BLOOD RED ROSES.

Song of the day;; → Keaton Henson - In The Morning Empty pack of cigarettes by the bed You woke up and looked at me and you said, Hey, Keaton, is it morning yet? No, we have a couple hours left And god knows what will happen then And there may be questions in your head As a new day is dawning Like what things for us lie ahead But woman, I will see you in the morning And woman, I will see you in the morning And I know every mark on your hand Perhaps you'd like me more if I was still in a band But you know the crowds unsettle me These days I don't play for free Baby, please don't look at me Like that And there may be questions in your head As a new day is dawning Like what things for us lie ahead And woman, I will see you in the morning Oh woman, I will see you in the morning Oh woman, I will see you in the morning Morning

Song of the day;; → Silverstein - Madness I think we've been here before We do it to ourselves In the eye of the storm But it feels like hell Ignoring the signs We just keep doing the same damn thing, yeah Over and over, we’re at it again I can't tell if this is the start or the end Over and over, we're at it again Now I’m talking back to the voice in my head, like You, you, you know It's too fast, too close This isn't love, this is madness You, you, you know Too far gone, so it goes This isn't love, this is madness How many times is enough? Where do I draw the line? 'Cause when it feels like trust It gets me every time Deep down I know better But I just keep letting you twist the knife, yeah Over and over, we're at it again I can't tell if it's the start or the end Over and over, we’re at it again Now I’m talking back to the voice in my head, like You, you, you know It'

Song of the day;; → Los Plastics Revolution - Invasion Yo sé a dónde vas Te vas a otra ciudad No recuerdas nada Al salir de la cama Empiezas a pensar No quiero despertar Busca otra salida Tal vez otro día Figuras que se van Suben y caen al mar Te llevan de casa Lejos de la almohada No puedes recordar Los sueños que se van Si no apuntas nada Al salir de la cama Y van, corriendo en manada detrás del color Persiguen el sol que pinta sus caras y seca el sudor Son los animales, tomando el control Que saben que no, no somos lo mismo En la mañana, perdemos el tiempo en la cama Son seres extraños oh-oh-oh Que viven entre humanos oh-oh-oh Pensando en diferencias oh-oh-oh Encuentras coincidencias oh-oh-oh Y sale el sol La gente celebra Todos van pintados de cebra Es una invasión que todos celebran hoy Y sale el sol La gente celebra Todos van pintados de cebra Es una invasión que todos celebran hoy Y sale el sol

Song of the day;; → Sarah Jarosz - House Of Mercy In the middle of the night again Still water and the birds don't sing Cold gin in the back room humming Medicating for the trouble that's coming Walls rattle like a diesel freighter Blood races like a wave This house wasn't meant for strangers But you come knocking anyway I can hear you knocking on the door I won't leave it open for you anymore I can hear you knocking on the door Knocking on the door of the house of mercy Don't try to change my mind That knock gets louder all the time Don't try to wear me down You'll never get inside this house Underneath that shirt you're wearing Strained muscles and a heart of stone Double crossing like a wild chameleon You make me want to be alone I can hear you knocking on the door I won't leave it open for you anymore I can hear you knocking on the door Knocking on the door of the house of mercy

Song of the day;; → Alice In Chains - Check My Brain So I found myself in the sun, oh yeah A hell of a place to end a run, oh yeah California, I'm fine Somebody check my brain California's all right Somebody check my brain Check my brain I walk these streets, I creep and I fall, oh yeah When she sang I answered the call, oh yeah California, I'm fine Somebody check my brain California's all right Somebody check my brain Ah, tears that filled my bong Ah, years expended gone I hung my guns and put 'em away, oh yeah The trick of the trade, and by the way, oh yeah California, I'm fine Somebody check my brain California's all right Somebody check my brain Ah, tears that filled my bong Ah, years expended gone Check my brain, check my brain

Song of the day;; → Costera - Vuelta Atrás Es inevitable controlar Este vicio que se vuelve algo normal No hay vuelta atrás Siento fuego y me acelero más Soy adicto a estos juegos de soledad No hay vuelta atrás No hay Uh no hay Y me encanta entender Que te gusta también Dime si has podido controlarte He peleado monstruos y ya no me duele más Pruebame y dime como se siente Entendí que soy la droga que te pone mal No se como mantener la paz Este vicio que se encuentra con la verdad No hay vuelta atrás Mis demonios se portaron mal Vuelvo a salirme una vez mas No hay vuelta atrás No hay Uh no hay Luego alguien nos ve Y debemos correr Vamos ya Dime si has podido controlarte He peleado monstruos y ya no me duele mas Pruebame dime como se siente Entendí que soy la droga que te pone mal Dime si has podido controlarte He peleado monstruos y ya no me duele mas Pruebame dime como se siente Entendí que soy la droga

Song of the day;; → Lord Huron - Ends of the Earth Oh, there's a river that winds on forever I'm gonna see where it leads Oh, there's a mountain that no man has mounted I'm gonna stand on the peak Out there's a land that time don't command Wanna be the first to arrive No time for ponderin', why, I'm a-wanderin' Not while we’re both still alive To the ends of the earth, would you follow me? There's a world that was meant for our eyes to see To the ends of the earth, would you follow me? If you won't, I must say my goodbyes to thee Oh, there's an island where all things are silent I'm gonna whistle a tune Oh, there's a desert that size can't be measured I'm gonna count all the dunes Out there's a world that calls for me, girl Headin' out into the unknown Wayfarin' strangers and all kinds of danger Please don't say I'm going alone To the ends of th

Song of the day;; → Alice In Chains - The One You Know I'm a little alike You before things had changed Inner compass aligned All this feels rearranged Tell me, does it matter If I'm still here, or I'm gone? Shifting to the after An impostor, I'm not the one you know I look the same outside Nearly me even though I carry something I hide Underneath the one you know Tell me, does it matter If I'm still here, or I'm gone? Shifting to the after An impostor, soldiers on Are you surprised black water flows From wells run dry? I'm not the one you know Lay me out with flowered guilt Watch the explosions falling Cannot live within this tilt Carryin' over I'm not the one you know Tell me, does it matter If I'm still here, or I'm gone? Shifting to the after An impostor, soldiers on Are you surprised black water flows From wells run dry? I'm not the one you know I

Song of the day;; → Furland - Quiero No quiero dejarte sola No quiero sentirte lejos No quiero que olvidemos las cosas que nos unieron No quiero que el tiempo corra y borre lo que he vivido No quiero que nos traicione la cálida luz del fuego No quiero que trabajemos en algo que no nos guste No quiero que abandonemos los sueños por el dinero Yo quiero que estemos juntos cuando nos llegue el invierno Yo quiero que me hagas tuyo y que sepas cuánto te quiero Todo lo que quieres tener está aquí Todo lo que quieres tener está aquí No quiero que te acostumbres a recogerme del suelo No quiero que se diluya el dulce olor a nuevo Yo quiero que seamos novios aún después de cien años Yo quiero besar tus labios y que sepas cuánto te amo Todo lo que quieres tener está aquí Todo lo que quieres tener está aquí

Song of the day;; → Brian Eno - An Ending (Ascent)

Song of the day;; → Alice In Chains - Never Fade Silent grief suffocates the room I feel my breathing speed up at the thought of you My inner voice seems to want me dead Only choice to vanish down the trail I bled You're never far away, I always see you And when it all goes dark you light my way through Never fade I know you think you're someone I forgot Never fade I'm everything you really think I'm not Never fade I know you think you're someone I forgot Never fade Growing cold, try to numb my feeling Lose control, all my friends are leaving Paid the price for all the lives I used to live Sacrifice for all the love I try to give You're never far away, I always see you And when it all goes dark you light my way through Never fade I know you think you're someone I forgot Never fade I'm everything you really think I'm not Never fade I know you think you're someone I forgot Never f

Song of the day;; → Conner Youngblood - The Birds of Finland Facilitate this fall of August The autumn winds as the summer forfeits The bittern’s boom will disavow All the time we've wasted now All the time we've wasted now All the time we've wasted Fabricate this borderline Between the fire and the focus As the wren churr through the pine I doubt you will ever notice And I know I’ve got my stubborn ways The shovelers soon fly away While this winter moon will disavow All the time we've wasted now All the time we've wasted now All the time we've wasted now All the time we've wasted Formulate and fortify The spring becomes our alibi The eider’s plume will disavow All the time we’ve wasted now And I know you’ve got your subtle ways The hooded crow is here to stay But this idle June will disavow All the time we’ve wasted now

Song of the day;; → Dawes - When The Tequila Runs Out Everyone that greeted me, was moving slow and drinking fast I was lost inside a painting on a wall A pretty baby with a cigarette, was looking for a place to ash Stumbling toward the voices down the hall They had thriller on the stereo, not the album, just the song For two dancers all in white, that no one really knew There were a lot of leather jackets, there was a haircut reading palms There was a line outside the bathroom that didn't really move When the tequila runs out, we'll be drinking champagne When the tequila runs out, we'll be drinking champagne When the tequila runs out, we'll be drinking champagne When the tequila runs out, we'll be feeling no pain Some girls forgot their bathing suits but felt like jumping in the pool Right after making sure the underwater lights were on I was staring at a silhouette, I was blushing like a fool Letting everyone pretend th

Song of the day;; → Asking Alexandria - Antisocialist I had a dream once All by myself with no one else I thought I'd died and gone to Heaven Then I woke up And everybody wanted something Reaching out, don't fucking touch me So I take pills to induce sleep But I always wake up Please, stay away from me You keep on talking with nothing to say I don't wanna hear about your life You make me wanna eat a bullet, bullet It's on my forehead, four letters off, and Go forth and spread the word, I don't wanna know you Please, stay away from me 'Cause I don't fucking like you I had a dream once I didn't know at the time The world was perfect in that moment Then I woke up I was surrounded by these strangers Standing close and staring in So I drink liquor to escape it But I always wake up Please, stay away from me You keep on talking with nothing to say I don't wanna hear about your life You mak

Song of the day;; → Sonic Jesus - Dead Man My hands tied in all ways Your tongue lied always Only a breath, I told her Lonely tears, hopeless How many times through my bones? Too many lies into our house My hands tied all day Until loyalty’s over Till my entirety's swollen You’ll deny, always How many times until I'm hoarse? Too many lies into our house How many times did I answer? Suddenly I’m on my own

Song of the day;; → The Civil Wars - Tracks in the Snow Whoa, I hear the quiet now Of paper airplanes falling down Whoa, the branches of every tree Bend like a cathedral over me Down where the river bends, everyone's waiting But that's not the reason I'm making these tracks in the snow There's a box in my hands as I go Wrapped up in scarlet and gold For you Whoa, there's a choir upon the wind Singing old familiar hymns And my ears they're playing tricks on me I can almost hear harmony Down where the river bends, that's where you're waiting You are the reason I'm making these tracks in the snow There's a box in my hands as I go Wrapped up in scarlet and gold For you For you Down where the river bends, nobody's waiting But there's still a reason for making these tracks in the snow Down at the end of the road I'll clear a place in the snow Leave this box wrapped in scarlet an

Song of the day;; → Jeff Danna & Akira Yamaoka - Silent Scream Tell me all the things you see Lately, I have come to dream Of bird-less skies, their silent cries In this empty box, where my heart is lost Once blind by the fears we hide Fragile like a wounded child The maze of life, we fall behind In this empty box, where your heart is lost One day, when you run away From all the pain that you face You're as lonely when you come to see That the truth is never seen Same old memories when we fall asleep Among the burning dreams Make you believe in the silent screams When they whisper in your sleep One day, when you run away From all the pain that you face You're as lonely when you come to see That the truth is never seen Same old memories when we fall asleep Among the burning dreams Make you believe in the silent screams When they whisper in your One day, when you run away From all the pain that you face

Song of the day;; → Sista Mannen På Jorden - Luft Finns bara sten Finns bara sten och grus, det enda som finns kvar här Inte mycket mer Så jag tror inte jag kan finna några svar här Det är svårt Det jag får se i ett annat perpektiv här Jag förstår Att det finns inga förutsättningar för liv här Och jag ser Det finns ingen luft kvar Inte mycket mer Än ett andetag Vad gjorde jag för fel? Det finns ingen luft kvar Kan bara le åt mitt misstag En bagatell Rätt marginell Innerlig chans att kunna återställa flera Du stönar ut Du stönar ut den luft som jag så väl behöver När den är slut så får jag vänta på att mörkret tar över Och jag ser Det finns ingen luft kvar Inte mycket mer Än ett andetag Vad gjorde jag för fel? Det finns ingen luft kvar Kan bara le åt mitt misstag Och jag ser Det finns ingen luft kvar Inte mycket mer Än ett andetag Vad gjorde jag för fel? Det finns ingen luft kvar Kan bara le åt mitt mis

Song of the day;; → Father John Misty - Chateau Lobby #4 (in C for Two Virgins) Emma eats bread and butter Like a queen would have ostrich and cobra wine We’ll have Satanic Christmas Eve And play piano in the Chateau lobby I’ve never done this Baby, be gentle It’s my first time I’ve got you inside People are boring But you’re something else completely Damn, let’s take our chances I wanna take you in the kitchen Lift up your wedding dress someone was probably murdered in So bourgeoisie to keep waiting Dating for twenty years just feels pretty civilian And I’ve never thought that Ever thought that once in my whole life You are my first time People are boring But you’re something else I can’t explain Here take my last name First time, you let me stay the night despite your own rules You took off early to go cheat your way through film school You left a note in your perfect script Stay as long as you want and I haven’t left y

Song of the day;; → Hollywood Undead - Nightmare When I close my eyes and I try to sleep The weight of the world falls down on me It's all a part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare Sick, inside of bed, infected with the feelings Staring up like my dreams were projected on the ceiling I can see it, I want the money and the fame too They told me when you get it, never let it change you And finally I've morphed into everything I tried to be The fucking irony is everybody's got their eye on me Society quickly became my rivalry Driving me off the deep end, then doubt starts to creep in Fairweather, they're never there, do I need friends? We eating But will they stick around when the feast ends? You say you love me when it's glitter and gold But when it's bitter and cold, would you deliver my soul? Oh, just cut me out the picture and roll? Love is pain and it's taking its to

Song of the day;; → dimbodius - Compulsion Already wasted far too much To find the safety of your touch Don't want to swim the turning tide Oh, I don't want to change you, please Just let me sit down by your side And I'll promise I'll always be Close as the air you breathe I know, I know that I've done wrong This time of year I'm not that strong I let you falter let you doubt I was aching to feel your need I guess it's time I spelled it out Leave, run, but you know, isn't it so Baby, this love will follow Out of my mind, every time I'll never stray from your side I can't believe you still won't see I'm only what you made of me You cut my skin and got inside Oh, but baby, you've gone too deep I couldn't leave you if I tried Leave, run but you know Isn't it so, baby, this love will follow Out of my mind, every time I'll never stray from your side Yeah, you

Kuten todettua, tää blogi täytti eilen 10 vuotta. Se tuntuu aika hurjalta. 10 vuotta on tosi pitkä aika. Mä ajattelinkin, että ois ihan kiva tehdä sellainen pieni katsaus tän kuluneen vuosikymmenen tapahtumiin (en mä tietenkään ihan kaikkea voi muistaa, mutta yritetään nyt jotakin kaivella esille). Tästä voi tulla aika pitkä postaus, joten voi olla, että toteutan tän kahdessa eri osassa. Jos teen näin, silloin tässä ekassa käyn läpi vuodet 2010-2015 ja toisessa sitten 2016-2019 (ja vähän toki myös vuotta 2020). Ai niin, parasta varmaan mainita tähän alkuun pieni TRIGGER WARNING , koska tulen mainitsemaan asioita, jotka saattaa triggeröidä. Lue siis eteenpäin omalla vastuulla, koska en aio merkitä niitä kohtia, jotka saattaa triggeröidä. Pidemmittä puheitta, aloitetaan! Vuosi 2010 . Tosta ensimmäisestä postauksesta kyllä todella huomaa, että se on ihan ensimmäinen. Koska oli alkuvuosi, mä olin vielä 11-vuotias kun loin tän blogin. Olin siis viidennellä luokalla. Silloin mun kiusaam

Song of the day;; → Mother Falcon - Marigold Bury the marigold underneath the bedroom And you stole two kisses from her lips Tears were shed and morals bled And petals were plucked Something in the heart beat like a drum Is this love? I don't know But tonight I'm gonna find out Is this love? I don't know But tonight I'm gonna find out We kissed without hesitation, no reservations We dangle our feet from the highest places In the crowd of the sad in the crowd of the mad We are the only smiling faces Every day and all night Til the morning dawn's bright I don't want to see you go And every day and all night Even when you're alright I don't want to let you go The morning light was blocked by dusty, dirty blinds And I could hear your vodka kisses shouting Fight, fight, fight, fight Is this love? I don't know But tonight I'm gonna find out Is this love? I don't know But tonight I

Song of the day;; → Hollywood Undead - Second Chances Help me to follow through the promise I made to you Speak the truth, am I the substance you abuse? No more mercy, no more shame Lying lips and the words they waste, help me Ain't it funny how life is such a struggle? You've always got your back up against the wall Maybe you were too quick to point your finger now You know you've always been a wrecking ball Running out of second chances Dead friends and romances It's taking all I got not to give up, up Give up, up Running out of second chances Dead friends and romances Running out of second chances (I'm running, I'm running out of second chances) Help me, have we gone too far to come back down? Tell me, what's the use? I always lose I need sleep now, I can't fight and I can't live I have nothing left to give, help me Ain't it funny how life is such a struggle? You've always got your

Song of the day;; → Yoko Shimomura - Somnus (Instrumental Version)

Song of the day;; → Radiohead - Hunting Bears

Song of the day;; → Hollywood Undead - Upside Down All it took was a nail to bring me down And I know if I fail, I'll be face down I don't wanna wake up in a world without fate And I refuse to live a life where I know there is no change Not even god can save me now I've lived this life so upside down If I could turn back the hands of time I'd never try to change my fate 'cause it made me who I am today All my life I was held by hands of hate And I know if I change, it will stay the same And I don't wanna live a life in circles of pain This is the end, tomorrow starts today Not even god can save me now I've lived this life so upside down If I could turn back the hands of time I'd never try to change my fate 'cause it made me who I am today We learn from our mistakes And all the promises that we break I won't say sorry for the things that I've done 'Cause there's no second chances,

Song of the day;; → Sam Hulick - I Was Lost Without You

Song of the day;; → Led Zeppelin - Black Mountain Side

Song of the day;; → Hollywood Undead - Enemy Run, motherfucker, run, motherfucker, I don't need a Motherfucker, move, motherfucker What we gotta prove to another? Do you love to see me suffer? Feeling like I can't decide Kneeling at the great divide Appetite for a war inside My mind is like a parasite Run, motherfucker, run, motherfucker, I don't need a Motherfucker, move, motherfucker What we gotta prove to another? Do you love to see me suffer? You split my soul as I pull you under As I pull you under I'm so afraid of me, so what's it gonna be? Are you my enemy? Are you my enemy? I'm so afraid of me, so what's it gonna be? Are you my enemy? My own worst enemy I look in the mirror, and I hate what I see No, it's not somebody else that's always fucking with me No, it won't let me rest, no, it won't let me be Just put a bullet in my head, we'll both go to sleep Why can't I get

Song of the day;; → The Girl Talk - When I Know I go and I know I can't fear Oh, calm yourself you're just not that a big deal Oh, give me a break for goodness sake Because you're giving my head an awful ache 4 hours in bed, still I'm awake But don't worry about me I know a place I go, when I know, I go I go, when I know, I go I go, when I know, when I know I got stains on skin They never get thin It doesn't really matter What clothes I'm in I'll take the night off And call all my friends It doesn't really matter what you said in the end I go and I know, I can't deal With anyone or anything, it's too real Because I've had enough running in circles again Looking for a corner where boys become men And I want to be the one you heard about from your friend But when you talk like that you can have me again I go, when I know, I go I go, when I know, I go I go, when I know, when I