Wait

 Song of the day;;

→ Daughter - No Care

No one asks me for dances because I only know how to flail

I always hit like I'm drowning, dead arms around him

I'd rather stand still, hold tightly to the walls

No care, no care in the world

No care, no care in the world

I don't care, I don't care anymore

I don't care, I don't care

Love you in a panic because I prefer to sit on fences

Spit-kissing on my sickbed

I'm not searching for replacements

But we are like broken instruments

Twisted up and wheezing out the wrong notes

Sleepless folks watching light grow

Through their early morning windows

I don't care, I don't care anymore

I don't care, I don't care

Oh, I'm too drunk to fight, hurling curses at your surface

Because I'm aware, because it hurts that I'm in love again

And you laugh, kiss my neck, say our arguments are insane

Fighting over the way something was said

While I'm still here like a cheap threat

No care, no care in the world

No care, no care in the world

I don't care, I don't care anymore

I don't care, I don't care

Oh, there has only been one time where we fucked

And I felt like a bad memory

Like my spine was a reminder of her

And you said that you felt sick

I was so heavy-hearted, lying silent with you afterwards

How I wanted you to promise we would only make

How I wanted you to promise we would only make

How I wanted you to promise we would only make love

But my mouth felt like I was choking, broken glass

So I just slept it off

You see, my mouth felt like it could talk the end of us

So I just slept it off, slept it off

No care, no care in the world

No care, no care in the world

I don't care, I don't care anymore

I don't care, I don't care

Ah, I'm too drunk to fight

I only wanted you to promise me we would only ever make love

But my mouth felt like I was choking, broken glass

So I just slept it off

Wanted you to promise we would only ever make

Wanted you to promise we would only ever make love

Nowhere left to sink

 Song of the day;;

→ Daughter - Doing the Right Thing

And they're making children

And they're making love

With their old excuses

We are built for reproduction

But I find it soothing

When I am confined

I'm just fearing one day soon

I'll lose my mind

Then I'll lose my children

Then I'll lose my love

Then I'll sit in silence

Let the pictures soak

Out of televisions

Float across the room

Whisper into one ear

Out the other one

Then I'll take my clothes off

And I'll walk around

Because it's so nice outside

And I like the way the sun feels

And when it's dark

I'll call out in the night for my mother

But she isn't coming back for me

Cause she's already gone

But you will not tell me that

Cause you know it hurts me every time you say it

And you know you are doing the right thing

You must know you are doing the right thing

I have lost my children

I have lost my love

I just sit in silence

Let the pictures soak

Out of televisions

Out of televisions

Out of televisions

Out of televisions

Out of televisions

And they're making children

Everyone's in love

I just sit in silence

Let the pictures soak

--

Huomenna on keskusteluaika ja sen jälkeen pitää muistaa käydä apteekissa. Hoitaja laitto viestiä, että ne oli varanneet mulle lääkäriajan toukokuun lopulle liittyen siihen persoonallisuuskyselyyn, joka tehtiin kun edellisen kerran kävin hoitajalla pari kuukautta sitten. Ei siinä mitään, mut mietin vaan, että onko sinne tosissaan noin pitkät jonot, että meni noin pitkälle tuo aika?

Everything's wrong

Song of the day;;

→ Daughter - Burn It Down

Always said I was a good kid

Always said I had a way with words

Never knew I could be speechless

Don’t know how I’ll ever break this curse

Now the world is only white noise

Frequencies that I can’t understand

I can’t be bothered with the teachers

Always tryna shape the way I act

Burn it down, burn it down, burn it down, burn it down

I’ll set fire to the whole place

I don’t even care about our house

It’s not the same in here since he left anyways

Burn it down, burn it down, burn it down, burn it down

Always said I was a good kid

Always said I had a way with words

Never knew I could be speechless

Don’t know how I’ll ever break this curse

Now the world is only white noise

Frequencies that I can’t understand

I can’t be bothered with the teachers

Always trying to shape the way I act

Burn it down, burn it down, burn it down, burn it down

Momma told me all of this is

Just a place we have to settle for

Less than anything we dream on

We’ll continue to be disappointments

I feel down, I feel down, I feel down, I feel down

I feel down, I feel down, I feel down, I feel down

Burn it down, burn it down, burn it down, burn it down

Burn it down, burn it down, burn it down, burn it

Burn it, burn it

Goin' down

Song of the day;;

→ Daughter - The Right Way Around

If only

Song of the day;;

→ Daughter - Flaws

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Song of the day;;

→ Daughter - Numbers

Take the worst situations

Make a worse situation

Follow me home, pretend you

Found somebody to mend you

I feel numb

I feel numb in this kingdom

I feel numb

I feel numb in this kingdom

Chemically enabled faces

Black out nights and tight spaces

We'll feel distant embraces

Scratching hands 'round my waist, yeah

I'll wash my mouth but still taste you

I feel numb

I feel numb in this kingdom

I feel numb

I feel numb in this kingdom

I feel numb

I feel numb in this kingdom

I feel numb

I feel numb in this kingdom

You better, you better, you better

You better make me

Me better, me better

You better make me better

You better, you better, you better

You better make me

Me better, me better

You better make me better

You better, you better, you better

You better make me

Me better, me better

You better make me better

You better, you better, you better

You better make me

Me better, me better

You better make me better

I feel numb, make me better

I feel numb in this kingdom

I feel numb, make me better

I feel numb in this kingdom

--

Tää blogi täyttää tänään 8 vuotta! Tuntuu vähän hassulta, että tää on ollut olemassa jo niin kauan... Vanhojen merkintöjen lukeminen on sekä cringeä että ihan hauskaa.

Voodoo in my blood

Song of the day;;

→ Daughter - Youth

Shadows settle on the place that you left

Our minds are troubled by the emptiness

Destroy the middle, it's a waste of time

From the perfect start to the finish line

And if you're still breathing, you're the lucky ones

'Cause most of us are heaving through corrupted lungs

Setting fire to our insides for fun

Collecting names of the lovers that went wrong

The lovers that went wrong

We are the reckless

We are the wild youth

Chasing visions of our futures

One day we'll reveal the truth

That one will die before he gets here

And if you're still bleeding, you're the lucky ones

'Cause most of our feelings, they are dead and they are gone

We're setting fire to our insides for fun

Collecting pictures from a flood that wrecked our home

It was a flood that wrecked this home

And you caused it

And you caused it

And you caused it

Well, I've lost it all, I'm just a silhouette

A lifeless face that you'll soon forget

My eyes are damp from the words you left

Ringing in my head when you broke my chest

Ringing n my head when you broke my chest

And if you're in love, then you're the lucky one

'Cause most of us are bitter over someone

Setting fire to our insides for fun

To distract our hearts from ever missing them

But I'm forever missing him

And you caused it

And you caused it

And you caused it

Illest motherfucker alive

Song of the day;;

→ Daughter - Touch

Love, hunt me down

I can't stand to be so dead behind the eyes

And feed me, spark me up

A creature in my blood stream chews me up

So I can feel something

So I can feel something

Give me touch

'Cause I've been missing it

I'm dreaming of

Strangers

Kissing me in the night

Just so I

Just so I 

Can feel something

Can feel something

Can feel something

Can feel something

You steal me away

With your eyes and with your mouth

And just take me back to a room in your house

And stare at me with the lights off

To feel something

To feel something

To feel something

To feel something

In the night

In the night

In the night

When we touch

In the night

'Cause I've been lusting it

Yfirborð

Song of the day;;

→ Daughter - Smother

I'm wasted, losing time

I'm a foolish, fragile spine

I want all that is not mine

I want him but we're not right

In the darkness I will meet my creators

And they will all agree that I'm a suffocator

I should go now quietly

For my bones have found a place to lie down and sleep

Where all my layers can become reeds

All my limbs can become trees

All my children can become me

What a mess I leave

To follow

 To follow

To follow

To follow

In the darkness I will meet my creators

And they will all agree, I'm a suffocator

Suffocator

Suffocator

Oh no

I'm sorry if I smothered you

I'm sorry if I smothered you

I sometimes wish I'd stayed inside my mother

Never to come out

--

Jännä miten joskus biisit sopii omaan elämään tosi osuvasti.

Tomorrow's song

Song of the day;;

→ Daughter - Medicine

Pick it up, pick it all up

And start again

You've got a second chance

You could go home

Escape it all

It's just irrelevant

It's just medicine

It's just medicine

You could still be

What you want to

What you said you were

When I met you

You've got a warm heart

You've got a beautiful brain

But it's disintegrating

From all the medicine

From all the medicine

From all the mecidine

Medicine

You could still be

What you want to be

What you said you were

When you met me

You could stil be

What you want to

What you said you were

When I met you

When you met me

When I met you

Stay awake

Song of the day;;

→ Daughter - Still

I'll wrap up my bones
And leave them
Out of this home
Out on the road

Two feet standing on a principle
Two hands longing for each other's warmth
Cold smoke seeping out of colder throats
Darkness falling, leaves nowhere to go

It's spiralling down
Biting words like a wolf howling
Hate is spitting out of each other's mouths
But we're still sleeping like we're lovers

Still with feet touching
Still with eyes meeting
Still our hands match
Still with hearts beating

Still with feet touching
Still with eyes meeting
Still our hands match
Still with hearts beating

Still with feet touching
Still with eyes meeting
Still our hands match
Still with hearts beating

Two feet standing on a principle
Two hands digging in each other's wouds
Cold smoke seeping out of colder throatds
Darkness falling, leaves nowhere to move

It's spiralling down
Biting words like a wolf howling
Hate is spitting out of each other's mouths
But we're still sleeping like we're lovers

Still with feet touching
Still with eyes meeting
Still our hands match
Still with hearts beating

Still with feet touching
Still with eyes meeting
Still our hands match
Still with hearts beating

Still with feet touching
Still with eyes meeting
Still our hands match
Still with hearts beating

I'll wrap up my bones
And leave them
Out of this home
Out on the road

Two feet standing on a principle
Two hands longing for each other's warmth
Cold smoke seeping out of colder throats
Darkness falling, leaves nowhere to go

--

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