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What I leave behind

 Song of the day;;

→ Rosetta - Homesick


Hey, yeah

Just one more, I'll walk away

All the everything you win

Turns to nothing today

And I forget how to move

When my mouth is this dry

And my eyes are bursting hearts

In a blood-stained sky


Oh, it was sweet

It was wild

Oh, how we

I trembled

Stuck in honey, honey

Cling to me


So just one more (Just one more)

Just one, just one go

Inspire in me, the desire in me (More)


To never go home

To never go home (To never going home)

You'll never go home


Just one more

I'll walk away

All the everything you mean

Turns to nothing today

So just one more

Just, just (Just one more)

One more go (Go)


Inspire in me (More), the desire in me

To never go home

(Just go)

To never go home (Go home)

To never go home


Just one more

Walk away

(To never go home)

All the everything you mean

Turns to nothing to me


And I forget how to move

When my mouth is all dry

These eyes are burning hearts

In a bloodless sky


Just one more

Walk away

All the everything you mean

Turns to nothing to me


And I forget how to live

My mouth is all dry

These eyes are burning hearts

This bloodlet, bloodless sky

Just one more

Slip away

All the everything you miss

Turns to nothing today


I forget how to love

My mouth is this dry

These eyes are burning hearts

Your bloodlet, bloodless stars


Just one song

Drift away

Live the same


All the everything you mean

Live the same in me

Turns to nothing, nothing to me


Close to me

Until it all goes down, goes down, down

You'll never (Cleansing me)

You're never going home


Just one more

Slip away (Cleansing)

Cleansing me

You're never, never going home

You're never going home


I'm never going home

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