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Song of the day;; → Foster The People - Pumped Up Kicks Robert's got a quick hand He'll look around the room, he won't tell you his plan He's got a rolled cigarette hanging out his mouth He's a cowboy kid Yeah, he found a six-shooter gun In his dad's closet, in the box of fun things I don't even know what But he's coming for you, yeah, he's coming for you All the other kids with the pumped up kicks You better run, better run, outrun my gun All the other kids with the pumped up kicks You better run, better run, faster than my bullet All the other kids with the pumped up kicks You better run, better run, outrun my gun All the other kids with the pumped up kicks You better run, better run, faster than my bullet Daddy works a long day He'd be coming home late, yeah, he's coming home late And he's bringing me a surprise 'Cause dinner's in the kitchen and it's packed in ice ...

Kun mä heräsin tänä aamuna ja silmät puoliksi auki katoin puhelimen liian kirkasta näyttöä, kertoi se mulle että tänään on joulukuun viimeinen päivä. Tän koko vuoden viimeinen päivä. Se on aina vähän kummallinen ajatus, koska vuodet tuntuu nykyään menevän tosi nopiasti ja no, onhan se nyt aina vähän omituista. Vuosi vaan loppuu ja uusi alkaa. Ihmiset tekee lupauksia seuraavalle vuodelle, kuka lupailee parantavasa elämäntapojaan, kuka vannoo matkustavansa maailman ympäri. Mä taas en ole koskaan nähnyt mitään pointtia tällaisissa lupauksissa, vaan mä olen ennemminkin asettanut itselleni tavoitteita. En osaa sanoa miten hyvin onnistuin saavuttaan viime vuonna asettamani tavoitteet, mutta vaikka en olisikaan, niin onhan tässä koko helvetin loppuelämä aikaa. Tää vuosi ei oo oikeestaan ollut sen erikoisempi kuin mikään muukaan. Täytin kesällä 17, syksyllä alkoi lukion toka vuosi, lopetin käynnit psykiatrin/psykologin luona... Sain ehkä uusia kavereita, sydänkin särkyi taas kaiken hä...

Song of the day;; → Jason Walker - Echo Hello, hello Anybody out there?  'Cause I don't hear a sound Alone, alone I don't really know where the world is but I miss it now I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name Like a fool at the top of my lungs Sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright But it's never enough 'Cause my echo, echo Is the only voice coming back Shadow, shadow Is the only friend that I have Listen, listen I would take a whisper if that's all you had to give But it isn't, is it? You could come and save me and try to chase the crazy right out of my head I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name Like a fool at the top of my lungs Sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright But it's never enough 'Cause my echo, echo Is the only voice coming back Shadow, shadow Is the only friend that I have I don't wanna be an island...

Song of the day;; → Wild Beasts - Daughters I'm taping up the windows and the doors I'm nailing all my pretty things to the floor Eyes like fire A tempest in the water Eyes like mine A temper like your mother's Daughter, please It's me Tell me what you've seen Daughter, please Spare me Old men's voices screaming And soon we'll see What you really mean All the pretty children sharpening their blades Where my daughter passes only ruins remain She's walking through the cracks in the walls She's walking across the chicken bones on the floor Just a little girl And jesus was a woman Just a little girl And lot who knew his daughters Daughter, please It's me Tell me what you've seen Daughter, please Spare me Old men's voices screaming And soon we'll sleep In pieces on the street All the pretty children sharpening their blades Where my daughter passes only ruins r...

Song of the day;; → Anberlin - Enjoy The Silence Words like violence, break the silence Come crashing in, into my little world Painful to me, pierce right through me Can't you understand, oh my little girl? All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm Vows are spoken to be broken Feelings are intense, words are trivial Pleasures remain, so does the pain Words are meaningless and forgettable All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm

Song of the day;; → Arctic Monkeys - Riot Van Up rolls a riot van And sparks excitement in the boys But the policemen look annoyed Perhaps these are the ones they should avoid Got a chase last night from men with trucheons dressed in hats We didn't do that much wrong, still ran away though for the laugh, just for the laugh And please, just stop talking 'Cause they won't find us if you do Oh, those silly boys in blue Well, they won't catch me and you Have you been drinking, son? You don't look old enough to me I'm sorry, officer, is there a certain age you're supposed to be? 'Cause nobody told me And up rolls the riot van And these lads just wind the coppers up They ask why they don't catch proper crooks They get their address and their names took But they couldn't care less Thrown in the riot van And all the coppers kicked him in And there was no way he could win Just had to take it on th...

Song of the day;; → The Black Keys - Fever Fever, where'd you run to? Fever, where'd you run to? Acting right is so routine Fever, let me live a dream Fever, I'm a slave to No one misbehaved too Fever, they're misunderstood Wouldn't leave you if I could Fever Fever 'cause I'm breaking Fever got me aching Fever, why won't you explain? Break it down again Fever got me guilty Just go ahead and kill me Fever, why won't you explain? Break it down again Fever, can you hear me? Fever, can you hear me? You shook me like I've never been Now show me how to live again Used to be a blessing But fever's got me stressing Realise I am to blame But fever let me play the game Fever Fever 'cause I'm breaking Fever got me aching Fever, why won't you explain? Break it down again Fever got me guilty Just go ahead and kill me Fever, why won't you explain? Break...

Song of the day;; → Snow Patrol - The Garden Rules There's the river, there's your house and there's the church And there's us years ago Deep in your garden where the nettle met the rose Is where we'd hide ourselves Yes, we were just kids But you couldn't tell us that These are the garden rules That's what you always said Oh, you'll never know how much I love you so Oh, you will never know how much I love you You would call the garden rules out like commands And we would all obey But you'd stifle giddy laughter as you spoke And puncture the pretend Then we would chase our tails Until the sun forgot to shine And our parents called our names 'Til just you and I were left Oh, you'll never know how much I love you so Oh, you will never know how much I love you From your house we walk the river To the church by the silent fields Amongst the lavender and headstones And the larks in our ...

Song of the day;; → Wham! - Last Christmas Last Christmas I gave you my heart But the very next day you gave it away This year, to save me from tears I'll give it to someone special Last Christmas I gave you my heart But the very next day you gave it away This year, to save me from tears I'll give it to someone special Once bitten and twice shy I keep my distance, but still you catch my eye Tell me, baby, do you recognise me? Well, it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me (Merry Christmas) I wrapped it up and sent it With a note saying I love you, I meant it Now I know what a fool I've been But if you kissed me now, I know you'd fool me again Last Christmas I gave you my heart But the very next day you gave it away This year, to save me from tears I'll give it to someone special Last Christmas I gave you my heart But the very next day you gave it away This year, to save me from tears I'll...

Song of the day;; → Santa Cruz - We Are The Ones To Fall We are the ones to fall We are the ones to fall We are the kings of a night time remedy Anti-heroes, hypocrites' arch enemy We are the ones to fall for our fantasy The most wanted outlaw for felony We are the ones to fall We are the ones to fall We are the ones to fall To fall We are the ones to fall We are the ones to fall We've had enough of this motherfucking comedy Let's turn the page and spread some anarchy Maybe we are the next soon to be tragedy Rather go down than fall to apathy We are the ones to fall We are the ones to fall We are the ones to fall To fall We are the ones to fall We are the ones to fall I think I told you I ain't going nowhere You think your mischief's gonna get you around Well think again, bitch, 'cause I'ma take you down I'ma steal your crown I'll show who runs this motherfucking town Fuck W...

Song of the day;; → The View - Temptation Dice People are always saying how do you do to you And they don't know what's on your mind You'll get fat running on the beaten track 'Cause dice can change your mind Well, I rolled it along the floor one night And have you ever been a bad, bad man? Caught up in the beat, she had the devils dancing feet As the tears flew to lover's eyes The same thing happens every morning And I know the reason why The sun goes down and the council lights go on And everybody's sky high w ith sedatives and authority to cry People are always saying how do you do to me They need to speak what's on their mind You roll the dice and you don't think twice If this can change your life Well, I rolled a high and it made me feel alive I tell you, man, I nearly died It made me think what's worse, broken promise or my bones And the bruising of my pride knocked me off my side The s...

Song of the day;; → Cinema Bizarre - My Obsession If you want me to listen, whisper If you want me to run, just walk Wrap your name in lace and leather I can hear you, you don't need to talk Let us make a thousand mistakes 'Cause we will never learn You're my obsession My fetish, my religion My confusion, my confession The one I want tonight You are my obsession The question and conclusion You are, you are, you are My fetish, you are You can kiss me with your torture Tie me up to golden chains Leave me begging undercover Wrong or right, it's all a role play Let us make a thousand mistakes We'll never learn You're my obsession My fetish, my religion My confusion, my confession The one I want tonight You are my obsession The question and conclusion You are, you are, you are My fetish, you are Come to me tonight You're my obsession My fetish, my religion My confusion, my confes...

Song of the day;; → Sia - Elastic Heart And another one bites the dust Oh, why can I not conquer love? And I might have thought that we were one Wanted to fight this war without weapons And I wanted, I wanted it bad But there were so many red flags Now another one bites the dust Yeah, let's be clear, I'll trust no one You did not break me I'm still fighting for peace Well, I've got a thick skin and an elastic heart But your blade, it might be too sharp I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard Yeah, I may snap and I move fast But you won't see me fall apart 'Cause I've got an elastic heart I've got an elastic heart Yeah, I've got an elastic heart And I will stay up through the night And let's be clear, won't close my eyes And I know that I can survive I'll walk through fire to save my life And I want it, I want my life so bad I'm doing everything I can Then ...

Song of the day;; → Ashes Remain - Right Here I can see every tear you've cried Like an ocean in your eyes All the pain and the scars have left you cold I can see all the fears you face Through a storm that never goes away Don't believe all the lies that you've been told I'll be right here now To hold you when the sky falls down I will always Be the one who took your place When the rain falls I won't let go I'll be right here I will show you the way back home Never leave you all alone I will stay until the morning comes I'll show you how to live again And heal the brokenness within Let me love you when you come undone I'll be right here now To hold you when the sky falls down I will always Be the one who took your place When the rain falls I won't let go I'll be right here When daybreak seems so far away Reach for my hand When hope and peace begin to fray Still I will stan...

Song of the day;; → The Smiths - The Boy With The Thorn In His Side The boy with the thorn in his side Behind the hatred there lies A murderous desire for love How can they look into my eyes And still they don't believe me? How can they hear me say those words And still they don't believe me? And if they don't believe me now Will they ever believe me? And if they don't believe me now Will they ever believe me? The boy with the thorn in his side Behind the hatred there lies A plundering desire for love How can they see the love in our eyes And still they don't believe us? And after all this time They don't want to believe us And if they don't believe us now Will they ever believe us? And when you want to live How do you start? Where do you go? Who do you know?

Song of the day;; → 12 Stones - World So Cold It starts with pain. f ollowed by hate Fuelled by the endless questions No one can answer A stain c overs your heart Tears you apart just like a sleeping cancer No, I don't believe men are born to be killers I don't believe that this world can't be saved How did you get here and when did it start? An innocent child with a thorn in his heart What kind of world do we live in Where love is divided by hate? Losing control of our feelings We all must be dreaming this life away In a world so cold Are you sane, where's the shame? A moment of time passes by You cannot rewind Who's to blame and when did it start? Is there a cure for your sickness, have you no heart? No, I don't believe men are born to be killers I don't believe that this world can't be saved How did you get here and when did it start? An innocent child with a thorn in his heart What kind...

Song of the day;; → Belle & Sebastian - Nobody's Empire Lying on my bed, I was reading French With the light too bright for my senses From this hiding place life was way too much It was loud and rough 'round the edges So I faced the wall when an old man called Out of dreams that I would die there But a sight unseen, you were pulling strings You had a different idea I was like a child, I was light as straw And my father lifted me up there Took me to a place where they checked my body My soul was floating in thin air I clung to the bed and I clung to the past I clung to the welcome darkness But at the end of the night there's a green, green light It's the quiet before the madness There was a girl that sang like the chime of a bell And she put out her arm, she touched me when I was in hell When I was in hell Someone sang a song and I sang along 'Cause I knew the words from my childhood Intellect, ambition...

Song of the day;; → Manafest - Impossible Crying and hiding this feeling Running and fighting for freedom Crying and hiding this feeling Running and fighting for freedom Crying and hiding this feeling Running and fighting for freedom Crying and hiding this feeling Running and fighting for freedom This is the last time I'll cry lullabies All night can't sleep I hear the floors creak I feel shadows in my room My friends find another bruise I might end up on the news I just don't know what to do God, I'm calling you Send an angel, send two I want a move but I'm trapped in the outer room I know you hear me clearly, I'm weary Come and fill me with your power, heal me It seems impossible for me to let this go Feels like an animal, I'm ready to lose control Take everything you need, take every part of me Give me some room to breathe before I lose control I got to get away Got to break away Save me ...

Song of the day;; → Band of Horses - For Annabelle If I want to walk home with you Hearing every word, thinking it's true In a barren field for us to cut through On our victory lap 'cross an old street cat That turns to stop and see you A small stone somewhere in your shoe All day long All day long Long The old folks wake up for the day Seeing the monsters have lingered from the past And a great bird is flying away From our family tree, something wrong with me I've got a secret or two Hiding somewhere but It won't take long No, it won't take long Long -- 10 päivää!!!

Song of the day;; → Ashes Remain - Without You Underneath the cold November sky I'll wait for you As the pages of my life roll by I'll wait for you I'm so desperate just to see your face Meet me in this broken place Hold me now I need to feel you Show me how To make it new agan There's no one I can run to And nothing I could ever do I'm nowhere if I'm here Without you Even if you take it all away I'll wait for you Even when the light begins to fade I'll wait for you I'm so desperate calling out your name Meet me in this broken place Hold me now I need to feel you Show me how To make it new agan There's no one I can run to And nothing I could ever do I'm nowhere if I'm here Without you I'm tired of running And wrestling with these angels I lay down My life and I surrender Hold me now I need to feel you Show me how To make it new agan There's no one I can run to And nothing I could ev...

Song of the day;; → Daughter - Still I'll wrap up my bones And leave them Out of this home Out on the road Two feet standing on a principle Two hands longing for each other's warmth Cold smoke seeping out of colder throats Darkness falling, leaves nowhere to go It's spiralling down Biting words like a wolf howling Hate is spitting out of each other's mouths But we're still sleeping like we're lovers Still with feet touching Still with eyes meeting Still our hands match Still with hearts beating Still with feet touching Still with eyes meeting Still our hands match Still with hearts beating Still with feet touching Still with eyes meeting Still our hands match Still with hearts beating Two feet standing on a principle Two hands digging in each other's wouds Cold smoke seeping out of colder throatds Darkness falling, leaves nowhere to move It's spiralling down Biting words like a wolf howling Hate is spitting o...

Song of the day;; → Starset - My Demons Mayday, mayday The ship is slowly sinking They think I'm crazy but they don't know the feeling They're all around me Circling like vultures They wanna break me and wash away my colours Wash away my colours Take me high and I'll sing Oh, you make everything okay, okay, okay Okay, okay, okay We are one and the same Oh, you take all of the pain away, away, away Away, away, away Save me if I become My demons I cannot stop this sickness taking over It takes control and drags me into nowhere I need your help, I can't fight this forever I know you're watching I can feel you out there Take me high and I'll sing Oh, you make everything okay, okay, okay Okay, okay, okay We are one and the same Oh, you take all of the pain away, away, away Away, away, away Save me if I become My demons Take me over the walls below Fly forever Don't let me go I need...

Song of the day;; → AURORA - Running With The Wolves Go row the boat to safer grounds But don't you know, we're stronger now My heart still beats and my skin still feels My lungs still breathe, my mind still fears But we're running out of time Oh, the echoes in my mind cry There's blood on your lies The sky's open wide There is nowhere for you to hide The hunter's moon is shining I'm running with the wolves tonight I'm running with the wolves I'm running with the wolves tonight I'm running with the wolves I'm running with the Trick or treat, what could it be? I walk alone, I'm everything My ears can hear and my mouth can speak My spirit talks, I know my soul believes But we're running out of time Oh, the echoes in my mind cry There's blood on your lies The sky's open wide There is nowhere for you to hide The hunter's moon is shining I'm running wi...

Song of the day;; → Itchy Daze - Monster Don't want to turn off the light Hope someone hears me tonight I know there's a snake in my bed Eating its way through my head I want to be normal, I want to feel safe Waking up screaming, it's always the same I don't want to turn off the light Hope someone hears me tonight Hold me, tell me everything's okay Show me there's a way to beat the monster Save me, make it go away I'm trying to wash off the stains Try not to think about the pain I know I've got no place to hide God knows the times that I tried I want to be normal, I want to feel safe Waking up screaming, it's always the same I don't want to turn off the light Hope someone hears me tonight Hold me, tell me everything's okay Show me there's a way to beat the monster Save me, make it go away Hold me, tell me everything's okay Show me there's a way to beat the monster ...

Song of the day;; → Trevor Moran - I Wanna Fly I've been tryna find When to cross the line When it's okay to see the bright side When it's okay to see the limelight I be thinkin' in my bed I be thinkin' in my bed Lot of things on my head Contemplating in my head And if we gon' go steady Then we gon' go steady Let me know if you're ready If you're ready I be thinkin' in my bed I be thinkin' in my bed Lot of things on my head Contemplating in my head And if we gon' go steady Then we gon' go steady Let me know if you're ready I wanna fly But I just can't live without you Yeah, you make me cry But I know that I just can't hurt you I wanna fly I wanna fly I'm glad to call you mine You're a one of a kind Let me cross that line You know I'm gonna get there To that other side I be thinkin' in my bed I be thinkin' in my bed Lot of...

Song of the day;; → Papercut Masscare - Lose My Life Backwards and forwards Seems always undercovers They lined us all Pressed against the walls There's nothing that you should fear I'm the pilot behind the wheel Don't fret, they're coming They're lining up to join me To save us all Which ones will fall? They don't even care we're here How do you save someone without fear? The voices screaming Stop Look what we started The heroes falling Could you say that You would give your life to me? The sky is burning The fear consuming I'll live forever if I lose my life tonight Tensions are boiling To the point of overflowing The stage is set Curtains drenched in red We sent off our only sons We're killing them one by one Best friends and lovers Turned against one another Their faces change Only shame remains Out here we stand alone Opeation Come Back Home The voices screaming...