Falling

 Song of the day;;

→ Suede - Learning to Be

Every word

That I’ve ever said

Is empty as air

Like gossamer thread

I come tumbling out

Of a single bed

To be with you again

And isn’t it strange

That the method I choose

Is a way to get close

But I get further from you?

I try to step away

But I am too scared to move

Like I’m in love again

And when it’s over

We go down to the streets

Feeling like models

Learning to be

Falling like leaves

Falling like leaves

Falling like leaves

Falling like leaves

--

Huomenna terapia (en muuten tiedä, onko se sinänsä mitään aktuaalista terapiaa, kun kyseessä on kuitenkin psykiatrinen sairaanhoitaja, mutta en tiedä mitään parempaakaan termiä asialle) ja sen jälkeen verikoe. Se on nyt pakko hoitaa, oon lykänny sitä oikiasti varmaan kaksi vuotta jo. Jouduin varaamaan ajan johonkin keskustan näytteenottopisteeseen kun lähemmäs ei ollu sopivia aikoja. Noh, ei se mitään.

Golden parachutes

 Song of the day;;

→ Suede - What I'm Trying to Tell You

I don't know the meaning of much

I don't know the right expressions

I don't have too much intuition

Or too many credentials

I don't know the meaning of much

I never make the best impressions

And I don't have the means of expression

To explain my obsessions

All I'm trying to tell you

All I'm trying to say

All I'm trying to tell you is this is enough

But you're walking away

I don't have the Midas touch

I never make a good impression

And yes, I have the scars of ambition

And its many expressions

And I don't know the price of stuff

And no, I don’t command attention

And I don't have sophistication

Or the right connections

All I'm trying to tell you

All I'm trying to say

All I'm trying to tell you is this is enough

But you're walking away

There’s no room in the world for your kind of beauty

Yours are the names on tomorrow's newspapers

Yours is the face of the desperate edge of now

When, like the snows of yesteryear I’ll be gone from this earth

All I'm trying to tell you

All I'm trying to say

All I'm trying to tell you is this is enough?

But you're walking away

All I'm trying to tell you

All I'm trying to say

All I'm trying to tell you is this is enough?

But you're walking away

Wherever you go

Wherever you run

Wherever you go

Now I’ll be the pilot

Wherever you go

Wherever you run

Wherever you go

Now I’ll be the pilot

Wherever you go

Wherever you run

Wherever you go

Now I’ll be the pilot

Wherever you go

Wherever you run

Wherever you go

Now I’ll be the pilot

The past the love the memory

 Song of the day;;

→ Suede - Outsiders

By the roadside shrine there's a place

Selling bouquets of cellophane

That's where they meet in this desolate place

And the more they see the more they say

Thrown like two winter roses into a broken vase

They're playing the hand they play

Caught in the game they made

She puts her faith in the moment

Outsiders

He puts his faith in the moment

Outsiders

And his clothes are covered in dew

As she writhes in twisted sheets

Feel the pulse and the power of you

And what you see isn't what's underneath

They're playing the hand they play

Caught in the game they made

She puts her faith in the moment

Outsiders

He puts his faith in the moment

Outsiders

Outsiders

Outsiders

Outsiders

Outsiders

--

Kotona ollaan. Ihana nähä taas porukoita ja Runttia ja olla niitten kanssa.

Legendary sleeping assault

Song of the day;;

→  Suede - Animal Nitrate

Like his dad you know that he's had 

Animal nitrate in mind 

Oh, in your council home he jumped on your bones 

Now you're taking it time after time

Oh, what turns you on, oh?

Now he has gone 

Oh, what turns you on, oh?

Now your animal's gone

Well, he said he'd show you his bed 

And the delights of the chemical smile 

So in your broken home he broke all your bones 

Now you're taking it time after time

Oh, what turns you on, oh?

Now he has gone 

Oh, what turns you on, oh?

Now your animal's gone

What does it take to turn you on, oh?

Now he has gone

Now you're over twenty one, oh

Now your animal's gone

Animal, he was animal, an animal, oh

Animal, he was animal, an animal, oh

Animal, animal, oh

He's just an animal, an animal, oh

Animal, he was animal

He's just an animal, an animal, oh

Animal, he was animal

He's just an animal, an animal, oh