Red dress

Song of the day;;


Heavy hangs the air
Heavy lies the beating heart

Bloodshot, staring with a blank gaze
Deadbeat, carrying a dead weight
Dead-set on living like tomorrow was to blame
And through these holes you'd see the blackest soul inside of me
One foot stuck in the past, one planted in my grave

Running circles, old habits die hard
Each lesson learned never seemed to get too far
Call me reckless, call me stuck in my ways
I'm torn between the remedies for everything

Bloodshot, staring with a blank gaze
Deadbeat, carrying a dead weight
Dry mouth, taste it like a cut vein
Blackout, it all ends the same

So stay away, stay away
Can you tell when I lie right through my teeth?
No escape, no escape
Like a chain, in a way we are all bound to our fate

Don't let it bury me, me
We call this therapy

Running circles, old habits die hard
Each lesson learned never seemed to get too far
Call me reckless, call me stuck in my ways
I'm torn between the remedies for everything

Heavy hangs the air
Heavy lies the beating heart
Burden breeds remorse
Black clouds hover low like a curse

Running circles, old habits die hard
Each lesson learned never seemed to get too far
Call me reckless, call me stuck in my ways
I'm torn between the remedies for everything
I'm torn between the remedies for everything
I'm torn between the remedies for everything

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Vietiin tänään sisko asuntolalle. Tuntuu vähän hassulta ajatella, että se on jo niin vanha. Vastahan se oli ihan pieni. Se on viikot siellä asuntolassa ja viikonloput kotona (kun siellä ei saa olla viikonloppuisin ellei ole erityislupaa). Mulla on vielä pari viikkoa ehkä suunnilleen siihen, ennen kuin kerään loput kamppeeni kasaan ja suuntaan Ouluun.

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