I knew you were trouble

 Song of the day;;

→ Diaura - 断頭台から愛を込めて


向日葵は揺れる怖わも知らずに


「不要な種は燃やしてしまえば」


誰の為に産まれ

朽ちて混ざり溶けた


「どうして...?」

届かない声

さよならだねもう

黒く燃える空を仰いだ

ほらご覧、これは君の未来


冷にく触れる鋼の枷に脈打つだけ


もう戻れない

もう戻せない

もう届かない空


最後の風に舞う

僕らは自由になる

黒く燃える空を仰ぎ叫ぶ

さよならだねもう

別れが来てしまう

僕は瞳を閉じるから背お向けて


さよなら忘れない


I will forget me now

I will forget you now

I will forget me now


You will forget me now

--

Huomenna on fysioterapia ja käyn sen jälkeen Tokmannissa. Pitää ostaa vanulappuja ja pumpulipuikkoja ja ois kiva jos löytyis joku random suklaakalenteri. Mulla on jo tuollainen Harry Potter-sukkakalenteri, mut kyllä se joku suklaatihommeli pitää myös olla. Sain tänään tiskattua ja oon melkein saanut yhden kirjan luettua tässä! Ekan sitten kesäloman ja oon ylpeä itsestäni, koska lukemiseen keskittyminen on ollu tosi hankalaa jo monta vuotta. Puhuttiinkin viimeks hoitajan kanssa vähän nuista että miten masennus vaikuttaa kognitiivisiin kykyihin ja aika lailla kaikkia niitä mitä tuli esille oon myös huomannu itellä. Huomenna saakin sitten avata ekan luukun kalenterista!! Ihanaa kun joulu tulee.

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