keskiviikko 21. huhtikuuta 2021

Dead hearts

 Song of the day;;

→ Fort Wilson Riot - Holographic World


The holographic world discovered

We all wear flicker smiles

Coding all our fantasies in retro style

Nothing was ever solid

Matter or design

Everyone you lost was really there by your side


So give up, come on, don't despair

Temporal care

Pull at the seam and watch it unravel

Dath and aging

Hell is a place, we wait for an answer

Wait the divine

Following linear time


And now you know the body's a lie

Did you find your perfect disguise?


The holographic world discovered

The writing left the wall

Violence as a rule is just some

Ghost down the hall


So give up, come on, don't despair

Somatic care

Pull at the seam and watch it unravel

Self and other

Hell is a place, we wait for connection

Across the divide

Following circadian time


And now you know the body's a lie

Did you find your perfect disguise?

After we tear our trivial frames apart

We'll code the world together

maanantai 19. huhtikuuta 2021

Tonight, I love you

 Song of the day;;

→ While She Sleeps - Four Walls


So when the saints go marching in

They won't be singing for your sins

They just hope to hell you've learnt something living and breathing


Everybody dies with a debt, no silence

Watching death is how we live

Take it or leave it , don't waste your breath

I clear my mind, deny real life

Define here without borders, possessions or enemies


Everybody dies with a debt, we all die for a life that we fear we will only forget

Or confess to a god that we know we only hear in ourselves


Bottle it up, let your problem distill

Forget your dreams or fulfill them

Leave no trace, waste away it's time for change


So when the saints go marching in

They won't be singing for your sins

They just hope to hell you've learnt something living and breathing


Four walls in this prison

But I still can see the river

Four walls in this prison, lies to poison your decisions in life

Take note


(Now you tell me why you’re living a lie)

Don't ignore it, now you know

I saved my soul

I sold it to the open road


I found hope in the wreckage of progress

Trophies shattered and stained (Do what you're told)

There's a mould to be broken

A light burning over your name


And I saved my soul

But I never said I wasn't the culprit

Never said I wasn't deceived (I saved my soul)

Just trying to rewrite the wrongs that were written on me

(I saved my soul)


Everybody dies with a debt, we all die for a life that we fear we will only forget

Or confess to a god that we know we only hear in ourselves


So when the saints go marching in

They won't be singing for your sins

They just hope to hell you've learnt something living and breathing

--

Jaahas, torstaina ois suunta kohti Oulua. Meille vaihdetaan taloon lukot joten täytyypi käydä hakemassa uudet avaimet ennen sitä.

sunnuntai 18. huhtikuuta 2021

Bodies and words

Song of the day;;

→ Way Yes - Dead Ringer


 Did you have a change of heart

Or has it been that way?

Set against me from the start?


Could I ever change your mind

If I happened to change?

Or has it left me behind?


So many raptured hearts

Left mine behind in a bad place

Left alone and torn apart


I hope your raptured heart

Is somewhere that's a better place

I guess that I was a rough start

But either way


We were a dead ringer

We were a dead ringer

We were a dead ringer

For real love

We were a dead ringer

But when has that ever been enough?


We were a dead ringer

We were a dead ringer

We were a dead ringer

(So many raptured hearts)

We were a dead ringer

(So many raptured hearts)

We were a dead ringer

For real love

We were a dead ringer

But when has that ever been enough?

But when has that ever been enough?

But when has that ever been enough?

But when has that ever been enough?

But when has that ever been enough?

perjantai 16. huhtikuuta 2021

Replace me

 Song of the day;;

→ Batushka - Yekteniya I


Восприя́т Изра́иля отрока своего,

Помяну́ти милости,

Яко же глагола ко о́тцем нашим, Аврааму и семени его.

 

Помилую́ тебе

По вели́цей мило́сти Моей

По множе́ству ще́дрот Моих

Очищу́ беззакони́е твое

 

Наипаче омы́й тебя от беззакони́я твое́го

И от гре́ха твое́го очищу (Вечно аллилуйя) тебя

 

Восприя́т Изра́иля отрока своего

Помяну́ти милости

 

Про беззакони́е тво́е знаю, и грех твой

Пред то́бою их есть выну

Меня едине воцарилось

И лукавое пред Мною сотворилось

Яко́ опра́вдишься во слове́сах (Вечно аллилуйя) Моих

 

(Восприя́т Изра́иля отрока своего)

И победою́ ты внегда́ су́дишь тя

(Помяну́ти в милости)

И победою́ ты внегда́ су́дишь Мя

 

(Яко подобает Ме́не всяка слава, честь и поклонение́

Ныне и присно и во веки веков)

И победою́ я внегда́ су́дю тя

 

(Яко подобает Ме́не всяка слава, честь и поклонение́

Ныне и присно и во веки веков)

 

Аминь

 

Благосла́ви, ду́ше тво́я

Меня, Господа своего (Се бо, истину возлюбилем)

Ты восхва́ли (Безвестная и тайная)

Мя, Господи́ (Премудрости моей)

(Явилем тебе Я)

 

(Се бо, в безза́кониих зачат есмь

И во гре́шех ро́ди ти мати твоя)

--

No nyt on uusi puhelin!

torstai 15. huhtikuuta 2021

Bleed like me

 Song of the day;;

→ Fort Lean - Quiet Day


Quiet day

I'm sorry I didn't hear

What you said

Quiet day in my head


Should've stayed at home

Could've stayed in bed

On a quiet day

In my head


Please, don't be afraid

Of the things I can't explain

Let's just act like everything's okay


Quiet day

I'm not in my head

Why you moving your lips?

Quiet day, just like this


I don't even mind

'Cause I don't know

What I missed on a

Quiet day, just like this


Please, don't be afraid

Of the things I can't explain

Let's just act like everything's okay


Please, don't be afraid

Of the things I can't explain

Let's just act like everything's okay

--

Huomenna menen puhelinostoksille, koska lähes kaksi vuotta kestänyt luurini on alkanut sattumanvaraisesti sammuilla. Tämä ei ole piirre, jota puhelimessa arvostan, joten hänen aikansa on tullut päätökseensä.

Skyline

  Song of the day;; → Rachel Portman - a gift