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Näytetään blogitekstit, joiden ajankohta on helmikuu, 2025.

Bloodline

  Song of the day;; → Bad Wolves & Spencer Charnas - If Tomorrow Never Comes Am I dead? Name on a toe tag So cold Living in a body bag Think I'm dreaming? 'Cause I'm not feeling anything Hands tied Trying to rip the bandage One breath Away from the casket As I'm bleeding Life won't leave me But I can't stop thinking If my world stops spinning And tomorrow never comes Will I be remembered? Did I give enough? Will I be forgiven For everything I've done? What if I don't wake up And tomorrow never comes? Every lie Every word unspoken I remember every heart That I've broken Buried like bones Beneath my headstone Did I try? Did I try To make amends? To live and die? Or did I really just pretend? Nightmare's talking As I'm sleepwalking And I can't stop thinking If my world stops spinning And tomorrow never comes Will I be remembered? Did I give enough? Will I be forgiven For everything I've done? What if I don't wake up And tomorrow ...

Erase me

  Song of the day;; → Arnór Dan - Stone by Stone When the warmth of sun has faded How will your arms fold? What will your arms hold? When the stars above have fallen Where will your eyes be? How will your eyes see? Stone by stone We’ve built these walls between us We're combing the skylines with all our wrongs Under the moon, a grieving winter Frozen in our dreams Moments that could be Candles can’t be held forever The brightest of all beams Will fade into dark streams Stone by stone We’ve built these walls between us We're combing the skylines with all our wrongs Thorn by thorn With guilt we’ve crowned our heroes We're combing the skylines with all of our wrongs With the warmth of the sun there is something left to love Left to love with the warmth of the sun Stone by stone We’ve built these walls between us We're combing the skylines with all our wrongs

Technicolor

  Song of the day;; → Annisokay - The Cocaines Got Your Tongue Now it is party, you know it is And everyone's falling in love again But she fell in love with the drugs And that's when it's stopped being fun You notice the gear running low Well, give me the money, I'll go You can't have that shit running out 'Cause nobody wants to come down You've started the night and implying it's A drink with your friends to unwind a bit You're laughing and sharing their wine You're all losing track of the time Then somebody racks up a line And no, you politely decline Then somehow you're changing your mind Maybe I'll just have a line Somebody better call Frank But then when Frank arrived, he just got fucked up too Somebody better call Frank But Frank was talking so much shit and none of it was true And you are flying right now But your happiness is just a loan from the future And you are drinking it down From a fountain of youth that dries up the futur...

Nurture

  Song of the day;; → mgk & Bring Me The Horizon - maybe That's hard Two, three, five Maybe if I had something to say Butterfly effect from the last three days now Maybe if I had something to save I used to have a soul until I threw it away There's shadows on the wall, wish I would've ran (Yeah) Gotta get away, I hope you understand I try to hide my face like a wanted man (Yeah) Maybe I'll be gone before you count to ten I made up my mind this evening I'm taking the last, I'm taking the last Drink while my conscience eats me I'm taking thе last, I'm taking the last I'm ready to let you go I'm rеady to let you go I'm ready to let you go This time is the last, this time is the last Maybe if we went another way (Another way) I wouldn't be regretting the decisions that I made I don't want to spend another day (Another day) Looking for somebody that I know I can't replace My tears fall, you don't miss me Put me out my misery Th...

Hellbringer

  Song of the day;; → Another Sky - The Water Below There's a girl Made of debris While I build a home She builds a boat The wood of Her mottled skin Rots from the absence Of anything Over-grown and outgrown Inner city melancholy Where we burn to glow Or sink, dark and opaque In the water below I was a girl Made of debris Now I build a home In my body

Hypa hypa

  Song of the day;; → Polaris - Landmine This is a fall from grace Can't bear the aftertaste As you swallow all your pride Are you satisfied? (Are you satisfied?) Every day like a broken record Every night is a pointless prayer for change No reprieve No peace, no release for your middle class rage Everybody wants to sell you something Everybody wants a piece of your mind Bite your tongue and let the crowd speak for you Head like a hole and a heart like a landmine (Hey, hey) Is it any wonder that we end up this way? (Hey, hey) Born with a crisis of identity (Hey, hey) Is it any wonder that this happens all the time? Got a head like a hole and a heart like a landmine Time hits like a freight train No paycheck can pay back the lost years spent ruminating Just pain to be gained from your common sense fears Everybody’s wasting away here Watch us bloom and decay Cast to the side (Cast to the side) No one heard you choking as you Swallowed your pride (Swallowed your pride) You say yo...

Strange days

  Song of the day;; → The Intersphere - Antitype Jaded eyes play hide and seek Are you still in denial? Confide in the few who spin the gold And all the rest revels in the past We need to break the peace we've loved for so long 'Cause we have had enough for too long We know we beggar all we build up on its own Aiming high at this recreant world Burdens pile up towards the sky Delight in cynical memoirs That life is a joke and death the final gag We need to break the peace we've loved for so long 'Cause we were wandering for too long We know we beggar all we’d build up on its own We're gonna hit the misanthropic bottom We've learned to pay the price for too long We know we were wrong about you, where's the antitype? We love and yearn for someone It's the weak spot of us all We seek for fame and fortune There's no room left for downfall Capital driven morals Dictate rich man's shortfall And push poor man's hard-won achievements Against the conc...

In my blood

  Song of the day;; → Ruelle - Madness I see that look in your eyes It makes me go blind Cut me deep, these secrets and lies Storm in the quiet Ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh Feel the fury closing in All resistance wearing thin Nowhere to run from all of this havoc Nowhere to hide From all of this madness, madness, madness Madness, madness, madness Ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh Feel the fury closing in All resistance wearing thin Nowhere to run from all of this havoc Nowhere to hide From all of this madness, madness, madness Madness, madness, madness Ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh Nowhere to run There's nowhere to hide This is madness, madness, madness Madness, madness, madness Madness, madness, madness

Give you up

  Song of the day;; → Hollow Front - Broken Promises -- Tänään oli psykoterapia. Keskusteltiin muun muassa Runtista. Mulla on jostain syystä ollut sitä tosi kova ikävä tässä viime aikoina, haluaisin vaan olla sen kanssa. Kolmisen viikon päästä mun pitäisi kuitenkin nähdä taas se ja mä en muuta tällä hetkellä odotakaan. Keskiviikkona on sairaanhoitajan aika ja apteekissakin pitäis (taas kerran) käydä. En oikein osaa sanoa muita kuulumisia. Oon yrittänyt pitää yllä jonkinlaista semi-normaalia unirytmiä. Tänään oli kylmä eikä muutenkaan kovin kiva sää, joten en käyny ulkona. Roskat pitäis jaksaa viedä, mikä on perseestä, koska se on aina semmonen ihme työmaa.

Here's to starting over

  Song of the day;; → Obsydians & Steve Fari - Ascension One me Only one me Only This might be your day When did you hear this? Will you handle this? Cause they’re losing the war Will you be around it? Will you attend it? Will it matter? In between I sway Like if you had time to pray Find a way Ascension Now I’m allowed to play You invited me To this journey Would it make this day perfect? Recognising the earth Inviting me to dirt In between I sway Like if you had time to pray Find a way Ascension Now I’m allowed to play Rise above the hardships you’ll face I will sign and keep on rising As long as you are giving me your soul and keep me awake Feel like home and spread your light around I will listen and just be there As long as you are giving me your love I’ll give you my soul In between I sway Like if you had time to pray Find a way Ascension Now I’m allowed to play

One turns to none

  Song of the day;; → London Grammar - Hey Now Hey now, letters burning by my bed for you Hey now, I can feel my instincts here for you Hey now, by my bed for you Hey now, hey now Oh, you know it is frightening Oh, you know it’s like lightning Hey now, now Hey now, letters burning by my bed for you Hey now, leave it to the wayside like you do For you, imagination calling mirrors for you Hey now, hey now Oh, you know it is frightening Oh, you know it’s like lightning Hey now, now, hey now, now Hey now, now, hey now, now

Take some time

  Song of the day;;  → Bad Omens - The Worst In Me Is there nothing left to keep myself awake? To keep the walls from caving in When all they ever do is try to bend and break? Is there forgiveness in the end? I need relief, a failure's coming on Just breathe in deep, it's taking far too long I had you in my grip, but you're starting to slip Bring out the worst in me And now it's come to end, I think I'm giving in You set my demons free It seems no matter where I look, it's always gone With you, I know I'll never win And it's hard to say where it went so wrong And failed me in the end I need relief, a failure's coming on Just breathe in deep, it's taking far too long I need relief, this weakness carries on Please, be a dream, or was it all along? I had you in my grip, but you're starting to slip Bring out the worst in me And now it's come to end, I think I'm giving in You set my demons free It's better when you're with me, but ...

House on fire

  Song of the day;; → Shining - Take Me My heart is beating steady as I pray to the night I am not afraid, just take me now Riding a red Corvette to the end of the world I am ready, set, go, just take me now Oh, lord, here we go Take me now, don't take it slow, sing it Oh, lord, hear me now It's the end of the world, let's make it loud So bring this world down on me And I'll leave it all behind Come take me, come take me now I am ready to cross the sky So bring this world down on me And I'll leave it all behind Come push me close to the edge I belong on the other side And when the night falls down at the end of the world I am ready for it all, just take me now I've got my fist up, won't stop, show me what you got Give me your best shot, take me now Oh, lord, here we go Take me now, don't take it slow, sing it Oh, lord, soon I'm gone I'm at the end of the world with my weapons drawn So bring this world down on me And I'll leave it all behind C...

Slowburn

  Song of the day;; → Abel Korzeniowski - Charms -- Kävin tänään lenkillä pitkästä aikaa. Keli oli ihana ja tuntui tosi hyvältä kävellä ulkona. Sanoisin, että tässä tilanteessa aika suuri voitto ja askel etiäpäin.

Rise

  Song of the day;; → Tusks - Toronto Oh, what do you mean? I don't feel your passion for anything I don't feel your love reach me I'll stay where I can breathe at least Oh darling, you damage from afar Hollow me out and dumb me down To someone we both can't love now Etching your scars around Toronto Oh darling, what have you done? You threw us away without a second thought Of the words that you'd burn in my lungs Your eyes are closed, you're just killing off Every piece Of our memory I'm just wasted, numb and blinded to what you believe It's too late now To give me love You ripped my heart right through your life You just fucked it up Toronto

En route to mayhem

  Song of the day;; → Being As An Ocean - OK "We haven't been what you call 'in love' for a while." "Did she know that?" "She knew it first." The butterflies I'd felt Had only begun to cut and itch As much as you tried to hide it, I knew You were just dying to flip your switch Taught to play dress-up, but never learned to play house Fear giving license to the words falling from your mouth Our love was lost Your heart turned cold And that was when I let you go I let you go, I let you go Poking corpses and throwing blame How could I have thought I'd be the one To drive the demons away? Romanticism, seduced by the beauty of form Those supple lines, a familiar warmth Turned hard and cold as stone "I've lost track of what is love and which is hate, but I'm through being your punching bag and your referee in your battleground. I'm going to help myself." Our love was lost Your heart turned cold And that was when I let you...

Down to hell

  Song of the day;; → Mötley Crüe - Live Wire Plug me in, I'm alive tonight Out on the streets again Turn me on, I'm too hot to stop Something you'll never forget Take my fist, break down walls I'm on top tonight No, no You better turn me loose You better set me free 'Cause I'm hot, young, running free A little bit better than I used to be 'Cause I'm alive Live wire 'Cause I'm alive I'm a live wire 'Cause I'm alive Live wire 'Cause I'm alive I'm a live wire I'll either break her face or take down her legs Get my ways at will Go for the throat and never let loose Going in for the kill Take my fist, break down walls I'm on top tonight No, no You better turn me loose You better set me free Because I'm hot, young, running free A little bit better than I used to be 'Cause I'm alive Live wire 'Cause I'm alive I'm a live wire 'Cause I'm alive Live wire 'Cause I'm alive I'm a liv...

Little one (If you care)

  Song of the day;; → Marika Hackman - Deep Green Just because I love your skin Doesn't mean I'll jump in The water's clean and warm and green I'm not allowed to swim I'm scared of getting in Batteries and Holy Ghosts Buried in my bag of bones She said they would help me to grow Said feeding the stomach is feeding the soul Spider web and harlequins Wrapped around your sticky wings It's pretty, but it's hurting like hell 'Cause I know that I'm unwell My body's made of shell And I know that you can tell Beat me at my own damn game Fucking with my goddamn brain Now I will never win again Better to love than to have and to hold I heard that you like to swim Doesn't mean I'm gonna jump in But I'll put on my swimming set 'Cause I know I'm going to get wet I know I'm going to get wet I know I'm going to get wet Just because I love your skin Doesn't mean I'll jump in The water's clean and warm and green I'm not...

Letting go

  Song of the day;; → Like Moths To Flames - Bury Your Pain Nothing will be waiting for you at the end of this life So make your peace with it When you become a silhouette to the world There's no light to lead you in The colors that you love begin to fade away You'll find you never got what you gave Fuck wishing for better days Complacent in the mess you made Self-inflicted, you're to blame for your pain Left to rot an empty soul inside a hollow hell I gave up on you long before you gave up on yourself I gave up on you long before you gave up on yourself I gave up on you long before you gave up on yourself You bit off more than you could ever chew How will you measure your life at the end when it's through Watch you dissolve, wither away Death will be your only infinity Make your peace with it It's hard to wish you the best Don't crawl back, don't forgive me Bury your pain in a shallow grave It's hard to wish you the best When all you do is let me down, ...