The eyes of tomorrow

 Song of the day;;

→ Nothing But Thieves - If I Get High

I'll meet you at the divide

To break the spell

A point where two worlds collide

Yeah, we'll rebel

And we run, and we run, and we run, and we run

And we run, and we run, and we run

Until we break through

If I get high enough

If I get high enough, will I see you again?

I fill my lungs every night

Not long to wait

And if I do this thing right

I dream of our escape

Oh, and we run, and we run, and we run, and we run

And we run, and we run, and we run

Until we break through

If I get high enough

If I get high enough, will I see you again?

Will I see you again?

If I get high, if I get high, if I get high

And we run, and we run, and we run, and we run

And we run, and we run, and we run

Until we break through

Oh, and we run, and we run, and we run, and we run

And we run, and we run, and we run

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Kuinka tyhmä voi ihminen olla? Kysyn kaverin puolesta. Mokasin kun mulla on näitä vanhoja sensoreita vielä yksi jäljellä enkä muistanut ottaa sitä vietäväksi tonne hoitotarvikejakeluun eli en saanut vielä niitä uusia sensoreita kun hakupäivä on 7.12. ja se on kuulemma sen verran kaukana ettei saa antaa vielä uusia. Vitun vittu. Oli myös hassunhauskaa huomata miten epätasapainossa omat tunteet on koska ensin olisin legit ruennu itkemään jos en olis ollut julkisella paikalla ja sitten lähinnä suututti. No, ei voi mitään. Ihan omaan piikkiin meni tämä. Asiaa ei nyt auta se että 1) vaihdoin tänään Lantukseen ampullin ja pelottaa ihan vitusti ja en oo ees varma että laitoinko 18 mitä piti vai vaan 8 yksikköä koska ahdisti niin saaatanasti kun 2) huomasin että toinen niistä laatikoista jotka sain apteekista maanantaina kuuluu siihen samaan erään, josta mitä todennäkösimmin ne ketoasidoosit tuli. En todellakaan uskalla käyttää niitä, joten otin toisesta laatikosta kun se on eri erästä. En sitten tiiä että pitäiskö mun viedä ne takas apteekkiin ja selittää tää tilanne vai pitäiskö koittaa kepillä jäätä ja kokeilla kuitenkin. Eihän siitä muuta seuraa kun sairaalareissu (taas) jos nekin on paskaa tavaraa. Huomenna fysioterapia.

Colors

Song of the day;;

→ Nothing But Thieves - Amsterdam

People don't know much
Need a whiskey crutch
To think of something new
Hey you watching me
Lookin' through a screen
I'm here in front of you

Sometimes the days, they feel so long
Yeah, we all live under the same sun

So I hit my head up against the wall
Over and over and over and over again, and again
'Cause I don't wanna be like them
I hit my head up against the wall
Over and over and over and over again, and again, and again

People piss you off
Some you say you love
Those you call a friend
Walking through a crowd
Then you look around
See there's no one left

We live and then we die as one
Yeah, we all live under the same sun

So I hit my head up against the wall
Over and over and over and over again, and again
'Cause I don't wanna be like them
I hit my head up against the wall
Over and over and over and over again, and again, and again

I left my heart in Amsterdam
Where I could dream and nights were long
I left my heart in Amsterdam
I hit my head against the wall
Over, over, over
Again and again and then over
Over, over
Again and again and then over
Over, over
Again and again and then over
Over, over

So I hit my head up against the wall
Over and over and over and over again, and again
'Cause I don't wanna be like them
I hit my head up against the wall
Over and over and over and over again
And again, and again

Oh, I left my heart in Amsterdam
I left my heart in Amsterdam
Oh, I left my heart in Amsterdam
I really need that feeling back, yeah

Mystery of you

Song of the day;;

→ Nothing But Thieves - Forever & Ever More

Down in the gutter and looking for trouble

Or something to that effect

And there she was, a mirror cross

Ironically 'round the neck

And as you kissed me upon the lips

And the fever came without a warning

So give me a holler

And then I will follow you down into the dark

And I was left in the depths

Running to follow heart

And there's just something about the sun

Seems so very very boring

What did you think when you made me this way?

What did you think when you love me this way?

Hold me so close when we get to the gates

And we'll be together forever and ever and more

If you desire then you can get my fire

And I'll be your gasoline

I'm getting sick of all the kicks

The city is selling me

And she said

Hey, let's get away and

I'll be your new little baby

What did you think when you made me this way?

What did you think when you love me this way?

Hold me so close when we get to the gates

And we'll be together forever and ever and more

(Hold me close)

(Smother me)

(Hold me close)

(Smother me)

(Hold me close)

(Smother me)

(Hold me close)

(Smother me)

(Hold me close)

(Smother me)

(Hold me close)

(Smother me)

(Hold me close)

(Smother me)

(Hold me close)

(Smother me)

Hold me close

Back in love

Wrap your arms around me

At your killer

Like a killer

What did you think when you made me this way?

What did you think when you love me this way?

Hold me so close when we get to the gates

And we'll be together forever and ever and more

Your love is a lie

Song of the day;;

→ Nothing But Thieves - Reset Me

I think it's the time

To hold down, rewind

Tear this city down

Concrete makes me sick

Generation beat

Can you hear the sound?

Hey baby, you okay?

Still feeling strange?

I'm starting to think our luck could change

Some people fear the end

But I carry it

It's in my pocket, it keeps me safe

But what if it was simple

And what if it made sense

What if we were living

In a perfect tense

'Cause what if you reset me

What if we restart

What if you reset me

Before it falls apart

Border lines are drawn

'Cause of where you're born

Don't you dare protest

Red and white and blue

We'll look after you

'Cause we know what's best

Hey, you can't lose the war

When you sell the guns

Your car runs on oil as thick as blood

But what if it was simple

And what if it made sense

What if we were living

In a perfect tense

'Cause what if you reset me

What if we restart

What if you reset me

Before it falls apart

Hey baby, you okay?

Still feeling strange?

I'm starting to think our luck could change

Some people fear the end

But I carry it

It's in my pocket, it keeps me safe

But what if it was simple

And what if it made sense

What if we were living

In a perfect tense

'Cause what if you reset me

What if we restart

What if you reset me

Before it falls apart