keskiviikko 17. kesäkuuta 2026

Call my name

 Song of the day;;

→ Dance Gavin Dance - Die Another Day


Lay my tentacles in the crucible

Just to see the world

As something beautiful again

Melt my sins


He’s losing pounds

Just lay him down

And pop it in its place

Take the scruff

And pull it up

He’ll die another day


Start over

I can't bear to look back

Start over

I always run away

Sweet closure

Cure me of my candors

Shoo, vultures

I'll die another day


Lay my tentacles in the crucible

Just to see my chores

As something meaningful again

From within

All out of breath from my warpath

Sweating toxicity, begging for amnesty

Make it a song, always a song

Can only tell you the truth in the chant of a tone


I'll never bе enough

Unless I finish this sentеnce

Did it come into existence

Or was it invented?

Only getting stuck because I already did it


Start over

I can't bear to look back

Start over

I always run away

Sweet closure

Cure me of my candors

Shoo, vultures

I'll die another day


Pigeon in my vision

Frigid in the kitchen

Blithering committed

Piebald cow

Scummy ballerina

Standing on your femur

Pop your sloppy doggy

Eyeballs out

Started at the finish

Did it in a minute

Living and flip in the breeze

Had to do the did it

Rigid ribbit critic

Making a pinot go grig

God, why'd you have to do that to me?


Safe, sound on the other side

Back to devour what I've been denied

Bad track record to be kind

But this time, I'll be paying attention

Can't dwell on my damaged pride

I got moves to make, I got hearts to break through

Manic and erratic, but emphatic about learning the hard way (Learning the hard way)

Need to bite the animal

To get my instincts churning

Shake up my camera roll

Been a minute, it's been a minute

We don't obey

It's all a game

There's no give and take

There's no give and take

There's no talk, but kill the king

No talk, just kill the king

They won't talk, just kill the


I'm shakin' the plastic off

Rippin' the wrapper off

Students coming out clean

Devoted to master stroke

Licking the envelope

Sending my bright blue flame

--

Huomenna suunnataan Ouluun. On jotenkin todella helpottavaa päästä pariksi viikoksi kotiin. Fakta numero 66: mun ensimmäinen otp (eli one true pairing teille sivistymättömille) oli varmaankin NaruSasu (ja kyllä, mä olen aina ollut NaruSasu truther).

maanantai 15. kesäkuuta 2026

Talking heads

 Song of the day;;

→ Rex Orange County & Benny Sings - Loving Is Easy


Loving is easy

You had me fucked up

It used to be so hard to see

Yeah, loving is easy

When everything's perfect

Please don't change a single little thing for me


Listen, girl

When you can't even hide it

And it didn't take forever to find it

I was all on my own

Almost glad to be alone

Until love came in on time, on time


So loving is easy

You had me fucked up

It used to be so hard to see

Yeah, loving is easy

When everything's perfect

Please don't change a single little thing for me


Oh, oh

Ah, ah

Oh, oh

Ah, ah


So listen, girl

When you can't even hide it

And it didn't take forever to find it

I was all on my own

Almost glad to be alone

Until love came in on time, oh, on time


Loving is easy

You had me fucked up

It used to be so hard to see

Yeah, loving is easy

When everything's perfect

Please don't change a single little thing for me


Oh, oh

Ah, ah

Oh, oh

Ah, ah

--

Fakta numero 64: mä tykkään katsella tähtiä, mutta en niinkään pilviä (vaikka on nekin nättejä).

sunnuntai 14. kesäkuuta 2026

Voices

 Song of the day;;

→ Arctic Monkeys - R U Mine?


I'm a puppet on a string

Tracy Island, time-traveling

Diamond cutter-shaped heartaches

That come to find you four in some velvet morning

Years too late, she's a silver lining

Lone ranger riding through an open space

In my mind when she's not right there beside me


I go crazy 'cause here isn't where I wanna be

And satisfaction feels like a distant memory

And I can't help myself, all I

Wanna hear her say is, are you mine?

Well, are you mine?

Are you mine?

Are you mine? Oh, ah


I guess what I'm trying to say is I need the deep end

Keep imagining meeting, wished away entire lifetimes

Unfair we're not somewhere misbehaving for days

Great escape, lost track of time and space

She's a silver lining climbing on my desire


And I go crazy 'cause here isn't where I wanna be

And satisfaction feels like a distant memory

And I can't help myself, all I

Wanna hear her say is, are you mine?

Well, are you mine? (Are you mine tomorrow?)

Are you mine? (Or just mine tonight?)

Are you mine? (Are you mine, mine?)


And the thrill of the chase moves in mysterious ways

So in case I'm mistaken, I

Just wanna hear you say, you got me, baby, are you mine?


She's a silver lining

Lone ranger riding through an open space

In my mind when she's not right there beside me


I go crazy 'cause here isn't where I wanna be

And satisfaction feels like a distant memory

And I can't help myself, all I

Wanna hear her say is, are you mine?

Well, are you mine? (Are you mine tomorrow?)

Are you mine? (Or just mine tonight?)

Are you mine? (Are you mine tomorrow?)

(Or just mine tonight?)

--

Fakta numero 63: mun lempijuhla on joulu, kun taas kääntöpuolella vappu ja ystävänpäivä on mun mielestä aika lailla pelkkää xp wastea.

lauantai 13. kesäkuuta 2026

I don't wanna be me

 Song of the day;;

→ A Day To Remember - Miracle


If you could only feel the way that I feel

Ready for the war to come my way

Yeah, I struggled, so I know what it takes

The pressure only builds 'til it breaks

If you could only feel the way that I feel


You may think it's somethin' spiritual


But I'm betting on the right here, right now

To hell with all the someday, somehow

I've waited long enough

Waited long enough (Don't need a miracle)

Right here, right now

To hell with all the someday, somehow

I've waited long enough

Waited long enough (Don't need a miracle)


You might think it's somethin' spiritual

But I don't need a fuckin' miracle


If you could only see the way that I see

You could find the faith to take the leap (Take the leap)

It only took one shot to prove I'm not made of glass

There's no pain you could cause that won't eventually pass

If you could only see the way that I see


You'd be betting on the right here, right now

To hell with all the someday, somehow

I've waited long enough

Waited long enough (Don't need a miracle)

Right here, right now

To hell with all the someday, somehow

I've waited long enough

Waited long enough (Don't need a miracle)


You might think it's somethin' spiritual

But I don't need a fuckin' miracle


No weapon formed against me shall prosper

My will is stronger

Stronger

Wait


You may think it's somethin' spiritual


But I'm betting on the right here, right now

To hell with all the someday, somehow

I've waited long enough

Waited long enough (Don't need a miracle)

Right here, right now

To hell with all the someday, somehow

I've waited long enough (Waited long enough)

Waited long enough (Don't need a miracle)


You might think it's somethin' spiritual

But I don't need a fuckin' miracle


Miracle (Miracle)

--

Fakta numero 62: mä en pidä romanttisista komedioista.

perjantai 12. kesäkuuta 2026

Hickory Creek

 Song of the day;;

→ Atrium Carceri - Jerusalem

--

Hyvää syntymäpäivää sinne jonnekin, rakas Runtti. Olisit täyttänyt 14 vuotta tänään. Rakastan sua niin paljon. Meinasin ensin, että kirjotan ihan erillisen, pidemmän postauksen, mutta ei musta nyt ole siihen. On ollut aika tunteikas ja rankka päivä. 

torstai 11. kesäkuuta 2026

Chemical

 Song of the day;;

→ Versailles - The Revenant Choir


I'm proud of them

Pleasure like fear

It's a night when the moon laughs at lover

The time has came for you

I will resurge and shouts and bites

Stay away

Do you want to go with me?


They called it

The red carpet day

The floor covered by delicious looking roses

The time has came for me

I will resurge, no control

Poured crimson admiration into


Our clan's blood will not stop forever

If you wish, I would become a rose

Our clan's blood is a lifetime lover

Stay, choir of sorrow and pains


My dearest descendant, please stab my belly

Oh so again

Please stab my heart

The time has came for me

I will resurge, no control

Poured crimson admiration into Holy Grail


Our clan's blood will not stop forever

If you wish, I would become a rose

Our clan's blood is a lifetime lover

Stay, choir of sorrow and pains


記憶の中の紅い血を薔薇に変えていた

響くher shout and choir


Our clan's blood will not stop forever

If you wish, I would become a rose

Crimson admiration into Holy Grail

Stay, choir of sorrow and pains


記憶の中の紅い血を薔薇に変えていた

響くher shout and choir


The time has came for us

Long time sleep passed

The world turns in hand of descendant of the rose


Our clan's blood will not stop forever

Stay, choir of sorrow and pains

Our clan's blood is a lifetime lover

Without you, would be gone far away

--

Okei, myönnän nyt, että en oo vuosiin tätä biisiä kuunnellut ja mulla on tunnetusti aika huono muisti, mutta eipä ollut hajua, että tää biisi onkin englanniksi suurimmaksi osaksi. Joka päivä oppii uutta. Ja Versaillesista ollaankin puhuttu jo aiemmin. Fakta numero 61: mun lempisoitin on ehdottomasti piano ja tykkään myös sellosta ja viulusta paljon.

Call my name

  Song of the day;; → Dance Gavin Dance - Die Another Day Lay my tentacles in the crucible Just to see the world As something beautiful agai...