Everything ends

 Song of the day;;

→ Eskimo Callboy ft. Tobias Rauscher - Prism

You are so special but so insecure

With all of the struggles you had to endure

You are a light caught in a prism

All of your dreams you have buried inside

Are just a flame that you need to ignite

Wait for the light that hits your prism

'Cause you know before you rise you need to fall

Before you rise you see it all

And nothing will be holding you down

So stop trying to fit into the masses

The time is now so take your chances

You're exceptional, exceptional

You are so special and now you're so pure

Below your surface you found so much more

Now you're the light inside the prism

Pass on the world, build your own

Facing the edge, push yourself far beyond 'cause

Now you're the light inside the prism

'Cause you know before you rise you need to fall

Before you rise you see it all

And nothing will be holding you down

So stop trying to fit into the masses

The time is now so take your chances

You're exceptional, exceptional

And now you know, now you know that you will never back down

Don't become your own biggest enemy

Cure the sickness, you are the remedy

And now you know, now you know that you will never back down

Don't become your own biggest enemy

Cure the sickness, you are the remedy

'Cause you know before you rise you need to fall

Before you rise you see it all

And nothing will be holding you down

So stop trying to fit into the masses

The time is now so take your chances

You're exceptional, exceptional

Exceptional, oh-oh

Exceptional

--

Jaahas. Huomenna alkais taas luennot. Mulla loppuu itseasiassa opinnot keväältä jo ihan toukokuun alussa, joten noin puolitoista kuukautta pitäis jaksaa. Piti hieman säätää noiden kurssien kanssa (koska mun on _pakko_ vaihtaa sivuainetta kun en tajua mitään tuosta yleisestä kielitieteestä; kyllä, olen idiootti), joten mulla ei ole nyt loppukeväällä kuin kaksi kurssia. Toisaalta se on ihan jees, koska pystyn sitten paremmin keskittymään nuihin kahteen kurssiin ja mulla on kuitenkin opintopisteitä melkein 90 kasassa jo, joten ei hätää. Pitää nyt sitten katsella ihan tosissaan nuita sivuaineita. Mulla on jo pieni idea, mitä haluaisin ottaa, mutta siihen pitää hakea ja se haku avautuu vissiin joskus loppuvuodesta, joten siihen on aikaa.

Coming down

 Song of the day;;

→ Eskimo Callboy - Dramaqueen

Hey, Mrs Dramaqueen, what a nice movie scene

Pack up your bags, piss off and don't call me back

Call me back

Oh my God, she keeps talking and talking, don't drink too much

Oh, fuck you, Dramaqueen

You have more shoes than a brain can have cells

You fucked my fridge up with your diet coke, hell

Oh, warm beer at a campfire sucks

End or beginning, it's always the same thing

Cracks in your head instead of place in your bed

Sometimes forever, it's always the same thing

You're too precious to be mislead

Hey, Mrs Dramaqueen, what a nice movie scene

Pack up your bags, piss off and don't call me back

Hey, Mrs Dramaqueen, what a nice movie scene

Pack up your bags, piss off and don't call me back

I hate indie-rock

No more romantics, I want sex and blood

Almost orgasmic

It's time for Rock and Roll

This is not, this is not what I'm looking for

This is not, this is not what I'm looking for

Like my loincloth, Mowgli runs free

Like my loincloth, Mowgli runs free

This is not what I'm looking for

End or beginning, it's always the same thing

Cracks in your head instead of place in your bed

Sometimes forever, it's always the same thing

You're too precious to be mislead

Hey, Mrs Dramaqueen, what a nice movie scene

Pack up your bags, piss off and don't call me back

Hey, Mrs Dramaqueen, what a nice movie scene

Pack up your bags, piss off and don't call me

I fuck you Dramaqueen

Nice and slowly, nice and slowly

How do you like that?

--

One Morning Leftiltä droppaa vissiin uusi biisi tuossa ihan kohta, ei mene enää pitkään kun koko levy tulee ulos!

I don't care if you're contagious

 Song of the day;;

→ Eskimo Callboy - Monsieur Moustache

Backbeats on Saturday

Whiskey instead of toothpaste

Tonight would be so awesome

Tonight would be so awesome

Cocaine lies like snow on my moustache

Party milfstyle now with Pam's comeback

Gay like a funky track

Gay like a country band

I got lotion in my car

I have to fuck her hard on dirty backseats in mom's car

It can't be real

Rub her clit, cumshot tits on dirty backseats in mom's car

On dirty backseats in mom's car

Have a lot of parties

We're gonna step out of line

We are gangsterfied

Rubber ducky clusterfuck

Rubber ducky clusterfuck

Let's get this party started, get the feelings right

Take a picture, I just wanna have sex tonight

Let's get this party started, get the feelings right

Take a picture, I just wanna have sex tonight

Let's get this party started, get the feelings right

Take a picture, I just wanna have sex tonight

Let's get this party started, get the feelings right

Take a picture, I just wanna have sex tonight

Let's get this party started, get the feelings right

Take a picture, I just wanna have sex tonight

Let's get this party started, get the feelings right

Take a picture, I just wanna have sex tonight

We are harder than your mom's cock

We are harder than your mom's cock

We are harder than your mom

Party milfstyle now with Pam's comeback

Gay like a motherfucking funky track

I got lotion in my car

I have to fuck her hard on dirty backseats in mom's car

It can't be real

Rub her clit, cumshot tits on dirty backseats in mom's car

On dirty backseats in mom's car

--

Yooo! Monsieur Moustache V2.0!

Replace me

 Song of the day;;

→ Eskimo Callboy - MC Thunder II (Dancing Like a Ninja)

My fighting is best, but I never felt this power before

Call me Thunder Ranger, let me tell you some more

I was hit by a lightning and fucked by your mom

My katana is rising, and it drops like a bomb

I really wanna fist pump your face, and it goes

But I got moves in my body, let's set them free

Left and right and kick it to the side

We're going round and round and down to the ground

Go, you got it, go, go, you got it

いち, に, さん, かわいい!

Whatever you do, whatever you say

I never stop to party 'cause tonight

Is all that I need, I'm feeling the beat

So I'm never gonna stop, I'm dancing like a ninja

I'm dancing like a ninja

I'm dancing like a ninja

I'll punch you back in time, and I don't give a shit

That you're a great-great-great-grandson of a bitch

It's date night, baby, and it starts with a kiss

What a pretty lovely couple, your face and my fist

I really wanna fist pump your face, and it goes

But I got moves in my body, let's set them free

Hail to the thunder, your only fucking god

Whatever you do, whatever you say

I never stop to party 'cause tonight

Is all that I need, I'm feeling the beat

So I'm never gonna stop, I'm dancing like a ninja

I give you one last chance to back off and go home

Now you're gonna meet the mighty thunder

Let's go

Fight

Get down

I'm gonna end you like a boss

Take this and that, I'll break your bones

Don't ever fuck with the thunder again

Left and right and kick it to the side

We're going round and round and down to the ground

Go, you got it, go, go, you got it

いち, に, さん, かわいい!

Whatever you do, whatever you say

I never stop to party 'cause tonight

Is all that I need, I'm feeling the beat

So I'm never gonna stop, I'm dancing like a ninja

I'm dancing like a ninja

I'm dancing like a ninja

--

MC Thunderin paluu. No okei, tää biisi tuli kyllä ulos jo syyskuussa (muistaakseni). Anyways. Joskus mua ihan ärsyttää kuinka tunteella mä aina katson sarjoja ja leffoja; mä ahdistun ja suutun ja itken ja nauran ja iloitsen aina ihan viimeistä päivää.

Sound the alarm

 Song of the day;;

→ Eskimo Callboy - Hate/Love

I hate you so much, fuck, you are the worst damn nightmare

You're sick and close to die, but, shit, I don't care

You make me sick, your love is a lie

I wanna hate, so I keep you alive

I love the smell of your blood

Oh, dance, dance, baby, go dance for me

The beat is beating you up

And you are a part of my destiny, but I can't let go

Gimme all your love, all your tears, all the hate you feel

Gimme all your love, your pain, your thrill

Gimme all your memories, melodies, remedies now

'Cause I wanna burn them

Down, down

Down, down

I burn them down, down

'Cause I wanna burn it down

Back in the day you wanted me, I got your heart so easily

The sex we had so endlessly, I make your mind a part of me

Still makes me sick that your love is a lie

I wanna hate, so I keep you alive

I love the smell of your blood

Oh, dance, dance, baby, go dance for me

The beat is beating you up

And you are a part of my destiny, but I can't let go

Gimme all your love, all your tears, all the hate you feel

Gimme all your love, your pain, your thrill

Gimme all your memories, melodies, remedies now

'Cause I wanna burn them

Down, down

Down, down

I burn them down, down

'Cause I wanna burn it down

I make your heart stop

Reanimate you 'cause I will make your heart stop, your fucking heart stop

I make your heart stop

Reanimate you 'cause I hate you

I make your heart stop, your fucking heart stop

I make your heart stop, your fucking heart stop

Gimme all your love, all your tears, all the hate you feel

Gimme all your love, your pain, your thrill

Gimme all your memories, melodies, remedies now

'Cause I wanna burn them

Down, down

Down, down

I burn them down, down

'Cause I wanna burn it down

--

On tää EC:n uusin EP kyl kova. Hollywood Undeadilta droppaa muuten joulukuun alussa (ellen ihan väärin muista) New Empire Vol. 2!

I alone

Song of the day;;

→ Eskimo Callboy - Hypa Hypa

Hypa hypa, you're pretty and I like ya

Move your body, girl, all night long

Hypa hypa, you're pretty and I like ya

You're gonna be my girl all night long

There's a fire on the floor anytime you hit the club

Your body moves hypnotise me, god, I want it

You are my drug, you're everything I want

I would give my soul for a girl like you at once

Put your hands up and let me see you shake your hips

Medicate me, I want that juice on your lips

Yeah, you like that, I wanna know that it's true

You're dancing for me, and I'm living for you

Hypa hypa, you're pretty and I like ya

Move your body, girl, all night long

Hypa hypa, you're pretty and I like ya

You're gonna be my girl all night long

And I can't look away, I'm addicted to your smile

Dance for me, dance, never stop, girl, god, I love it

You are my drug, you make my dreams come true

I would give my life for a pretty girl like you

Put your hands up and let me see you shake your hips

Medicate me, I want that juice on your lips

Yeah, you like that, I wanna know that it's true

You're dancing for me, and I'm living for you

You're alone on the dance floor, baby

Turn the light

You're alone on the dance floor, baby

Turn, turn, turn on

You're alone on the dance floor, baby

Turn the light, turn the light, turn the lights on

Wanna rip off your clothes now, baby

Turn the light, turn the light, turn the light

You're alone on the dance floor, baby

Turn the light

Wanna rip off your clothes now, baby

Turn the light

Step by step getting closer to you

Step by step getting closer to you

Dance, baby, dance

I wanna dance

I'm gonna hit so hard, I'ma break down the floor

I wanna dance, baby, can you see my moves?

Gonna love it, kill it, never did before

Hypa hypa

Hypa hypa

Hypa hypa

Hypa

Hypa hypa, you're pretty and I like ya

Move your body, girl, all night long

Hypa hypa, you're pretty and I like ya

You're gonna be my girl all night long

Hypa hypa, you're pretty and I like ya

You're gonna be my girl all night long

Oh, god, I want it

--

Okei, tässä nyt vihdoin toi EC:n uusin! Täytyy sanoa, että tykkään ihan sikana. Tosi kova biisi ja helvetillinen korvamato. Vaikkei Sushia nyt kukaan voi sinänsä korvatakaan, niin tän perusteella sanoisin kyllä, että Nico sopii EC:hen tosi hyvin. Tässä kuussa niiltä tulee muuten toinen uus biisi! Saavuttiin tänään nyt tänne Saariselälle ja ollaan täällä... tiistaihin? asti. En oo ihan satavarma nyt tästä. Sitten mennään Ylläsjärvelle/Muotkavaaraan ja sieltä vielä Luostolle. Junalla on kiva matkustaa. Lappiin tuleminen tuntuu jotenkin aina siltä, niin kuin tulis kotiin.

Together burning bright

Song of the day;;

→ Eskimo Callboy - Supernova (Piano Version)

Floatin' in a room

With no feet on the ground

Got the weight of the world

That's tryin' to force me down

See the silver linings

Glowing circles of light

Will you show me what's up there

At the end of the sky

There's a part of me

Losing gravity

I don't wanna wait all my life

In a state of in between

You are a part of me

'Cause you're my supernova

You are the light I need

To die and start over

I better burn my wings

And get lost to be found

Than to stay here forever

With my dreams all around

The fears I have beaten

They can't do me no harm

I got rid of my anchor

Just before I'm to drown

There's a part of me

Losing gravity

I don't wanna wait all my life

In a state of in between

You are a part of me

'Cause you're my supernova

You are the light I need

To die and start over

To die and start over

To die and start over

To die and start over

You are a part of me

'Cause you're my supernova

You are the light I need

To die and start over

You are a part of me

'Cause you're my supernova

You are the light I need

To die and start over

--

Mulla nousee aina kyyneleet silmiin, kun mä kuulen tän version. 

Getting over you

Song of the day;;

→ Eskimo Callboy - Lost

I feel like a reject

I feel like a reject

I feel like a reject

All the pretty little things

That you say and do

I feel like a reject

And the look in your eyes

That I can't let go

I feel like a reject

Too many times I haven't been with you

You never left

You always stood by my side

I, I, I

Every time I realise

That it feels like heaven

'Cause hell is ending

When we unite

Just you and I

And again and again and again

I'm coming home

'Cause I don't want to just

Drift away

Just drift away

And again and again and again

I'm coming home

'Cause I don't want to just

Drift away

Just drift away

I feel like a reject

I feel like a reject

Every time that I leave

I would rather stay

I feel like a reject

'Cause I'm missing all the things

That I can't replay

I feel like a reject

Too many times I thought about leaving

I'm far away

The city doesn't feel like mine

I, I, I

Every time I realise

That it feels like heaven

'Cause hell is ending

When we unite

Just you and I

And again and again and again

I'm coming home

'Cause I don't want to just

Drift away

Just drift away

And again and again and again

I'm coming home

'Cause I don't want to just

Drift away

Just drift away

I feel like a reject

Every time I realise

That it feels like heaven

'Cause hell is ending

When we unite

Just you and I

Just you and I

And again and again and again

I'm coming home

'Cause I don't want to just

Drift away

Just drift away

Now that you're dead

Song of the day;;

→ Eskimo Callboy - Made by America

We're the kids that are made by America

Sold dreams, cashed in for hysteria

Nothing more than a worthless replica

We're the kids that are made by America

Everybody is part of a system

Everybody need a faith to believe in

Sky high, but we'll never reach the ceiling

We're cashed in on the game that we're dealing

Tell me that you feel it

Tell me that you need it

This commercialism feeds a need for our wishes

Everything's alright

Everything is fine

Never gonna ask for an answer

What a wonderful life

We're the kids that are made by America

Run by another

Everyone tries to be the next superstar

On the magazine cover

We're users, we're abusers

We are more than the past and the future

We're the kids that are made by America

Made by America!

We're the kids that are made by America

Sold dreams, cashed in for hysteria

Nothing more than a worthless replica

We're the kids that are made by America

Everybody is part of a system

That controls your life and makes your decisions

We're addicted to the spotlight recognition

We're the spirit of a digital submission

Tell me that you feel it

Tell me that you need it

Instruments released around the need for our wishes

Everything's alright

Everything is fine

Never gonna ask for an answers

What a wonderful life

We're the kids that are made by America

Run by another

Everyone tries to be the next superstar

On the magazine cover

We're users, we're abusers

We are more than the past and the future

We're the kids that are made by America

Made by America

Made by America

We're the kids that are made by America

Run by another

Everyone tries to be the next superstar

On the magazine cover

We're users, we're abusers

We are more than the past and the future

We're the kids that are made by America

Made by America

We're the kids that are made by America

Sold dreams, cashed in for hysteria

Nothing more than a worthless replica

We're the kids that are made by America

Hands and faces

Song of the day;;

→ Eskimo Callboy - Okay

They left me here abandoned

I feel like I'm stranded

They say I'm better off without 'em

'Cause I never ever really in

They tell me go and let your life end

Could it be darker than in my head?

They say, why you never fight back?

I let it go, 'cause I already know

It's gonna be okay

I push it all away

'Cause I'm gonna be on top again

And when my world is down

I'm turning it around

Then I'm gonna be on top again

It's gonna be okay

I push it all away

'Cause I'm gonna be on top again

And when my world is down

I'm turning it around

Then I'm gonna be on top again

Too many times I've held back

And left the necessary unsaid

But I know you wouldn't notice

If I told you what the truth is

So I yell it in your face loud

Your hate is nothing more than self-doubt

And I don't need to fight back

I let it go, 'cause I already know

It's gonna be okay

I push it all away

'Cause I'm gonna be on top again

And when my world is down

I'm turning it around

Then I'm gonna be on top again

It's gonna be okay

I push it all away

'Cause I'm gonna be on top again

And when my world is down

I'm turning it around

Then I'm gonna be on top again

It's gonna be okay

I push it all away

'Cause I'm gonna be on top again

And when my world is down

I'm turning it around

Then I'm gonna be on top again

It's gonna be okay

I push it all away

'Cause I'm gonna be on top again

And when my world is down

I'm turning it around

Then I'm gonna be on top again

Carry the broken

Song of the day;;

→ Eskimo Callboy - Disbeliever

And all along I am a dreamer

Searching for something that cannot be found

You wanna make me a disbeliever

But I'm turning it up, up around

Turning it up and around

But I'm turning it up, up around

Turning it up and around

Everybody's trying to hold me down

Saying I've made my wings of wax

And I won't get off the ground

Cause people just show their backs

Everybody here is searching for something

Everybody here is made to believe in

Someone somebody do something

Something that'll make me whole

I can take on everything

And nothing can bring me down

I'll rise up from the ashes

Others keep losing ground

Everybody here is searching for something

Everybody here is made to believe in

Someone somebody do something

Something that'll give them hope

And all along I am a dreamer

Searching for something that cannot be found

You wanna make me a disbeliever

But I'm turning it up, up around

Turning it up and around

Sometimes you gotta break away

Sometimes you gotta let it go

If nobody's gonna listen to you

Take the world on your own

Everybody here is searching for something

Everybody here is made to believe in

Someone somebody do something

Something that'll prove them wrong

And all along I am a dreamer

Searching for something that cannot be found

You wanna make me a disbeliever

But I'm turning it up, up around

Turning it up and around

And all along I am a dreamer

Searching for something that cannot be found

You wanna make me a disbeliever

But I'm turning it up, up around

Turning it up and around

And if they show their backs

And if there nothing left

Turning it up, up around

Up and around

Nothing can hold you back

If you just deal with it

(And all along I am a dreamer)

And all along I am a dreamer

Searching for something that cannot be found

You wanna make me a disbeliever

But I'm turning it up, up around

Turning it up and around

But I'm turning it up, up around

You wanna make me a disbeliever

But I'm turning it up, up around

Turning it up and around

--

Joulukuu!!

Dead skin

Song of the day;;

→ Eskimo Callboy - Rehab

Baby, take me to rehab

It's going down

Baby, take me to rehab

It's going down

Baby, take me to rehab

It's going down

Baby, take me to rehab

It's going down

Always stayin' hard on the track

On my way to hell and back

Always high and never rest

This life gives me a heart attack

People are calling me overdone

But ain't nothin' hurtin' the hardest one

Fuck all the bastards, I'm ready to fall

My concerns are up when I'm paying the toll

Feeling like I'm static

'Cause the noise just silent

I don't wanna hear ya

'Cause I'm divine in my failure

I can't hear your voice

But I keep on trying

Prayers going unheard in a void

You will never know

What is hiding

What is hiding inside

You will never know

What is breaking

What is breaking my mind

And I'll crash down all the doubts along the way

You will never get hold of me

Baby, take me to rehab

These goddamn voices in my head

It's causing it to almost crack

Don't you tell me how to act

Don't need you breakin' my neck

Don't need to be put up against the wall

I don't give a fuck and move on, that is all

I know it is time, I can finally confess

That I wanna live in this beautiful mess

Feeling like I'm static

'Cause the noise just silent

I don't wanna hear ya

'Cause I'm divine in my failure

I can't hear your voice

But I keep on trying

Prayers going unheard in a void

You will never know

What is hiding

What is hiding inside

You will never know

What is breaking

What is breaking my mind

And I'll crash down all the doubts along the way

You will never get hold of me

Baby, take me to rehab

Baby, take me to rehab

Somebody else (Somebody else)

Is hiding deep under my skin

Nobody else (Nobody else)

Is paying for all of my sins

You will never know

What is hiding

What is hiding inside

You will never know

What is breaking

What is breaking my mind

And I'll crash down all the doubts along the way

You will never get hold of me

Baby, take me to rehab

--

Ai että, tykkään kyl paljon näistä EC:n uusista biiseistä.

Cold

Song of the day;;

→ Eskimo Callboy - Prism

You are so special but so insecure

With all of the struggles you had to endure

You are a light caught in a prism

All of your dreams you have buried inside

Are just a flame that you need to ignite

Wait for the light that hits your prism

'Cause you know before you rise you need to fall

Before you rise you see it all

And nothing will be holding you down

You're exceptional, exceptional

So stop trying to fit into the masses

The time is now so take your chances

You're exceptional, exceptional

You are so special and now you're so pure

Below your surface you found so much more

Now you're the light inside the prism

Pass on the world, build your own

Facing the edge, push yourself far beyond cause

Now you're the light inside the prism

(Now you're the light inside the prism)

'Cause you know before you rise you need to fall

Before you rise you see it all

And nothing will be holding you down

You're exceptional, exceptional

So stop trying to fit into the masses

The time is now so take your chances

You're exceptional, exceptional

And now you know, now you know that you will never back down

Don't become your own biggest enemy

Cure the sickness, you are the remedy

And now you know, now you know that you will never back down

Don't become your own biggest enemy

Cure the sickness, you are the remedy

'Cause you know before you rise you need to fall

Before you rise you see it all

And nothing will be holding you down

You're exceptional, exceptional

So stop trying to fit into the masses

The time is now so take your chances

You're exceptional, exceptional

(So stop trying to fit into the masses)

(The time is now so take your chances)

You're exceptional, exceptional

Invincible

Song of the day;;

→ Eskimo Callboy - Hurricane

You know I'm back

And I'm gonna push that pedal down

So take a seat in my ride

And let the good times roll

You better don't look back

We'll be up and away

We don't waste no time

Hold on tight to me

Every step I take ('Cause I wanna)

Keeps me wide awake ('Cause I wanna)

We're crossing the lines, chasing a life

That we won't survive

Pushing it up, getting higher again

Until the sun will rise

Back in the game like a hurricane

I'm moving forward and the

Good times follow me

Good times follow me

And I won't fit inside your frame

Still moving forward 'cause the

Good times follow me

Good times follow me

Good times follow me

Good times follow me

And I won't fit inside your frame

Still moving forward 'cause the

Good times follow me

I got my friends

And a backpack full of wishes and I

Have been gone for longer I know

But I'm back, there's a reason why

I try to keep all those moments

And the good times ahead

But all they do is slipping

Through my fingers like sand

Every step I take ('Cause I wanna)

Keeps me wide awake ('Cause I wanna)

We're crossing the lines, chasing a life

That we won't survive

Pushing it up, getting higher again

Until the sun will rise

Back in the game like a hurricane

I'm moving forward and the

Good times follow me

Good times follow me

And I won't fit inside your frame

Still moving forward 'cause the

Good times follow me

Good times follow me

Good times follow me

Good times follow me

And I won't fit inside your frame

Still moving forward 'cause the

Good times follow me

Right now it's time to take a break

Before we hit the final stage

So let me hear you say

One (Everybody say)

Two (Everybody say)

Three (Everybody say)

Get the fuck up

We're crossing the lines, chasing a life

That we won't survive

Pushing it up, getting higher again

Until the sun will rise

Back in the game like a hurricane

I'm moving forward and the

Good times follow me

Good times follow me

And I won't fit inside your frame

Still moving forward 'cause the

Good times follow me

Good times follow me

Good times follow me

Good times follow me

And I won't fit inside your frame

Still moving forward 'cause the

Good times follow me

--

Vihdoin löysin tähän biisiin sanat! 

Changing

Song of the day;;

→ Eskimo Callboy - Nice Boi

It is a fact

I've always tried to fulfill their needs

Just a fact

They treated me like shit indeed

They made me a misfit

They made me a loser

Made me a puppet

Need someone to abuse but

You never meant to be their enemy

Instead of this that's how they'd like you to see

Ignore the treachery

You have to deal with it

Kill this switch

One day this sick kid's killing it

I'm such a nice boy

Got this knife in my hand

Wanna end your life

I hope you understand

I wanna rip your fucking face off

(Face off)

I got your blood on my hands

(I got your blood on my hands)

At anytime you wanna face off

(Face off)

Then I'll make you confess

(Then I'll make you confess)

Hello again

I know we barely know each other

But it's a fact

They always judged the book by it's cover

I've tried to be perfect

I just need a friend

Ask myself if it's easier to be someone else but

What is broken sometimes can't be fixed

So tear down their walls

Every punch's like a brick so

Ignore the treachery

You have to deal with it

Kill this switch

One day this sick kid's killing it

I'm such a nice boy

Got this knife in my hand

Wanna end your life

I hope you understand

I wanna rip your fucking face off

(Face off)

I got your blood on my hands

(I got your blood on my hands)

At anytime you wanna face off

(Face off)

Then I'll make you confess

(Then I'll make you confess)

So

Fuck all the wannabes

Fuck all the hate you feel

Make a decision and

Turn into something real

You know you're not alone

Take your chance

Reach your goals

Nothing can hold you back

Fuck

Fuck

Nothing can hold you back

Nothing can hold you back

Fuck

Fuck

Nothing can hold you back

I wanna rip your fucking face off

(Face off)

I got your blood on my hands

(I got your blood on my hands)

At anytime you wanna face off

(Face off)

Then I'll make you confess

(Then I'll make you confess)

I'm such a nice boy

Got this knife in my hand

Wanna end your life

I hope you understand

--

Tuoretta EC:tä! Uusi levy tulee ens kuussa. Siltä on tullu aikasemmin toinen biisi ulos, Hurricane, mut siihen en oo jostain syystä löytäny sanoja mistään. Täysin asiaan littymättömästi, kävin eilen (no, viime yönä oikeastaan) tapaamassa Tinder-matchiani ekaa kertaa. Alettiin jutella joskus yhden aikaan yöllä ja siitä sitten tavattiin vähän kolmen jälkeen (joo, tiedän, ei ehkä mikään elämäni älykkäin idea, mutta mitään ei sattunut). Juteltiin hetki, poltettiin tupakkaa, hän halasi mua koska mulla oli kylmä. Lähdettiin sitten vähäks aikaa hänen luokseen, juteltiin, halattiin ja lopuksi vielä suudeltiin. Kyseessä ei ollu mikään pikku pusu, vaan ihan kunnon suudelma. Lähdin jossain vähän jälkeen viiden takas kämpille. Tuli tosi hyvä ja vapaa olo sen jälkeen ja olen helvetin tyytyväinen että sanoin fuck it ja menin tapaamaan häntä. Nyt meillä ois huomenna tarkotus tavata uudelleen, paremmalla ajalla ku aamuyöllä. Saa nähä mitä tästä tulee, mutta en kyllä pistäis vastaan jos meistä jotain jossain vaiheessa tulis.

What lies beneath

Song of the day;;

→ Eskimo Callboy - Supernova

Floatin' in a room

With no feet on the ground

Got the weight of the world

That's tryin' to force me down

See the silver linings

Glowing circles of light

Will you show me what's up there

At the end of the sky

There's a part of me

Losing gravity

I don't wanna wait all my life

In a state of in between

You are a part of me

'Cause you're my supernova

You are the light I need

To die and start over

I better burn my wings

And get lost to be found

Than to stay here forever

With my dreams all around

The fears I have beaten

They can't do me no harm

I got rid of my anchor

Just before I'm to drown

There's a part of me

Losing gravity

I don't wanna wait all my life

In a state of in between

You are a part of me

'Cause you're my supernova

You are the light I need

To die and start over

The closer I get, the faster I burn

'Cause you're my supernova

The closer I get, the brighter I turn

'Cause you're my supernova

--

Uutta Eskimo Callboyta! Tää on vissiin johonkin peliin soundtrack (???) joten siksi se kai on hieman kevyempi kuin mitä olisin EC:ltä odottanut... Ei tää biisi kuitenkaan huono ole. Tänään Euroviisujen eka semi!!!

EDIT: No, ei tullu sit finaalipaikkaa... Mun suosikeista Tsekki (oon niin haipeissa siitä et Lake Malawi pääsi finaaliin, ne on mun suosikki tänä vuonna!), Islanti ja San Marino pääsi finaaliin, mut Suomi (kuten aina...) ja Belgia jäi ulkopuolelle. Harmittaa, mut ei voi mitään. Omasta mielestä monta tylsää ja valjua biisiä meni finaaliin (Viro, Serbia, Slovenia, Valko-Venäjä...). Toivottavasti mun kaikki neljä suosikkia menis torstaina sit jatkoon.

Bruises and bitemarks

Song of the day;;

→ Eskimo Callboy - We Are the Mess

We don't wanna be

Sober anymore

Let's get fucked up

With those bitches and whores

We don't wanna be

Sober anymore,

Let's get fucked up

With those bitches and whores

Baby, let me be your bartender

Let's get fucked up

That we can't remember last night

I'm alright when you're here with me

I'm alright when you're here with me

We are looking for some trouble tonight

We wanna party like a G6

Looking for those hot chicks

I said get out the way

I wanna rock the dance floor

I got the moves

You got the keys for the backdoor

Life is a party

Why are you so serious?

We make you look ridiculous

Ladies get naughty

Gentlemen are in da club

Sing along, let's get fucked up

Baby, let me be your bartender

Let's get fucked up

That we can't remember last night

I'm alright when you're here with me

I'm alright when you're here with me

Baby, let me be your bartender

Let's get fucked up

That we can't remember last night

I'm alright when you're here with me

I'm alright when you're here with me

We break the girl's hearts

Still before we have a drink

We're smoking the last cigarette

Before your girlfriends show us pink

And you can't fuck with us

And you can't fuck with me

We are the new kids from the block

And you're just cheesy

Life is a party

Why are you so serious?

We make you look ridiculous

Ladies get naughty

Gentlemen are in da club

Sing along, let's get fucked up

Baby, let me be your bartender

Let's get fucked up

That we can't remember last night

I'm alright when you're here with me

I'm alright when you're here with me

Baby, let me be your bartender

Let's get fucked up

That we can't remember last night

I'm alright when you're here with me

I'm alright when you're here with me

Let's get fucked up now

Baby, let me be your bartender

Let's get fucked up

That we can't remember last night

I'm alright when you're here with me

I'm alright with me

Colour

Song of the day;;

→ Eskimo Callboy - The Devil Within

I'm, I'm running away

I'm, I'm running away

I pack up my bags to leave this place

Pick up the pieces and take them with me

Haunted by ghosts across the streets

Lost on the highway, my heart's beating quietly

Feels like I'm lost in space

The past became my casket nails

Can I fix it by another way?

(The scars will shape you from the inside)

I am turning around

What's inside of you, inside of me

(I'm, I'm running away)

I am turning around

What's inside of you, inside of me

(I'm, I'm running away)

I've lost all I've got

Myself anyway

I still miss the smell from the smoke of your ashtray

Give me a sign to show me the way

I promise to change and I'll just take the blame for you

Feels like I'm lost in space

The past became my casket nails

Can I fix it by another way?

(The scars will shape you from the inside)

I am turning around

What's inside of you, inside of me

(I'm, I'm running away)

I am turning around

What's inside of you, inside of me

(I'm, I'm running away)

I don't know why you're running away

The scars will shape you from the inside

I don't know why you're feeling dismay

The scars will shame you from the outside

Once again you turned your back on me

I'll never be the one that you want me to be

I become the devil within

I control everything and just turn the inside out

I know I feel what I feel

Every part of you becomes a part of me

I will change the way that I am

I wanna feel my own self again

Break these chains, so can you hear me?

Sometimes beginnings start with an end

I don't know why you're running away

The scars will shape you from the inside

I don't know why you're feeling dismay

The scars will shame you from the outside

I am turning around

What's inside of you, inside of me

(I'm, I'm running away)

I am turning around

What's inside of you, inside of me

(I'm, I'm running away)

--

Jäätävän kovaa tavaraa on EC:n uusin kyllä nyt, en voi muuta sanoa. Vetoaa hyvin mun sisäiseen 15-vuotiaaseen teiniangstihirviöön. Eikä millään huonolla tavalla.

Proud blood

Song of the day;;

→ Eskimo Callboy - Banshee

Everything that I cannot afford

Became just a chaos that I would die for

And there is no place left to hide

(Get away from me)

You will never bring me down

And there is no place left to hide

(Get away from me)

I will never stop to fight

So deep inside

I can feel the regret

For many things I did

Will this voice in my head

Forever blame me?

Get rid of this shit

Just get over it

You lose yourself

When you trust in faith

Pray, pray

There's nothing that will set you free

Pray, pray

You can't escape your banshee

Pray, pray

I will infect your heart with hate

Let me be your breath

When you're drowning in yourself

And there is no place left to hide

(Get away from me)

You will never bring me down

And there is no place left to hide

(Get away from me)

I will never stop to fight

With every step

I'm moving backwards

Feels like I'm losing grip

Put the weight on me, pull me down

To keep me grounded

Get rid of this shit

Just get over it

You cannot kill

What is dead inside

Pray, pray

There's nothing that will set you free

Pray, pray

You can't escape your banshee

Pray, pray

I will infect  your heart with hate

Let me be your breath

When you're drowning in yourself

And there is no place left to hide

(Get away from me)

You will never bring me down

And there is no place left to hide

(Get away from me)

I will never stop to fight

And you won't bring me down

(Get away from me)

'Cause I'm standing my ground

I'm standing my ground

Bring me down

(Get away from me)

'Cause I'm standing my ground

I'm standing my ground again

Everything that I cannot afford

Became just a chaos that I would die for

Save me, father

Save me, father

I cannot escape it

Good Friday

Song of the day;;

→ Eskimo Callboy - Shallows

All the feelings lock me out

Don't want to feel it again and again

I can hear the voices loud

Can I forget the scars remain?

Lie

I know I sold myself to this

So why do you dance to me, dance to me again?

So many words but nothing left to say

Feels like I'm lost in the shallows

All my life I was doomed to fail

Since I have escaped from the gallows

Carrying my glass through the money and fame

Why [?]

I don't wanna carry the weight

Why does it hurt so bad?

To forgive myself, can I ever forget?

I want it all, I want it all

I want it all to disappear

With every single step you take

The past will guide the way

I want it all, I want it all

I wanna beat this to be clear

And when I write my chapters new

There's nothing left to say

Nothing left to say

And I keep moving on and on

To forget, just to bury my past

Never posed, never thought that I was wrong

No remorse to the bitter end

Why [?]

I don't wanna carry the weight

Why does it hurt so bad?

To forgive myself, can I ever forget?

I want it all, I want it all

I want it all to disappear

With every single step you take

The past will guide the way

I want it all, I want it all

I wanna beat this to be clear

And when I write my chapters new

There's nothing left to say

Nothing left to say

I want it all to disappear

I want it all to disappear

I want it all to disappear

I want it all to disappear

I want it all to disappear

I want to take it

I feel the shame deep inside of myself

No

I want it all, I want it all

I want it all to disappear

With every single step you take

The past will guide the way

I want it all, I want it all

I wanna beat this to be clear

And when I write my chapters new

There's nothing left to say