The truth

 Song of the day;;

→ K.Flay - Bad Things

Drink til I'm dead, toast to my life

Forget about it all in the process

Holding my breath, cold for the night

Difficult to know what the cost is

Call it what you want

Tell me that I'm fucked up

Tell me that I'm wrong, that I'm right

Tell me that I lost touch

Tell me that I'm like him

Tell me that I'm down for the fight

Would anybody care if I woke up

Thought a new day might feel different

Everyone's stripped down, coked up

Thought it might be real, but it isn't

My mind it goes to the darkest places

I've got so much to love, sometimes I fucking hate it

First I felt faded, then it got loud

Next I was wasted, then I blacked out

Said damn, gotta get sober

But it always starts right over

First I felt faded, then it got loud

Next I was wasted, then I blacked out

Not who I seem, I mean like

I've been doing bad things, bad things, yeah

I've been having bad dreams, bad dreams, yeah

Scared that I'll fail, knees in the dirt

Calling up somebody that I don't love

Weaving all my sad tales, even if it hurts

See the beast well it always seems to show up

Call it what you want

Tell me that I'm worthless

Tell me that I'm hype, that I'll blow up

Tell me I'm a fucked up person

Tell me every night that I'm spending on a sofa

Looking way back in the archives, locate the link

Cause I went straight from the hard times

To spitting in a kitchen sink

My mind it goes to the darkest places

I've got so much to love, sometimes I fucking hate it

First I felt faded, then it got loud

Next I was wasted, then I blacked out

Said damn, gotta get sober

But it always starts right over

First I felt faded, then it got loud

Next I was wasted, then I blacked out

Not who I seem, I mean like

I've been doing bad things, bad things, yeah

I've been having bad dreams, bad dreams, yeah

Wish I could steal every moment that I loved

Keep it in a safe place

Cause I can’t deal with the stress of the lifestyle

Or the way you’re looking in my face

And I wanna get away from it all

But I’m drawn right back, moth to the flame

Everything’s better than it’s ever been but I’m worse for the wear

Yeah it’s hard to explain

I want a new name & a little bit of something that I ain’t got

I want it two ways, like to kill all of my pain with the same shot

I’ll be alone forever in my head

Dot my I’s til they fill me out

I’ll be alone forever in my bed

With a twisted smile and a filthy mouth

I mean like

I’ve been doing bad things, bad things

I’ve been having bad dreams, bad dreams

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