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Somebody that I used to know

 Song of the day;;

→ Hozier - Arsonist's Lullabye


When I was a child, I heard voices

Some would sing and some would scream

You soon find you have few choices

I learned the voices died with me

When I was a child, I'd sit for hours

Staring into open flame

Something in it had a power

Could barely tear my eyes away


All you have is your fire

And the place you need to reach

Don't you ever tame your demons

But always keep them on a leash


When I was sixteen, my senses fooled me

Thought gasoline was on my clothes

I knew that something would always rule me

I knew this scent was mine alone


All you have is your fire

And the place you need to reach

Don't you ever tame your demons

Always keep them on a leash


When I was a man, I thought it ended

When I knew love's perfect ache

But my peace has always depended

On all the ashes in my wake


All you have is your fire

And the place you need to reach

Don't you ever tame your demons

But always keep them on a leash

--

Väsyttää, niin kuin terapiapäivinä aina. Täällä satoi tänään räntää, josta jopa jäi vähän maahankin, Näytti ihanalta, oispa jo talvi. Keitin teetä kun tulin takas kämpille, palelin koska kastuin hieman vaikka olikin sateenvarjo. Luento oli tylsä enkä muista siitä enää mitään - en siis oppinutkaan yhtään mitään. Huomenna saan olla rauhassa, vien korkeintaan roskat ja tiskaan (koska pikkulusikat ja kulhot loppu kesken). Pelaan videopelejä, katon Netflixiä. Torstaina lääkäriin, en kerkiä nyt käymään verikokeissa ennen sitä (ja saan varmasti kuulla taas siitä). Ensi viikon keskiviikkona taas terapia. Maanantaille olisi ollut aika myöhemmälle kellonajalle, mutta en halua alottaa viikkoa semmosella. Keskiviikko on parempi.

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