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 Song of the day;;

→ Earthshatter - W.T.M.

You're always looking out for yourself

Shook my hand then you dragged me through fucking hell

But I found my way out

You're cold blooded

I still let you under my skin

Called you brother

Now tell me where the fuck have you been?

This bond was supposed weather any storm

Fell apart during the faltering warmth

Now I see what I meant to you

Now they’ll see what you put me through

I know that you left me behind

(Left me behind)

Why can't I see that you're a waste of

(Waste of my time)

I don't think that time can heal these wounds

(Heal these wounds)

You're everything and yet I'm nothing

I'll never be like you

You're so jaded

I still let you under my skin

Put your trust in demons

I watched your hatred deepen within

Sleepless nights plague your being to the core

Now every day that you're awake

I can't help but think I deserved more

So fuck it

Now I know that you left me behind

(You left me behind)

Why can't I see that you're a waste of

(Waste of my time)

I don't think that time can heal these wounds

You're everything and yet I'm nothing

I'll never be like you

Like you

You see my life as treason and you don't consider us even

Called me a traitor right to my face

I let you fall

Then you put your trust in demons

I watched your hatred deepen and I reached my lowest low

Now I know the fucking answer

Get out of my life

So get out of my life

(The fucking answer)

Get out of my life

Now get out of my life

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En jaksanut enää käydä kirjastossa, kun siellä hoitotarvikejakelussa vierähti yli tunti (ensi kerralla kyllä aivan saatanan ehdottomasti tilaan etukäteen). Tulin sitten suoraan kämpille takas, pitää käydä sitten joku toinen päivä. Huomenna pidän semmoisen latautumispäivän, nimittäin keskiviikkona on se mt-käynti ja yleensä ne vie aivan kaiken energian. Pitää huomenna laittaa sähköpostia ton kurssin professorille, kun siinä on ilmeisesti mahdollisuus suorittaa se oheislukemisen ja kurssidiojen kanssa ihan virallisesti.