Kodou

 Song of the day;;

→ ERRA - Pull from the Ghost

From the yellow line

Waving goodbye

To my captive

Breaking their neck for home

The bones of the past

Spilling over in a rare reflection

A captor seeking Stockholm

Dying alone with a ransom note

Bleeding host

What I can't find in you, I'll just

Pull from the ghost of a virtual memory

From the yellow line

Waving goodbye

To my captive

Breaking their neck for home

Involuntary time zone that fate has annexed

Every second lost or gained has a presence

I traversed time on stagnant feet

Orchestrating a long defeat

Bleeding host

What I can't find in you, I'll just

Pull from the ghost of a virtual memory

And now I'm face to face

With the things that I have chased

But I'll just burn what is birthed of my history

To my captive

Breaking their neck for home

I feel love

Only in reverie

I feel love

But the sensation is already memory

Stillborn upon delivery, oh

Seeds bidding for egoic auxiliary

Stillborn upon delivery

Bleeding host

What I can't find in you, I'll just

Pull from the ghost of a virtual memory

And now I'm face to face

With the things that I have chased

But I'll just burn what is birthed of my history

From the yellow line

Waving goodbye

To my captive

Breaking their neck for home

To my captive

Breaking their neck for home

--

Tänään oli terapia ja kävin sen jälkeen apteekissa ostamassa lisää rasvaa. Ulkona oli aurinkoista ja aika lämmintä. Fakta numero 39: mä en tykkää jaotella asioita feminiinisiin ja maskuliinisiin, mutta sanoisin, että itse oon aika 50/50 kumpaakin.

The final

 Song of the day;;

→ Gareth Coker - Mount Horu

--

Euroviisut oli ja meni. Eihän se voitto sieltä taaskaan napsahtanut, mutta mitäpä tuosta. En oo yllättynyt tai ees pettynyt. Vaikka toki viisuja edelleen rakastan, pakko myöntää, että kyllä mun viisuinto on vähän laimentunut tässä muutaman viime vuoden aikana (ehkä surullisenkuuluisa 2023 on se syypää?). Porukat oli tosiaan täällä viikonlopun. Perjantaina käytiin Sanginjoella retkeilemässä, oli tosi hienoja maisemia ja mukava keli, vaikka jalat tulikin kipeiksi ja tuntu oudolta olla retkeilemässä ilman Runttia. Lauantaina sitten käytiin ihmettelemässä kasvitieteellistä puutarhaa ja käytiin keskustassa kirpparilla ja syömässä. Parin viikon päästä porukat tulee sitten hakemaan mut kesäksi kotipaikalle. Ai niin, lyönpä tässä tiskiin faktan numero 38 ennen kuin unohdan: vaikka oon syntynyt aikalailla keskellä kesää, mun lempivuodenaika on talvi.

Ningen wo kaburu

 Song of the day;;

→ Whitney - Valleys (My Love)

There's got to be another way

I've been on my own all day

Pretending everything's alright

We've been drifting apart for some time

There's fire burning in the trees

Maybe life is the way it seems

I feel like I'm holding on

To a place in your heart that's long gone

My love, my love

My love, my love

I never want to fade away

Wanna turn as the seasons change

And every time you come around

Well, the days of the year just slow down

My love, my love

My love, my love

My love, my love

My love, my love

--

Niinhän sitä vaan finaaliin mentiin että hujahti. Tosin olisin kyllä ollu yllättynyt, jos ei oltais päästy. Ja parasta on se, että mun henkilökohtainen suosikkini Serbia (yllättyneet: ei kukaan kun kaikki tietää että olen metallimusiikki-enjoyer) pääsi kuin pääsikin finaaliin! Tänään oli terapia ja sen jälkeen pyörähdin hoitotarvikejakelussa hakemassa tilaamani tarvikkeet. Muuten ei mitään valittamista, mutta sato vettä, tuuli ja oli aika vilposta, että ei sillein mitenkään erityisen nautinnollista. Onneks terapiasta hoitotarvikejakeluun kävelee vaan semmoset ~20 minuuttia. Huomenna sitten porukat tulee! Tuntuu oudolta ajatella, että Runtti ei oo mukana... on ollut sitä taas tänään tosi kova ikävä. Sattuu. Fakta numero 37: tykkään paljon enemmän kylmästä kuin kuumasta säästä (vaikka en oikein kestä kumpaakaan).

Ochita koto no aru sora

 Song of the day;;

→ AC/DC - Back in Black

Back in black, I hit the sack

I've been too long, I'm glad to be back

Yes, I'm let loose from the noose

That's kept me hangin' about

I'm just a-lookin' at the sky 'cause it's gettin' me high

Forget the hearse, 'cause I'll never die

I got nine lives, cat's eyes

Abusin' every one of them and runnin' wild

'Cause I'm back

Yes, I'm back

Well, I'm back

Yes, I'm back

Well, I'm back

Back

Well, I'm back in black

Yes, I'm back in black

Oh, back in the back of a Cadillac

Number one with a bullet, I'm a power pack

Yes, I'm in a bang with a gang

They've got to catch me if they want me to hang

'Cause I'm back on the track and I'm beatin' the flak

Nobody's gonna get me on another rap

So, look at me now, I'm just a-makin' my play

Don't try to push your luck, just get outta my way

'Cause I'm back

Yes, I'm back

Well, I'm back

Yes, I'm back

Well, I'm back

Back

Well, I'm back in black

Yes, I'm back in black

Well, I'm back

Yes, I'm back

Well, I'm back

Yes, I'm back

Well, I'm back

Back

Well, I'm back in black

Yes, I'm back in black, ow

Ah, yeah

Oh, yeah

Take my love

Oh, yeah

Yeah

Ah, hey, yeah

Ooh, yeah

Well, I'm back (I'm back)

Back, well, I'm (I'm back)

Back (I'm back)

Back (I'm back)

Back (I'm back)

Back

It's back in black

Yes, I'm back in black

Outta the sack

--

Hyvää Euroviisujen ekaa semifinaalipäivää! Luotto meidän finaaliin pääsystä on kova. Fakta numero 36: mun viimeisin ostos (jos ruokaostoksia ei lasketa) oli kaksi pikkulaukkua (ja ne on niin söpöt).

Obscure

 Song of the day;;

→ Electric Callboy & Conquer Divide - Fuckboi

I'm in love with the mornin' light, feel it deep inside

My day, my time, my way

But you never stay for the night, you don't know me like

One day I wish you would, yeah

Yeah, everybody thinks that I'm just a fuckboy (Just a fuckboy)

'Cause I know that you think that I'm just a fuckboy (Just a fuckboy)

I know that I don't have any good reputation

Do you wanna be my way out of this situation?

But I really wanna know that you want me

I really wanna show that I'm worth it

'Cause I know, 'cause I know

I'm better, I'm good for you

Yeah, everybody thinks that I'm just a fuckboy (Just a fuckboy)

(Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)

'Cause I know that you think that I'm just a fuckboy (Just a fuckboy)

(Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)

Now you're callin' me late

You're gettin' under my skin

And you're showin' up at my place for days

Well, I think I like it

'Cause you stay in my head where rent is free

When you call my name, it hits differently

I need to know, need to know, are you good for me?

Yeah, everybody thinks that you're just a fuckboy

Well, maybe you're not good for me

Everybody thinks that you're just a fuckboy

I can't really help but feel

I don't care what they say, boy, I need you to stay

Yeah, I want you so bad in all the worst ways

Everybody thinks that you're just a fuckboy

Yeah, well, I don't give a fuck, boy

Why they keep talkin' shit when no one fuckin' asked?

You know I love to watch your eyes roll back

You had a taste and now you're fiendin' 'cause you like that

You fuck around, boy, you should know I'm gonna bite back

I don't care what they say 'cause I need you to stay

Yeah, I want you so bad in all the worst ways

I don't care what they say 'cause I need you to stay

Yeah, I want (I want you so bad in all the worst ways)

Yeah, everybody thinks that I'm just a fuckboy

No matter what they say I wanna be with you

'Cause I know that you think that I'm just a fuckboy

So, baby, tell me lies 'cause I don't need the truth

Give 'em somethin' to say 'cause I need you to stay

Yeah, I want you so bad in all the worst ways

Yeah, everybody thinks that I'm just a fuckboy

So come here 'cause I don't give a fuck, boy

--

Hyvää äitienpäivää kaikille äideille ja äidinmielisille! Fakta numero 35: mulla on kyllä ajokortti, mutta se on vanhentunut jo vuosia sitten enkä oo autokoulun jälkeen juuri ajanut.

Ranunculus

 Song of the day;;

→ Gareth Coker - Climbing the Ginso Tree

--

Fakta numero 34: kaukaisin paikka, jossa mä olen käynyt, on Saksa.

Yokan

 Song of the day;;

→ The The - Infected

Infect me with your love

I've got too much energy to switch off my mind

But not enough to get myself organized

My heart is heavy, my head is confused

And my aching little soul has started burning blue

I can't give you up, till I've got more than enough

So infect me with your love

Nurse me into sickness, nurse me back to health

Endow me with the gifts of the man made world

When desire becomes an illness instead of a joy

And guilt a necessity that's gotta be destroyed

I can't give you up, till I've got more than enough

So infect me with your love

Nurse me into sickness, nurse me back to health

Endow me with the gifts of the man made world

Take me by the hands and walk me to the end of the pier

Run your fingers through my hair

And tell me what I wanna hear

Will lies become truths in this face of fading youth

From my scrotum to your womb, your cradle to my tomb

I can't give you up, till I've got more than enough

So infect me with your love

Nurse me into sickness, nurse me back to health

Endow me with the gifts of the man made world

Nurse me into sickness, nurse me back to health

And tell me what it is that I want in this world

--

Fakta numero 33: kaikista pahin asia, mitä mä olen koskaan joutunut syömään, oli sienikeitto ala-asteella. Sitä oli tosin vaan yhden kerran, että en selvästikään ollut ainoa, joka oli tätä mieltä.