Scars

Song of the day;;

→ Cygnets - Ana & Mia

 Woke up all alone today

With my friends Ana & Mia

Didn't have a lot of words to say

'Til the mirror said I wouldn't wanna be ya

Left dreams of youth behind

Playing in the cool breeze, swaying in the sunlight

All scenes are falsified

And someday we'll find peace of mind

Sat up in my bed today

With my friends Ana & Mia

They'd been with me in an awful stage

Now they're left here, just judging my freedom

They can't be satisfied

'Til there's nothing in me

'Til the hunger subsides

All data falsified

No yesterdays will be here tonight

I can't survive this test of fate

I keep passing out, I feel the strength subside

Her and I sat there swaying to the bassline

Sickened by the words that I

Justified in this refrain

I feel her in my veins

I sense the lithe

Oblique disguise

I can't awake, I'm lost inside

Need a little help today

Asked my friends Ana & Mia

So I told 'em that I wouldn't break

I feel weak, it's like an anaesthesia

In the fall I can survive

Cut off all the intake, focus on the outside

And this all is no fault of mine

Too strong to live but too weak to die

Went out in the world today

With my friends Ana & Mia

Walking helpless in a thoughtless haze

Through the park where the whole world gets to see ya

This state personified

Mia in my stomach and Ana in my eyes

But I'm only the face behind

I face away, I face the divide

How sad am I?

This self-restraint is medicine that I need to survive

Her and I sat there praying to a false god

Deadly thin but still alive

And when I die what will remain?

Just traces of a wasted void

That I filled with lies

I can't awake, I'm lost inside