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Song of the day;; → Santa Cruz - Velvet Rope The mean kid in the block Ignorant, too dumb to give a fuck How's it possible to be so damn inglorious? See me on the top You'll still be in a state of shell shock Taking away your dominations, victorious Here comes the motherfucking showdown Breakdown Fuck everything you say It's only noise pollution Clock says no more delays For your suicide solution Walk, I will lead the way This is my retribution Hang yourself to velvet rope No one's listening What comes out of your mouth It's not menacing  The issues that you're dealing with are trivial The day of reckoning for you Queen of fucking everything You'll see there's something else behind material Here comes the motherfucking showdown Breakdown Fuck everything you say It's only noise pollution Clock says no more delays For your suicide solution Walk, I will lead the way This is my ...

Song of the day;; → Eskimo Callboy - Ritual -- Why can't I forget things when I should?

Song of the day;; → Red - What You Keep Alive You should be afraid of me Pain is the promise I will keep I am the whisper in the dark I am the scream when you fall And you will feel the pain, you'll see And I will bring the pain you need You keep me alive  (So I can hurt you) You need me inside  (I'm what you keep alive) You picked me up, you watched me shine, like a razor in your hand And when I cut beneath your skin, you want it all again I am the call in the night I am the truth behind your lie And now you'll feel the pain, you'll see You keep me alive  (So I can hurt you) You need me inside  (I'm what you keep alive) Turning, the knife is turning now I can't pay this ransom  (My love, my enemy) Does any hope remain?  (I'm swimming in your veins) My love, my enemy  (Now you can't escape) I can feel you in my veins  (The pain is on its way) And now it's too late  (now I'm letting ...

Song of the day;; → Hollywood Undead - Save Me Don't even try to save me tonight Don't even try to save me tonight Don't even try to save me tonight 'Cause I don't know No, I don't know But here I go Here I go Here I go But here I go Here I go Love's a drug, I'm an addict Ditch my heart just to kick the habit People might think I'm problematic Fuck it, I'm alone in a world of static Tragic but I stand alone With an empty chest, it's a dial tone And I must confess so pick up the phone And if there's nothing left, then I'm leaving home Living in the shadow of someone else 'Till I took a deep breath and found myself Heard the bang from the ricochet Maybe I was born just a castaway I'll stay away from This pain I came from Can't run away from What's been said and done With all these days gone Been fighting so long I can't break away from it all Don't even try to save me tonigh...

Song of the day;; → Rise Against - I Don't Want to Be Here Anymore On pins and needles we are waiting for the fall We count the days scratching lines on the wall Wait in the wings at someone's back and call No longer recognise the place that I call home No longer recognise this face as my own Somewhere, this fate, I lost control We backed down We took no for answers far too long We felt those walls close around I don't want to be here anymore I don't want to be here anymore I don't want to be here anymore I know there's nothing left worth staying for Your paradise is something I've endured See, I don't think I can fight this anymore I'm listening with one foot out the door And something has to die to be reborn I don't want to be here anymore On hand and foot we answered every single call And weathered every day like passing storms But when they break, we will all be gone Won't bac...

Song of the day;; → Falling In Reverse - Stay Away I've watched my life flash right before my eyes just one too many times I've graced the devil's lips, her kiss of death but somehow I'm alright I take another pill So I won't feel the pain This mess I've made I'll celebrate it on the day I die Die Can't get away Show me the truth I'm sick of the lies Why must we pretend? Repeating this over and over again Stay away This is your last warning I am not the same Please do not adore me It's not your fault, what have I done? Who can I trust? I don't belong here And I have lost my way again Stay away from me I've had this mindset that it's me against the world since I was born Don't want your company, don't fuck with me, can't say I did not warn I've got my back on the wall There ain't no person to call I fall and get back up again The only thing that ...

Song of the day;; → Mogwai - Emergency Trap -- About 5 weeks of school left. I would enjoy that a lot more if I didn't have a shit ton of work to do... Well, at least I don't have to worry about my geography presentation as it's done now. 

Song of the day;; → Santa Cruz - 6 (66) Feet Under So you say you got a problem with my attitude Your behaviour has driven me to be rude Piss in your head has reached high altitude Shut the fuck up and drown in your solitude Spit it out or choke on your ignorance Motherfucker, I ain't here for a bromance Let's take it out to the streets where we can dance Face the reaper or walk, it's the last chance Take it back, take it back, take it back now Don't you mess, don't you mess, don't you mess around Take it back, take it back, take it back now, yeah You dragged me down to the water I still breathe the same You dragged me down to the water You can keep the shame Down, down, down, down 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 666 feet under Your face, my guitar, that's how it's done Like Keef showed the world back in '81 Guess you should've remembered something crucial That it's not my goddamn funeral Take it ba...

Song of the day;; → Eskimo Callboy - Monster I just wanna see you people burn in this fucked up world 'cause now is my turn So, I will bring the shadows up to you, turn your world into something new They call me the evil one, you better hide I'll take the control of your feelings inside I'm the serpent of Eden, the father of lies I'm the fucking devil, I don't need no disguise Every time that I close my eyes, I can see the truth inside If I lose control, I will lose myself I won't give up 'till the end of all has come Every time that I close my eyes, I can see the truth inside I believe in you, you believe in me I won't give up 'till the end of time Bow to your master, you're gonna die Let us start the dark war, burn down the sky No one can save you, accept your fate Be prepared for my dark reign of hate Hey, what the fuck is going on? You overstepped a mark when you killed my holy son So now, ...

Song of the day;; → Red - Gravity Lies Take it away, I thought I'd never let it grow The cancer inside, the villain plays the victim so well Make me believe, I drink the lies, this suicide Just put me to sleep, fall over me Lies, lies, lies I taste the Lies, lies, lies Fight, while I'm alive I see you now No less than light Break, you're falling away Gravity lies I feel it die Gravity dies Buried alive, an innocence cannot withstand this Language of lies, to poison all the words you swallow Wait for the scream, you realise it's all a lie And still you betray, I'll throw you away Lies, lies, lies I drink the Lies, lies, lies Fight, while I'm alive I see you now No less than light Break, you're falling away Gravity lies I feel it die Gravity dies Fight, while I'm alive I see you now No less than light Break, you're falling away Gravity lies I feel it die Gravity di...

long time no proper post, vai? ja vieläpä suomeksi? ohhoh. en ois itekään uskonut, mutta siitä on tosissaan jo jonkun aikaa, kun tänne on tullu kirjoteltua jotain kunnollista, joten ajattelin ryhdistäytyä ja tulla tekemään jotain oikein tuotteliasta tännekin.  koulua on noin kuus viikkoa jälellä, kun tääkin lasketaan. en malttais odottaa kesää, vapautta, mutta jotenkin se mahtava kesäfiilis on vuosi vuodelta aina vaan laimeempi; en tiedä, johtuuko se sit siitä, että edessä on taas yhdet yksinäiset synttärit, että onneksi olkoon, oletpa jaksanut taas yhden vuoden enemmän, vai siitä, että koko kesästä tulee aika pitkälti sellainen, jonka saan viettää omassa laaduttomassa seurassani. eipä sillä, että saisin siitä valittaa, se ei ole kenenkään muun vika kuin mun. en mä voi syyttää muita siitä, että en oikeasti haluais puhua kenellekään vaikka haluaisinkin. musta ei ole ikinä tuntunut niin yksinäiseltä ja kelvottomalta ja pahalta itteni suhteen kuin tänään. mä seisoin jää...

Song of the day;; → Hollywood Undead - Guzzle, Guzzle Deep black Caddy with some bitches and rough necks Still ain't rich, rolling blunts with my paychecks Hit the stop, switch it, bust it out on the Booflex Staring at me funny 'cause I'm making her real wet Slow with the champagne, let me see you guzzle up Gone like the good, girl, let me see you spark it up Trying to get some and she's sucking on my zig-zag Now I need to step back, laughing as my watch cracks Hit my funny bone, yeah Man, I'm feeling off-top Hoes in the hot tub Trying to make my pulse stop Still yelling fuck cops Looking for ménage á twang So I can bring my ding-a-ling Never let my chain hang Never let my chain, hey Apple bottoms, crop tops White bitches, blood shot Love it when they smoke pot Made it to the next spot Hold them up on my block Rolling on thar moon rock Make the party non-stop Got some bottle, shot, shot Guzzle, guzzle ...

Song of the day;;   → Adept - Dark Clouds I will keep you alive Dark clouds above you Soaring on the sky like the breath of our dying days I know this world can spin you around faster Than your heart can stand its ground You always had the world on your shoulders And above you carried the clouds But you can't keep your head under water And still expect us to hear your despair Hear my voice through the discord Breathe in, breathe out Even though it hurts on the inside I know that here at the end of the road your love will shine on Chin up, stay strong Never let the world tell you wrong I know that here at the end of the road your spark will shine through The fluids in your lungs weigh you down like an anchor of death You must reach up for the surface I know this world has darkened you Carry on the light in your eyes I will guide you back You are not alone The sound of your innocence drowns tonight Let it immerse ...

Song of the day;; → Rise Against - Zero Visibility Settling in here for the long haul Can't hide forever is what they say In with the wind, out with a bang Meanwhile nothing has changed With each word slowly uttered A storm brews in her eyes A missed shot at the buzzard Time, whether wasted Or well-spent, is still time We are not brave, we are not wise We stand at the end of the longest lines But we stand here all together We have been damned, we have survived We came back to homes we don't recognise But we return here all together Moments of clarity here are short-lived Bled through the bandages again When a lie is no longer white But black as a day without sun Passed out in a gutter Woke up in your arms Nursed back and recovered The same touch that heals me Left a scar We are not brave, we are not wise We stand at the end of the longest lines But we stand here all together We have been damned, we have su...

Song of the day;; → Falling In Reverse - Wait And See This is where we begin Calling all cars, it's an emergency, listen Ladies and gentlemen, we are at the end of existence The television is fiction, it's telling lies to our vision It's like a prison that we live and and we're all in the system We live in a box and keep our family traditions We keep our guns cocked, stocked up with more ammunition We teach our children to kill instead of teaching them wisdom And politicians waging wars blame it all on religion We're dying I'm feeling like I'm losing it again The only person that we're losing is yourself to this I'm trying to be all that they want me to be But it's hard to believe we are the enemy Will you wait and see When the world stops spinning and we're all pretending to be okay But it's hard to be when you find out it's fake Humanity is trapped in a prison Open up your eyes ...

Song of the day;; → Santa Cruz - Bye Bye Babylon Welcome to the magic carpet ride The sun will be your bride We're on our way to the other side One way ticket Trippin' through states of revelry Reachin' supremacy, I wanna fly Escape reality So long Babylon I wanna feel it tonight Wanna feel the fire of being alive As we ride Out of sight We come to light So long Babylon I will paint your fantasies to memories We're floating through the space n' time Cleansed up from all the grime We're levitating to a world so sublime Can you feel it? Excuse us while we kiss the sky Express train to Shanghai Light up the night like it's 4 of July Sense its warm embrace I will paint your fantasies to memories I wanna feel it tonight Let's make it right Wanna feel the fire of being alive As we ride out of sight We come to light Bye bye Babylon I wanna feel it tonight Wanna feel the fire of...

Song of the day;; → Mogwai - We're No Here

Song of the day;; → Eskimo Callboy - 2 Fat 2 Furious Shake your booty, are you ready to dine? Raise your glass, it is burger time Shake your booty, are you ready to dine? Raise your glass, it is burger time Hey girl, are you ready to dine? Fuck those skinny bitches, it is burger time Eating all day and fucking all night My charm is getting stronger with every single bite You wanna take a walk, bitch? But I don't wanna work out, so let's use the car You wanna bang me hard, bitch? But after every single slap I need a protein bar Baby, I love you, but I can't deny That I would leave you for an apple pie Baby, I need you, I'm done with the lies 'Cause I don't wanna live without burgers and fries Shake your booty, are you ready to dine? Raise your glass, it is burger time Shake your booty, are you ready to dine? Raise your glass, it is burger time Bitches don't give a fuck if I'm hungry or not Baby,...

Song of the day;;  → Red - Take Me Over Traces of your voice I know it, I know it so well Waking in the storm I can feel you, I can feel you with me Can I go again? Oh, your reckless, your reckless life goes I cannot defend, this untamed heart is waiting I am standing on the edge Take me over, take me over See how fast this life can change Take me further, lead me further Take me over, take me over Find my life ahead Oh, I don't know, I don't know where But I'm starting on my way Will you meet me, will you meet me there? Echoes in the night Like a melody is haunting me But then I meet your eyes With the fire of a rising sun I am standing on the edge Take me over, take me over See how fast this life can change Take me further, lead me further Do you believe a life can change? Take me over, take me over I am standing on the edge Take me over, take me over See how fast this life can change Take me f...

Song of the day;; → Hollywood Undead - I'll Be There Can you see me, my love? Up there above When you were dying I was dying too Look for meaning in song But the meaning was gone 'Cause I was crying Right along with you If the heavens may break I hope for our sake That if they ever do I'll be there with you I woke up feeling the same way That I did yesterday Don't know what these tears would say But I miss my friend that went away I watch the seasons as they go The rain, the sun, the heat, the snow I don't know much, but this I know I miss my friend, I miss him so I say my prayers, I raise my hands I move my feet and when I can, I said, help Would you help me now? And lift me up if my legs give out? 'Cause I know that life is short and Living is the hardest part And someplace through the dark We will meet and never part Someplace through the dark Can you see me, my love? Up there above ...

Song of the day;; → Rise Against - People Live Here My god is better than yours And the walls of my house are so thick I hear nothing at all I followed you out in the storm But it carried you off And I burned every picture of yours Was that not enough? My gun is bigger than yours So let's arm the masses And see what the bastards do then Walking tall once set us apart Now we're down on all fours Do you cry my name in the dark Like I do yours? These storms are getting stronger now Trusses all bend and sway Lightning hits, the power goes out in the fray As the waves crash high And the shoreline disappears I will scream to the sky Hey, people live here My dreams are not unlike yous They long for the safety And break like a glass chandelier But there's laughter and oh, there is love Just past the edge of our fears And there's chaos when push comes to shove But it's music to my ears May you be in h...

Song of the day;; → Falling In Reverse - The Bitter End I'd die before I let you break me Lost in a moment of time Self-destruct switch on I try But it happens the same Every day Here I go, standing on the edge Holding on to the bitter end This is it, this is me with the weight of the whole world on my shoulders again As I look up to the sky All the pain that is in my eyes It's all the things that you don't see But you best believe that it's haunting me Stuck inside this fucking mind Goodbye I will shut down Mission abort, down for the count Stuck in a cycle Trapped in a nightmare Losing what matters See if I fight fair Here I go, standing on the edge Holding on to the bitter end This is it, this is me with the weight of the whole world on my shoulders again As I look up to the sky All the pain that is in my eyes It's all the things that you don't see But you best believe that it's haunti...

Song of the day;; → Santa Cruz - Let Them Burn Burn burn to the ground Burn burn to the ground Ooh, ooh, all we need  Is the fire to burn it down We're gonna let them burn Open up your eyes, time to realise You're blinded by the wolves Wearing sheep's disguise It's a mass disease, begging Pretty please Take action now or forever Hold your peace Next time they'll turn We're gonna let them burn Burn, burn to the ground Burn, burn to the ground Oh, oh, oh, oh All we need is the fire to Burn 'em down We're gonna let them burn Burn, burn to the ground Burn, burn to the ground Oh, oh, oh, oh All we need is the fire to Burn 'em down Easier to oblige than to antagonise Take a turn, make 'em burn, no apologies I'll take it on my chin, some will lose, some win If I sink, it's in ink forever On my skin On my skin Next time they'll turn We're gonna let them burn ...

Song of the day;; → Eskimo Callboy - F.D.M.D.H. Yo, keiner feindet unseren Freundeskreis an, hörst du Jetzt gibt's eine Ladung Schoko-Kirsch-Muffins in dein Antlitz, du Rüpel Boooyaaah, auf's Maul, deine Mutter sammelt hässliche Kinder Deine Mutter ist die Stärkste im Knast Gestern hab' ich in ihrem Vorgaten geharkt, heut' hab' ich mein Einhornwelpe In ihrer Pferdebox geparkt, FDMDH, FDMDH, motherfucker -- So now the doctors want to find out why my growth stopped way earlier than it was supposed to. The fuck's it gonna help now? I'm not going to grow anymore, and that's it. I've accepted it, but because people tell me to stop thinking about it, how the hell can I when they're always reminding me of it? Like I know I'm short, thank you very much. I'm sorry, I'm just a bit ticked off. Apparently, if they had started looking into it earlier, something could've been done about it. But no, no fucking way. Jes...

Song of the day;; → Red - The Ever I didn't know these things that I could do I didn't know how much I could lose Why did I forget so easily? Why couldn't I see I had everything? But you saw more You saw my deepest part With the light of a thousand stars You saw them, awake in me And through your eyes You showed me everything You woke me up inside Brought back to life I lost myself But now I breathe again Like a poet without pain Like a beauty without rage Like an innocence without a life to save Like a hope without a slave Like your eyes without a face Like an instinct with no other life to take It's beauty and rage But you saw more You saw my deepest part With the light of a thousand stars You saw them, awake in me And through your eyes You showed me everything You woke me up inside Brought back to life I lost myself But now I breathe again