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  Song of the day;; → Dark Covenant - Forever Amongst the Ruins Dark shadows fall As the wind blows upon Towering monuments Of broken memories And I am left alone To wander in what once was Splendour in my mortal eyes This life I used to call divine Where are they now The truths I took for granted The light of a thousand suns Now only dust remains Will you now reach for me? Dark endless eternity Take me away from this life Into a new beginning I call upon the lords of time To break the bonds of false eternity This place of black illusion I must escape I am not a child of this reality Dark shadows fall As the wind blows upon Towering monuments Of broken memories Will you now reach for me? Dark endless eternity Take me away from this life Into a new beginning I call upon the lords of time To break the bonds of false eternity This place of black illusion I must escape I am not a child of this reality

  Song of the day;; → Agnes Obel - Parliament of Owls -- Käytiin tänään kaverin kanssa ihmettelemässä Kansainvälisten Suurmarkkinoiden tarjontaa. Syötiin pizzapalat (no okei, mä söin omastani puolet, koska se ei ollu niin hyvää kuin olis voinut olla ja, y'know, syömishäiriö) sekä vohveli puoliksi. Ostin ihan älyttömän nätit korvakorut sekä maailman parhaimman ja söpöimmän asian: ison capybara-pehmon, jolla on semmonen kilpikonnareppu. Se on niin suloinen ja oon kyllä jo pidemmän aikaa halunnut capybara-pehmon, kun tykkään pehmoleluista ja capybaroista. Illalla sitten juteltiin porukoiden kanssa videopuhelussa, Runttia oli hirvikärpänen purru päästä joten sitä kutitti kamalasti. Sille kävi pienempänä niin, että hirvikärpänen puri sitä korvasta ja se raapi sen korvan ihan verille ja karvattomaksi. Siihen piti hakia apteekista jotain hunajavoidetta, jolla se sitten helpotti se kutina ja karvat kasvo takasin. Sillä oli sukka teipattuna tassuun, aivan kuten mulla oli pienenä, jotten raa...

  Song of the day;; → Carver Commodore - Black Plastic Ch-ch-ch-check me out I'm going to the store I'm gonna buy a little toy I'm gonna really shoot the boys Check me out I'm going to the school I bet that staying is gonna rule they gonna think I'm so cool in my Black plastic I got my Black plastic Uh That teacher wound me out I must have really broke a rule This time it doesn't seem like everything is gonna go smooth They kicked me out I don't know what to do I can't go home and tell the news my mom and dad they would be cruel aye They don't like black plastic It's only Black plastic I'm on the long way home Don't wanna face the truth I'm stopping еverywhere I know to try and dеlay feeling blue When I whipped it out at the candy stall so smoothly Showing off the giddy lock must have did enough to prove my Ohhh Black plastic I got my Black plastic

  Song of the day;; → Nemo - The Code Welcome to the show, let everybody know I'm done playin' the game, I'll break out of the chains You better buckle up, I'll pour another cup This is my bohème, so drink it up, my friend Oh Oh This story is my truth I, I went to hell and back To find myself on track I broke the code, woah-oh-oh Like ammonites I just gave it some time Now I found paradise I broke the code, woah-oh-oh (Yeah) Let me tell you a tale about life 'Bout the good and the bad, better hold on tight Who dеcides what's wrong, what's right? Everything is balance, еverything's light I got so much on my mind And I been awake all night I'm so pumped, I'm so psyched It's bigger than me, I'm gettin' so hyped, like (Oh) Let me taste the lows and highs (Oh) Let me feel that burning fright (Oh) This story is my truth I, I went to hell and back To find myself on track I broke the code, woah-oh-oh Like ammonites I just gave it some time No...

  Song of the day;; → The Neighbourhood - Stuck with Me Now I'm feeling guilty for it Didn't wanna leave I got caught up in the forest Hangin' with the trees Realised I'm less important Than I thought I'd be I'm not tellin' you for any certain reason but Now I'm feelin' guilty for it I didn't wanna leave, no I got caught up in the forest Hangin' with the trees, yeah, yeah Realised I'm less important, oh, yeah Than I thought I'd be, yeah I'm not tellin' you for any certain reasons but I just want your empathy Our lives keep on gettin' shorter Losin' opportunity There might be some other ways of looking at it but That's just what I see I been gettin' over myself Thinkin' about what you need Then I realised that neither of us matter What's reality, yeah? You are stuck with me So I guess I'll be sticking with You are stuck with me So I guess I'll be sticking with you (You) couldn't be more diffe...

  Song of the day;; → Ereb Altor - Fenris Fostrad i denna skog av järn Född av förrädarens blod Fasa sprids över land och hav Fjättrad av svekfulla Asar   Ulven sliter denna natt Kallare än nånsin Brista skall hans gleipnerrep Innan gryningen vaknar Ett riv i ulvens buk Han kan ej vila Ulven sliter denna natt Blod är hans drivkraft   Rasar den värsta av stormar Ormen från havet ringlar upp Bröder skall svika blodets band Hungern river hans ulvabuk   Ulven sliter denna natt Blod är hans drivkraft Brista skall hans gleipnerrep Nu är tiden kommen Åh, du vise, känn hans bett Krigets Gud han slukar Ragnarök är nu här Himlen rämnar mot marken -- Lupauduin tänään sillä tapaamisella, että sitoudun käymään syksyn ajan sellaisessa vakautumisryhmässä. Se on siis tarkoitettu kiusaamista kokeneille, ja siinä ymmärtääkseni pureudutaan traumoihin ja siihen, miten ne vaikuttaa nykypäivänä, eikä siellä ihan sääntöjen mukaisesti käydä läpi mitään kokemuksia yms. Vetäjä oli sitä mieltä...

  Song of the day;; → Michael Salvatori & Martin O'Donnell - No Stone Unturned -- Tänään oli fysioterapia, se meni oikein mukavasti. Nukuin sen jälkeen päikkärit, koska väsytti aivan helvetisti. Sain sen jälkeen jopa tiskattua, hyvä minä. Huomenna mulla on tapaaminen sen tukiryhmän vetäjän kanssa, toivottavasti nyt tällä kertaa en herää keskellä yötä perkeleelliseen migreeniin.

  Song of the day;; → Carolina Liar - Done Stealin' If I had the chance to say Remove the walls, let's clean the slate Would it make us new? Should we find a way to start Without the mess we've made this far Would it make us new? I've seen this movie once before Don't need to see the end, no I can't get away And you will never leave me Addicted to the game It's time to make it easy I can't get enough So I have to do the right thing And give you back 'Cause I'm done stealin' If someone looked into our case And said our files could be erased Would that make us new? Just tell me when and where to sign I'll check in and do the time And tell the truth 'Cause I've seen this movie twice before Don't need to see the end, no I can't get away And you will never leave me Addicted to the game It's time to make it easy I can't get enough So I have to do the right thing And give you back 'Cause I'm done stealin' I kn...

  Song of the day;; → Lord of the Lost - Blood & Glitter Blood and glitter Sweet and bitter We're so happy we could die Blood and glitter What we are is but a choice A promise to ourselves We are free to break and change Never forget? Let it go This or that? No need to know Whether above or below We are all from the same blood Blood and glitter, sweet and bitter We're so happy we could die Blood and glitter, sweet and bitter We're so happy we could die Blood and glitter, saint and sinner We do fall before we rise Now go, go Let your blood flow, flow With broken wings, we'll learn to fly We are blood and glitter Keep your head up in the clouds With two feet on the ground Life's too fast so make it count Never forget? Let it go This or that? No need to know Whether above or below We are all from the same blood Blood and glitter, sweet and bitter We're so happy we could die Blood and glitter, saint and sinner We do fall before we rise Now go, go Let your blood ...

  Song of the day;; → The Neighbourhood - Daddy Issues Take you like a drug I taste you on my tongue You ask me what I'm thinking about I tell you that I'm thinking about Whatever you're thinking about (Ah) Tell me somethin' then I'll forget And you might have to tell me again It's crazy what you do for a friend Go ahead and cry, little girl Nobody does it like you do I know how much it matters to you I know that you got daddy issues And if you were my little girl I'd do whatever I could do I'd run away and hide with you I know that you got daddy issues, and I do too I tried to write your name in the rain But the rain never came So I made with the sun The shade Always comes at the worst times (Ah) You ask me what I'm thinking about I tell you that I'm thinking about Whatever you're thinking about Tell me somethin' then I'll forget And you might have to tell me again It's crazy what you do for a friend Go ahead and cry, little girl...

  Song of the day;; → Candlemass - Solitude I'm sitting here alone in darkness, waiting to be free Lonely and forlorn, I am crying I long for my time to come, death means just life Please let me die in solitude Hate is my only friend, pain is my father Torment is delight to me Death is my sanctuary, I seek it with pleasure Please let me die in solitude Receive my sacrifice, my lifeblood is exhausted No one gave love and understanding Hear these words, vilifiers and pretenders And please let me die in solitude Earth to earth, ashes to ashes And dust to dust Earth to earth, ashes to ashes And dust to dust Sitting here alone in darkness, waiting to be free Lonely and forlorn, I am crying I long for my time to come, death means just life Please let me die in solitude, yeah Earth to earth, ashes to ashes And dust to dust Earth to earth, ashes to ashes And dust to dust Earth to earth, ashes to ashes And dust to dust Earth to earth, ashes to ashes And dust to dust And please let me die in...

  Song of the day;; → Darren Korb - Stained Glass -- Oli eilen migreeni päällä, niin jouduin perumaan menot enkä jaksanu oikein muuta tehä kun nukkua ja vähän selailla puhelinta. Tänään oli onneksi sitten ihan normaali olo. Huomenna on psykoterapia.

  Song of the day;; → Boy Epic - Up Down I'll be stuck chasing time, running all my life Trying not to lose the fire burning in my eyes In a mad, mad world I'm falling in Little lost to go tryna start again Tick tock, don't stop, I'm breathing Harder that I see it's Up down, up down And barely breathing But I follow, follow you down And my mind is in spinning Up down, up down Still fighting my demons But I follow, follow you down Through the glass I lose myself in the darkest deep Time is just a memory with its sun's on me Oh, it's a mad mad world I'm drowning in Does anybody know how to start again? Tick tock, don't stop, I'm breathing Harder that I see it's Up down, up down And barely breathing But I follow, follow you down And my mind is in spinning Up down, up down Still fighting my demons But I follow, follow you Falling faster than heart's beating Tick tock don't stop I'm still breathing Ohhh falling faster than heart's ...

  Song of the day;; → Sudden Lights - Aijā You said some words, didn't hear you fall asleep People were talking louder from my TV screen I heard them scream, it was too dark to see Don't cry I'll try to say the right words at the right times Sing you lullabies Please, don't wake up, wake up Used to think we live in a world so beautiful You see, I think I don't believe in this stuff anymore Don't cry I'll try to say the right words at the right times Sing you lullabies Please, don't wake up, wake up Don't cry I'll try to say the right words at the right times Sing you lullabies Please, don't wake up, wake up Plеase, don't make me wakе Don't make me wake (Please) Don't make me wake (Don't wake up, wake up) Aijā, aijā Saldā miegā Aijā, aijā Saldā miegā -- Eurooppa päästi taas mestariteoksen käsistään, kun Latvia jäi vuonna 2023 finaalin ulkopuolelle. Näin muuten yksi yö unta, missä lauleskelin tätä biisiä.

  Song of the day;; → The Cinematic Orchestra & Patrick Watson - To Build A Home There is a house built out of stone Wooden floors, walls, and window sills Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust This is a place where I don't feel alone This is a place where I feel at home And I built a home For you, for me Until it disappeared From me, from you And now, it's time to leave And turn to dust Out in the garden where we planted the seeds There is a tree as old as me Branches were sewn by the color of green Ground had arose and passed its knees By the cracks of his skin I climbed to the top I climbed the tree to see the world When the gusts came around to blow me down Held on as tightly as you held onto me Held on as tightly as you held onto me And I built a home For you, for me Until it disappeared From me, from you And now, it's time to leave And time to die -- Tää biisi saa mut aina vähän kyynelehtimään. Tänään oli sadepäivä ja mua väsytti varmaan siitä syystä ihan helv...

  Song of the day;; → Count Raven - The Poltergeist I sold my soul to the night I refuse to go into the light It's been so long since I saw the sun Remember me, the undone My faith was sealed At an early stage The pain decided This secret place So it is, much darker now Still it is clear anyhow I don't know what to do Alone I walk without you No more flesh wounds It's all over now After I've taken my last breath I found a choice in death I sit around and waiting, waiting here for you If I am not mistaken, you, you feel it, too That was what I was thinking when I first got here I know now I am dreaming cos you don't know I'm here You don't know I am here I am alone, so alone The point is very clear Realize, that you are dead A cold world hurt so much A poltergeist, no human touch No fate was sealed at an early stage You yourself decided this secret place Your mind was set to an eternal life And instead you got an eternal death -- Tänään en oikiastaan tehny ju...

  Song of the day;; → defrag - If You Were a Dream -- Kävin tänään kaupungilla pyörimässä sillä aikaa, kun röiukkelit teki tuota kaapelikorjausta tai mitä ikinä tekivätkään (älkää multa kysykö, mä en ole edes töissä täällä). Kävin K-Citymarketissa, kirpparilla, Suomalaisessa sekä Tokmannissa. Löysin kivoja juttuja ja ostelin vähän kaikkea mitä ei pitänyt (hups), mutta kerrankos sitä. Illemmalla sitten kaveri tuli käymään, meidän piti ensin kattoa joku leffa, mutta juteltiinkin sitten vaan, kun oltiin viimeksi nähty silloin toukokuun lopussa. Nyt kun tuo korjaushommeli on tehty ja sain telkkarin siirrettyä omalle paikalleen, voisin huomenna pelailla vähän Hogwarts Legacya. 

  Song of the day;; → 888 - Creepers Always looking behind your back This is how nightmares overlap All this talk about saving face We don’t talk too much about our graves Now it's so easy for you to hide Behind those curtains you can justify This is how it feels to be alive This is how it feels to be alive I’d like to know where people go in the night (In the night) As if we're honest vessels and we’re living life (Living life) Always sad when you're strapped for cash Burned your bank account into ash Shall we sit and wait for our breath? Once a robber, always til’ death Now it's so easy for you to run Anonymous and armed with a gun This is how it feels to be alive This is how it feels to be alive I’d like to know where people go in the night (In the night) As if we're honest vessels and we’re living life (Living life) You could take my soul, I won’t let it go Money can’t buy love, but it could buy you I’d like to know where people go in the night (In the night) As...

  Song of the day;; → The Busker - Dance (Our Own Party) Wait now, can you speak up? It's a little bit loud, I'm a little bit lost, oh Fogged up, might be the drinks Or the social tease of anxiety The tension I'm getting The faces I drew on, I can't focus Should've known this, when the tik gets toking, I'm gone I feel better in my sweater I got my stereo, I'll play you songs you know But hey, wait, what you say? Do you want to dance? Do you want to dance? Do you want to dance? Do you want to dance? It's on, yeah, we go outside Take the very first ride Try to save our night If you're keen, I got some indoor shoes I can offer you, get you in the groove The tension is lifting Another moment would've been too much This the real me Our own party Our own party Our own party I feel better in my sweater Gaga radio, is this the song you know? But hey, wait, what you say? Do you want to dance? Do you want to dance? Do you want to dance? Do you want to danc...

  Song of the day;; → The Strokes - Reptilia He seemed impressed by the way you came in Tell us a story, I know you're not boring I was afraid that you would not insist You sound so sleepy, just take this, now leave me I said please don't slow me down if I'm going too fast You're in a strange part of our town Yeah, the night's not over, you're not trying hard enough Our lives are changing lanes, you ran me off the road The wait is over, I'm now taking over You're no longer laughing, I'm not drowning fast enough Now every time that I look at myself I thought I told you, this world is not for you The room is on fire as she's fixing her hair You sound so angry, just calm down, you found me I said please don't slow me down if I'm going too fast You're in a strange part of our town Yeah, the night's not over, you're not trying hard enough Our lives are changing lanes, you ran me off the road The wait is over, I'm now taking ove...

  Song of the day;; → coldrain - CALLING (Hey, hey, hey) (Hey, hey, hey) Fifteen years in the making Five as one, we stand aligned Going nowhere, but straight up higher We sold our souls to the music Loud and proud all through the night Doing nothing, but going harder We are the energy Together a symphony Making history This is a calling (Oh-woah-oh) Nothing can stop us or slow us down I'll give you a warning (A warning) Don’t ever try to bring us down We're going louder now than ever before So just let it blare (Fifteen years of believing) (Five plus all that held the line) (We're not leaving) Nobody’s leaving All for one (Devotion) One for all (Emotion) Growing bigger and only stronger We are the energy Together a symphony Making history This is a calling (Oh-woah-oh) Nothing can stop us or slow us down I'll give you a warning (A warning) Don't ever try to bring us down We're going louder now than ever before So just let it blare Yeah We're going nowhere (...

  Song of the day;; → Aphorism - No Dialtone -- Tuntuu ihanan kotoisalta ja rauhalliselta olla taas, no, kotona. Toki tuntuu pahalta olla Runtista erossa, mutta eiköhän me nähdä syksyllä jossain vaiheessa ja äiti lupasi lähettää siitä paljon kuvia ja videoita. Sain tänään melkein kaikki vaatteet järjesteltyä (vähän iski laiska polveen enkä jaksanut ihan loppuun viedä aloittamaani hommaa, mutta huomenna ei ole kiire minnekään, joten voin tehdä sen silloin) ja kävelemässäkin kävin. Kiva keli oli, sopivan lämmin. Huomenna tosiaan järjestelen tavaroita lisää ja käyn lenkillä, sikäli mikäli sää sallii. Maanantaina mulla onkin sitten fysioterapia.

  Song of the day;; → The Moderates - Inescapable You This world is sick with wrecks like you In your heart, you feel, but your mind's a mess Your body's numb, from all the hopeless things that eat at your mind It kills me, consumes me, it tears me inside It chews me up, it spits me out, it makes me feel all lonely inside I know you can't hear me, your body's dead with the Sickness I know I'll never have I could never be that selfish, that foolish, that vulnerable But I guess you were, you are, what I am never going to be It kills me, consumes me it tears me inside It chews me up and spits me out and makes me feel all lonely inside Not a day passes I don't worry whether you're dead or not You're treading water, in a tar ocean I'm the only light but I'm always on the horizon Why can't you see It kills me, consumes me, it tears me inside It chews me up and spits me out and makes me feel alone It kills me, consumes me, it tears me inside It chew...

  Song of the day;; → Voyager - Promise Have you ever done anything like this before? Have you ever done anything like this before? If you've never done anything like this before Then you haven't been alive Have you ever shut all the open doors? Have you ever just walked on out on your own? Have you ever just lost your mind when you try to unwind Or are you coming right back for more? I'm here tonight Promise mе you'll hold me 'til I die I'm by your side Promisе me it's gonna Promise me it's gonna be alright (Ah-oh, ah-oh, ah-oh, ah-oh, oh-oh) Promise me it's gonna be alright (Ah-oh, ah-oh, ah-oh, ah-oh, oh-oh) Promise me it's gonna be alright (Promise me it's gonna be alright) Have you ever been alone too much? Have you ever prayed for human touch? Have you ever just lost a little part of you To find a little something new? Cross my heart 'til the sky turns red in the sunrise Since you told me everything's alright (Ah-oh, ah-oh, ah-o...

  Song of the day;; → Fleetwood Mac - Dreams (Mmm) Now, here you go again You say you want your freedom Well, who am I to keep you down? It's only right that you should Play the way you feel it But listen carefully to the sound Of your loneliness Like a heartbeat drives you mad (Heartbeat) In the stillness of rememberin' (Stillness) What you had and what you lost (Lonely, ooh) And what you had and what you lost (Ooh, ooh) Oh, thunder only happens when it's rainin' Players only love you when they're playing Say, women, they will come and they will go When the rain washes you clean, you'll know You'll know Now, here I go again I see the crystal visions I keep my visions to myself It's only me who wants to Wrap around your dreams And have you any dreams you'd like to sell? Dreams of loneliness Like a heartbeat drives you mad (Heartbeat) In the stillness of rememberin' (Stillness) What you had and what you lost (Lonely, ooh) Oh, what you had, oh, wha...

  Song of the day;; → Northlane - Nova I've finally opened my eyes I think I needed the time Needed to lose my mind To find my way to the surface I didn't see the signs Thought I was doing fine Turns out that I was blind A lie had burrowed deep into my soul My spirit exploding Chaos fire, infinite release In pieces I'm falling A life I can't repeat My spirit exploded And I picked up the pieces At least what I could I hope the glue holds like it should But I can see the cracks (My spirit exploded) Waking up in the shadows Thе cycle runs its course A lesson to bе taught But I can't lift myself off the floor My spirit exploding Chaos fire, infinite release In pieces I'm falling A life I can't repeat My spirit exploded And I picked up the pieces At least what I could I hope the glue holds like it should But I can see the cracks (My spirit exploded)

  Song of the day;; → dreissk - Finding the Way -- Ihanaa, tällä viikolla pääsee kotiin.

  Song of the day;; → The Griswolds - 16 Years Sixteen years, without even a place to call my home But I'll dry my tears, looking for a place to rest my bones All these years, but never changed the one that I have known And despite my fears, I'm sure that I can make it on my own Party drugs and limousines, oh mama, this is killing me I'm half the man I used to be, o-oh Tequila, lust, and gambling, oh mama, I need rescuing What sixteen years has done to me, o-oh Sixteen years, burning every bridge that I have known Without you here, the world has gotten colder on my own Party drugs and limousines, oh mama, this is killing me I'm half the man I used to be, o-oh Tequila, lust, and gambling, oh mama, I need rescuing What sixteen years has done to me, o-oh There's nothing like it, I'm going away There's nothing like the feeling Of being alone now on a New York street Gives everything some meaning There's nothing like being torn apart From a love you've kn...

  Song of the day;; → Luke Black - Samo mi se spava Baby, watch the world on fire It is all a game to me I don't wanna choose my fighter Who's taking control of me? Hello? Samo mi se spava (Spavaj) (Ooh) I just wanna sleep forever (S-spavam) I like it better when I dream Želim zauvek da spavam (S-spavam) Dok svet gori I just wanna close my eyes (S-spavam) And just get it over with Želim zauvek da spavam (S-spavam) Dok svet gori A noć je, beskonačni sati Na ramenu đavoli Želim samo večno spati Tako da ih pobedim Hello? Game over (Spavaj) (Samo mi se spava, uh) I just wanna sleep forever (S-spavam) I like it better when I dream Želim zauvek da spavam (S-spavam) Dok svet gori I just wanna close my eyes (S-spavam) And just get it over with Želim zauvek da spavam (S-spavam) Dok svet gori (This ends now) War, glad je, bez nade Savest spava (S-spava) dok svet gori Kraj je, mrak traje Razum spava (S-spava) dok svet gori (S-spavaj) (Samo mi se spava) Samo mi se spava -- Mitä ajatteli Eu...

  Song of the day;; → Death Cab for Cutie - I Will Follow You Into the Dark Love of mine, someday you will die But I'll be close behind, I'll follow you into the dark No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white Just our hands clasped so tight, waiting for the hint of a spark If Heaven and Hell decide that they both are satisfied Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark In Catholic school, as vicious as Roman rule I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black And I held my tongue as she told me, son Fear is the heart of love, so I never went back If Heaven and Hell decide that they both are satisfied Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark You and me have seen everything to see From Bangkok to Calgary and the soles of your shoes Are all worn down, the time for sleep is now But ...