Omen

 Song of the day;;

→ Linkin Park - One Step Closer

I cannot take this anymore

Saying everything I've said before

All these words, they make no sense

I found bliss in ignorance

Less I hear, the less you say

You'll find that out anyway

Just like before

Everything you say to me

Takes me one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to break

I need a little room to breathe

'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge

I'm about to break

I find the answers aren't so clear

Wish I could find a way to disappear

All these thoughts, they make no sense

I found bliss in ignorance

Nothing seems to go away

Over and over again

Just like before

Everything you say to me

Takes me one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to break

I need a little room to breathe

'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge

I'm about to break

Everything you say to me

Takes me one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to break

I need a little room to breathe

'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to break

Shut up when I'm talking to you

Shut up, shut up, shut up

Shut up when I'm talking to you

Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up

I'm about to break

Everything you say to me

Takes me one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to break

I need a little room to breathe

'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge

I'm about to break

Everything you say to me

Takes me one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to break

I need a little room to breathe

'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to break

--

Käytiin tänään ystävän kanssa Ideaparkissa. Oli kiva nähä pitkästä aikaa. Ostin muutaman jo pitkään etsineeni/himoinneeni neuleen ja Hertalle lelun tuliaiseksi. Huomenna sitten suuntaan porukoille. Äiti ja Hertta tulee hakemaan mut juna-asemalta.

Spaceman

 Song of the day;;

→ Arcade Fire - Here Comes the Night Time II

Here comes the night time

Here comes the night time

Here comes the night time

Here comes the night time

Here comes the night time

I hurt myself again

Along with all my friends

Feels like it never ends

Here comes the night again

Here comes the night time

Here comes the night time

Here comes the night time

You hurt yourself again

Along with all your friends

Feels like it never ends

Here comes the night again

Here comes the night time

Coming on slow (Here comes the night time)

Here comes the night time

I know that you know

(Here comes the night time)

Here comes the night time

Here comes the night time

Here comes the night time

Here comes the night time

(Here comes the night)

Well

I hurt myself again

Along with all my friends

Feels like it never ends

Here comes the night again

Here comes the night time

Here comes the night time

Here comes the night time

Here comes the night

Lost at sea

 Song of the day;;

→ You Me At Six - Underdog

And I know something you don't, it comes and goes

Like the strength in your bones, woah

So keep your mind at a rest

I'll never let the two of us be friends

Does it hurt?

Underdog

Just look at the mess you made

It's such a shame, a shame

We had to find out this way

You must have the must-have moment in your hands

And it's sad to think that this season I'm gonna change

Just not face to face

It ain't broke, so don't fix it

Underdog

Just look at the mess you made

It's such a shame, a shame

We had to find out this way

Revenge loves company

Three makes it a crowd

So wash your mouth

Sit this one out

And I'm down, down, but definitely not out (Definitely not out)

Yeah, why did you call me again?

I bet, I bet we don't make it (I bet we don't make it)

'Cause I never take advice from my (Friends)

Friends in very high places

They're only making bets to themselves

Selves they're very, very selfish

We'll keep you in mind in the end

Underdog

Just look at the mess you made

It's such a shame, a shame

We had to find out this way

Revenge loves company

Three makes it a crowd

So wash your mouth

Sit this one out

--

Tänään oli eka psykologin tapaaminen. Käytiin lähinnä semmosella pintapuolisella pikakelauksella mun elämää ja suurimpia haasteita läpi. Seuraava käynti on n. kolmen viikon päästä (koska lähen perjantaina pariksi viikoksi porukoille Hertan luo) ja yhteensä näitä käyntejä on vissiin n. 5. Seuraavilla kerroilla sitten kuulemma tehdään kaikenlaisia tehtäviä.

Ptaha Fred

 Song of the day;;

→ As I May - Pride Goes Before a Fall

Saint knows the Sinner

Where pride tries to win

The feeling of the flesh

Pride won't feel regardless

Cannot feel enjoyment

Too proud to beg

Telling what they want to hear

Not what the man fears

Bury me, like a thing of shame, I don't feel anymore

Can you see, I don't care, pride goes before a fall

Pride goes before a fall

I must own my shame

I have been to blame

I must confess

Guilty, as i was before

To prove what I did

To you, it was wrong

When beasts could speak

King would flee

Flesh of his flesh

Spirit of his spirit

So tired and grey

Cinderella died today

We who walk in light

 Song of the day;;

→ Atrium Carceri & Cities Last Broadcast - Laudanum

Lake fantasy

 Song of the day;;

→ Zola Jesus, JG Thirlwell & Mivos Quartet - Run Me Out

Run

Me

Out

Again

Run

Me

Out

Again

You know that I'm tired

You know that I'm ill

But it don't matter 'cause

I know that you will

Run (Run)

Me (Me)

Out

Again

Run (Run)

Me (Me)

Out

Again

Run

Me

Out

Again

Run

Me

Out

Again

Run

Me

Out

Again

Run

Me

Out

Again

Part I

 Song of the day;;

→ The Neighbourhood - Cry Baby

I think I talk too much

I need to listen, baby

I need to listen, baby

I need to listen good

I think I try too hard

How I look, what I do, what I'm sayin'

I spend too much time explainin' myself

I hope there's some time to change it

I can taste it, my heart's breakin', please don't say

That you know, when you know

I can't take it, I'm impatient, tell me, baby

Now I know, you should go

I know I'll fall in love with you, baby

And that's not what I wanna do

I hope you won't ever lie to me

And if you do, I know I won't be your crybaby

I think I worry a lot

I need to take it easy

I've got this anxious feeling

But it goes away for a minute when I'm with you, breathing

I can taste it, my heart's breakin', please don't say

That you know, when you know

I can't take it, I'm impatient, tell me, baby

Now I know, you should go

I know I'll fall in love with you, baby

And that's not what I wanna do

I hope you won't ever lie to me

And if you do, I know I won't be your crybaby

The sun's coming out, but I'm feeling colder

I can't wait 'til the drought is over

I know I'll fall in love with you, baby

Yeah, that's just what I'll do

I hope you won't ever lie to me

And if you do, I know I won't be your crybaby

I know I'll fall in love with you, baby

And that's not what I wanna do

I hope you won't ever lie to me

And if you do, I know I won't be your crybaby

Crybaby, crybaby

I need to cry, baby

Crybaby, crybaby

You need to cry, baby

Crybaby, crybaby

We need to cry

And if we do, I know that would be alright