Song of the day;;
→ Diamond Construct - Psychosis
I never meant to end up this way
Depending everyday fucking seems the same
Am I to blame, what can I say?
What's the price anyway?
Everything you say
Broken ties, suicide
Going out my fucking mind
Right now
I'm fuckin' sick of this shit
Every day that I'm bitchin' it
Leanin' on my side with a stitch
When you call and I'm drinking it
The problem solved itself, self destruct again
Here we go again, mother fuck it up
I just can't give it up up up up
Here we go let's give it up, give it up
Hey, it's the scene to your horror film
Roll the credits, roll the tears for the hero you loved all these years
Hold my eyes to watch again
I never liked that film anyway
You better shake off all the shit that you've been through
'Cause it won't it just won't it don't wait for you
Shake off all the shit that you've been through
'Cause it won't it just won't it don't wait for you
No it don't, don't you fuckin judge me
It won't wait, changing my own mindset
No it don't, state of psychosis
It won't wait for you
No it don't, don't you fuckin judge me
It won't wait, changing my own mindset
No it don't, state of psychosis
It won't wait for you
Give up, fuckin' never
Slip up by December
Drink up, like you ever
Night large, can't remember hold up
Wait, what's it gonna take
Make it break, turn up with the shakes now turn up the bass
Psychos in a state, uh
What's it gonna take
Make it brake, turn up with the shakes
Wanna feel no suffering, oh
(Ay ay ay, let's go)
Why do we suffer like this everyday?
Here we go again now
Die, that's the fucking choice you wanna make
Here we go again now
Lies, all the shit you put me through now see
I'm fine I'm not in psychosis now laugh with me
Shake off all the shit that you've been through
'Cause it won't it just won't it don't wait for you
Shake off all the shit that you've been through
'Cause it won't it just won't it don't wait for you
No it don't, don't you fuckin judge me
It won't wait, changing my own mindset
No it don't, state of psychosis
It won't wait for you
No it don't, don't you fuckin judge me
It won't wait, changing my own mindset
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Tänään mulla oli eka kunnollinen fysioterapiakäynti ja vaikka se aluks ahisti ja tuntu vähän hassulta, aloin saamaan hommasta kiinni loppua kohti ja sain terapeutilta aika hyviä vinkkejä siihen, miten tuoda mieli takas nykyhetkeen kun alkaa ahistaa. Oon nyt hoitanut kaikki kauppa- ja siivoushommelit ja huomenna käyn hakemassa rokotuksen. Voi olla, että joudun maanantaina raahautumaan tuonne terapiaan särkylääkkeiden voimalla, mut ei voi mitään. Toki jos oon ihan paskana niin sit joudun perumaan mut jospa sunnuntaina ois pahimmat olot ja maanantaina jo parempi.
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