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  Song of the day;; → Jóhann Jóhannsson - Theme -- Tiiättekö, mikä mua tällä hetkellä eniten vituttaa masennuksessa? Alotekyvyttömyys. Ihan arkiset, normaalit asiat, joiden pitäis kaiken järjen mukaan sujua sulavasti, on niin helvetin vaikeita.

  Song of the day;; → Young Lyre - Night Swimming Out climbing trees Oh, you skinned your knees And then turned to me White as a sheet And these highs You can't stop the bleeding You might try, its just not so easy Filaments in lights flicker Way down beneath us Telling us it's fine We should both keep breathing, oh I don't want to be alone I don't want to stay out here on my own Even the kids, they know The dangers of staying outside in the cold Will these flames return to us? On this blackened earth and dust Bright colored streaks Rise from the deep On this night, the hills hear us speaking It's so quiet, the ocean receives me Jump from the bed to the water beneath us Telling you this time that they won't leave us, no I don't want to be alone I don't want to stay out here on my own Even the kids, they know The dangers of staying outside in the cold Outside in the cold Outside in the cold Outside in the cold I don't want to be alone I don't want...

  Song of the day;; → Gåte - Ulveham Eg var meg så ven og fager ei møy Med stimoder vond, mi moder ho døy Ho skapte meg om til eit svær og ei nål (Under lie) Og sende meg av ti kongens gård (Mæ soli skin ho så vie) Og vreida mi stimoder kjende mest Når alle dei gillaste lika meg best Ho gav meg ein ham som ulve grå Ho svor meg einsam i skogjen gå Og aldri blir eg heil og god Før eg fekk drukkje min broders blod Så reiv eg ut hеnnes vistri sie Så hennеs blod de sprang så vie Så reiv eg ut hennes hjarterot Så eg fekk drukkji min broders blod -- Norja jäi muistaakseni vuonna 2024 tällä ihanalla biisillä finaalin jumbosijalle. Ihmiset on kyllä outoja välillä. Käytiin eilen ystävän kanssa pyörimässä Ideaparkissa, ostin New Yorkerista karvareuhkalaukun, jota olin jo jonkin aikaa metsästänyt. Tänään sitten pelailin, pesin pyykkiä, kuuntelin klassista musiikkia ja juttelin porukoitten kanssa. Runtti hassutteli ja söi nakkeja (omia koirannakkejaan, ei ihmisten).

  Song of the day;; → Imagine Dragons - Not Today There she goes in front of me Take my life and set me free again We'll make a memory out of it Holy road is at my back Don't look on, take me back again We'll make a memory out of it We finally fall apart And we break each other's hearts If we wanna live young, love We better start today It's gotta get easier, oh, easier somehow 'Cause I'm falling, I'm falling Oh, easier and easier somehow Oh, I'm calling, I'm calling And it isn't over unless it is over I don't wanna wait for that It's gotta get easier and easier somehow But not today, not today There she goes in front of me Take my life, set me free again We'll make a memory out of it Holy road was at my back Don't look on, take me back again We'll make a memory out of it We finally fall apart And we break each other's hearts If we wanna live young, love We better start today It's gotta get easier, oh, easier someh...

  Song of the day;; → Escape the Fate & Atreyu - Around the Sun I get up, I come down I give up, I go all out It's a process but it's progress (But it's progress) It's a curse but I'm blessed It's a gift so I guess It's a process but it's progress (But it's progress) Another year has passed Whether it was good or bad Don't be scared by the starting gun Here's to another time around the sun I refuse to accept To not live 'til I'm dead It's a process but it's progress (But it's progress) Another year has passed Whether it was good or bad Don't be scared by the starting gun Here's to another time around the sun Another year has passed Whether it was good or bad Don't be scared by the starting gun Here's to another time around the sun Another year has passed Whether it was good or bad Don't be scared by the starting gun Here's to another time around the sun -- Tänään oli fysioterapia. Käytiin ulkoil...

  Song of the day;; → Jóhann Jóhannsson - The Sun's Gone Dim and the Sky's Turned Black The sun's gone dim And the sky's turned black 'Cause I loved her And she didn't love back The sun's gone dim And the sky's turned black 'Cause I loved her And she didn't love back The sun's gone dim And the sky's turned black 'Cause I loved her And she didn't love back The sun's gone dim And the sky's turned black 'Cause I loved her And she didn't love back The sun's gone dim And the sky's turned black 'Cause I loved her And she didn't love back

  Song of the day;; → WALK THE MOON - Different Colors Coming up slowly, oh, sun over the hill Daylight still a long time coming But I know it will Been under their spell, oh, but we're coming awake So we'll be rude, we'll be loud As long as it takes This is why, this is why, we crank the dial to the right This is why we're biting the bullet We know the kids are right Different colors We carry each other Just different colors This is why we're biting the bullet We know the kids are right We keep cranking the music up Driving through our towns But they don't wanna hear They want us to turn it down So come on lovers, come on haters Tonight we raise the fire 'Cause when the people get to dancing They forget about taking sides This is why, this is why, we crank the dial to the right This is why we're biting the bullet We know the kids are right Different colors We carry each other Just different colors This is why we're biting the bullet We know the kids...

  Song of the day;; → Raiven - Veronika Skrila sem se v reko in odšla v tiho noč Z glasnimi koraki nemi klici na pomoč Zdaj ko sem le voda v valovih iščem mir Utopim se v sebi, se svetlobi prepustim Najdi me, rani me, brani me Ko me loviš, ko me zapustiš Dvigni me, pusti me, ljubi me Kdo te lovi, ko se me bojiš? Koga se bojiš, ko svoje želje zatajiš? Gledaš me v oči, podoba tebe v njih žari Ogledalo sem brez robov Le odsev tvojih sem strahov Najdi me, rani me, brani me Ko me loviš, ko me zapustiš Dvigni mе, pusti me, ljubi me Kdo te lovi, ko sе me bojiš? Jaz sem Ti si Veronika Tvojo resnico le ona ve Jaz sem Ti si Veronika Tvojo resnico le ona ve Jaz sem Ti si Veronika Tvojo resnico le ona ve -- Slovenia jäi harmillisesti sijalle 23. vuonna 2024 tällä biisillä. Mun mielestä tässä on tosi kiva tunnelma, vetää aina täysillä mukaansa. Ikävää, ettei Euroopalle kelvannut. Kävin tänään ystävän luona, katottiin Harry Potter ja liekehtivä pikari sekä juteltiin. Huomenna on sitten terapia j...

  Song of the day;; → Tom Grennan - Sober The way you stand there in your three striped shell toes and The way your hair dances, it's clear you want all eyes on you It's all eyes on you And though I know that I won't get no answers, I I just can't stop from indulging my lean eyes on you My fool eyes on you As you dance on your burning coals I feel the bullet holes Tell myself I've got nothing to lose Though your touch gives me vertigo, I'm like a domino Darling I keep falling back to you But if it's over, why do you stop me getting sober on your love? You pull me closer You say you miss the way I hold ya I feel you breathing on my shoulder Why do you stop me getting sober? You leave your sweet bitter taste under my tongue and You leave your smoke to seep deep into my lungs I know how you're taking hold My love is wasted, somehow you laced it And I'm on my knees There's no remedy As you dance on your burning coals I feel the bullet holes Tell myse...

  Song of the day;; → Escape The Fate & Travis Barker - Not My Problem I refuse to give you more attention I've already learned my lesson, you take everything You abuse whatever that you're given Know I have to keep my distance and stay far away You keep bringing your shit to me Handing me all your insanity Why would I help you with anything? The begging isn't working, baby It's really not my problem If you got issues, you can solve 'em It's really not my problem Won't let you drag me back to the bottom with you It's really not my problem, problem It's really not my problem, problem I'm not here to tell you how to fix things I'm not interested in saving the day, not again Save your tears I won't let it affect me Negativity is deadly, I can't take the chance You keep bringing your shit to me Handing me all your insanity Why would I help you with anything? The begging isn't working, baby It's really not my problem If you got...

  Song of the day;; → Ólafur Arnalds - Raein -- Vituttaa ja hävettää. En tiiä yrittääkö universumi auttaa mua vai vaan vittuilla mulle, mutta jouduin perumaan tän päivän lääkäriajan migreenin takia. Eihän siinä muuten mitään, mutta en siinä kipuillessani tajunnu perua sitä ennen kuin aivan viime tingassa, mikä on siis se, mikä hävettää. Yleensä perun kyllä ihan hyvissä ajoin, mutta jotenkin nyt en tajunnut. Sain onneksi huomiselle uuden ajan.

  Song of the day;; → Surfer Blood - Floating Vibes Forget the second coming I need you in the here and now Instead of dreamin' up a way to spread your name Across the world somehow When you told me you were leavin' I wasn't thirsty for revenge No, I wasn't disappointed much at all 'Cause you'll be back again If you're movin' out to the west Then you'd better learn how to surf The tide will break in on itself When there are no ghosts to exhume or unearth If you're gonna do it, then do it Otherwise, you just might lose your nerve I swear that ocean, it swallowed me fully And it might have to follow you home, oh When you wake up in the morning And you hear that awful applause Put it in your fucking napkin And watch it dissolve You could seal it in an envelope Tuck it away in your sleeve But you can't take it to the bank And you can't take it back -- Terapeutti laittoi viestiä tänään, että hän on sairastunut, eikä pääse mukaan huomiselle lää...

  Song of the day;; → Nebulossa - ZORRA (Zorra, zorra) (Zorra, zorra) (Zorra, zorra) Ya sé que soy solo una zorra Que mi pasado te devora Ya sé que soy la oveja negra La incomprendida, la de piedra Ya sé que no soy quien tú quieres (Lo sé) Entiendo que te desespere (Lo sé) Pero esta es mi naturaleza Cambiar por ti me da pereza Estoy en un buen momento Solo era cuestión de tiempo Voy a salir a la calle a gritar lo que siento A los cuatro vientos Si salgo sola, soy la zorra Si me divierto, la más zorra Si alargo y se me hace de día Soy más zorra todavía Cuando consigo lo que quiero (Zorra, zorra) Jamás es porque lo merezco (Zorra, zorra) Y aunque me esté comiendo el mundo No se valora ni un segundo Estoy en un buen momento Solo era cuestión de tiempo Voy a salir a la calle a gritar lo que siento A los cuatro vientos Estoy en un buen momento (Zorra, zorra) Reconstruida por dentro (Zorra, zorra) Y esa zorra que tanto temías se fue empoderando Y ahora es una zorra de postal (Zorra, zorr...

  Song of the day;; → Unique Salonga - Jules Jules, I think of you tonight But all I can do is close my eyes To fall asleep Jules, you're stuck in my head Dancin' with your innocence And that's so wonderful Jules, I'm in love Jules, I'm in love Jules, I just can't get enough My lonely heart is trembling It's calling your name Ooohhh-oh Jules, Jules Jules Jules, I want to know you more How can you the two of us Can talk about anything? Jules, I feel sorry for myself 'Cause I'm dreaming of touching your skin And staring at your eyes Jules, I'm in love Jules, I'm in love Jules, I just can't get enough My lonely heart is trembling It's calling your name Ooohhh-oh Jules, Jules Jules Jules, Jules Jules Jules, Jules Jules

  Song of the day;; → Escape the Fate - Lightning Strike Wait, you’ll see If I want it, then I get it I want it, then I get it Don't wait on me I've been waiting for this moment Come on, let's get it going Hey, don’t think, just sink your teeth Oh, wait, you’ll see If I want it, then I get it 'cause Baby, I'm a lightning strike Living like I'm never gonna die Taking the world by storm again Let me light up the sky Baby, I'm a lightning strike Coming down like fire in the night Taking the world by storm again Let me light up the sky Baby, I'm a lightning strike I want it all, you can bet, I'll find it 'Cause I work best in crowns and diamonds Hey, don’t think, just sink your teeth Oh, wait, you’ll see If I want it, then I get it 'cause Baby, I'm a lightning strike Living like I'm never gonna die Taking the world by storm again Let me light up the sky Baby, I'm a lightning strike Coming down like fire in the night Taking the world b...

  Song of the day;; → Ólafur Arnalds - Erla's Waltz -- Tänään oli ryhmä. Se meni ihan jees, vaikkakin mulla oli edelleen epämukava olo, enkä oikein keksinyt, mistä se vois johtua. Huomenna on sitten terapia ja tupla-aika. Eilen en postannut, kun väsytti, joten laitoin suoraan nukkumaan. Olin kyllä herätessä väsyneempi kun nukkumaan laittaessa, että ei tuommoinen koko yön nukkuminen oikein sovi mulle.

  Song of the day;; → The Notionaries - Excited Eyes Run and live fast as we can Throw your clothes & cares Behind you to the wind Just footprints where you've been Summer kids go show em how Faster wilder louder now Go raise some hell Cast stones & pick up shells Those city people missed the boat Hustle bustle noisy hopes I'm livin', breathin' free And all it's costing me Is sand under my moving feet Forever deep surrounding me Unsure for sure I'm sure And all I want is more I know, I know there's a million ways that we could go Who knows, who knows? I know, I know there's nothing that I know for surе Who knows, who knows? Unsure ocean separatеd You from where you anticipated You to be But we've made it here somehow Don't pay no mind to the where or how Keep moving on Keep on moving on (keep on moving on) I know, I know there's a million ways that we could go Who knows, who knows? I know, I know there's nothing that I know for su...

  Song of the day;; → 5MIINUST & Puuluup - (nendest) narkootikumidest ei tea me (küll) midagi Ey, ey, ey, ey, ey Me pole narkom— Ei oota, kes see Me pole narkomaanid pole midagi teind Kleidid meie seljas on prügikasti leid Politseikroonika ja suvilas on reid Ainus kott, mis laual, on roheline Lay's Me pole narkomaanid pole midagi teind Kleidid meie seljas on prügikasti leid Politseikroonika ja suvilas on reid Vormis mehed külas mul on väga okei (Uuu, yeah) Uuu, kuula nüüd seda Saab huugama ära Meid kuulda on täna A' see kott vii ära Ma ei tea narkootikume, limpsi tean ja siidrit Vahet ma ei suudaks teha vitamiinil spiidil Uuu, kuula nüüd seda Saab huugama ära Meid kuulda on täna A' see kott vii ära Pilvikud ja šampinjonid – kus on teie niidid? Käivitate minu keha nagu köögipliidi Pardikesed väikesed, kuid moonid on nii pikad Mõnuaineid väldime, las seda teevad rikkad Kohal varahommikul ja kirevad kui kikkad Ära viisid kommid mul need kurva näoga plikad Mõnuaineid väldim...

  Song of the day;; → Robert Grace - Not OK They say I'm not okay, I'm not okay Okay, I got it Is it getting harder to breathe When I'm mixing drinks with my anxiety? I'm oblivious People just talk over me Caught up in a lifestyle Everybody's so serious Keep doing the same I like getting high, yeah And going down in flames, oh Don't gimme no cape 'Cos I don't wanna fly No, I don't wanna fly Sorry, can you please repeat the question? I'm broke and I never pay attention Sometimes I wanna run But no matter where I run, I just run into everyone and They say I'm not okay, I'm not okay Okay, I got it Same story different day But every day I say I'm sorry Is it ever gonna go my way, way? Ever gonna go my way? Ah-ah They say I'm not okay But it's okay That's how I want it Monsters following me Hiding in the walls of my mind, I can't sleep Wanna be alone I'm my own worst enemy Keep 'em all close 'cos I need the comp...

  Song of the day;; → Asking Alexandria & Within Temptation - Faded Out I don't wanna wake up lately The days are getting longer It feels just like I'm going through the motions And I don't know what's wrong with me I wanna try, I wanna care I wanna feel alive like I used to I wanna be someone, do something But it feels a little like sleepwalking I'm faded out I keep trying to stand, but I'm falling down I'm stuck inside a loop, why can't I shake it off? Is it not enough to wanna get better? I'm faded out And it's not getting better Give me something real to hold onto 'Cause I don't know what's real anymore I'm walking through the haze tryin' to find you The person that I was before I gave it all, and I found a hole That I didn't know was hiding Thought I knew who I was, looks like I was wrong And I've been out lost sleepwalking I'm faded out I keep trying to stand, but I'm falling down I'm stuck inside...

  Song of the day;; → Òlafur Arnalds - Þú ert sólin -- Alkaa pikkuhiljaa jo vituttamaan, kun väsyttää koko ajan. Aina en osaa väsymyksestä sanoa, onko se fyysistä vai henkistä, mut nyt se on kyllä ollu aikalailla kokonaan fyysistä.

 Hetkinen, mitäs tämä on? Tekstipostaus, mun blogissa? Olin seikkailemassa interwebsin syövereissä aivan eri asian perässä (etsin mistä saisin omia vanhoja potilaskertomuksia luettavaksi -> muistin, että en muista milloin oon viimeksi käynyt silmänpohjakuvauksessa, mutta en löytänyt varattua aikaa, eli ei kai hätää tuon osalta -> lueskelin Omakannasta jotain vanhoja merkintöjä -> päädyin tänne blogiin lukemaan joitain vanhoja tekstejä), ja huomasin, etten mä ole tänne vääntänyt kunnon postausta yli vuoteen. Ja koska mä olen tämmöinen yögoblin, kello on nyt 4:43 ja totta munassa mulla iski inspiraatio tähän just nyt. Paras inspiraatio tulee aina yöllä, jonka takia vihaan sitä, että yhteiskunta toimii aamu-/päiväihmisten mukaan, koska enhän mä voi koskaan valjastaa todellista potentiaaliani, kun se näyttäytyy vain öisin. Viimeksi tosiaan kirjoittelin vuoden 2024 kesällä. Olenhan mä toki sen jälkeenkin kirjoitellut sellasia lyhyempiä kuulumisia noiden biisipostausten yhteytee...

  Song of the day;; → Marlin's Dreaming - I'll Be Round Oh, damn Cooking eggs in the morning sun Could I grab a table for two? No pepper on mine, please And it's far too soon Your beautiful golden hair The sight I'll always miss, oh 'Cos I'll be round if you wanna come 'Cos I'll be round if you wanna come Over to my place 'Cos I'll be round if you wanna come 'Cos I'll be round if you wanna come Over to my place 'Cos I'll be round if you wanna come 'Cos I'll be round if you wanna come Over to my place Cooking eggs for only one Could I grab a table for you? Well, its far too soon And your listening eyes Staring back at me Do you know what you're about to do? 'Cos I'll be round if you wanna come 'Cos I'll be round if you wanna come Over to my place 'Cos I'll be round if you wanna come 'Cos I'll be round if you wanna come Over to my place 'Cos I'll be round if you wanna come 'Cos...

  Song of the day;; → Dons - Hollow Don't look now Woah, you'll see me crying rivers, I might drown Don't know how Woah-oh, will I ever find my own way out? I don't wanna lose me so cruelly I'm driftin' in and out of who I am So help me understand It's killin' me slow Try to make me just another believer Everybody just pretending they're preachers, preachers It's killin' me slow Yeah, I'd rather let them dig my grave shallow Instead of sellin' out to something so hollow, hollow Not afraid Woah, to tell you all my sins I can't escape I won't change Woah, it's like a bad disease that I can't shake I don't wanna lose me so cruelly I'm driftin' in and out of who I am So help me understand It's killin' me slow Try to make me just another believer Everybody just pretending they're preachers, preachers It's killin' me slow Yeah, I'd rather let them dig my grave shallow Instead of sellin...

  Song of the day;; → dandelion hands - How To Never Stop Being Sad Repeat to yourself that they're not really gone Time has proven that fooling yourself into believing a lie is the most effective way to deal with things you have no control over Keep listening to the mixtapes they made you Overanalyze every single word you hear Was this a sign that things were going wrong? No, no, you were the one who cared too hard, not them Stay up every single night staring at your phone Either attempting to gather up the courage to turn these demons These constant reminders of your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream Or praying just for one second you could feel the warmth of equally returned love Go out for coffee four times a week by yourself Always bring your notebook, never stop writing Leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip Watch them smile as you get in your car Talk down on yourself whenever possible My life is shit because I deserve it, right? You must have...

  Song of the day;; → Junius - The Time of Perfect Virtue We are followers of the law of one, unite Waiting for the days of the fallen sun to return the fire We'll accept our fate when the glory comes to wipe us out You will see the fear in both you, and me We will flee into the darkest corners to dissolve We will repeat, we will repeat, we will We will repeat, we will, we will repeat It's time for a rebirth in fire; the end is near We are the great divide in the form of a heart, and the first mistake Don't deny the light that was formed in the fire; keep your eyes open There is nothing we can do God is in everything, breathing in you, breathing in me I'm waiting for everyone else to see what we are You will see the fear inside both you, and me; embrace defeat Then we will fall to our knees and scream We will repeat, we will repeat, we will We will repeat, we will, we will repeat -- Tämä päivä menikin sitten nukkuessa. Miksi? En tiedä, ehkä tarvitsin lepoa ihan kunnolla...

  Song of the day;; → Ólafur Arnalds - Ljósið -- Porukat lähti tänään aamupäivällä, jonka jälkeen otin päikkärit ja sitten oon vaan pelaillut. Eilen ne kävi pyöräilemässä ja me vietettiin Runtin kanssa aikaa kahdestaan. Se ei yleensä oo mikään sylikoira, mut nyt se eilen aamulla oli aika pitkään mun sylissä, eli sillä oli ihan selvästi ollut mua ikävä (tunne on erittäin molemminpuolinen). En muuten muistanut sanoa, mutta perjantaina oli tosi kiva terapia. Juteltiin kerrankin asioista, jotka ei ole niin raskaita. Juttu lähti rönsyilemään siitä, kun ensin tuli puheeksi tyyli (terapeutti kehui mun tyyliä, se on kuulemma kivan omaperäinen) ja siitä edettiin sitten vähän kaikkeen muuhun, kuten siihen, miten koen oman sukupuoleni, seksuaalisuuteni ynnä muita tämmösiä juttuja. Huomenna on ns. vapaapäivä, mietin että pitäisköhän ottaa härkää sarvista kiinni ja ruveta tuota vaatehuonetta järjestelemään, kun se on lähinnä yks saatanan kasa.

  Song of the day;; → COIN - Holy Ghost I've been this soft and simple You've barely seen my waves I've been making circles Nearly all my days It's all in magazines It's in the wet concrete Somehow, I saw it coming But now, I'm caught between And I was always running from you Hiding what you held as the truth But I'm not your holy ghost When your wrists are bound It's a deadly sin to give a man that crown You can't say all hope is lost When it was never found Let it settle in, then settle down It's not some message hidden Less of a daring fate A broken stained-glass window Our eyes still bleed the same It's all in magazines It's in the 'word' concrete Somehow, I saw it coming But now, I'm caught between And I was always running from you I was always running from you But I'm not your holy ghost When your wrists are bound It's a deadly sin to give a man that crown You can't say all hope is lost When it was never foun...

  Song of the day;; → Silvester Belt - Luktelk Diena viena ir vėl kita Tarytum čia data sustojo Einu tai ten, einu tai šen Ir kai sutems, ir vėl iš naujo Rytoj, rytoj, rytoj Pažadu mylėt tave rytoj Laboj, laboj, laboj Surasi tu mane nakty laboj Ar aš vis dar gyvas? Ar tebepažįsti mane? Saulė nepakyla Pasakyk, ar liksi šalia? Luktelk, luktelk Dar vieną minutę, luktelk Luktelk, luktelk Dar vieną minutę, luktelk Naktis viena, naktis kita Kaip visada, aš vėl iš naujo Rytoj, rytoj, rytoj Pažadu mylėt tave rytoj Ar aš vis dar gyvas? Ar tebepažįsti mane? Saulė nepakyla Pasakyk, ar liksi šalia? Luktelk, luktelk Dar vieną minutę, luktelk Luktelk, luktelk Dar vieną minutę, luktelk Stovime tyloje grojančio radijo Nebenoriu šokt, nebenoriu šokt Stovime tyloje grojančio radijo Nebenoriu šokt, bet man reikia šokt Ar aš vis dar gyvas? Ar tebepažįsti mane? Saulė nepakyla Pasakyk, ar liksi šalia? Luktelk, luktelk Dar vieną minutę, luktelk Luktelk, luktelk Dar vieną minutę, luktelk -- Tällä biisillä...

  Song of the day;; → Thornhill - Where We Go When We Die Can you believe that our time ends now? Just face the fact we all live 'til we drown You see they made it all for show Everything you see, everywhere you go (Paradise?) Hybrid lungs in an opaque light Green offset bleeding out the night We lie still in the way of time Lacing wings in this paradigm If I die would you make it work? What about me isn't enough to you? Do you dream when I'm asleep? Take a look at yourself as you drink hypocrisy Land of the free I don't want to leave again Land of the free? World of the dead Dead If I burn, would you let me die? I just want to know what it feels like I can't dream, if I can't sleep Take a look at yourself and tell me what you see My mind locked up in this shell's decay Stalker watching the prey today I'll stay feeling in hell to say I have something I need to say You speak of a world I knew before we lost the air We all know the lie - you let it die You...