I've got a dream

Song of the day;;

→ Trading Yesterday - Love Song Requiem

Emily will find a better place to fall asleep

She belongs to fairy tales that I could never be

The future haunts with memories that I could never have

And hope is just a stranger, wondering how it got so bad

I die each time you look away

My heart, my life will never be the same

This love will take my everything

One breath, one touch will be the end of me

You could be the final straw that brings me back to earth

Ever-waiting airports full of love that you deserve

Wishing I could find a way to wash away the past

Knowing that my heart will break, but at least the pain will pass

I die each time you look away

My heart, my life will never be the same

This love will take my everything

One breath, one touch will be the end of me

Emily will find a better place to fall asleep

Maybe she will save me in the oceans of her dream

And maybe someday love

Maybe someday love

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Huhhuh. Eipä oo pitkään aikaan ahistanu noin saatanasti, ja vielä koko helvetin päivän...

The fellowship

Song of the day;;

→ Trading Yesterday - For You Only

Blinding darkness surrounds me

And I am reaching for you only

This hopelessness that drowns all that I believe

Will be the one thing that I need

For you only

There's a hunger, it's slowly growing

Chasing shadows but never knowing

If all that I have done

Is keeping me from you

Can the arms of mercy bring the rescue

To return to you?

But I'm so far

But I'm so far

But I'm so far

So far from home

So far from home

Keep on running farther, faster

And keep on searching, for this haunting has an answer

And I know you will find me in orbit

For I am breathing only for this

For you only

For you only

For you

But I'm so far

But I'm so far

But I'm so far

So far from home

So far from home, yeah

I'm so far, so far

So far from home

So far from home

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Well, at least now I have something to wait for (besides Christmas, I will always love Christmas), seeing as I'm getting a tattoo (finally, for fuck's sake I've been waiting for this for so long) when I turn 17 next summer.