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 Song of the day;;

→ Asking Alexandria & Within Temptation - Faded Out


I don't wanna wake up lately

The days are getting longer

It feels just like I'm going through the motions

And I don't know what's wrong with me

I wanna try, I wanna care

I wanna feel alive like I used to

I wanna be someone, do something

But it feels a little like sleepwalking


I'm faded out

I keep trying to stand, but I'm falling down

I'm stuck inside a loop, why can't I shake it off?

Is it not enough to wanna get better?

I'm faded out

And it's not getting better


Give me something real to hold onto

'Cause I don't know what's real anymore

I'm walking through the haze tryin' to find you

The person that I was before

I gave it all, and I found a hole

That I didn't know was hiding

Thought I knew who I was, looks like I was wrong

And I've been out lost sleepwalking


I'm faded out

I keep trying to stand, but I'm falling down

I'm stuck inside a loop, why can't I shake it off?

Is it not enough to wanna get better?

I'm faded out (I lost myself once again)

And it's not getting better


I wanna find some peace of mind

I need a lifeline, please somebody, please somebody

I can't seem to wake up

Something's gotta give before I give up

I can't live like this

I hate everything I feel 'cause I don't feel anything anymore

And I don't know why

I just wanna stop time to catch my breath


I'm faded out (I lost myself once again)

I keep trying to stand, but I'm falling down (Falling down everything)

I'm stuck inside a loop, why can't I shake it off? (Shake it off)

Is it not enough (Is it not enough)

To wanna get better?

I'm faded out (I lost myself once again)

And it's not getting better

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Biisi hittaa typerryttävän erilailla tähän väliin. En nukkunut tänään koko päivää! Itseasiassa vaan illalla otin pienet tupluurit. Muuten pelailin, järjestelin vähän tavaroita ja touhusin muuta ja juttelin tietysti porukoitten kanssa Skypessä.

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