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 Song of the day;;

→ Crown The Empire - The Fallout

I felt my heart rate begin to

Choke out the fucking noise like I was cursed

It felt like storms were directly overhead

And where I went it poured

And in a flash came the flood

That washed over my eyes

Now I could see inside the room of the blind

I lost myself inside

And as I fell into the black I left my past to die

Tonight, we'll sail to the edge of the world

And watch the stars fall down

You'll put your head in my arms as we wonder

Is there anything we could've done?

Why not try starting revolution?

And in the morning find a new sunrise

Tonight, we'll sail to the edge of the world

And watch the stars fall down

As our world ignites

What will we do? Will we just sit back and watch?

I'm sick of apathy dictating how I think and how I talk

I'd like to know as I lay down to die

I still control the way I think, before they make up my mind

As I gaze up towards the sky

I feel lost in the world of the blinding lights

We all hope to reach these heights

But we're all so afraid of the fall

No one will take the fall

We're all so comfortable with living in our sheltered homes

No one will take the fall

But if we try, we could all change the world

Tonight, we'll sail to the edge of the world

And watch the stars fall down

You'll put your head in my arms as we wonder

Is there anything we could've done?

Why not try starting revolution?

And in the morning find a new sunrise

Tonight, we'll sail to the edge of the world

And watch the stars fall down

As our world ignites

We are gathered here today as brothers and sisters

Not bound by fate

But by the understanding that our survival

Lies only in harmony

We have only one life to live

And then we're cast into the night

Will you carry the torch and be the keeper of the light?

Or will you let darkness fall?

Or will you let darkness fall?

Tonight we'll sail to the edge of the world

Tonight we'll sail to the edge of the world

Tonight, we'll sail to the edge of the world

And watch the stars fall down

You'll put your head in my arms as we wonder

Is there anything?

Is there anything?

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Sain vihdoin ja viimein pyykättyä tänään. En tiiä mikä siinä on että se ahistaa niin helvetisti. Varmaan se, kun pitää mennä tonne toiseen rakennukseen ja eihän ahistus toimi mitenkään loogisesti. Huomenna pitää tiskata ja torstaina käydä kaupassa. Kävin eilen apteekissa, pelkäsin etukäteen sitäkin käyntiä ihan saatanasti että jos ne ei usko etten uskalla käyttää sitä yhtä Lantusta kun se on sitä samaa erää ko se mistä jouduin sairaalaan, mutta ei siellä mitään sen enempää kyselty kun sanoin, sano vaan että jätä ne ampullit sinne mihin lääkejäte mikälie onkaan jätetään ja sillä selvä. Tänään on muuten kans tammikuun vika päivä. Aika kuluu niin nopiasti että pelottaa.