Prey

 Song of the day;;

→ Beartooth - Sick and Disgusting

Remember the time you said son, it'll be alright?

Remember the time you said son, it will be just fine?

Well, I'm waiting for the day that my mind says it's had enough

And I pray that day comes soon so I can finally feel loved

I just wanna feel loved

I just wanna feel loved

Remember the time I said god, I'm ready to die?

Remember the time I said god, just take my life?

Remember that time that I cried every single night?

And every thought about myself was out of spite

Sick joke, sick joke, that's all I'll ever be to anyone

Sick joke, sick joke, that's all you'll ever be to anyone

I'm nothing but sick and disgusting

I'm nothing but sick and disgusting

God, I don't know if I'll ever be ready to die

God, I'm too much of a coward to give you my life

And I know that I'm still gonna cry every single night

But if You want me, I'm gonna stay here

And fight till you say, son, your heart is mine

God, God

Dad, I don't wanna be sick and disgusting

Daddy, I don't wanna be sick and disgusting

Dad, I don't wanna be sick and disgusting

Dad, I don't wanna be sick and disgusting

Such small hands

 Song of the day;;

→ Beartooth - Body Bag

One life, one decision

One life, one decision

One life, one decision

Make sure it ends with you still living

1, 2, 1, 2, 3, go

How does it feel at the bottom of the barrel?

All your friends don't care, no your friends don't care at all

How does it feel at the bottom of the barrel?

All your friends don't care, no your friends don't care at all

Rejected, rejected

You're never gonna be the one respected

Infected, infected

This is the way that every life has ended

You know, this life will swallow you whole

You know, this life will swallow you whole

If I could set the clocks back

I wouldn't be headed for a body bag

One life and one decision

Make sure it ends with you still living

Feel like I'm on the fast track to laying face down from a heart attack

One life and one decision

Make sure it ends with you still living

Make sure it ends with you still living

One life, one decision

One life, one decision

One life, one decision

Make sure it ends with you still living

You're never gonna touch the surface

I sure hope it's worth it

You can lie to everybody around you

But you can't lie to the hole inside you

You know, this life will swallow me whole

You know, this life will swallow me whole

If I could set the clocks back

I wouldn't be headed for a body bag

One life and one decision

Make sure it ends with you still living

Feel like I'm on the fast track to laying face down from a heart attack

One life and one decision

Make sure it ends with you still living

Make sure it ends with you still living

One life, one decision

One life, one decision

One life, one decision

Make sure it ends with you still living

If I could set the clocks back

I wouldn't be headed for a body bag

One life and one decision

Make sure it ends with you still living

Feel like I'm on the fast track to laying face down from a heart attack

One life and one decision

Make sure it ends with you still living

Make sure it ends with you still living

Make sure it ends with you still living

Make sure it ends with you still living

--

Runtti täyttää tänään 9 vuotta!

Behind blue eyes

 Song of the day;;

→ Beartooth - Loser

Let's go

I've always been a fan of the night life

'Cause it's the only life I had

Expressing my mind with paper and a pen

Playing my guitar 'till my fingers bled on the carpet

Maybe I wasn't like all the normal kids

I was born just a little bit different

I tried to fit in, I got sick of it

I tried to fit in, I got sick of it

You say I'm just a loser in the background

I can never seem to get it right

But I'm learning my worth is more than your word

You told me I would back out, I would break down

I'm not even putting up a fight

But I'm learning my worth is more than your word

It wasn't easy being rejected by the thing I wanted so bad

To be accepted, to be wanted

To wake up and say this is gonna be a good day

Maybe I wasn't like all the normal kids

I was born just a little bit different

I tried to fit in, I got sick of it

I tried to fit in, I got sick of it

You say I'm just a loser in the background

I can never seem to get it right

But I'm learning my worth is more than your word

You told me I would back out, I would break down

I'm not even putting up a fight

But I'm learning my worth is more than your word

More than your word

I was born a little bit different

I was born a little bit different

I was born just a little bit different

I was born a little bit different

I was born a little bit different

You say I'm just a loser in the background

I can never seem to get it right

But I'm learning my worth is more than your word

You say I'm just a loser in the background

I can never seem to get it right

But I'm learning my worth is more than your word

You told me I would back out, I would break down

I'm not even putting up a fight

But I'm learning my worth is more than your word

I got sick of it

I got sick of it

I tried to fit in, I got sick of it

I tried to fit in, I got sick of it

Far from home

 Song of the day;;

→ Beartooth - Hated

Who knew you'd be hated for being who you are

And be a big target for all the insecure?

All alone in a wall-less prison

Didn't forget and you’re not forgiven

Live every day with the pain in the back of my mind

Torture doesn't begin to describe it

I won't forget

I won't forgive

I won't forget

Who knew you'd be hated for being who you are

And be a big target for all the insecure?

There's a bullseye painted on our chests

In the crosshairs of the ignorant

But I am not your scapegoat anymore

All alone with my own decisions

I try to scream but you never will listen

It took a while but you're finally out of my life

And I swear there's no better feeling

I won't forget

I won't forgive

I won't forget

Who knew you'd be hated for being who you are

And be a big target for all the insecure?

There's a bullseye painted on our chests

In the crosshairs of the ignorant

But I am not your scapegoat anymore

Try to scream but you never will listen

Didn't forget and you're not forgiven

You're not forgiven

Didn't forget and you're not forgiven

No

Who knew you'd be hated for being who you are

And be a big target for all the insecure?

Who knew you'd be hated for being who you are

And be a big target for all the insecure?

There's a bullseye painted on our chests

In the crosshairs of the ignorant

But I am not your scapegoat anymore

Surrender

 Song of the day;;

→ Beartooth - The Lines

Am I the son in or out of law?

How many chances do I get before my head explodes?

What's going on?

What's going on?

When I look into the mirror, there's another gun

What's going on?

What's going on?

When I look into the mirror, there's another gun

When I tell you I'll be fine

I still want you by my side

Please just try to read between the lines

Where's my comfort in the undefined?

Please just try to read between the lines

I hate you

If I'm your son, do you hear my call?

Even if everything I touch will slowly turn to stone

What's going on?

What's going on?

When I look into the mirror, there's another gun

What's going on?

What's going on?

When I look into the mirror, there's another gun

When I tell you I'll be fine

I still want you by my side

Please just try to read between the lines

Where's my comfort in the undefined?

Please just try to read between the lines

What is the poison inside of me?

The sickness in my head

Put me to sleep while I find a cure for the sickness in my head

We are the sons

We are the daughters

The generation of disorder

We are the sons

We are the daughters

The generation of disorder

Go

What is the poison inside of me?

The sickness in my head

When I tell you I'll be fine

I still want you by my side

Please just try to read between the lines

Where's my comfort in the undefined?

Please just try to read between the lines

Rain

 Song of the day;;

→ Beartooth - Manipulation

This is manipulation

Yeah

I hesitated, got lost again

You saw me as wounded prey

I was a wreck, I was a bloody mess

And you couldn't look away

You broke me down

So you could take me out

This is isolation, kept in the dark and waiting

You're wearing the crown of kingdoms I created

Now, I can't escape it, all of the light is fading

This isn't trust, this is manipulation

I didn't say what you wanna hear

And your lips began to curl

I'm pushing back and now you start acting

Like you gave me the world

You broke me down

So you could take me out

This is isolation, kept in the dark and waiting

You're wearing the crown of kingdoms I created

Now, I can't escape it, all of the light is fading

This isn't trust, this is manipulation

I don't need, I don't need, I don't need you

This isn't trust, this is manipulation

I don't believe, don't believe, don't believe you

This isn't trust, this is manipulation

You've got hell to pay

You'll get what's coming to you

This is isolation, kept in the dark and waiting

You're wearing the crown of kingdoms I created

Now, I can't escape it, all of the light is fading

This isn't trust, this is manipulation

I don't need, I don't need, I don't need you

This isn't trust, this is manipulation

I don't believe, don't believe, don't believe you

This isn't trust, this is manipulation

This is manipulation, this is manipulation

--

En muuten muistanu aiemmin sanoa, mutta One Morning Leftin uusi levy tuli ulos tuossa n. viikko sitten ja on muuten hyvä lätty!

When you can't sleep at night

 Song of the day;;

→ Beartooth - Afterall

I must be doing this all wrong

Should be happy but I'm searching for the voice I lost

Guess I'm just human after all

I guess I'm just human after all

I woke up with the same dark feeling

Head on the ground and my thoughts on the ceiling

Another dream where the light is burning out

I don't know what to chase, my hope is erased

I look at myself and I don't know my own face

I just got fixed and I'm already breaking down

(I just got fixed and I'm already breaking down)

How do I feel when my wounds aren't healing?

Why do I stop when I start believing?

I must be doing this all wrong

Should be happy but I'm searching for the reasons why

Puts my head in overdrive

I thought I had this figured out

I should scream but I'm still searching for the voice I lost

I guess I'm just human after all

I guess I'm just human after all

You're no good, suck it up and change it

The way you feel is a little outdated

You'll never change if you'd rather hear the lie

I don't know what to say, I'm never okay

I try to dig deep and there's nothing but pain

I'm singing my songs but the words just don't relate

(I'm singing my songs but the words just don't relate)

It's hard to live when my wounds aren't healing

Why do I stop when I start believing?

I must be doing this all wrong

Should be happy but I'm searching for the reasons why

Puts my head in overdrive

I thought I had this figured out

I should scream but I'm still searching for the voice I lost

I guess I'm just human after all, all

There's not an ounce of hope inside of me

I wanna die before I fade away

I must be doing this all wrong

Should be happy but I'm searching for the reasons why

Puts my head in overdrive

I thought I had this figured out

I should scream but I'm still searching for the voice I lost

I guess I'm just human after all

I guess I'm just human after all

I guess I'm just human after all

Seasons to cycles

 Song of the day;;

→ Beartooth - Disease

If I fall again, will it be the end?

I know it's wrong, you think I'm strong, but I just pretend

Is it takin' over, will it bury me?

Or will clarity become the cure for my disease?

Stuck at the surface, not makin' progress

Fallin' apart, well, I'm tryin' my hardest

Lookin' for answers, findin' a rope

Is the noose gettin' tighter? I'm losin' control

Will the end make me whole again?

It's like holdin' on when my grip is lost

I still feed my insecurity when I know the cost

Is it taking over, will it bury me?

Or will clarity become the cure for my disease?

I'm gettin' older, still, lost as ever

Fakin' a smile while I bury the pressure

Why does this happen? I should be fine

But I can't shake the feelin', I'm livin' a lie

Will the end make me whole again?

It's like holdin' on when my grip is lost

I still feed my insecurity when I know the cost

Is it taking over, will it bury me?

Or will clarity become the cure for my disease?

If I fall again, will it be the end?

I know it's wrong, you think I'm strong but I just pretend

Is it takin' over, will it bury me?

Or will clarity become the cure for my disease?

It's like holdin' on when my grip is lost

I still feed my insecurity when I know the cost

Is it taking over, will it bury me?

Or will clarity become the cure for my disease?

Become the cure for my disease

--

Olipas jännää! Australia jäi ekaa kertaa pois finaalista. Tää oli kyllä aika kovatasoinen semi, pakko myöntää. No, mulle tärkeämpi on tietty huomisen kakkossemi koska SUOMI!!!

A lack of colour

 Song of the day;;

→ Beartooth - You Never Know

I can't breathe in with hands on my neck

I scream but the grip it holds on

No reason, I'm trapped in my head

Defeated

I never felt this, the voice in my face

Screams violence, the grip it holds on

No reason, I'm trapped in my head

Defeated

I never felt so close

To giving up on hope

Should I hide it?

Should I fight it?

Should I roll over and die?

You never know

You never know until you know, know, know

You never know until you know, know, know

You never know until you know

I can't breathe in with hands on my neck

I scream but the grip it holds on

No reason, I'm trapped in my head

Defeated

I never felt so close

To giving up on hope

Should I hide it?

Should I fight it?

Should I roll over and die?

You never know

You never know until you know, know, know

I never felt this, the voice in my face

Screams violence, the grip it holds on

No reason, I'm trapped in my head

Defeated

You never know until you know

I never felt so close

To giving up on hope

Should I hide it?

Should I fight it?

Should I roll over and die?

You never know

You never know until you know, know, know

You never know until you know, know, know

You never know until you know

--

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Breaking down the walls

 Song of the day;;

→ Beartooth - In Between

Life just sucks when all you know is the bottom

It's not your choice, there's no escaping it

Get up and run as far as you can

Head to higher ground while there's a chance to live

Don't run away, run away, runaway

Don't run away, run away, runaway (Run)

Up on the mountain I see down below

It's easy to lose yourself I know

Can't hear what you're shouting, I'm deaf to your show

It's easy to lose your self control

Everybody gets high, everybody gets low

Life can be such overdose

Up on the mountain I see down below

It's easy to lose yourself I know

In the in between

Life's so dark when everyday is a struggle

Why go out and see the world on fire

Don't let your mindset become what controls you

Speak right now and make the choice to grow

Don't run away, run away, run away

Don't run away, run away (Run)

Up on the mountain I see down below

It's easy to lose yourself I know

Can't hear what you're shouting, I'm deaf to your show

It's easy to lose your self control

Everybody gets high, everybody gets low

Life can be such overdose

Up on the mountain I see down below

It's easy to lose yourself I know

In the in between

(Oh)

(In the in between)

I won't let pain get in my way

I can't have silence claiming me

We have strength in numbers, strength in numbers

To get us through the day

No compromises to be made

This is a war we're gonna win

We have strength in numbers, strength in numbers

To get us through the day

(Up on the mountain I see down below

It's easy to lose yourself I know)

Can't hear what you're shouting, I'm deaf to your show

It's easy to lose your self control

Everybody gets high, everybody gets low

Life can be such overdose

Up on the mountain I see down below

It's easy to lose yourself I know

In the in between

(In the in between)

(In the in between)

--

Huomenna kotia. Huomenna pitäis sitä ennen käydä hakemassa sensoreita keskussairaalalta, toivottavasti ovat noudettavissa ihmisten aikaan... En oo kauhiasti pystynyt tuon käden takia siivoilemaan, mutta eipä se haittaa.