Believe

 Song of the day;;

→ Diamond Construct - Psychosis

I never meant to end up this way

Depending everyday fucking seems the same

Am I to blame, what can I say?

What's the price anyway?

Everything you say

Broken ties, suicide

Going out my fucking mind

Right now

I'm fuckin' sick of this shit

Every day that I'm bitchin' it

Leanin' on my side with a stitch

When you call and I'm drinking it

The problem solved itself, self destruct again

Here we go again, mother fuck it up

I just can't give it up up up up

Here we go let's give it up, give it up

Hey, it's the scene to your horror film

Roll the credits, roll the tears for the hero you loved all these years

Hold my eyes to watch again

I never liked that film anyway

You better shake off all the shit that you've been through

'Cause it won't it just won't it don't wait for you

Shake off all the shit that you've been through

'Cause it won't it just won't it don't wait for you

No it don't, don't you fuckin judge me

It won't wait, changing my own mindset

No it don't, state of psychosis

It won't wait for you

No it don't, don't you fuckin judge me

It won't wait, changing my own mindset

No it don't, state of psychosis

It won't wait for you

Give up, fuckin' never

Slip up by December

Drink up, like you ever

Night large, can't remember hold up

Wait, what's it gonna take

Make it break, turn up with the shakes now turn up the bass

Psychos in a state, uh

What's it gonna take

Make it brake, turn up with the shakes

Wanna feel no suffering, oh

(Ay ay ay, let's go)

Why do we suffer like this everyday?

Here we go again now

Die, that's the fucking choice you wanna make

Here we go again now

Lies, all the shit you put me through now see

I'm fine I'm not in psychosis now laugh with me

Shake off all the shit that you've been through

'Cause it won't it just won't it don't wait for you

Shake off all the shit that you've been through

'Cause it won't it just won't it don't wait for you

No it don't, don't you fuckin judge me

It won't wait, changing my own mindset

No it don't, state of psychosis

It won't wait for you

No it don't, don't you fuckin judge me

It won't wait, changing my own mindset

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Tänään mulla oli eka kunnollinen fysioterapiakäynti ja vaikka se aluks ahisti ja tuntu vähän hassulta, aloin saamaan hommasta kiinni loppua kohti ja sain terapeutilta aika hyviä vinkkejä siihen, miten tuoda mieli takas nykyhetkeen kun alkaa ahistaa. Oon nyt hoitanut kaikki kauppa- ja siivoushommelit ja huomenna käyn hakemassa rokotuksen. Voi olla, että joudun maanantaina raahautumaan tuonne terapiaan särkylääkkeiden voimalla, mut ei voi mitään. Toki jos oon ihan paskana niin sit joudun perumaan mut jospa sunnuntaina ois pahimmat olot ja maanantaina jo parempi.