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 Song of the day;;

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I never had the right words to say

But I think you get me anyway

You caught me at the worst time

Thought you would have left but you’re here to stay

If only I could show you what I see

Maybe that would help set you free

You said I caught you at the worst time

Thought I would have left but I chose to stay


You let me know if I get too close

Just say the word

I'll learn to let you go

Just say the word and I'll let you go


Take what you need

You’ve been so guarded

But I know what you feel

I’ve gotten used to the bitter end

I know that you couldn’t

Give more and you shouldn’t

Take what you need

I’vе gotten used to the bittеr end


You said that every time you look at me

It's hard to see the irony

Disregarding everything that makes you wanna leave

But you wanna stay

You fell asleep on the car ride home

You said you didn’t want to be alone

I can be your escape we can drive all night

Just to get away


You let me know if I get too close

Just say the word

Say the word and I'll let go


Take what you need

You’ve been so guarded

But I know what you feel

I’ve gotten used to the bitter end

I know that you couldn’t

Give more and you shouldn’t

Take what you need

I’ve gotten used to the bitter end


You don’t know what you’re worth

So you settle for less than you deserve

I just wanted to help you

Don’t worry about me

It makes the pain all worth the while

Every time we touch

Every time you smile

So just say the word and I'll learn to let go


Take what you need

You’ve been so guarded

But I know what you feel

I’ve gotten used to the bitter end

I know that you couldn’t

Give more and you shouldn’t

Take what you need

I’ve gotten used to the bitter end

Take what you need

You’ve been so guarded

But I know what you feel

I’ve gotten used to the bitter end

I know that you couldn’t

Give more and you shouldn’t

Take what you need

I’ve gotten used to the bitter end


If only I could show you what I see

Maybe that would help set you free

You said I caught you at the worst time

Thought I would have left but I chose to stay

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Sepäs oli oikein valaisevaa. Mulla täyttyi kriteerit sekä estyneen että depressiivisen persoonallisuushäiriön osalta. Selittää itseasiassa aika paljon. Tuota estyneisyyttä olin epäilly itekin jo aiemmin, se oli se syy, miksi halusin tehdä sen persoonallisuuskyselyn. Lääkärin mukaan todennäkösesti tuohon depressiivisyyteen on vaikuttanut se, että oon sairastanut masennusta niin pitkään, ja se on muovannut mun persoonallisuutta. Sekin käy järkeen, sillä mä oon monesti miettinyt, että näin varmaan on käynyt. Näillä siis mennään eteenpäin. Huomenna mulla on keskusteluaika ja sen jälkeen täytyy käydä hoitotarvikejakelussa. Porukat ja Runtti tulee torstaina!!

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