Agenda suicide

 Song of the day;;

→ Guardrail - Really?

Three decades down

Probably a few more left to go

I always though it would be a little easier

But I don’t know

Am I doing alright?

I think I’m doing okay

Am I doing alright?

I’ll figure it out one of these fucking days

I think I’m doing okay

I was told I could do anything

So I set my sights high and spread my wings

But I guess I can’t fly any higher

Douse my aspirations in gasoline and

Spark up my lighter

You got to be kidding me

Is this really all I’ll ever be?

Stumbling through this reality

You got to be kidding me

Is this really all I’ll ever be?

Stuck in something ordinary

I just wanna say meaningful things

But I don’t know how to say meaningful things

So I guess I’m not much of a writer

Douse my pointless words in gasoline and

Spark up my lighter

You got to be kidding me

Is this really all I’ll ever be?

Stumbling through this reality

You got to be kidding me

Is this really all I’ll ever be?

Stuck in something ordinary

I’m trying to spill my heart out

But I’m making no sense at all

I can’t think through this fucking headache

Holy shit, where’s the Tylenol?

I’m trying not to throw my back out

When I stand up for myself

Maybe I’ll go back to bed 'cause

It’s better for my health

You got to be kidding me

Is this really all I’ll ever be?

Stumbling through this reality

You got to be kidding me

Is this really all I’ll ever be?

Stuck in something ordinary