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 Song of the day;;

→ Chromatics - Cherry


Cherry

Tells me some things I don't want to know

And I can't see

A light at the end for us anymore


But I can't keep crying

All of the time

No, I can't keep crying

All of the time


Cherry

Can be very sweet when she needs a friend

But it's only

A mask that she wears so she can pretend


And I can't keep running

All of the time

No, I can't keep running

All of the time


Cherry

I hate that it's true but you make me blue

I kept waiting

For you to find what I see in you


And I can't keep quiet

All of the time

No, I can't keep quiet

All of the time

--

Nyt on uusi tatuointi käsivarressa ja kyllähän se helvetin hyvältä näyttää! Tatuoinnit on tuonu mulle tosi paljon itsevarmuutta ja saaneet mut tuntemaan enemmän itseltäni, joka taas on helpottanu omassa ihossa olemista. Tosin mä ajattelen ihon ja kehon vähän eri asioina, eli tähän syömishäiriöön se ei vaikuta. Ja kyllähän sieltä se finaalipaikka irtosi, tosin en ymmärrä miksi ihmiset oli niin yllättyneitä siitä. Mä olin koko ajan n. 90% varma että se tulee. Huomenna sitten toka semifinaali. Tänään oli tosi nätti keli, mutta on siellä jotenkin helvetin kylmä. 

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