BLOOD RED ROSES.

Song of the day;; → MGMT - Kids You were a child, crawling on your knees toward it Making momma so proud but your voice is too loud We like to watch you laughing You pick the insects off plants, no time to think of consequences Control yourself, take only what you need from it A family of trees wanting to be haunted Control your self, take only what you need from it A family of trees wanting to be haunted The water is warm but it's sending me shivers A baby is born, crying out for attention Memories fade, like looking through a fogged mirror Decisions too, decisions are made and not bought But I thought this wouldn't hurt a lot, I guess not Control yourself, take only what you need from it A family of trees wanting to be haunted Control your self, take only what you need from it A family of trees wanting to be haunted

Song of the day;; → Trentemøller - Take Me Into Your Skin

Song of the day;; → The Cinematic Orchestra - Child Song --  Only one exam left.

Song of the day;; → UNKLE - In a Broken Dream

Song of the day;; → UNKLE - Black Mass -- I had a psychology exam today. I reckon it went well.

Song of the day;; → The Music - Get Through It When mountains are high Clouds and rain form on them When waters are deep Dragons are born in them Flourish my arms tonight Cherished in my arms tonight Come on, how do I get through it? Come on, put you back into it Come on, something to believe in Come on, know yourself from within A burden to pass That holds you from your fortune A dormant fire that burns a hole Inside you Flourish my arms tonight Cherished in my arms tonight Come on, how do I get through it? Come on, put you back into it Come on, something to believe in Come on, know yourself from within Come on, how do I get through it? Come on, put you back into it Come on, something to believe in Come on, know yourself from within

Song of the day;; → The Music - The Last One The whole world follows them As echoes respond to sounds One thought leads to another thought The mind is the battle ground You are holding on To all that really matters You wonder why All this had to happen Why am I the last one to know, last one to know You try to get a hold on yourself, hold on yourself The words I can't understand They are like waterfalls The world in the palm of my hand One day I'll crush you all You're holding on To all that really matters You wonder why All this had to happen Why am I the last one to know, last one to know You try to get a hold on yourself, hold on yourself Why am I the last one to know, last one to know Why am I the last one to know, last one to know Why am I the last one to know, last one to know You try to get a hold on yourself, hold on yourself Why am I the last one to know, last one to know Y

Song of the day;; → The Music - Cold Blooded Way, way down in the darkest secrets That you and me aren't told There lives a man who won't believe us When we show him love But someday soon, they will rise Cut us down without thinking twice Cold blooded, cold blooded animal Cold blooded, cold blooded animal Still running, still running from you Cold blooded, cold blooded animal Way, way down in the back of your mind There lives a conscious Not every child listens to reason Some will get away But someday soon, they will rise Cut us down without thinking twice Cold blooded, cold blooded animal Cold blooded, cold blooded animal Still running, still running from you Cold blooded, you cold blooded animal We are writing but when will they listen to us? The time we've wasted We keep running, we just keep running I find you hopeless, you're breaking, you're breaking again 'Til it's over

Song of the day;; → Digitonal - Silver Poetry -- Simply beautiful. I love tracks like these, sometimes more than anything.

Song of the day;; → Death of the Neighbourhood - A Cool Breeze on the Back of the Neck -- Fucking migraine.

Song of the day;; → The Script - We Cry Together we cry Together we cry Jenny was a poor girl, living in a rich world Named her baby Hope when she was just 14 She was hoping for a better world for this little girl But the apple doesn't fall too far from the tree Well, she gets that call, Hope's far too gone Her baby's on the way, with nothing left inside Together we cry What about the junk head, could've gone the whole way Lighting up the stage trying to get a deal Now he's lighting up the wrong way, something for the pain Man, you wanna see this kid, he was so fucking unreal When he gets their call, he's too far gone Can't get it together to sing one song And they won't hear tonight the words of a lullaby Together we cry Mary's ambitious, she wants to be a politician She's been dreaming about it since she was a girl She though that she'd be the one who could change the world

Song of the day;; → Underworld - Good Morning Cockerel My skin bursts out of my jeans Hallelujah Black barbed wire kisses memories Go right through us White tree painted on a black wall Moon dog bleached by the sun Give me eyes electric white Fresh in beneath us In the dark

Song of the day;; → Kasabian - Reason Is Treason Here come the morning and I'll say goodbye to you Here come the morning and I'll say goodbye But I don't turn around 'cause the reason is treason Here come the morning and I'll say goodbye to you Here come the morning and I'll say goodbye But I don't turn around 'cause the reason is treason See the stones coming at my window See, they left me no protection Tell his family that he won't be okay K I L L Check the angles from both forces Overcome by the need to fight it Fight it, fight it Fight it, fight it Here come the morning and I'll say goodbye to you Here come the morning and I'll say goodbye But I don't turn around 'cause the reason is treason Here come the morning and I'll say goodbye to you Here come the morning and I'll say goodbye But I don't turn around 'cause the reason is treason I hea

Song of the day;; → One Night Only - It's About Time So many new faces, familiar places But I found my tracks to their hearts And all the people I already know I hope I left with a place in their hearts 'Cause they left with a place in my heart, ooohh It's about time you're back in my life 'Cause I miss you, honey It's about time you're back in my sight 'Cause I need you, honey So all of these faces and brand new places And a fresh start to my life And now I know where I wanna go I'm gonna make sure I do it just right 'Cause if I don't I know things won't feel right, ooohh It's about time you're back in my life 'Cause I miss you, honey It's about time you're back in my sight 'Cause I need you, honey But I don't need you, honey But I still miss you 'Cause then it came so clearly That I don't need you anymore My best advice is to co

Song of the day;; → Young Knives - Counters We're not numbers We're not numbers anymore We're the counters We're not numbers anymore We're not numbers We're not numbers anymore We're the counters We're the counters It seems that all the milk's gone sour And I can't believe my eyes I drank to put me out of my misery Cruel to be kind The sweat has dried into my shirt And I tried to bite my tongue I know that you think that I am joking around You've got that wrong, wrong, wrong Sitting in the front seat Turning on the monitor Sucking on the hose pipe Keep it turning over It seems that everything's gone wrong Since you entered my life For me to stay here would be a bad idea And that's not so nice, nice, nice Sitting in the front seat Turning on the monitor Sucking on the hose pipe Keep it turning over, keep it turning over

Song of the day;; → Spiritualized - Harmony 2 (Piano) -- This has got to be one of my favourite instrumental tracks ever. It's quite beautiful, even if it's so short.

Song of the day;; → Innerpartysystem - Don't Stop The road I walk is paved in gold To glorify my platinum soul I'll buy my way to talk to god So he can live with what I'm not The selfish blood runs through my veins I gave up everything for fame I am the lie that you adore I feed the rich and fuck the poor I got what you want, it just don't stop I got what you want, it just don't stop This is entertainment, lies are entertainment You are down on your knees begging me for more The road I walk is paved in gold To glorify my platinum soul I am the closes thing to god So worship me and never stop The wretched blood runs through my veins I gave up everything for fame I am the lie that you adore Now feed the rich, fuck the poor I got what you want, it just don't stop I got what you want, it just don't stop This is entertainment, lies are entertainment You are down on your knees begging me

Song of the day;; → The Music - Idle I live a life of the simple kind A lie it only covers Either way You do it every other day Giving love is essential Whenever we come undone So believe what you want to Whenever you come undone Someone to love you, someone to talk to I wanna be like everybody else Someone to love you, someone to talk to I wanna be like everyone else Nobody can hurt me Unless I allow them For it is I, it is I that is in control Even includes myself Too much and I fall Too much and I fall That includes myself, man 'Cause you're too idle Someone to love you, someone to talk to I wanna be like everybody else Someone to love you, someone to talk to I wanna be like everyone else You won't survive just because you're idle Come ride with me on a wave that's tidal Forced to stand down and brave the winter If you reveal the cracks, then you will splinter Someone to

Song of the day;; → The Music - Inconceivable Odds Lay down your injured arms 'Cause we've come so far as one Dig me out of here so on my back I feel some sun Flee the darkness of this hour Leave the modern world behind My life's a burning tower The walls are the hills we climb How do I fight these inconceivable odds From bringing me down? The drive for explanation grips us all And pins us to the ground If I ever leave your side unattended Exposed to the fall If I ever leave your heart undefended Your back to the wall Everyone must exist alone We all run races with no ending My thoughts are synchronised to a clock with no time The heart of men will be corrupted Abandoned by themselves Life makes their minds destructive Frightened by the trigger inside How do I fight these inconceivable odds From bringing me down? The drive for explanation grips us all And pins us to the ground If I ever leave

Song of the day;; → The Music - No Weapon Sharper Than Will No one can touch me when I am here Your bitterness is driven by fear There is no weapon sharper than will, I know And I'm gonna keep stamping down until I know I've got my fill I'm not gonna live my life alone Life is as its sweetest near the bone In your eyes, I see a heartbeat like a stone Let it go and throw your arms around the sun I can't get no peace in mind Despite how hard I try Turn down your ignorance And maybe you'll understand why Fashion makes weaker souls appear to be something they're not No words, just images, nobody has a heart There is no weapon sharper than will, I know And I'm gonna keep stamping down until I know I've got my fill I'm not gonna live my life alone Life is as its sweetest near the bone In your eyes, I see a heartbeat like a stone Let it go and throw your arms around the sun I'm not go

Song of the day;; → Keane - Under Pressure Pressure pushing down on me Pressing down on you, no man ask for Under pressure that burns a building down Splits a family in two Puts people on streets It's the terror of knowing What this world is about Watching some good friends  Screaming, let me out Pray tomorrow gets me higher  Pressure on people, people on streets Chippin' around, kick my brains 'round the floor These are the days, it never rains but it pours People on streets, people on streets It's the terror of knowing What this world is about Watching some good friends Screaming, let me out Pray tomorrow gets me higher, higher higher Pressure on people, people on streets Turned away from it all like a blind man Sat on a fence but it don't work Keep coming up with love but it's so slashed and torn Why, why, why? Love, love, love, love Insanity laughs under pressure we're cr

Song of the day;; → Stereophonics - Drowning I don't know why I don't know what is wrong, oh no Is karma gonna get me? At times that's all I see, it's not real Wanna feel Wanna feel Like I did before Mornings I can't breathe Wave crashes over me and drowns me Mind's running rings around me It takes me time to see, what is real? Wanna feel Wanna feel Like I did before Like I did before Time changes things Like I never thought Like I never saw Time changes me I'm like I never was, oh no I'm thinking back to what I was I've seen my face right on the floor And I love you, being around I say it again, I'm not fucking around I've seen it before, I'll see it again It's knocking my door and it never pretends I'm down on my knees And I don't know where to go to find my way back home I'm drowning [x4]

I need someone. I just fucking need someone, I need someone to hold me, to hold my hand, to be there for me and tell me everything is eventually going to be okay. I need someone who won't leave me. I need someone who won't fucking walk away. I'm scared. I'm lonely, I'm tired, I'm sad. I feel like I'm not moving anywhere. If I ever was. The thing is, I don't think I was. I have always been stuck in the past, I don't understand why. I do not want to remember my past, so why can't I move on? Oh, well. I guess it doesn't matter. Life isn't fair, it never has been. Life's not easy, it was never supposed to be. Maybe I should just shut the fuck up and start doing something to help myself than just sit here, writing about how fucking bad I feel and not do anything about it. I'm fucking pathetic. There's no one to save me. I have to do that all by myself. All I'm asking for is a bit of help. Someone. P

Song of the day;; → Death of the Neighbourhood - Fake Gold Sunday

Song of the day;; → The Presets - This Boy's In Love I stole the keys to the skies We'll leave this place for the final time No crying words, no goodbyes Yet tonight we're burning all the dark times Drown all the fears that we had These are the things that we'll never understand This time, fight fire with fire 'Cause, baby, tonight the world belongs to you and I This boy's in love, love This boy's in love Under city, under city lights Don't tell the world what we've known We've come so far, but there's still a way to go It's dark, there's no need for lights When the fire in his eyes is so bright This boy's in love, love This boy's in love Under city, under city lights Tonight, turn out the lights Don't wait, too late to die Look out, hold on, hold tight Tonight, all night I'm getting ready, so Love, love, love, love This boy's in love

Song of the day;; → Cut Copy - Lights & Music This is why we won't delay your birthday The secrets that we held that day will be kept straight All your friends have gone away, so let's celebrate You're holding hope open for the one making you wait Tell me what you hoped to say on your birthday The secrets that we held that day will be kept straight Everyone will be dismayed if your promise breaks But you'll be back again to say who you want next Lights and music Are on my mind Be my baby One more time Lights and music Are on my mind Be my baby One more time Fading with the colour you see in my face Cold and crystal you can't hide as your tears race I'll be waiting by in time, put your dreams away You're holding hope open for the one making you wait Lights and music Are on my mind Be my baby One more time Lights and music Are on my mind Be my baby One more time

Song of the day;; → Editors - The Weight of the World Keep a light on those you love They will be there when you die Baby, there's no need to fear Baby, there's no need to cry Every little piece in your life Will add up to one Every little piece in your life Will it mean something to someone? You fuse my broken bones Back together and then Lift the weight of the world From my shoulders again Every little piece in your life Will add up to one Every little piece in your life It will mean something to someone Every little piece in your life Will add up to one Every little piece of your life Will mean something to someone You touch my face God whispers in my ear There are tears in my eyes Love replaces fear You touch my face God whispers in my ear There are tears in my eyes Love replaces fear, fear Every little piece in your life Will add up to one Every little piece in your life Wi

Song of the day;; → Mogwai - 7.25

Song of the day;; → The Music - Strength in Numbers The emptiness that burns inside See how they run, see how they hide All the animals come out at night All the animals come out at night Just a slave to the city To indulge in the pity The opaque substitution For a real revolution Strength in numbers No one will come between us Strength in numbers No one will come between us Strength in numbers No one will come between us Strength in numbers No one will come between us The human use of human beings With dead emotions you fail to see The adrenaline, it burns a hole The adrenaline, it burns a hole Just a slave to the city To indulge in the pity The opaque substitution For a real revolution Strength in numbers No one will come between us Strength in numbers No one will come between us [x8] -- School starts tomorrow. Fucking yay.

Song of the day;; → Mogwai - It Would Have Happened Anyway -- School starts in a few days.... I have a psychiatrist's appointment on Thursday, I have not taken any meds in weeks... Oh dear.

Song of the day;; → Mogwai - Team Handed

Song of the day;; → The Music - Fire Yeah, I'm sensible, I want peace And I believe it's still inside of me Far from here, they speak a thousand tales Of what we lost into an open fire I think it's time for you to look around And see your past is like broken glass Where are the feelings, where are the feelings? A false empire of burning fire A burning fire is what you are A burning fire gonna leave a scar A burning fire is what you are A burning fire gonna leave a scar I've had enough, I'm gonna hide no more Now I've spoke, I'm gonna speak some more Politics are getting in the way People telling me what I should say I think it's time for you to meet the boys We'll cut through you like silence cuts through noise Where are the leaders, where are the leaders? A false empire of burning fire A burning fire is what you are A burning fire gonna leave a scar A burning fire is what you are A

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