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Song of the day;;

→ Eskimo Callboy - Kill Your Idols

Sometimes I feel like nobody cares

When I'm sitting alone on the hallway stairs

I need a friend, a love, a life to fit in

But I am too weak to get out of my skin

I was down on my knees and I never felt release

From the pain that is hiding so deep inside

I have fought my heart, so full of delusion

But now I see it clearly right in front of my eyes

You're not alone

Kill your idols

Together we are standing strong

We're not alone

Kill your idols

Together we are strong

Tonight we're breaking down these walls

Though you never believed us

Tonight we learn to live again

And we never let you down

I will never back down, now it's my time to sin

I'll make you eat the dirt that you put me in

I was a coward to not stand up for myself

I got a beaten in the face first when I was twelve

And now I have more than I ever had before

'Cause I just stand up and I make it mine

The fear of always being rejected

Turned out to be just a ghost in my head

You're not alone

Kill your idols

Together we are standing strong

We're not alone

Kill your idols

Together we are strong

Tonight we're breaking down these walls

Though you never believed us

Tonight we learn to live again

And we never let you down

I'm not a fucking misfit in your perfect world

I just wanna break out as long as I can

I wanna break out, you never let me in

I'll never back down on the way to myself

Never back down, just let me go

I wanna be part of the fun

I got 99 talents but you ain't seen one

I need a chance to show you what I've got

I just wanna be me 'cause I'll die if I'm not

You're not alone

Kill your idols

Together we are standing strong

We're not alone

Kill your idols

Together we are strong

Tonight we're breaking down these walls

Though you never believed us

Tonight we learn to live again

And we never let you down

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Fufufufufu I feel like a goddamn awful person, I just wanna curl up to a hole and die...