BLOOD RED ROSES.

Song of the day;; → Thirteen Senses - Saving I see so little time My eyes are crossed, my hands are tied All I wanna do is breathe in I never see a passer-by My skin is cold, it's turned to ice And everything I do, I want leaving And I guess it's a might With a light that you find You turn a blind eye To the world in the sky I didn't know in your lies Above your head you hold so high All my energy is behind it A dream for the passersby My eyes are wasted here tonight I never tried to get across the feeling And I guess it's a might With a light that you find You turn a blind eye To the world in the sky Saving down under the stars Saving [Incomprehensible] the stars Saving down under the stars Saving

hyvää kesälomaa kaikille, sekä myöskin onnia tuoreille ylioppilaille ja muille valmistuneille! nyt on kevätjuhla vietetty ja vaikka kesäloman eka virallinen päivä onkin maanantai, mulle se alkoi jo nyt. sää oli koko päivän aivan mahtava, joten kotia selviydyttyäni ja hieman terveellisesti donitsia ja energiajuomaa itseeni ahdettua minäkin vietin käytännössä koko päivän ulkosalla. siellä oli niin ihanan lämmintä ja niin kesäistä! nyt on tietysti jo hämärää ja viiliämpää, mutta koska kello alkaa lähestyä jo kahta, alkaapi kohta myös valaistua jälleen. mitähän sitä sit tänä kesänä tulis tehtyä? tietysti kaikkea mitä muinakin kesinä; synttäreiden viettoa, lapissa käymistä, shoppailua, oleskelua, uimista, syömistä, lukemista, valokuvausta... kaikkea sitä tuohon kymmenen viikon aikahaarukkaan mahtuukin. mua ei oikiastaan ole niin paljoa enää haitannut se, että vietän suurimman osan kesästäni keskenäni, sillä vaikka mä en itsestäni pidäkään, mä olen oppinut pitämään omasta seuras

Song of the day;; → Red - Descent -- Summer holiday!!

Song of the day;; → Thirteen Senses - Under the Sun You can find it anywhere, under the sun You can find it in your heart if you look hard You can know your way around and be lonely You can tear us all apart and be on your way There's a fire burning up, under the sun There's desire in your heart, where it don't belong You can see the planets run, under the sun And the light that shines on you is the only one The light that shines on you is the only one The air begins to feel a little colder The air begins to show a little time The air begins to know what you are thinking The air can see your trouble in your eyes So, tell nobody you're on your own And find somebody to take you home To take you home You can find it anywhere, under the sun You can find it in your heart if you look hard You can know your way around and be lonely You can tear us all apart and be on your way You can tear us all apart, be on your way

hellurei, ihmiset. lähestyn teitä, jotka ehkä saatatte tänne eksyä (siel ylälaidas on sellanen rasti, jos klikkaaset sitä ni pääset poies), näin jotain raapustellen, vieläpä omalla rakkaalla äidinkielelläni. jonka kokeesta onnistuin saamaan 7+! mitä vittua aivot? anteeks nyt ihan helvetisti, mutta mulla on ollut äidinkieli 9 niin kauan kun vaan jaksan muistaa, että kiitos nyt tästäkin tempusta. niin, siis... anteeks, olihan mulla nyt asiaakin. meinasin hieman, koska jostain syystä kun tietää, että tulee oleen enemmän vapaa-aikaa niin tekee mieli enemmän kirjoitella ja tulee ihan välillä inspistäkin, joten ajattelin, että koska en jaksa uuttakaan blogia nyt tehdä, niin laajennan tätä olemassaolevaa niin, että kirjottelen tänne ihan normipostauksia, niin kuin ennen teinkin, ja lisäilen kuvia ja sen sellasta, ettei vaan ois pelkkää angstia tai päivän biisejä. katopa perkele, siitähän tuli yksi ihan helvetin pitkä lause ! ja minäkö en muka osaa äikkää. potkaisempa tämän uunituoree

Song of the day;; → Red - Impostor It's coming undone, this world that I made I feel it descending now The place that I run, or what I run from The boundary begins to fade Every word's a trap to your lies Every life you try to save dies You hold the truth like a knife You couldn't leave it behind You're my impostor I'm a shadow lost deep inside Now, how does it feel, as you crawl away The damage you left for me I drink from your gaze, a new masquerade I feel your disease growing You need a villain to save You left me here in my grave You came and took it away This innocence that I cannot replace Tell me that you were never real You need another soul to steal You're my impostor You tell me you were never really real Impostor, my impostor Impostor, impostor Tell me that you were never real You need another soul to steal You're my impostor You tell me you were never really real --

Song of the day;; → Doves - One of These Days Say something Anything'll do, my love There's a girl on the phone That's the girl who's never home Say something good And there's a wilderness of hope That's the girl on the phone That's the girl who's never home And your friends, they were so close Say you will stay Forgot what I came here for Passing signs on the road Telling me I'm far from home Strangers out here Myself, I disappear That's the killer on a call That's the man who works alone Your friends, they were so close One by one they didn't stay Drift away like rolling sea One by one they drift away One of these days One of these days And your friends, they were so close One by one they didn't stay Drift away like rolling sea Day by day they drift away And the people that were close Are the ones you miss the most One of these days, I'll blow away

Song of the day;; → Red - Shadow and Soul This is not for you You don't belong here Caught in my soul You caught inside my shadow Buried, I kept you Helpless, I'm reaching out Waiting for me Lost between Shadow and soul My untold still waits Find me in the dark I'll meet you below Shadow and soul My darkest love You live in secret My heart unknown It calls, it cries to reach you Hunger, abandon I hid you right beneath Dying darkly, suffer Arise, my only Shadow and soul My untold still waits Find me in the dark I'll meet you below Shadow and soul Dark and light Caught between, caught between Endless night Underneath, underneath Hunger, my untold, I'm waiting Find me inside, the endless night, our endless night My furtive soul A heart unknown It's buried alive The boundary fades between Shadow and soul My untold, I'm waiting Find me inside The endless nig

Song of the day;; → Muse - Starlight Far away This ship has taken me far away Far away from the memories Of the people who care if I live or die Starlight I will be chasing a starlight Until the end of my life I don't know if it's worth it anymore Hold you in my arms I just wanted to hold You in my arms My life You electrify my life Let's conspire to ignite All the souls that would die just to feel alive I'll never let you go If you promise not to fade away Never fade away Our hopes and expectations Black holes and revelations Our hopes and expectations Black holes and revelations Hold you in my arms I just wanted to hold You in my arms Far away This ship has taken me far away Far away from the memories Of the people who care if I live or die I'll never let you go If you promise not to fade away Never fade away Our hopes and expectations Black holes and revelations Our hop

Song of the day;; → Red - Darkest Part You dragged the depths of my soul Until you found it A darkened room locked away I let you in You looked inside, then you turned away My makeshift saviour He left me right here in my chains But still I whisper I'm calling out Still I call you I never wanted you to see The darkest part of me I knew you'd run away I waited but you never came So afraid to be alone I tried to let you go Still I find you lost inside the darkest part of me It's my descent, a familiar pain Of watching all I believed fade away Of traitors and fools Of beggars and thieves Which mask will you choose? What is underneath? I never wanted you to see The darkest part of me I knew you'd run away I waited but you never came So afraid to be alone I tried to let you go Still I find you lost inside the darkest part of me Am I the black stain of your perfect life? Am I the darkness t

Song of the day;; → Editors - An End Has a Start I don't think that it's Gonna rain again today There's a devil at your side But an angel on her way Someone hit the light 'Cause there's more here to be seen When you caught my eye I saw everywhere I'd been And wanna go to You came on your own That's how you'll leave With hope in your hands And air to breathe I won't disappoint you As you fall apart Some things should be simple Even an end has a start Someone hit the light 'Cause there's more here to be seen When you caught my eye I saw everywhere I'd been And wanna go to You came on your own That's how you'll leave With hope in your hands And air to breathe You lose everything By the end Still my broken limbs You find time to mend More and more people I know are getting ill Pull something good from The ashes now be still You came on your ow

Song of the day;; → Red - Fight to Forget You're a monster in my mind You're the one I can't leave behind You crawled inside,  I watched you die Did you think that you could bury me? Your love is a lie I will fight to forget Your love is a knife I will die to forget Did you get what you want from me? You weren't the one that I thought you'd be Everything it cost, everything I lost Did you think that you could erase me? Your love is a lie I will fight to forget Your love is a knife I will die to forget I will fight to forget you I will die to forget you Love is all a lie Let me go, let me go Love is a ll a lie Let me go, let me go You're abandoned, you're broken down Your sickness, blame it on me Your hopelessness, your insanity You're screaming, blame it on me Your love is a lie I will fight to forget Your love is a knife I will die to forget I will fight to forget you I

Song of the day;; → Hollywood Undead - War Child I like to get my fucking fade on I'm feeling sexy, I'm like ooh Them haters try to get their hate on But I'm too sexy, I'm like ooh I'm like, I'm like, I'm like Like a war child I'm, I'm like, I'm like Like a war child I'm, I'm like, I'm like Like a war child I'm, I'm like, I'm like Fucking war child Up in the club like what's up? Got a little money, I'ma run a muck Dudes look at me like, he's drunk Girls look at me, look at me like, that's what's up Girl, you a dime, I'm a diamond I'm digging that ass like I'm mining Dime sack hidden in my beat-up chucks Watch my back as I roll this blunt Sipping in the mic time like high Losing vision my right eye from reading high dumps so many times I always was a shy guy Always been the sci-fi guy wearing tie-dye Up in the club smoking weed no

Song of the day;; → Editors - Smokers Outside the Hospital Doors Pull the blindfold down So your eyes can't see Now run as fast as you can Through this field of trees Say goodbye to everyone you have ever known You are not going to see them ever again I can't shake this feeling I've got My dirty hands Have I been in the wars? The saddest thing that I'd ever seen Were smokers outside the hospital doors Someone turn me around Can I start this again? How can we wear our smiles With our mouths wide shut 'Cause you stopped us from singing I can't shake this feeling I've got My dirty hands Have I been in the wars? The saddest thing that I'd ever seen Were smokers outside the hospital doors Someone turn me around Can I start this again? Now someone turn us around Can we start this again? We've all been changed from what we were Our broken hearts left smashed on the floor I can't believe you if I can't hear you

Song of the day;; → Red - Of These Chains So here we are at the end now I need to leave But I only want to stay with you I never asked to be the one To set me free Another mask you wore that only I could see Let me take you when I go When I go I don't want to do this on my own On my own I'm breaking free, but of these chains Oh, let this one remain Let me take you when I go I can still feel you here now in this cage Every link Another piece of you I saved Afraid to open up the door to Who I was before And if I let go of these chains now Will I float away? Can I just hold on? Let me take you when I go When I go I don't want to do this on my own On my own I'm breaking free, but of these chains Oh, let this one remain Let me take you when I go Let me take you when I go When I go I don't want to do this on my own On my own I'm breaking free, but of these chains Oh, let this one remain

Song of the day;; → Hollywood Undead - Dark Places (Dark places, dark places) (Dark places, dark places) (Dark places, dark places) (Dark places, dark places) I've come way too far for this I've put in too much work I've dealt with too much hurt I've worked way too hard for this But we live in dark places, dark places I've come way too far for this I've put in too much work I've dealt with too much hurt I've worked way too hard for this But we live in dark places, dark places People say that I'm pissed off 'Cause I like to shit talk But people are fake So just wait 'till their jaws lock Tick-a-ti-tick-tock The click of the wrist watch Time is running out On my way to the tip-top So fuck it, I can't stop Been waiting for too long Started my own plot It's starting with this song Damned if I'm dead wrong Who wants to fight a lion? Motherfuckers who hate Just wait

Song of the day;; → Papa Roach - I Almost Told You That I Loved You You know I love it when you're down on your knees And I'm a junkie for the way that you please You shut me up when you swallow me down My back to the wall, you're going to town I almost told you that I loved you Thank god I didn't because it would've been a lie I say the damnedest things when you're on top of me I almost told you that I loved you I hate to say it but it has to be said You look so fragile as I fuck with your head I know it shouldn't but it's getting me off If sex is the drug then what is the cost? I almost told you that I loved you Thank god I didn't because it would've been a lie I say the damnedest things when you're on top of me I almost told you that I loved you I'm not the one that you want, I'm not the one that you need My love is like a fucking disease You can give me your hand, you can make y

Song of the day;; → Eskimo Callboy - Pitch Blease I'll fuck you to death, stupid bitch I call my homes, call my hoes 'Cause that's the only way it goes I know that party's gonna be just fine I'm coming Tonight we're dancing to the beat I move my hips for you So baby, can you feel the heat? Let's do it one more time We're getting fucking hammered We're getting fucking drunk Tonight we're gonna party Tonight I'll spread my spunk We're getting fucking hammered We're getting fucking drunk Tonight we're gonna party Tonight I'll spread my spunk Have you seen the girl that rocks to the beat? Everything she's got is all that I need Have you seen the girl that rocks to the beat? Party all night long, party all night long And that's the way it goes, you are all that I need My party overdose, all night long And that's the way it goes, you are all that I need

Song of the day;;  → Red - Falling Sky Now it falls all around me Did I think I could run away? Now it's coming to find me This war that I deserve Now it burns across this shattered earth I lift my eyes to fire Under a falling sky Hopeless, there's nowhere to hide The terror is real this time Under a falling sky I'm under, I'm under A falling sky There you are, so far away Did you think I was fighting you? I only wanted to carry you So far away from here The nightmare bleeds, the poison seeps I hear you call, you're screaming, screaming Under a falling sky Hopeless, there's nowhere to hide The terror is real this time Under a falling sky I'm under, I'm under A falling sky My fate it rains, it rains like cinders The cadent drums, the war it comes Growing thunder, terror, wonder Falling, falling It's falling, falling Under a falling sky The terror is real this time It'

Song of the day;; → Hollywood Undead - Take Me Home I don't believe in all your demons anymore It's hard to see with any reason from before I lie awake and face these shadows in the night I see the truth through crimson eyes Take me home Take me home where the restless go Reckless 'till the day I rest my bones There's no use trying to save my soul There's no use trying to save my soul Take me home where the restless go Reckless 'till the day I rest my bones There's no use trying to save my soul There's no use trying to save my soul There's no use trying to save my soul These angels burn with an eternal sympathy Don't say a word until you've heard their symphony I lie awake creating shadows in the night I see the truth through crimson eyes Take me home Take me home where the restless go Reckless 'till the day I rest my bones There's no use trying to save my soul There's no

Song of the day;; → Falling Up - Contact Runaway, runaway Breathe this in The waters wait, waters wait Wide awake, wide awake Breathe this in The waters wait, waters wait Asking if you are Erased, everything within you will feel Erased now Erased, everything within you will feel Erased now Everyday, everyday Houses full of no escape, no escape Runaway, runaway It starts to pull He's in this place, in this place To question who you are Erased, everything within you will feel Erased now Erased, everything within you will feel Erased now Who am I? Now, who am I? I will fade Who am I? Now, who am I? I will fade Erased, everything within you will feel Erased now Erased, everything within you will feel Erased now Who am I? Everything within you will feel Now, who am I? Everything within you will feel Who am I? Everything within you will feel Now, who am I? Everything within you will feel

Song of the day;; → Falling In Reverse - Chemical Prisoner I walk a fine line between coping and insanity The white pills, right now would be the wrong time I have a hard time between flying and sobriety The wrong thrill, strong will to keep myself alive Watch this rip apart my family Fuck that, I'd rather die with honour But when the tide is runnin' through me, I can feel no pain It's not worth the price I pay It's so hard to be together And I try and I try But it won't get better Forever Days go by, days go by I won't die, I won't die 'cause I must, I must try Forever I missed a phone call from a friend I knew the other day It was strange, it changed my life forever A couple days go by, I found out that he passed away The right drug, wrong time, he'll be remembered There's two wolves battling us all right now One's good, the other one's evil If you're wondering which wolf

Song of the day;; → Eskimo Callboy - My Own Summer Now the week is done and everybody's up for some fun Grab your beer and get your sexy ass in the sun We are the party people, so raise your fucking glass for your favourite season Sunshine baby, this is the time When we write the stories that are one of a kind Let's cherish the time like we just don't care Every time I touch your body it is love in the air You are the one I ever wanted You are the one I ever needed Take my hand, turn the music on So get it on 'cause life is what you make it Every time I get that feeling inside I know my friends are around for a crazy party night Everything I wish is that tomorrow never comes 'Till the sun is rising we will dance to the drums Sunshine baby, this is the time When we write the stories that are one of a kind Let's cherish the time like we just don't care Every time I touch your body it is love in the air Y

Song of the day;; → Red - The Forest -- i'M DONE WITH MY ENGLISH COURSEWORK I'M FUCKING CRYing

Song of the day;; → Hollywood Undead - Does Everybody in the World Have to Die Change, some broken fate Dim fucking dreams of a Hollywood cage Perfect, picture-perfect babe Kingdom may come but look what we made Slaughter and fuck comes after The meaningless madness, maniacal laughter And what else can you take? Your hands put together, so holy, you'll hate Another fucking madman Another motherfucker with a motherfucking handgun Come all you weak, come all you wicked I got some heart but we get it, bitches Does everybody in the world have to fucking die? Does everybody in the world have to fucking die? Does everybody in the world have to fucking die? Everybody in the world has to fucking die I'm a thief and my father is a bastard Who am I? I am you My ego it eats and it needs an answer Do or die, let the hate burn through Take a deep breath as you look in my soul I devour your dreams and I live in your home It comes from