BLOOD RED ROSES.

  Song of the day;; → Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, Alfred Pinz, Wiener Philharmoniker & Karl Böhm - Clarinet Concerto in A Major, K. 622: II. Adagio -- Miten helvetissä voi olla jo heinäkuun vika päivä? Lauantaina meen takas Ouluun, pitää kaikenlaisia asioita hoidella ja sit syyskuun alussa muutan.

  Song of the day;; → Bring Me The Horizon - DiE4u You know that I'd die for, I'd cry for You know that I'd die for you You know that I'd breathe for, I'd bleed for You know that I'd breathe for you Let me see my halo, even though it's painful I'm prepared to lose You know that I'd die for, I'd cry for You know that I'd die for you I keep holding my breath for a miracle Hoping the hole in my heart would've healed somehow Feeling so fucking close to the edge right now You know you're everything I hate, wish I could escape But you know I would die for you You know that I'd die for, I'd cry for You know that I'd die for you You know that I'd breathe for, I'd bleed for You know that I'd breathe for you Let me see my halo, even though it's painful I'm prepared to lose You know that I'd die for, I'd cry for You know that I'd die for you 'Cause I've died inside a thousand times But still I&

  Song of the day;; → Rand Aldo - Tell Me And I'll Forget

  Song of the day;; → SYML - Clean Eyes Picture yourself in a room full of broken glass Blood on the pieces, the pieces you can't put back A little white light in a sea gone black My head is the room and the room's full of broken glass You can't change me Can you save me? Oh, clean eyes Breaking my heart in all the right ways And no, I don't mind, clean eyes (Clean eyes) Oh, clean eyes Breaking my heart and breaking my chains And I don't know why, clean eyes (Clean eyes) I'm a cynic, I told you, I fear what I don't believe I don't know what this is, but this is a different beast I check the lock on the door three times Can't put my faith in what I can't describe I'm a cynic, I told you, I don't believe Can you save me? Oh, clean eyes Breaking my heart in all the right ways And no, I don't mind, clean eyes (Clean eyes) Oh, clean eyes Breaking my heart and breaking my chains And I don't know why, clean eyes (Clean eyes) Take me home

  Song of the day;; → emeraldwave - Perfect Peace (Sleep)

  Song of the day;; → Architects - Dead Butterflies I wanna bother God I wanna feel the ground beneath my feet But I've got a smile full of broken teeth Goodbye, all the doves have flown away I must’ve lost myself, lost myself, lost myself I know it's not enough Why does defeat always taste so bittersweet? I just wanna live and die in peace The flower that never blossoms is quickly forgotten It must be gold if it's glistening I must’ve lost myself, lost myself, lost myself Goodbye, all the doves have flown away I must've lost myself, lost mysеlf, lost myself Fly high 'cause the ravеns are here to stay I must've lost myself, lost myself, lost myself in a cloud of Dead butterflies, dead butterflies, dead butterflies, dead butter– Dead butterflies, dead butterflies, dead butterflies The flower that never blossoms is quickly forgotten It must be gold if it's glistening I must've lost myself, lost myself, lost myself Goodbye, all the doves have flown away I m

  Song of the day;; → Ever So Blue - Fragment -- Tein eilen asuntohakemuksen ja tänään sain jo tarjouksen. Hyväksyin sen, koska a) kämppä on hyvällä paikalla, b) se on ihan snadisti isompi ko mun nykynen kämppä ja c) vuokra on vähän pienempi. Nyt sit alkaa kaikenlainen muu säätö...

  Song of the day;; → Chase Atlantic - Into It Yeah, I've been catching planes for the fun of it (Yuh) Then I've been watching fame turn to punishment The weather's only sunny when I'm under it (Yeah) And I haven't really changed, yeah, I'm just confident (Woo) I'm just fucking lucky I was born with it (Yeah) A hundred million people couldn't deal with this I've been trying to grow 'cause people kill for it (Yeah) This mental pressure got me popping pills and shit, ah (Woo) But I'm into it, I'm into it (Woo) Say she wanna fuck me later Girl, I'm into it (Woo), I'm into it, I'm into it (Woo) This mental pressure got me popping pills and shit, ah But I'm into it (Woo), I'm into it (Yeah) I'm getting way too deep I'm fucking into it I'm into it, yeah, I'm into it I wouldn't change it for the world I'm fucking into it (Yeah, yeah) I've been on the road since I was sixteen (Yeah) They don't r

  Song of the day;; → Thrupence - How to Be Invisible

  Song of the day;; → Electric Callboy - We Got the Moves Summer mood, hot sand under my feet Cold beer, cheap wine, yeah, that's all that we need We got the moves, we got the moves And everybody's like, oh, fuck yeah, let's do it again We got the moves, we got the moves And everybody's like, yesterday we drank too much Let's do it again We got the groove, we got the groove So, everybody, put your hands straight up Tonight is the night We are young, we arе free Sipping on booze on a sunny beach We'rе alive, we believe That summertime memories will never fade away W-W-W-W-We're living the good life, high life Everybody wants that hot vibe We wanna feel it just all over and over again More, just give me more 'Cause we're addicted to the groove Oh yeah, we do it again We got the moves, we got the moves And everybody's like, yesterday we drank too much Let's do it again We got the groove, we got the groove So, everybody, put your hands straight u

  Song of the day;; → Maybeshewill - He Films the Clouds Pt. 2 Now we're apart Though not through choice Do we stay mute? Or raise our voice? Now we're apart Though not through choice Do we stay mute? Or raise our voice? Now we're apart Though not through choice Do we stay mute? Or raise our voice? -- Mua on ahistanut aivan helvetisti koko viikon, varmaan kaikkien näitten muuttamis- ja raha-asioiden sun muiden takia. Jotenkin vaan pelottaa, enkä mä oo koskaan osannut nähä tulevaisuutta millään lailla. En myöskään tiiä, onko tääkään lääkeannos riittävä, kun taas tuossa noston alussa ei ollu juuri ahistusta mut nyt sitä on taas ihan samassa määrin ko mitä ennen koko lääkettä. Pitäis varmaan maanantaina soittaa sairaanhoitajalle (tosin en muista että miten sillä oli lomaa joten en tiiä vastaako se) ja kysyä että pystyykö Kelalle hoitamaan hommeleita ilman että tarviis mennä käymään. Tosin mulle on taas tulossa postia (myöhäisiä synttärilahjoja itseltäni itselleni) joten jossai

  Song of the day;; → Her's - Harvey Some people think I'm acting worse for wear Suffice to say this is a quaint affair But no one really knows me like Harvey And once you've met him I'm sure you'll agree (Yeah I get it) (You wanna know) (Who he is) (Where we go) (Yeah I get it) (You wanna see) (What it is) (Him and me) Harvey Nobody knows what I see Nobody knows I'm waiting Waiting for you to call Harvey Nobody knows what I see Everyone thinks I'm crazy Crazy for you, oh boy Barked at the moon amid an empty street We felt the remnants of the evening heat Said, Harvey let me be the one to say I wouldn't dream this any other way (Yeah I get it) (You wanna know) (Who he is) (Where we go) (Yeah I get it) (You wanna see) (What it is) (Him and me) Harvey Nobody knows what I see Nobody knows I'm waiting Waiting for you to call Harvey Nobody knows what I see Everyone thinks I'm crazy Crazy for you, oh boy Harvey Nobody knows what I see Everyone thinks I

  Song of the day;; → Goldmund - Threnody

  Song of the day;; → Asking Alexandria - Alone Again Bring me hope, take me home I think I'm ready to be on my own Close my eyes, lay me down I think it's time that I take some time to be alone again I've waited, been patient, dedicated in the name of Being more, giving all that I have, but you want more I've changed and I'm changing, it's not over, there's still time left It isn't much, so make the most, I'm gettin' tired of giving up Searchin' for silence Bring mе hope, take me homе I think I'm ready to be on my own Close my eyes, lay me down I think it's time that I take some time to be alone again I can't find my balance, I've been tryin' so hard, but What I love you seem to hate, and what I hate you seem to love I'm lost, it's confusing, what point am I provin'? I don't know anymore what to do or who to be Bring me hope, take me home I think I'm ready to be on my own Close my eyes, lay me down I t

  Song of the day;; → Ólafur Arnalds, Royal Liverpool Philharmonic Orchestra & Robert Ames - ...og lengra (Orchestral Version)

  Song of the day;; → Blossoms - There's a Reason Why (I Never Returned Your Calls) I wanna know Since you've been gone Have I been on Your mind? 'Cause I know I was for a while Late last night I saw you out For a moment I Turned to stone 'Cause there's still something only we see Don't talk I'd have run to kiss your mouth Is it me or Just a dream that never dies? There's a reason why I never returned your calls I wish I could forget it all But I never returned your calls 'Cause I'd fall in again We're leaving here We're on the run The time has come I don't hear no alarms Fall asleep in my arms A lover's game Is never fair But I still care And I know you do too 'Cause there's a part of me that's you Don't talk I'd have run to kiss your mouth Is it me or Just a dream that never dies? There's a reason why I never returned your calls I wish I could forget it all But I never returned your calls 'Cause I'

  Song of the day;; → Sleeping At Last - Hill -- Huomenna lähetään takas kotia. Pysähdytään matkalla Oulussa koska mun täytyy hakia paketti Postista.

  Song of the day;; → Blind Channel - Balboa I'ma keep coming back Keep coming back like Blood in my eyes Veins full of ice Strike to survive Prepared to die Whatever the price I'll pay it twice Yeah I've been building my basis Wanna see the look on your faces From stadium stages Here's to you who said I'll never make it Time to tie my shoelaces Running up the staircases Whatever comes I'll face it And claim it Every time you burn me to the ground Every time you kick me whеn I'm down I'm coming back for more Like I'm Balboa Every timе you see me bleeding out It's a one step closer to my crown I'm coming back for more Like I'm Balboa I'ma keep coming back Keep coming back like Balboa Knockout, I'm sending suckers home like Drago I've got no bow, no arrow, but Apollo follows Gimme a clubber for supper Making these fake clowns go breathless I grow when I suffer like having breakdowns for breakfast Blood in my eyes Veins full of i

  Song of the day;; → Jakob Ahlbom - Fracture

  Song of the day;; → Tangled Hair - Just Like That Just like that Things will change I assured you Like I do Memory lapse A change of mind Perfect timing Hard to find It's like you never left It's like you never went away In this environment We'll always miss your face And I know where you are I hear this room's decay And you don't need to hide I see you clear as day, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Just like that Things will change I assured you Like I do Memory lapse Or change of mind Perfect timing Hard to find Just like that Things will change I assured you Like I do Cheers to you Behind the lens It's a shame that every picture is missing a James

  Song of the day;; → Anthony Greninger - A Heavy Heart -- Huomenna lähetään Ylläsjärvelle.

  Song of the day;; → ViViD - 69-II It asked my self 進むしかなくて answer is not found 闇の中へ It asked my self 何を求めるの? answer is not found分からなくて 強く強く願った「無」な明日など来なくてもいい 数え切れない思い溢れ出す がむしゃらに走り続けた日 振り返ればそこには何もない 一筋の光も見えなくなる 数え切れない痛みさえ「証」に思えて いつか見上げた空あまりに遠くて 羽ばたく事すら出来なくて 夢の中のカナリアは歌う事を忘れ いつか見上げた空あまりに綺麗で 羽ばたく事すら出来なくて It asked my self 何を求めるの? answer is not found分からなくて 深く深く祈ったもう夢など見なくてもいい 抑えきれない弱さ灰になる 暗闇に伸ばし続けた手 でも何を掴めばいいのか 一筋の光も見えなくなる 数え切れない痛みさえ「証」に思えて いつか見上げた空あまりに遠くて 羽ばたく事すら出来なくて 夢の中のカナリアは歌う事を忘れ いつか見上げた空あまりに綺麗で 羽ばたく事すら出来なくて -- Se oliskin sit meikäläisen synttärit tänään. Jotenkin tosi epätodellinen fiilis, että 25 vuotta tulee täyteen. Tuntuu samalla sekä paljolta että vähältä.

  Song of the day;; → Echo River - Farewell

  Song of the day;; → Sir Sly - Fun I'm a dreamer stuck in the real world It's not an ideal world Ashamed I flew out of bed from the things I've done I'm a bleeding heart stuck in a cold world A harsh and unknown world Afraid of who I am and what I might become I don't wanna wake up, I just wanna fall in love So let me dream if I want; it's not gonna hurt no one I don't wanna grow up, I just wanna stay this young See the world if I want; it's not gonna hurt no one So let me have my fun I'm a lover having a hard time Walking a thin line Between the life I want and the one I live I'm a dreamer stuck in a nightmare I know that it's not fair That I dragged you into this mess that I made again I don't wanna wake up, I just wanna fall in love So let me dream if I want; it's not gonna hurt no one I don't wanna grow up, I just wanna stay this young See the world if I want; it's not gonna hurt no one So let me have my fun I don't w

  Song of the day;; → Ludovico Einaudi - Nuvole bianche -- Jotenkin kerta kerralta tänne takas tuleminen tuntuu omituisesti siltä, kuin tulis kotiin. Omituista siinä on se, että samankaltainen tunne mulle tulee myös kotipaikkakunnalle mentäessä. Ehkä se kertoo vaan siitä, että mä pidän tätä paikkaa jollain tavalla kotina, vaikka mulle ehkä koti meinaa enemmänkin ihmisiä kuin paikkaa. Huomenna ei onneksi tarvi lähtä aamuvarhasella liikenteeseen vaan saan nukkua ihan normaalisti, porukat ottaa mut tästä kyytiin ja siitä suunnataan sitten Leville. Ollaan tällä kertaa vaan 8 päivää, muistaakseni viime vuonna oltiin vähän pidempään.

  Song of the day;; → ViViD- Across the Border あふれ出した雫と夢を見た 手と手繋ぎ空を見上げてた「オトノナイWORLD」 叶わぬ想いは全てを見透かしたように 見えない翼で飛び立つよ Wanna be your love 突き抜けていくモノクロに変えて The world covered with restraints だけど光は全ての人へ降り注ぐ だから進むのさ 果てない道なき道へ あふれ出した雫は過去の罪 手と手繋ぎうつむき続けた「イロノナイWORLD」 叶わ願いは全てを見透かしたように 見えない明日へ飛び立つよ Wanna be your love 突き抜けていくモノクロに変えて The world covered with restraints だけど光は全ての人へ降り注ぐ だから進むのさ 果てない道なき道へ そこのそこのけYeah! 今を生きる全ての ALL STARS 無限に咲く花の中で 一番デカイ花咲かす 太陽のように全てを照らし 地図にない道をかける全てを超えて いつだってsounds上昇 とまんねぇぜ Yeah come on! Take everybody いつだってsounds上昇 とまんねぇぜ 何もかも壊して Wanna be your love 突き抜けていくモノクロに変えて The world covered with restraints だけど光は全ての人へ降り注ぐ だから進むのさ 果てない道なき道へ -- Käytiin Mikkelissä vahakabinetissa ja Päämajamuseossa, oli kivaa. Huomenna sitten Ouluun ja lauantaina Leville.

  Song of the day;; → Lambert - As Ballad -- Kävin tänään kampaajalla ekaa kertaa varmaan vuoteen. Ei oo vaan tullu saatua aikaseksi, mut nyt tuntuu taas enemmän meikäläiseltä. Pitkät (tai ehkä enemmänkin pitkähköt tai keskipitkät) hiukset ei vaan tunnu hyvältä tai omalta. Huomenna mennään käymään Mikkelissä vahakabinetissa ja perjantaina meen Ouluun josta porukat ottaa mut sit lauantaina kyytiin kun mennään Leville.

  Song of the day;; → Launder - Annie Blue All these things, they drown you Down and take you all Let it go, I tried to Pull you up and fall Back down You come around And fall back down You come around Stash you in the backseat Just to fool them all Give it up, they tell me But I can't stop my fall Back down You come around And fall back down You come around Back down You come around And fall back down You come around Back down You come around And fall back down You come around

  Song of the day;; → Ludovico Einaudi, Robert Ziegler & Royal Philharmonic Orchestra - Primavera

  Song of the day;; → SuG - LOVE SCREAM PARTY The堕落堕落Is it曖昧愛？ I wAnna Go to「青春PoP Art」 ChuChuラヴを拝借　嗚呼　運命のハニィは何処？ The堕落堕落Is it曖昧哀　サイケデリック　弱ハート ChuChu駆け引きはナシ　自由奔放　本能で逝こう　いぇい 他の人　違う　君じゃなきゃ嫌 大キライだけど好き　心のまま交わりたい 落ちるからもっとよくして？　惚れた方の負け ３艶２aNd卑猥にGOOo0... たったらたららん　曖昧に逢い　ButBut 大　大　Die好き ChuChu恋人席奪い合い　「ガンガンいこうぜ」　俄然　恋愛体質 まだ居たい　ねぇ？今じゃなきゃ嫌 好きだけど大キライ　心のままに交わりたい 欲張ってもっと愛して？惚れたもん勝ちでしょ Gat The Party Get The Party Ahaan Ahaan 大キライだけど好き　心のままに交わりたい 忘れ方教えてよ　夢の中まで来ないで？ 今だけは独り占め　幸せなんて刹那すぎる 欲張ってもっと愛して？まだ果てないでダーリン 強欲ってこーぜ　卑猥にゴォYean Ahaan Ahaanって欲しがりねぇ？ 強欲ってこーぜ　卑猥にゴォYean Ahaan Ahaanっていぶりたい もっと　したい　ちゃんと欲しがってね？

  Song of the day;; → Nils Frahm - Our Own Roof -- Hyvää heinäkuuta! Tätäkin vuotta siis jo puolet menny. Huomenna mennään käymään Matkuksessa ostamassa kaikkia tarpeellista reissua varten.