A STORM IS COMING.

  Song of the day;; → Foals - White Onions I see a lair, I see a lair, I see a lair Whoa I fight for air, I fight for air, I fight for air Whoa I see a lair, I see a lair, I see a lair Whoa You keep me there, you keep me there, you keep me there Whoa It's getting late now, my head goes ka-boom No escape from this room and I'll wait for a wave To come wash away, lead me out of this place I fight for air, don't keep me there Don't keep me there, I fight for air I see a maze, I see a maze, I see a maze Whoa I break the cage, I break the cage, I break the cage Whoa I'm in a maze, I'm in a maze, I'm in a maze Whoa I break the cage, I break the cage, I break the cage Whoa I see a lair, I see a lair, I see a lair Whoa I fight for air, I fight for air, I fight for air Whoa I see a lair, I see a lair, I see a lair Whoa I see you there, I see you there, I see you there Whoa -- Ihanaa, huomenna on joulukuun eka päivä!!!

  Song of the day;; → Cathedral Bells - Eighth Wonder of the World Before I could lose my mind You led me into light Now I can see the world as if it was divine Feel everything all at once Together, we lost the time If this is all just a dream, I'll never wake you from anything 'Cause I need you here If this is all just a dream, I'll never wake you from anything 'Cause I need you here If this is all just a dream, I'll never wake you from anything Staring at the sky It's only you and I The stars are burning bright Let it guide us through the night And try to let it go High in the afterglow If this is all just a dream, I'll never wake you from anything 'Cause I need you here If this is all just a dream, I'll never wake you from anything 'Cause I need you here If this is all just a dream, I'll never wake you from anything -- Tänään oli viimenen läsnäolokerta fysioterapiassa. Meillä on vielä kaks kertaa etänä joulukuussa. Mun pitääkin muistaa teh...

  Song of the day;; → The Dear Hunter - Wait I lost my faith when I was young I clenched my fist to bite my tongue I leave a wake from all the things that I had done 'Cause there wouldn't be a thing when I moved on Then I said wait Are our bodies really piles of dirt? And is the soul just a metaphor? I keep my eyes from looking too far up I fear that there is a heaven above I stood in lines to bow my head I'd fold my hands and speak in tongues To whisper worries to the dead But I could tell no apparition heard a single word I said But I'd still call my fear in to the air Then I said wait Is my body really part of the earth And is there blood running through my veins? I'll know when I turn to dust But I fear the answer isn't enough So, will I never know heaven or hell? Or is eternity something worse? I keep my eyes from looking too far up I fear that there is a heaven above (Heaven above, heaven above) I want to give it up I want to give it up I want to give it u...

  Song of the day;; → Roberto Cacciapaglia - Prelude

  Song of the day;; → The Decemberists - Severed I alight like a whisper I alight with the lights out And it won't take me long just to find you And it won't take me long just to find you I'm allied to the winter But don't you get clever Don't you get clever I'm allied to the landslide Gonna leave you all severed Gonna leave you all severed I alone am the answer I alone will make wrongs right But in order to root out the cancer It's got to be kept from the sunlight I'm allied to the winter But don't you get clever Don't you get clever I'm allied to the landslide Gonna leave you all severed Gonna leave you all severed I was born to a jackal I was born in a whiteout Gonna smother you all 'til I choke you Gonna smother you all 'til you kick out I'm allied to the winter But don't you get clever Don't you get clever I'm allied to the landslide Gonna leave you all severed Gonna leave you all severed -- En jaksanu eilen taas ...

  Song of the day;; → Slowdive - Star Roving Give it away now, girl Can't hold down tonight Every black and white Secret's a blinking light Emma flies a kite Said she's feeling love for everyone tonight Although possible Said she's feeling good, said she's feeling good Smiling beautiful She says I make it best For everyone to hide Twisting around my girl Nothing left to lose Nothing left to fight Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh Give it away now, girl Can't hold on to mine Every black and white Secret's seeking light In a flash of time Said she's feeling love for everyone tonight Smiling beautiful She says I make it best for everyone tonight Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh -- Kävin tänään sen mun uuden kaverin luona kattomassa Disneyn Toive-leffan. Leffa oli hyvä ja oli muutenkin kivaa, juteltiin joku pari tuntia sen jälkeen ennenkö sitten lähdin kotia. Suunniteltiin ens viikolle kans pari näkemistä, ensin tiistaille ja sitten su...

  Song of the day;; → Tanuki - Your Friendly Local Arsonist A fire Moving with murderous intent in through my veins Cauterise And close the split to sterilize what remains The smoke That signals rise and meet the pardoners abound Abandon hope This recovery won't save another sound We collect our loss We're scattered across And divide them among these greedy gods To hell with the cost Don't look away As the flames wash over us They mean to cover up the ones we thought we knew Have no fear for the distant They will take their place when it's time We won't leave a trace We will burn them all Burn them all alive Cast a careless spell Conjure up their questions A morbid curiosity With forensic eyes These hungry hands of mine Pull to pieces the mystery So delicately The gray will shroud Every stretch of sky they dare to see The rain will fall In shades of black Because the dead don't weep Dead don't weep Don't look away As the flames wash over us They mean to ...

  Song of the day;; → 65daysofstatic - Prisms -- Tänään oli fysioterapia. Tuli tosi hyvä mieli, kun fysioterapeutti sanoi olevansa musta tosi ylpeä, kun olin sitoutunut niin hyvin niihin tukiryhmätapaamisiin. Pyörähdin Lidlissä, mutta kohtasin pettymyksen, kun pieniä Kong Strongeja ei ollukkaan. Ostin sitten muutaman ison, koska fuck it. Huomiseksi pitää varata pyykkivuoro (hyi jumalauta) ja Tokmannissa vois käydä.

  Song of the day;; → Slot Machine - เคลิ้ม รู้ดีเธอน่ะใจร้าย แต่ก็ไม่วายจะยอมรับ ก็รู้ดีเธอต้องผิดสัญญา แต่ก็รักเธอไม่รู้ทำไม เพียงสบตาเธอ ใจดวงเดิมเคลิ้มลอยไป หัวใจดวงนี้ไม่หลาบจำ เหมือนโดนซ้ำซ้ำแล้วสะใจ หัวใจนี่มันงมงาย ตักเตือนไม่เคยฟังกัน เหมือนโดนเท่านั้นยังไม่พอ ขอยอมเจ็บช้ำมันต่อไป หัวใจเจ้ากรรมนั้นไซร้ เฝ้าคอยทำร้ายตัวเอง รู้ดีว่าต้องพอแล้ว แต่ก็ไม่เคยทำอย่างนั้น เหมือนตัวเราไม่เคยสำคัญ เจอเธอทุกทีก็หลงทางไป เพียงสบตาเธอ วันเวลาย้อนคืนมา หัวใจดวงนี้ไม่หลาบจำ เหมือนโดนซ้ำซ้ำแล้วสะใจ หัวใจนี่มันงมงาย ตักเตือนไม่เคยฟังกัน เหมือนโดนเท่านั้นยังไม่พอ ขอยอมเจ็บช้ำมันต่อไป หัวใจเจ้ากรรมนั้นไซร้ เฝ้าคอยทำร้ายตัวเอง เพียงสบตาเธอ ใจดวงเดิมเคลิ้มลอยไป เพียงสบตากัน วันเวลาย้อนคืนมา หัวใจดวงนี้ไม่หลาบจำ เหมือนโดนซ้ำซ้ำแล้วสะใจ หัวใจนี่มันงมงาย ตักเตือนไม่เคยฟังกัน เหมือนโดนเท่านั้นยังไม่พอ ขอยอมเจ็บช้ำมันต่อไป หัวใจเจ้ากรรมนั้นไซร้ เฝ้าคอยทำร้ายตัวเอง หัวใจดวงนี้ไม่หลาบจำ เหมือนโดนซ้ำซ้ำแล้วสะใจ หัวใจนี่มันงมงาย ตักเตือนไม่เคยฟังกัน เหมือนโดนเท่านั้นยังไม่พอ ขอยอมเจ็บช้ำมันต่อไป หั...

  Song of the day;; → Annie - Anthonio (Berlin Breakdown Version Remastered) Oh Anthonio It's been nearly one year Since our Rio Nights of forever Pictures of you and me Dancing and memories Through the masquerade You led me by the hand Whispered the words This is forever Said from the silver tongue That's where it started from Oh Anthonio, my Anthonio Was I ever more than just a face in the crowd? Did you even know my name? Did you ever really care? Oh Anthonio, my Anthonio Do you ever wonder why or where I am now? Do you ever feel ashamed? Do you even feel a thing? Oh, oh, oh oh oh oh Oh, oh, oh oh oh oh Oh, oh, oh oh oh oh Oh, oh, oh oh oh oh There I was under stars Hearts made in the sand Lying with the boy from Ipanema Tide comes rushing in Time and time again Now that summer has gone Where did you run? All my letters are returned to sender For eternity You're a part of me Oh Anthonio, my Anthonio Was I ever more than just a face in the crowd? Did you even know my name...

  Song of the day;; → The New Age - Placebo Forget about the light, forget the days We bleed, we laugh, we burn, we die, we take We couldn't hope for a better reaction from a thief Who burns a hole through his mattress Every time he falls asleep Yeah every time I, fall asleep Yeah every time I, fall asleep Breathe it in He hopes he'll never feel it again Breathe it in Placebo, Placebo (Placebo, placebo) When his eyes show all of his shame He's got a game to play He's got a game to play Like a liar up on a stage He's got a game to play Just to make him feel okay I've never been in a knife fight But I was raised in the ghetto I stayed sheltered from the night life But my brother said hello Can you teach me to be a man? My dad he just doesn't know how to Sitting alone in a room with the doors barred Hoping that the kids don't see what are now scars Thanks, darkness you taught him so much But you couldn't make him heartless Taught him so much But you cou...

  Song of the day;; → 65daysofstatic - Supermoon -- Olipa tosi kiva viikonloppureissu. Käytiin lauantaina pienellä retkellä, paistettiin makkaraa ja Runttikin sai oman. Se oli tosi reipas ja innoissaan, sillä oli kamala vauhti päällä koko ajan. Tulin tuossa viiden aikoihin takasin kotiin. Ens viikolla on tukiryhmä keskiviikkona ja fysioterapia perjantaina.

  Song of the day;; → General Fiasco - Ever So Shy Let's get wasted It's all we ever do We're so stupid But that's ok, the drunks are your friends We'll just sit here Wasting our time Thinking out loud There's nobody listening Well, I'm ever so cold Is all I get told, I'm ever so cold You're ever so shy You keep it inside It's more than just lies You're ever so cool And I'd be a fool if you left me I'm ever so shy You're ever so shy We're ever so shy And oh, we are Counting up the reasons to be shy, she is Counting out the reasons to try I know, I know we're getting there I know we're coming now well let's pretend Waiting around in the back bored and I think 5 minutes more of this, well, this is wearing thin I know, I know we're getting there I know, well, come on now, yeah, let's pretend Well, I'm ever so cold Is all I get told, I'm ever so cold You're ever so shy You keep it inside it's mo...

  Song of the day;; → Wild Nothing - Midnight Song In my head You dance like curtains In the wind You're my burden I can't feel your heart I've been gone I've been gone I can't release these sighs You won't hear You won't know You won't ever know Harden your heart It was falling from the start Though I tried I was always dead inside Midnight song Sing you to the moon I am your quiet night You were gone too soon I can't feel your heart I've been gone I've been gone I can't release these sighs You won't hear You won't know -- Huomenna on sairaanhoitajan aika ja koska olen tämmöinen lahopää, mun pitää piipahtaa tulomatkalla kaupassa ostamassa vessapaperia, kun unohdin tänään. Sitten mun pitää tiskata, kun perjantaina lähden sinne Rokualle ja vaikka oon poissa vaan yhteensä n. kaks päivää, en halua tulla takas järjettömän tiskivuoren luo.

  Song of the day;; → Astronoid - A New Color I found the four It slipped away It's so wonderful I must stay As I watch those eyes form sides The song under the lights I've lost my world Been lead astray A photograph of love Completely torn away And the light above the stars And the hope will leave us all As I watch those eyes form sides The song under the lights And the light above the stars And the hope will leave us all As I watch those eyes form sides The song under the lights -- Oli kivaa käydä vähän shoppailemassa. Löysin kuin löysinkin ne farkut, tosin en ihan täysin siinä värissä, kuin olisin halunnu (ei ollu kokoja), mut malli oli nyt se tärkein asia. Lisäksi löysin pari kivaa paitaa. Huomenna pitää pyörähtää ruokakaupassa ja torstaina onkin sitten sairaanhoitajan aika.

  Song of the day;; → 65daysofstatic - trackerplatz -- Tällä viikolla mun ainoa meno onkin torstaina, jollon on sairaanhoitajan aika. Sillon vissiin olis tarkotus yhessä katella niita psykoterapeutteja sun muuta. Mulla piti olla fysioterapia lauantaina, mut koska me lähetään porukoitten kanssa viikonlopuksi sinne Rokualle, jouduin perumaan sen, samoin kuin tukiryhmän perjantaina. Ajattelin huomenna käväistä Ideaparkissa, kun tarvitsisin (tai no, oikeastaan ihan vaan haluaisin) yhdet farkut. Ja vois toki samalla katella, oisko mitään muuta kivaa. En oo ostellut vaatteita pitkään aikaan...

  Song of the day;; → Bjørn Eidsvåg & Lisa Nilsson - Mysteriet deg Du prate i vei om verdensrommets enorme dimensjoner Munnen løpe løpsk og auene e i brann Du tar meg med inn i nåken voldsomme, vidløftige visjoner Om uendelighet og svarte hål og Mars sitt svunne vann Men jag tänker på dom underbara ögona dina På dina vackra händers perfekta fasong Och vad dom gör med mig när dom möter mina Som en fjäril blir fri från sin tråkiga kokong Eg tenke på mysteriet deg Og under øve alle under at du elske meg Eg tenke på mysteriet deg Og under øve alle under at du elske meg Din iver är stor när du går på om Gud och religioner Du stoppar inte ens när du tar en klunk med vin Jag blir yr när du tar med mig inn i dina reflektioner Det glädjer dig att se mig uti tafattheten min Men eg tenke på dei nydelige formene dine På brystene som duve når du e engasjert På dei vakre hendene som søke mine Kor tent eg blir når du e deilig alterert Eg tenke på mysteriet deg Og under øve alle under at du el...

  Song of the day;; → Washed Out - Hard To Say Goodbye You said that I was all you'd ever want You said that we were fine You swore that you would never break my heart You wasted all my time You told me lies behind my back I don't know where I'm at Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh You swore that we would never be apart You're only telling lies Even though you said you wouldn't go It's hard to say goodbye It's so hard to leave and go Nowhere to hide You know inside And now it's over now Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh -- Tänään oli fysioterapia ja se meni kivasti. Sen jälkeen oli tukiryhmä, jossa oli tällä kertaa mun lisäksi vaan yksi toinen tyyppi paikalla. Me käytiin sen jälkeen yhdessä kahvilassa sekä Tokmannilla ja oli puhetta, että katottais sunnuntaina joku leffa yhdessä. Eli saatoin ehkä saada uuden tuttavan/kaverin. Toki mua vähän epäilyttää, kun en oo mikään semmonen kaveri-ihminen, oon huono pitämään yhteyttä enkä välttämättä tykkää lähtä kotoa jos ei oo pakollisia menoja. Mut ...

  Song of the day;; → VOLA - Alien Shivers Everlasting friend Why are you so certain? Why do you defend This contagious burden? Are you still here? This confrontation killing the perfect one Alien shivers stalling his victory run Drifting away as the dopamine ray of his sun Appears Appears Radiant and free Eyes were sore from laughter Now you claim to see Purpose in disaster Are you still here? This confrontation killing the perfect one Alien shivers stalling his victory run Drifting away as the dopamine ray of his sun Appears This confrontation killing the perfect one Alien shivers stalling his victory run (Come along with me) Drifting away as the dopamine ray of his sun Appears Appears -- Huomenna mulla on ensin fysioterapia (alotetaan 15min aikasemmin, että kerkiän varmasti) ja sen jälkeen heti tukiryhmä. Sit pitää myös muistaa käydä varaamassa pyykkivuoro.

  Song of the day;; → 65daysofstatic - Blackspots -- Tänään oli lääkäriaika. Nostettiin ensinnäkin tota uutta lääkettä niin, että otan nyt puolikkaan joka päivä (kun tosiaan aiemmin otin 2x viikossa). Toivottavasti se alkais tehota muutenkin kun laittamalla meikän nukkumaan koko päiväksi. Sitten päädyttiin kanssa siihen, että haetaan vaativana lääkinnällisenä kuntoutuksena psykoterapiaa ja siihen rinnalle 20 kertaa psykofyysistä fysioterapiaa, ettei se lopu ihan seinään. Ens viikolla mulla on sairaanhoitajan aika, ja sillon meidän on vissiin tarkotus yhessä katella niitä terapeutteja sun muuta. Psykoterapia ajatuksena ahistaa ja pelottaa, mut ei ehkä niin paljon nyt, kun oon selvästi oppinut puhumaan asioistani paremmin (myös sairaanhoitaja, fysioterapeutti ja lääkäri oli tätä mieltä). Lääkäri laittaa mulle kuulemma myös lähetteen verikokeisiin, koska en oo ihan varma, onko diabetespolille enää mahollista saaha aikaa tälle vuodelle (etenkin kun mä olen n. kuukauden päästä lähössä l...

  Song of the day;; → The Neighbourhood - Middle of Somewhere I was on the outside looking in Now I'm on the inside Tryna stay out of my head I need peace of mind Grew up pretty fast, good things never last You gotta live before you learn Now I'm somewhere far away from where I started With no point of return, but I'm turning I was on the outside looking in Now I'm on the inside Tryna stay out of my head I need peace of mind Landed in the middle of somewhere with you Now you're stranded in the middle of somewhere, oh yeah, too Always running away Looking for an escape Everyone is an alien When you're trying to find your place You might also like Tryna stay out Tryna to stay out of my head Tryna to stay out -- Huomenna on lääkäri. Hyvä juttu, nimittäin pitää muistaa sanoa tosta lääkkeestä, että se väsyttää niin maan vitusti vieläkin. En nimittäin tänään jaksanu tehä taaskaan muuta kuin nukkua, joten tiskit jäi nyt ikävä kyllä huomiselle. Pitää lääkärikäynnin jälk...

  Song of the day;; → Fly Golden Eagle - Tangible Intangible The moves are questionable, stay The dust is still in the clouds You keep on askin' for help But nobody knows how You got your socks pulled up high But your pants are down low With your eye full of heart Abstract dominoes The tiger tied to your back Keeps on kissing your nose And keeps feeding you wine Saying, never let go And still I want you to Sway how you wanna sway Making what you want of your own decay It's so manageable Oh, it's so manageable Stuck on some busted cruise Trying to stay high off of your own fumes It's so manageable When kept ethereal The rooster's singing its song As the clocks turn to twelve And did the child get home? Or did he finally post bail? I'm feeling more like a fool Than maybe ever before And tied up in peeled eyes Trying to tell the score And still I want you to Sway how you wanna sway Making what you want of your own decay It's so manageable Oh, it's so manage...

  Song of the day;; → Katatonia - Dead Letters Vexation, internal void My dreams are getting darker and darker Dim my lights, time is frail You shut my mind, but oh well Trapped and choked, erased my trail Split the chest, my heart couldn't feel more pale Only once could I see clear Vexation, internal void My dreams are getting darker and darker And darker This life before me Its blood runs so still The call of the bird The song that makes the hours go The change inactive Dead letters form these words Dim my lights one by one The sordid pale, broken run Confined in escape on burnt grass Below the crest, lier in wait for the ending Only once could I see clear My dreams are getting darker and darker And darker This life before me Its blood runs so still The call of the bird Songs that make the hours go -- Tuntuu oudolta, kun seuraava käynti/aika onkin lääkäriaika vasta keskiviikkona, eikä fysioterapia maanantaina kuten tässä nyt on ollu. Seuraavat fysioterapiat on nyt sitten perjanta...

  Song of the day;; → 65daysofstatic - Blueprint for a Slow Machine

  Song of the day;; → San Cisco - Too Much Time Together You don't know any of my friends We're better off without them I'm trying to keep up with the latest trends You pulled me up so quick that I got the bends This must be love You're the only one that I'm thinking of People say that we don't need to rush I don't care, you're my first crush We spend too much time together I wanna be with you forever But we need space You should stay at your place Hey, look, honey, yeah, there's the moon This is gonna be over soon So many of the things you do Annoy me like they never used to Your touch used to be loving Now it just feels smothering Something changed, no one's to blame I'd try to talk it out But I don't think you want to There's so many things inside So many dark secrets you don't want me to find It doesn't help that We spend too much time together I wanna be with you forever But we need space You should stay at your place We ...