Your heroes are dead

Song of the day;; 

→ Sneaky Sound System - 16

Tell me if you want to say something

Because I'm sitting here looking for clues

16 days I've been turning upside down

Thinking of you

Don't know if it was your intention

But I'm lost, I'm feeling confused

16 days since you left my life

I'm still looking for you

I feel high just being with you

Now I'm low, don't know where to go

I'm just like you

Don't know what to do

I'm caught here in the middle of a life

I can't leave but I want to

I'm just like you

Don't know what to do

I'm caught here in the middle of a life

I can't leave but I want to

Don't know how to do it though

Don't want to be caught in the middle

But I don't want to be left on my own

16 weeks of emotional static

It makes me feel like I'm hollow

I just want to get your attention

But I know that you're looking away

16 weeks since you left my life

I'm still looking for you

I feel high just being with you

Now I'm low, don't know where to go

I'm just like you

Don't know what to do

I'm caught here in the middle of a life

I can't leave but I want to

I'm just like you

Don't know what to do

I'm caught here in the middle of a life

I can't leave but I want to

Don't know how to do it though

Don't know how to do it though

I wonder, wonder, wonder what you're doing, where you are

I wonder, wonder, wonder what we could have been

I wonder, wonder, wonder what you're doing, where you are

I wonder, wonder, wonder what we could have been

--

First exam done. I think I'll pass, maybe it went okay, Not very good, but okay, I suppose. I'm feeling really messed up right now and very anxious over my physics exam because it's really not my strongest subject, not even close. Also, our high school (or however you want to call it) got selected as the best Finnish-language high school in our country. That's pretty cool.

In dark places

Song of the day;;

→ Sneaky Sound System - Because of You People Say I'm Crazy

I, stand on a wall

With everything beating fast

See your light down the hall

You don't see me

Teardrops fall so sweet on the floor like lighting

Caught you in your sleep

I suppose

Crazy, people say I'm crazy because of you

Because of you I got myself lost again

We could fly or die

Fly away I'm bored

A delightful bored

Waiting for nothing

Teardrops fall so sweet on the floor like lighting

Caught you in your sleep

I suppose

Crazy, people say I'm crazy because of you

Because of you I'm at an open end

Crazy, people say I'm crazy because of you

Because of you I got myself lost again

You come undone

And here, I'm now - we were one

We here, here with your heart

Why would I, get this star?

Crazy, people say I'm crazy because of you

Because of you I'm at an open end

Crazy, people say I'm crazy because of you

Because of you I got myself lost again

Touch the sun

Song of the day;;

→ Sneaky Sound System - I Want Everything

The kid don't like the fuss

So I put on a good face

And what's this a matter of trust

So why we gotta play these games

Pause and think, give it maybe a week

L O V E

The kid's got a give me a go, I need some culture

I don't want your body

I want, I want, I want everything

No more compromising

I want, I want, I want everything

I got a letter from a boy, he got lovely legs

Turn on your camera phone and take a picture

Get so carried away, all of us want to...

It's like I'm on Novocain I can't feel, I can't feel, I can't feel my heart break

That's how baby we choose you got a television, make me part of the news

That's how I gotta know you got a television, make me part of the show

I don't want your body

I want, I want, I want everything

No more compromising

I want, I want, I want everything

I don't want your body

I want, I want, I want everything

No more compromising

I want, I want, I want everything

--

I'm sick and it's not fucking funny.