TEARS FOR THE FALLEN.

  Song of the day;; → Bad Omens - Reprise (The Sound of the End) I wanna feel love, I wanna feel love again I guess you never really know yourself Because I've never been the kind to ask for help I'm begging for this, I'm begging for this Alleviation from all of the ugly shit Wake me up (wake me up) Wake me up (wake me up) There's a thousand voices in my head I just hope it doesn't take a rope around my neck To put them all to rest I wanna feel love, I wanna feel love again There's a thousand voices in my head I just hope it doesn't take a rope around my neck To put them all to rest I wanna feel love, I wanna feel love again Yeah, come on I feel the filth, yeah, the dirt on my skin Everyone can see it, and they know where I've been God as my witness, the Devil as my friend I swear that this is the sound of the end Now I'm swallowed by sin This is the sound of the end Now I'm swallowed by sin This is the sound of the Thousand voices in my head I j...

  Song of the day;; → Nils Frahm - Them -- Tänään oli kiva päivä. Kävin kirjastossa ja vein sen jälkeen itteni Rossoon syömään. Toki illalla me hävittiin jääkiekossa, mutta se oli Kanadaa vastaan, joten ymmärrän. Ehkä sitten huomenna pronssipelissä käy paremmin (en tiiä onko tullu ikänä mainittua, mut jääkiekko on ainoa urheilulaji, jota mä jaksan kattoa ja siitäkin vaan Suomen pelejä isoissa kisoissa). Näin viime yönä tosi kamalaa ja ahistavaa unta. Heräsin itkien ja sellanen todella vahva ahistuksen puristus rinnassa. Oli hankala hengittää. Ilmeisesti se hittas jotenkin extrakovaa, kun nukahdin sen jälkeen vielä ja seuraavassa unessa kerroin jollekulle tästä edellisestä unesta. En muista oikein muuta siitä kuin sen, että Runtti oli tosi vanha ja väsynyt ja mä sanoin sille että ''hei vauva, kohta saat levätä''. Kuvastaa kyllä erinomaisesti sitä valtavaa pelkoa Runtin menettämisestä mikä mulla on. Etenkin kun tiedän, että se tapahtuu ennemmin kuin myöhemmin. Mä olen jos...

  Song of the day;; → Matenrou Opera - Plastic Cell 足下の街を見下ろす　　あなたの身体が横たわり 真っ赤に流れ出した血がアスファルトを染めていく 地表を叩く雨の音が聞こえる 街行く傘が足を止めてあなたの顔を覗いた そんなに彼女の死で心躍りますか？ 街は流れ出す　　僕だけを残して もうここにあなたはいない 声にならない　　降り続ける雨　　白く吐いた息が浮かんでは消えていく 取り残された感情が今　　こんなにも　　こんなにも あなたを求め　　叫んでる いつの間にか雨は上がり　　灯りがともる 今　　会いに行くよ　　あなたはきっと笑ってくれる 暖かな空　　終わりは夕闇　　濡れた風に抱かれて私は消える この命はあなたと出会い　　色を知った　　意味を知った 目に映る空も光も 揺れて　　揺れて　　母の腕で私は眠る 揺れて　　揺れて　　流れ出す赤い血は 消えて　　消えて　　私からあなたを奪わないで 消えて 僕達のこの世界は -- Jatketaan tutulla ja turvallisella jrock-linjalla. Myöskään Matenrou Opera ei ihan niihin ykkössuosikkeihin mulla koskaan kuulunut, mutta esim. juuri tätä kyseistä biisiä oon kuunnellut aikoinaan paljonkin.

  Song of the day;; → SYML - Where's My Love Cold bones, yeah, that's my love She hides away, like a ghost Ooh, does she know that we bleed the same? Ooh, don't wanna cry but I break that way Cold sheets, oh, where's my love? I am searching high, I'm searching low in the night Ooh, does she know that we bleed the same? Ooh, don't wanna cry but I break that way Did she run away? Did she run away? I don't know If she ran away, if she ran away, come back home Just come home I got a fear, oh, in my blood She was carried up into the clouds high above Ooh, If you bled, I bleed the same Ooh, If you're scared, I'm on my way Did you run away? Did you run away? I don't need to know But if you ran away, if you ran away, come back home Just come home

  Song of the day;; → Metronomy - The Bay You may have the money, but you've got to go It's sensible, it's sensible And those endless seasons that go on and on Incredible But I'd sooner get out, remember where we went last year? You said everything about it moved on your career If you want to go, I'll take you back one day 'Cause this isn't Paris, and this isn't London And it's not Berlin, and it's not Hong Kong, not Tokyo If you want to go, I'll take you back one day It feels so good In the bay It feels so good In the bay You may have the body, but do you have the soul? Let's make this happen, let's make this happen And those endless beaches that go on and on It's magical But I'd sooner get out, remember where we went last year? You said everything about it moved on your career And you said, (If you) If you (Want to go) want to go (I'll take you back one day) 'Cause this isn't Paris, and this isn't London And ...

  Song of the day;; → Bad Omens - Come Undone Mine, immaculate dream made breath and skin I've been waiting for you Signed with a home tattoo, happy birthday to you Was created for you Can't ever keep from falling apart at the seams Can I believe you're taking my heart to pieces? Oh, it'll take a little time, might take a little crime To come undone now We'll try to stay blind To the hope and fear outside Hey, child, stay wilder than the wind And blow me in to cry Who do you need? Who do you love When you come undone? Who do you need? Who do you love When you come undone? Words playing me déjà vu Like a radio tune I swear I've heard before Chill, is it something real? Or the magic I'm feeding off your fingers? Can't ever keep from falling apart at the seams Can I believe you're taking my heart to pieces? Lost in a snow-filled sky We'll make it alright to come undone now We'll try to stay blind To the hope and fear outside Hey, child, stay wil...

  Song of the day;; → Tommy Berre & Denis Turbide - Iles de la Madeleine

  Song of the day;; → MarcoMarche - Puisi Pagi Hujan turun lagi Semesta bersuka dan menari Bintang jatuh lagi Kabulkan puisinya sendiri Bila tiada waktu tuk kembali Rintik hujan pagi Mengisi relung-relung di jiwa Semerbak penuhi Rahasia yang takkan terucap Bila tiada waktu tuk kembali Tibakan dirimu dalam mimpi Semesta berpaling Menarikan kesunyian abadi Satu yang semua Mendamaikan jiwa manusia Bila tiada waktu tuk kembali Tibakan dirimu dalam mimpi Ungkapkan rahasia nan abadi -- Hyvää ystävänpäivää kaikille!

  Song of the day;; → Kagrra, - Utakata 願いは貴方に降り注ぐそっと悲しみを越えて いつか再び出会えると泣いていた貴方の横顔想うよ ゆるる時は流れて遥か昔の事を憶うよ あの日に観た星は何より輝いて永遠を確かに感じて 願いは貴方に降り注ぐそっと悲しみを越えて いつか再び出会えると泣いていた貴方の横顔想うよ 抱かれて儚く散った憶いは鮮やかに咲き誇る鼻のよう 過ぎ行く季節を幾度巡ればこの声は貴方に聞こえるだろう 出会いそして別れを幾ら繰り返しても流れる 涙に何時の日か溺れてしまう程胸の中貴方で溢れて 願いは貴方に降り注ぐ巡る運命の果てに いつか再び出会えると信じてるこの念いをいま唄ってる 抱かれて儚く散った憶は鮮やかに咲き誇る鼻のよう 過ぎ行く季節を幾度巡ればこの声は貴方に聞こえるの たとえばこの背に羽があるなら旅立った貴方を追いかけて 途切れた記憶の糸を繋げてもう一度貴方を抱きしめたくて 願いは貴方に降り注ぐそっと悲しみを越えて -- Kagrra, ei koskaan kuulunut mun kuunnelluimpiin jrock-bändeihin, mutta tästä biisistä oon aina tykännyt tosi paljon. Kevyet mullat Isshille. Nyt komeilee uusi tatuointi rintakehässä ja ai että kun se on upea. Rakastan. Olin henkisesti valmistautunut siihen, että nyt nään helvetin portit, mutta loppupeleissä kipua oli paljon vähemmän kun noissa käsivarsien kuvissa. Jännä juttu.

  Song of the day;; → Bring Me the Horizon - Sleepwalking My secrets are burning a hole through my heart And my bones catch a fever When it cuts you up this deep It's hard to find a way to breathe Your eyes are swallowing me Mirrors start to whisper, shadows start to sing My skin's smothering me Help me find a way to breathe Time stood still the way it did before It's like I'm sleepwalking Fell into another hole again It's like I'm sleepwalking I'm at the edge of the world Where do I go from here, do I disappear? Edge of the world Should I sink or swim or simply disappear? Your eyes are swallowing me Mirrors start to whisper, shadows start to sing My skin's smothering me Help me find a way to breathe, sing it Time stood still the way it did before It's like I'm sleepwalking Fell into another hole again It's like I'm sleepwalking Wake up Take my hand and give me a reason to start again Wake up Pull me out and give me a reason to start agai...

  Song of the day;; → Bad Omens - Nowhere to Go Why's this always gotta happen to me? I should have known I never fail to never learn from mistakes, still throwing stones Blood-signed, we made a pact Yours dried out, you took it back And you know you are a paradox and you contradict The road you walk, everything that you ever did Cutting into my code Erasing everything I know Hear me out I'm sorry, but I'm a little less than sold I've been around Heard all the stories you said you never told You're used to speaking in tongues To feel like you're in control Now you've got nowhere to run Now you'vе got nowhere to go I feel my focus fadin' away, I had high hopes Running from thе man that I used to be, but I'm too slow Blood-signed, we made a pact Yours dried out, you took it back Hear me out I'm sorry, but I'm a little less than sold I've been around Heard all the stories you said you never told You're used to speaking in tongues To ...

  Song of the day;; → Ólafur Arnalds - 1440 (Remastered 10th Anniversary Edition)

  Song of the day;; → Axel Flóvent - Your Ghost You’ve been looking for a house to hide your mind in The earth keeps spinning your ideas out You’ve been full with thoughts for way to long now I wish I could help you somehow When things go falling off the ground Your ghost will find what you have found And while lying in the sand Your thoughts will run straight through the ground It makes you wonder if Your thoughts are trying to accomplish so much more But with always overthinking everything traps you inside The stars shine now more than ever And the beauty in the night strikes your mind I’ll try holding onto your thoughts closely But nothing holds bitterness When things go falling off the ground Your ghost will find what you have found And while lying in the sand Your thoughts will run straight through the ground It makes you wonder if Your thoughts are trying to accomplish so much more But with always overthinking everything traps you inside

  Song of the day;; → ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION - Haruka Kanata 踏み込むぜアクセル 駆け引きは無いさ、そうだよ 夜をぬける ねじ込むさ最後に 差し引きゼロさ、そうだよ 日々を削る 心をそっと開いて ギュっと引き寄せたら 届くよきっと伝うよもっと さあ 生き急いで搾り取って 縺れる足だけど前より ずっとそう、遠くへ 奪い取って掴んだって 君じゃないなら 意味は無いのさ だから もっと もっと もっと 遥か彼方 踏み込むぜアクセル 駆け引きは無いさ、そうだよ 夜をぬける ねじ込むさ最後に 差し引きゼロさ、そうだよ 日々を削る 心をそっと開いて ギュっと引き寄せたら 届くよきっと 伝うよもっと さあ 生き急いで搾り取って 縺れる足だけど前より ずっとそう、遠くへ 奪い取って掴んだって 君じゃないなら 意味は無いのさ だから、嗚呼、遥か彼方 偽る事に慣れた君の世界を 塗り潰すのさ、白く 白く -- Tämä biisi oli Naruton alkupään jaksoissa outrona (vai mikskä sitä nyt kutsutaankaan) jossain vaiheessa, joten luonnollisesti tämmösenä Naruto-enjoyerina tämä on jäänyt hyvin mieleen. Viikko enää uuteen tatuointiin!!

  Song of the day;; → Day Wave - Drag You say I'm always getting mad I'm always such a drag But I'm not like that And I know that I'm too hard to find That I don't make time And I'm just like that Hold me back I don't wanna be a drag It'll just make you mad Turn me around I don't wanna make a sound And I know that I still hang around And I bring you down And I'm just like that You say that I'm too hard to find And I don't make time And I'm just like that Hold me back I don't wanna be a drag It'll just make you mad Turn me around I don't wanna make a sound I know it's hard I know it's hard being around me I know it's hard I know it's hard being around me Hold me back I don't wanna be a drag It'll just make you mad Turn me around I don't wanna make a sound Hold me back I don't wanna be a drag It'll just make you mad Turn me around I don't wanna make a sound

  Song of the day;; → Bad Omens - Kingdom of Cards Gave it all to burn forever underneath the rain Drowning in the present of a past that I couldn't change Writing songs instead of letters because I'm too afraid Afraid of coming back to find that everything is the same Everything is the same I made my way through hell again, I paid for my mistakes Next time, I think I'll stay awhile and pour myself a drink When I return, I'll look for you, so listen for your name If you can make it out above the roaring of the flames If it's the mask you want, then it's the mask that you will get But when I take it off, remember that you asked for this I tore myself apart to give you all that I could give Don't think that I will let it go, don't think that I'll forget I thought I wanted legacy, I thought I wanted fame I didn't know I'd lose all my loved ones in exchange Left 'em all behind and yeah, for that, I am ashamed But that's the price I'm ...

  Song of the day;; → Ranges - The Greater Lights -- Huomenna on kiva päivä (ei), koska heti aamusta on silmänpohjakuvaus kello 7:51. En ymmärrä, miksi helvetissä nuo ajat on aina nuin perkeleen tarkkoja... Sitten iltapäivällä on terapia, joka kylläkin vaihtui etätapaamiseksi terapeutista johtuvista syistä. Se on kyllä sinänsä ihan jees tähän kohtaan, ettei tarvi sitten lähtä enää kylille hillumaan, kun pitää vielä kaupassakin käydä ja pakko saaja ees osa nuista tiskeistä hoidettua poissa ennekö ne kasvattaa jalat ja kävelee muualle. Varasin muuten vihdoin ja viimein tatuointiajan, meni tuonne n. parin viikon päähän. Kyseessä on mun 9. tatuointi ja tällä kertaa paikkana rintakehä, mikä toki vähän jänskättää koska se varmaan sattuu ihan saatanasti, mutta eipä sillä väliä, haluan ehottomasti juuri tuon idean juuri tuohon kohtaan. Ai niin, ja hyvää helmikuuta kaikille!