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Dead inside

Song of the day;;


Talking to the mirror like I've seen him somewhere before
He said I look familiar, did we meet the other night?
Somebody once told me that there's two sides to life, what's yours?
I might have accidentally let the darkness eat the light
And that's why

I prayed, I prayed, god sent me right to voicemail
It's like, all day my vanity is for sale
Take it away, my head is in my own hell

Sing to me, I am not doing well
Getting tired of my own words
Sing to me 'cause I can't hear myself
Through the loudness of my own hurts
Call me selfish when I say this, say this
I'm kinda helpless, and I need you
Sing to me 'cause I'm not doing well

Somehow I got nominated as a king of sadness
Got so much I know that I could even feed the birds
And that's why

I prayed, I prayed, god sent me right to voicemail
It's like, all day my vanity is for sale
Take it away, my head is in my own hell

Sing to me, I am not doing well
Getting tired of my own words
Sing to me 'cause I can't hear myself
Through the loudness of my own hurts
Call me selfish when I say this, say this
I'm kinda helpless, and I need you
Sing to me 'cause I'm not doing well

Somebody told me that there's two sides to this life
I think I might've chosen darkness over light

Sing to me, I am not doing well
Getting tired of my own words
Sing to me 'cause I can't hear myself
Through the loudness of my own hurts
Call me selfish when I say this, say this
I'm kinda helpless, and I need you
Sing to me 'cause I'm not doing well

Sing to me, I am not doing well
Sing to me, I am not doing well

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