It's about time

 Song of the day;;

→ Hammock - Then the Quiet Explosion

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Ois hauska osata etukäteen ennustaa miten kofeiini vaikuttaa minäkin päivänä. Monesti sellanen puolen litran energiajuoma ei aiheuta juuri mitään tuntemuksia mut sit sellanen pienempi jääkahvi saa olon aika kauhiaksi. En tiiä sit johtuuko se siitä et sen pienemmän juo nopiammin vai mistä, mut en nauti. Silti jatkan kofeiinin lipittämistä koska onhan se hyvää. Tässä muutamana viime päivänä ollu myös toimintakyky jostain syystä aika heikko, en oo saanu juuri mitään tehtyä ja siitä tulee vähän huono omatunto kun on kuitenkin selvästi muuten parempi olla. Yritän kuitenkin toitottaa itelleni että toipuminen ei oo lineaarista eikä yks tai muutamakaan huono päivä tarkota sitä että kaikki tulevat päivät on huonoja. 

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