot ei oo oikein toimineet tässä viime viikkojen aikana kunnolla, ymmärrettävästä syystä. Mutta tarkistin, että seuraavaksi olis fakta numero kahdeksan, joten tässä tulee: mulla ei enää ole sellasta ykkössuosikkia, mitä bändeihin/artisteihin tulee, mut tän hetken top vitonen vois olla (sattumanvaraisessa järjestyksessä) Bad Omens, Thornhill, Duran Duran, Loathe ja Kingdom of Giants.