LOVE AND LOSS.

  Song of the day;; → Billy Joel - We Didn't Start the Fire Harry Truman, Doris Day Red China, Johnnie Ray South Pacific Walter Winchell, Joe DiMaggio Joe McCarthy, Richard Nixon Studebaker, television North Korea, South Korea Marilyn Monroe Rosenbergs, H-Bomb Sugar Ray, Panmunjom Brando, The King and I And The Catcher in the Rye Eisenhower, vaccine England's got a new queen Marciano, Liberace Santayana goodbye We didn't start the fire It was always burning Since the world's been turning We didn't start the fire No, we didn't light it But we tried to fight it Joseph Stalin, Malenkov Nasser and Prokofiev Rockefeller, Campanella Communist Bloc Roy Cohn, Juan Peron Toscanini, Dacron Dien Bien Phu Falls, "Rock Around the Clock" Einstein, James Dean Brooklyn's got a winning team Davy Crockett, Peter Pan Elvis Presley, Disneyland Bardot, Budapest, Alabama, Khrushchev Princess Grace, Peyton Place Trouble in the Suez We didn't start the fire It was alw...

  Song of the day;; → The Neighbourhood - R.I.P. 2 My Youth R.I.P. to my youth And you could call this the funeral I'm just telling the truth And you can play this at my funeral Wrap me up in Chanel inside my coffin Might go to Hell and there ain't no stopping Might be a sinner and I might be a saint I'd like to be proud but somehow I'm ashamed Sweet little baby in a world full of pain I gotta be honest, I don't know if I could take it Everybody's talkin' but what's anybody saying? Mama said if I really want it, then I can change it, yeah R.I.P. to my youth If you really listen, then this is to you Mama, there is only so much I can do Tough for you to witness but it was for me too I'm using white lighters to see what's in front of me (In front of me) R.I.P. to my youth And you could call this the funeral I'm just telling the truth, yeah You can play this at my funeral Tell my sister don't cry and don't be sad I'm in paradise with ...

  Song of the day;; → The Devil Wears Prada - Salt I can never process what I'm feeling in my bones Like a sickness that I can't diagnose Some days I think I'm afraid of my shadow I show up to fight at all the wrong battles And I don't think my mind will be right 'til I Pour the salt into the wound Let the rain wash over you If everything I said was true Then why am I paralyzed? Watch the grass blow in the wind for the hell of it And sometimes I get so caught up that I forget (How could I forget?) That all of our words only mean what's behind them You can't throw gasoline on a fire And say you tried to put it out Pour the salt into the wound Let the rain wash over you If everything I said was true Then why am I Hiding from the blinding lights? I never had an alibi If everything I said was true Then why am I, why am I still paralyzed? (Why am I still paralyzed?) Step back as the ashes rise Embers up toward the sky With all the things that I can't find Pou...

  Song of the day;; → Eedl - Parabola

  Song of the day;; → Scandroid - Rendezvous - VHS Dreams Remix (Rendezvous) I'm flowing with an electricity The night is filled with thoughts of you As we move closer to each other eagerly You know I cannot wait to rendezvous Its you and me Meeting in secrecy As we confide Forget the world outside Anticipating that moment in time I'm flowing with an electricity The night is filled with thoughts of you As we move closer to each other eagerly You know I cannot wait to rendezvous (Rendezvous) (Rendezvous) It's me and you Planning our rendezvous As we aspire Consumed by our desire Anticipating that moment in time I'm flowing with an electricity The night is filled with thoughts of you As we move closer to each other eagerly You know I cannot wait to rendezvous (Rendezvous) (Rendezvous) (Rendezvous) (Rendezvous) Its you and me Meeting in secrecy As we confide Forget the world outside Anticipating that moment in time Anticipating that moment in time I'm flowing with an e...

  Song of the day;; → PARG - SURVIVOR Survivor I got my bad shades on (Oh) Jet black, I'm in my zone (Ah) I'm sick of the news, I'm sick of the views I'm sick of the lies they've told (Yes) Come on and shine the light (Okay) Come on and shine on me (Woah) Guess you can see, I don't believe Anythin' they told me Lettin' me down, liftin' me up Keepin' me slow, I don't give up It's tearin' me apart, I'm alive Try to look up, atop of a rock Climbin' these heights, man, I can't stop at all I'm standin' tall I'm a survivor, stay-aliver Do or die, in my prime, I'm a fighter I'm a survivor, won't be tied up Break from the pain, take your place, I'll remind ya I'm a survivor (Ra, ra-ra-ra, ra-ra-ra, survivor) (Ra, ra-ra-ra, ra-ra-ra-ra, survivor) (Ra, ra-ra-ra, ra-ra-ra, survivor) Break from the pain, take your place, I'll remind ya Kickin' me, breakin' me, but I won't stop Pushin...

  Song of the day;; → Henry Smith - Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer - Piano Version -- Hyvää joulua kaikille! Toivottavasti teillä on ollut kiva päivä. Mulla ainakin oli. Herättiin aikaisin kattomaan Joulupukin kuumaa linjaa, täti ja serkku sekä tädin koira kävi kylässä (Runtti pääsi nahuamaan sen kanssa), enokin piipahti pikasesti, käytiin isän kanssa ukin ja mummon luona (näin mun yhtä pikkuserkkua ensimmäisen kerran varmaan 10 vuoteen), käytiin haudoilla, syötiin, avattiin lahjoja ja nyt katotaan Raskasta joulua. Runtti oli innoissaan lahjoistaan, se sai monia erilaisia namuskeja. Mä sain muutaman lahjakortin, rahaa, suklaata, pussilakanasetin sekä kasvonaamioita. Kaiken kaikkiaan tosi ihana päivä.

  Song of the day;; → Disco Inc. - No Ragrets She picked me up, said we need to talk I sat in silence, wanting to open the car door, get out and just walk home Where I feel safe Where I feel right The only place I fall asleep at night But where's my home if I don't have you? So you left me in an empty room With a broken mind Only way I'd feel better was by getting high But soon that grew old, increased the pain I knew I would never ever think the same About myself, how I hate myself How I wished I could be anyone fucking else But I'm still me Why am I me Why am I me Tell me where I fucked up Running out of my luck I don't wanna be touched If it isn't your touch I'm alone and afraid I'm still singing your name You're just playing your game While I'm going insane Tell me where I fucked up Running out of my luck I don't wanna be touched If it isn't your touch I'm alone and afraid I'm still singing your name You're just playing yo...

  Song of the day;; → coldrain - Before I Go They say the good die young but I've already grown Still just a boy at heart in search of the unknown I'm still holding on, holding on for good Some days it feels like it's a test how far we bend These days I tell myself it's not over till it ends I'm still holding on, holding on for good I may fail, I may fall, I may drift away like smoke But you'll see my burning flames before I go I will break every wall until I'm six feet under stone You'll be calling out my name before I go Oh-oh, oh-oh, before I go I know a memory will be all that is left Left of these places facеs oh I can't forget I'll be holding on, holding on for good I may fail, I may fall, I may drift away like smokе But you'll see my burning flames before I go I will break every wall until I'm six feet under stone You'll be calling out my name before I go Oh-oh, oh-oh, before I go We win, we lose, give in, refuse We wait our tu...

  Song of the day;; → Infinite Scale - Slow Down -- Jouluvalmistelut alkaa olla pikkuhiljaa pulkassa. Joululahjat on ostettu (tai no, me käydään huomenna siskon kanssa ostamassa porukoitten lahjat) ja huomenna leivotaan mauste- ja taatelikakut. Tiistaina syödään puuroa ja äiti tekee porkkanalaatikon. Runtin lahjat pitää vielä paketoida.

  Song of the day;; → Foals - Mountain at My Gates I see a mountain at my gates I see it more and more each day What I give, it takes away Whether I go or when I stay I see a mountain at my gates I see it more and more each day I see a fire out by the lake I'll drive my car without the brakes I see a mountain in my way It's looming larger by the day I see a darkness in my fate I'll drive my car without the brakes Oh, gimme some time Show me the foothold from which I can climb Yeah, when I feel low You show me a signpost for where I should go I see a mountain at my gates I see it more and more each day And my desire wears a dark dress Ah, each day I see you less Oh, gimme some time Show me the foothold from which I can climb Yeah, when I feel low You show me a signpost for where I should go Through lanes and stone rows Black granite, wind blows Fire lake and far flame Go now but come again Dark clouds gather 'round Will I run or stand my ground? Oh, when I come to climb ...

  Song of the day;; → Ziferblat - Bird of Pray Зайде-зайдеш і до мене Моя пташка Крилами пісня злітає важка Серденько, серце кохане Не турбуйся Доля довірила світ останнім із нас Я світла шукаю Гори зверну And I call you Fly Bird I'm begging you Begging you, please, just live Share My heart with someone who Cares Of me and my little bird of pray Вертай-вертайся додому Рідна стежка Спів перелітних пташок народить весну Fly Bird I'm begging you Begging you just care Of me and my little bird Fly like a bird Where do you go I'm begging you, please just live Share My heart with someone who Flies Bird I'm begging you Begging you please, just live Share My heart with someone who cares Of me and my little bird Of pray -- Ukraina, joka oli 9. tällä nätillä biisillä, ei tänä vuonna muodostunut mun suosikiksi ennen kuin vasta jonkin aikaa finaalin jälkeen.

  Song of the day;; → The Mowgli's - I'm Good I’m good, I’m good, I’m good, I’m good Living life just like I should Wouldn’t change it if I could I’m good, I’m good, I’m good Trying to figure out who I am Or who I’m supposed to be Feel good about where I stand So I can make the most of me, I’m Coming back down from space A million miles away There’s a lot of love in this place (Oh) And I’m just trying to say I’m good, I’m good, I’m good, I’m good Living life just like I should Wouldn’t change it if I could I’m good, I’m good, I’m good I’m good, I’m good, I’m good, I’m good Living life just like I should Wouldn’t change it if I could I’m good, I’m good, I’m good It’s been a long time living this way Worrying what people say Feeling like I won’t fit in But I won’t give up, no I won’t give in We’re looking for something more What you’re really looking for It’s been with you since you were born Since you were born I’m good, I’m good, I’m good, I’m good Living life just like I shou...

  Song of the day;; → Blind Channel - Don't Fix Me (Let me bleed out Leave me open Maybe) I'm a shipwreck Lying in the bottom of the ocean I can't handle my emotions I'ma chase those fuckers anyway Lipstick All she left and now I'm antisocial I'ma gamble my devotion For these cheap thrills any day I don't want your medication, no I don't need your education Jetset life is only gonna drive me crazy I won't change it On my deathbed you're only gonna hear me say Don't fix me Let me bleed out Leave me open (open, open) No, don't fix me Maybe I was born to be broken I'm dead inside (I'm dead inside) And it's alright (And it's alright) So don't fix me (Don't fix me) Don't fix me People wanna healthy diet In a peaceful climate and a house to hide in Last night I lost my driver's license To a girl who said she was Miley Cyrus Oh damn, I'm on autopilot I'm a broken hearted starving artist Going through a cri...

  Song of the day;; → Deru - 1979

  Song of the day;; → The Rakes - 1989 Spent the night in Friedrichshain Where the bars were full it was summertime Punks were hangin' out in the park While someone practiced electric guitar We drank some homemade wine Now my heads not straight So I lean for a minute on a cemetery gate Half expecting to catch a sight Of the dead Russian soldiers marching into the night La la la la la la La la la la la, la la la, la la la Feel the sea like the blood is shed As the dawn rubs up against our aching head Girls light up pull their hoods up tight Stuck the money in your bra that you made last night Well, I spent all night in Friedrichshain Bars were full there was no closing time Punks comparing tattoos and their scars Now everyone's waiting for the band to start La la la la la la La la la la la, la la la, la la la (It's alright if it all goes wrong in this cold lone city no one knows where you're from) Oh, the camera pulls away to show a hidden alleyway Of broken bags and dre...

  Song of the day;; → Abor & Tynna - Baller Ich baller' Löcher in die Nacht Sterne fall'n und knall'n auf mein Dach Es tut noch bisschen weh, wenn ich dich wiederseh' Aber ich komm' nie wieder, egal was du mir sagst Ich baller' Löcher in die Nacht Sterne fall'n und knall'n auf mein Dach Es tut noch bisschen weh, wenn ich dich wiederseh' Aber ich komm' nie wieder, egal was du mir sagst Kreidesilhouetten auf dem Trottoir Zwischen uns ein Tatort wie bеi CSI Hast „Baby, tut mir leid“ gesagt zum erstеn Mal Hätt wissen soll'n, dass das das Ende von uns war Du setzt 'n Punkt nach dem Satz, als hättst du mich nie gekannt Also wechsel' ich Parfums und kauf' mir neues Gewand Ich krieg' wieder diesen Drang, ich will den Weltuntergang Ha, ich glaub', das war's, I shoot for the stars Ich baller' Löcher in die Nacht Sterne fall'n und knall'n auf mein Dach Es tut noch bisschen weh, wenn ich dich wiederseh' Aber ic...

  Song of the day;; → Simple Plan - Welcome to My Life Do you ever feel like breakin' down? Do you ever feel out of place Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you? Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears your screamin'? No, you don't know what it's like When nothin' feels alright You don't know what it's like To be like me To be hurt, to feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breakin' down And no one's there to save you No, you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feelin' so left out? Are you desperate to find somethin' more Before your life is over? Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you...

  Song of the day;; → Hollywood Undead - City of the Dead Welcome to the City of the Dead (of the dead) Where we all wear crowns upon our heads Welcome to the City of the Dead (of the dead) Where the lost are found, in peace we rest She said, there was a place Where every single person had the same face So she fled, and I stayed The life in her eyes seemed to fade away She sold all her bones for the money And I'm fucking stoned, ain't it lovely? So why is my soul so hungry for a broken heart? Welcome to the City of the Dead (of the dead) Where we all wear crowns upon our heads Welcome to the City of the Dead (of the dead) Where the lost are found, in peace we rest There goes the sun, I've come undone There goes the sun, I've come undone Two empty eyes, that old reflection of mine Pleading for a reason, I always leave them behind But I don't think I'm gonna make it out, no not this time This rope's a little tight, my feet are scraping the skyline Spitting up ...

  Song of the day;; → Julie Byrne & Steve Sobs - Spain

  Song of the day;; → Coasts - You Could Have Been the One Remember when we were young We were just kids with nowhere to run All those nights at your house It was 4 am when you kicked me out Our friends say we're perfect Two souls intertwined A match made in heaven Just at the wrong time The places we've been to The times that we shared Should have promised I'd always be there You could have been the one (Been the one, been the one) But now I see you with someone else (Someone else) I should have told you how (Told you how, told you how) I should have told you how I felt (How I felt) We used to dance out in the rain I never wanted anything to change So I read the letters that you wrote Over and over 'til the corners broke Our friends say we're perfect Two souls intertwined A match made in heaven Just at the wrong time The places we've been to The times that we shared Should have promised that I would be there You could have been the one (Been the one, been the o...

  Song of the day;; → Katarsis - Tavo akys Tuščios kalbos tik didina ugnį Dega namai, jie pradeda griūti Iš akių į didžiausią liūtį Visko pamatai, jau pradėjo pūti Tik saugot Ją Tavo akys mato skausmą Mano akims tik duoda jausmą Tavo akys mato skausmą Mano akims tik duoda jausmą Tavo akys mato skausmą Mano akims tik duoda jausmą Tavo akys mato skausmą Mano akims tik duoda jausmą Ah Tu nebijok Tavo sapnuose verkiu Tik tavo sapnuose verkiu Tu nebijok Tavo sapnuose verkiu Tik tavo sapnuose verkiu Tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo Tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo Tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo Tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo Tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo Tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo, tavo -- Liettuan tän vuoden viisu (joka muuten tuli sijalle 13.) on paitsi mun kaikkien aikojen suosikkiviisubiisi, mutta myös mun tän vuoden kuunnelluin biisi Spotifyssä. Todella mun makuun oleva biisi.

  Song of the day;; → The Neighbourhood - Sadderdaze Dirty fingernails, same as your mind But he could strum the guitar just fine Every now and then he'd think about his life Daydreamin' just to pass the time Now the sun is closer than it was before Anyone who's anyone can feel it Saturdays are not the same as they used to be Sadder days, why do they keep on using me? They keep on using me Even as a child everyone would say He was gonna be a star someday Finally he found a way to reach the sky But he didn't know what he'd find Now the sun is closer than it was before Anyone who's anyone can feel it, mmm Saturdays are not the same as they used to be Sadder days, why do they keep on using me? They keep on using me He's got a big head full of trash And he talks down every chance he gets He's a grown man with committable mistakes Saturdays are not the same as they used to be Sadder days, why do they keep on using me? Saturdays are not the same as they used t...

  Song of the day;; → Kardashev - Between Sea and Sky Still night, waiting Glassy waters Navigator Astrolabe, sailing by starlight Move the waters Set the moon Come now, wind Take me to the planet's edge Come now, wind Take me to the planet's edge Cloud sentinel, potential of action Taunting silver eye dead in the sky This sight of endlessness humbles me Internal, external All that I knew has since drowned in the waves (Waves) Creation, visualization Sinking down into the dark Crystalline filigree One thousand fathoms, a lifetime ago Move me forward Move me forward now Come now, wind Take me to the planet's edge Come now, wind Take me to the planet's edge -- Tultiin tänään tänne kotipaikkakunnalle. Ihan kiva olla täällä taas, en kuitenkaan tänä syksynä käynyt kertaakaan. Ja Runtti on niin ihana ja hauska ja hupsu ja söpö ja toope. Ai niin, ja hyvää itsenäisyyspäivää kaikille!

  Song of the day;; → Chad Lawson - She Just Seemed Different

  Song of the day;; → Parade of Lights - Tidal Waves Wide-eyed, powerless The daydreams don't represent The deep sea inside your head Our midnight rituals They teach us all how to float But I feel the undertow Those tidal waves (oh-oh-oh) Those tidal waves, everywhere I go I wake up all alone Desert island, out of the fold High tide, I swim alone Our midnight rituals They teach us all how to float But I feel the undertow Hey Those tidal waves (oh-oh-oh) Those tidal waves, everywhere I go Those tidal waves (oh-oh-oh) They wash away everything I know Maybe once they've gone away I could just be happy for a change I'm in here, under the waves, yeah Those tidal waves (oh-oh-oh) Those tidal waves, everywhere I go Those tidal waves (oh-oh-oh) They wash away everything I know (Oh-oh-oh) -- Tänään oli viimeinen ryhmäkerta. Tai no, periaatteessa tokavika, kun keväällä meillä on sitten semmoinen ns. seurantatapaaminen. Huomenna on vielä viimeinen fysioterapia ja sitten pääsen näkemää...

  Song of the day;; → Klavdia - Asteromata Αστέρι μου Αστέρι μου Γλυκιά μου μάνα μη μου κλαις Μαύρα κι αν σου φορούνε Το ξέθωρο το σώμα μου Φλόγες δε το νικούνε Τα χελιδόνια της φωτιάς Θάλασσες κι αν περνούνε Του ριζωμού τα χώματα Ποτέ δε λησμονούνε Αστερομάτα μου μικρή Γύρε να σε φιλήσω Στα άγια σου τα δάκρυα Τα χείλη μου να σβήσω Αστερομάτα μου μικρή Γύρε μου να σε πιάσω Τα ξεχασμένα μου φτερά Στερνά να ξαποστάσω Haa, haa, haa, ah Ah αστέρι μου, τζιβαέρι μου, ooh Γλυκιά μου μάνα μη μου κλαις Καράβι είν' η ζωή μου Που ψάχνει για το γυρισμό Αγέρα το πανί μου Αστερομάτα μου μικρή Γύρε μου να σε πιάσω Τα ξεχασμένα μου φτερά Στερνά να ξαποστάσω Haa, haa, haa, ah Ah αστέρι μου, τζιβαέρι μου, ooh (ooh) Haa, haa, haa Ah αστέρι μου, τζιβαέρι μου Αστέρι μου -- Kauniista äänistä tämän vuoden viisuissa puhuessa ei voida unohtaa Kreikkaa, joka oli finaalissa 6. tällä nätillä biisillä. Huomenna onkin sitten viiminen ryhmäkerta (meikäläiselle).

  Song of the day;; → New Politics - One of Us Everybody needs a place to call their home Everybody needs someone to call their own Even when you're lonely, know you're not alone You're one of us, one of us, one of us One of us (Oh) Is this your starring role Or just a cameo? (Who are you living for, living for, living, oh) When you can't take no more 'Cause when it rains, it pours (What are you living for, living for, living) I don't got much, but I got heart, and soul I found myself through all the highs, and lows (Oh) Will you drown in the pain Or go dance in the rain? (What are you living for, living for, living) Everybody needs a place to call their home Everybody's skin is different, not their bones Even when you're lonely, know you're not alone You're one of us, one of us, one of us One of us Bring the sunshine in The happy days The hardship, too We'll find a way So raise your flag One last time Before the day is through, I promise you...

  Song of the day;; → Walkways - Hell Born Shove - Impossible As soon as I gather my ruins As soon as I climb above Your chances are impossible You and your hell-born love When you had me in your arms You threw me off your cliff The shadows of your smile The unending extra mile The exact meaning of a while The long pause before I dial It's impossible for me to stand or understand you It's impossible for me to stand or understand you When you could've broken my fall You aimed me straight at the rocks The shadows of your smile The unending extra mile The exact meaning of a while The long pause before I dial It's impossible for me to stand or understand you It's impossible for me to stand or understand you As soon as I gather my ruins As soon as I climb above Your chances are impossible Against my hell-born shove As soon as I gather my ruins As soon as I climb above Your chances are impossible Against my hell-born Shove Now you stand under (Stand under, stand under, st...

  Song of the day;; → Max Richter - Dream Solo -- Huomenna on joulukuun eka päivä!!

  Song of the day;; → ONR - AMERICAN GODS (All our American Gods) All we know Sun beats down Down on America Down on American Gods Playing live on Letterman Life cuts hard Out in America So to all your American Gods There's no room for sentiment And letting it go Tell me all of my secrets Tell me all of my lies To sit ourselves among the best of all our American Gods All our American Gods, all our American Gods All we know as truth (Oh, in America) Empires fall When we move the unmovable But all my intelligent friends See a long term benefit In letting it go Tell me all of my secrets Tell me all of lies Show my life in a mirror Through the opposite side And we kill for that moment When we long to take flight And sit ourselves among the best of all our American Gods All our American Gods, all our American Gods All our American Gods, all our American Gods All our American Gods Tell me all of my secrets, tell me all of my lies Show my life in a mirror through the opposite side And we ...