Good Friday

Song of the day;;

→ Eskimo Callboy - Shallows

All the feelings lock me out

Don't want to feel it again and again

I can hear the voices loud

Can I forget the scars remain?

Lie

I know I sold myself to this

So why do you dance to me, dance to me again?

So many words but nothing left to say

Feels like I'm lost in the shallows

All my life I was doomed to fail

Since I have escaped from the gallows

Carrying my glass through the money and fame

Why [?]

I don't wanna carry the weight

Why does it hurt so bad?

To forgive myself, can I ever forget?

I want it all, I want it all

I want it all to disappear

With every single step you take

The past will guide the way

I want it all, I want it all

I wanna beat this to be clear

And when I write my chapters new

There's nothing left to say

Nothing left to say

And I keep moving on and on

To forget, just to bury my past

Never posed, never thought that I was wrong

No remorse to the bitter end

Why [?]

I don't wanna carry the weight

Why does it hurt so bad?

To forgive myself, can I ever forget?

I want it all, I want it all

I want it all to disappear

With every single step you take

The past will guide the way

I want it all, I want it all

I wanna beat this to be clear

And when I write my chapters new

There's nothing left to say

Nothing left to say

I want it all to disappear

I want it all to disappear

I want it all to disappear

I want it all to disappear

I want it all to disappear

I want to take it

I feel the shame deep inside of myself

No

I want it all, I want it all

I want it all to disappear

With every single step you take

The past will guide the way

I want it all, I want it all

I wanna beat this to be clear

And when I write my chapters new

There's nothing left to say