BLOOD RED ROSES.

  Song of the day;; → Jean-Baptiste Lully & Andrew Lawrence-King - Entrée - Air pour les Paysans et Paysanes -- Miten helvetissä huomenna voi olla jo marraskuun eka päivä? Sain kirjotettua n. 6,5 sivuisen luentopäiväkirjan päivällä valmiiksi (joo, oli aikaa monta viikkoa mutta meikäläinen veti sen perseestään yhteensä ehkä n. 3,5-4 tunnissa että niih) ja kyllähän siinä varmaan näkyy, että luentoja on missattu, mutta jos hyväksytyks saa niin eipä väliä.

  Song of the day;; → Crown The Empire - 20/20 I can feel it, the wires in my life I can feel it, the moments passing by Dripping through my conversation, every number of desire I can feel it, the wires in my life I can feel it, but I can't turn back time To the moment I opened up my eyes Every stranger that I meet feels closer than I'd like to think I can feel it, all the wires in my life All the wires in my life Try and try to rewrite my own design But now I'm frozen in time, caught in a satellite Try and try to rewrite my own design But now I'm frozen in time, caught in a satellite Caught in a satellite My scars have names, cut deep, but all the same Collapse, replace, go back and start again I found myself in the sun no longer bleeding Connecting so I can feel something with meaning I found myself in the sun no longer bleeding I can feel it, the wires in my life I can feel it, the moments passing by Dripping through my conversation, every number of desire I can feel

  Song of the day;; → Radiohead - How to Disappear Completely That there, that's not me I go where I please I walk through walls I float down the Liffey I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here In a little while I'll be gone The moment's already passed Yeah, it's gone I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here Strobe lights and blown speakers Fireworks and hurricanes I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here -- Ja tänään sarjassamme biisit jotka vaan yksinkertaisesti tuntuu .

  Song of the day;; → Georgs Pelēcis, Martin Fröst & Royal Stockholm Philharmonic Orchestra - All in the Past -- Että semmosta sitten. Tuli tännään sähköpostia, että etäopiskelu jatkuu 31.5.2021 asti. On se kumma, että sillon kun oikiasti haluais käydä luennoilla ja kampuksella ja ehkä jopa hengailla opiskelutovereiden kanssa, tullee jottain tämmöstä. Noh, ei sitten. Ärsyttää sinänsä ihan saatanasti, että eihän mun olisi välttämättä tarvinnu edes muuttaa Ouluun kun tää on nyt tämmöstä. Saatanan saatana. No, katotaan nyt mitä tästä tullee.

  Song of the day;; → Like Moths To Flames - Nowhere Left to Sink I just want to feel Seems like I'm holding on Never know what's real Until it's all gone Does it hurt to know I can't get out Well, I'm cursed in souls All around I know that these failures will not end Never seen the bright side anywhere Just when I think there's nowhere left to sink I find that these failures are in my head In my head It's getting harder to see The forest from the trees And what I can't avoid Keeps coming back to me Complacent while I kill these empty thoughts Stuck in a place that I swear I forgot Does it hurt to know I can't get out Well, I'm cursed in souls All around I know these failures will not end Never seen the bright side anywhere Just when I think there's nowhere left to sink I find that these failures are in my head In my head Write me off is all that I know Waisting words when I should just let go Failures will not end Failures will not end I kno

  Song of the day;; → Secret Shine - Into the Ether All that I do is dream Closing my eyes to see All that I do is cry Something inside has died Long lost Feelings gone Into the ether Where nothing is wrong

  Song of the day;; → Wardruna - Kvitravn Ut i skuma Lokkar til meg Kvite ramnen Duld og dvelande Høyr eg spør! Lend meg ei fjør Så skal eg verkje Vingar kvite Lat oss flyga I vide vindar I hugjen veida Med songen seida Høyr eg spør! Lend meg vidsyn Lat meg skilje Sjå i skodda Høyr eg spør! Lær meg songen Som deg freistar (Som meg freistar) Som deg finn (Som meg finn) Vil du meg fylgja I all mi tid? Vil du meg varda I all mi tid? Gygrefuggel Gav meg vingar Kvite korpa Gav meg sjon Galdrekråka Gav meg songen Kvite vingar Fylgjer meg -- Huomenna alkaa 2. periodi. Tähän etäopetukseen on kyllä ollu saatanan paljon hankalampi tottua kun mitä kuvittelin. Motivaatio on aika hukassa ja en meinaa saaja mittään kirjotetuksi. Ihanaa olla kotona porukoitten ja Runtin kanssa. Toki osa musta haluais mennä jo takas ainakin vähäksi aikaa, mutta on mussa myös osa, joka haluais vaan jäähä tänne. Ens viikolla ois tarkotus nähä yhtä kaveria, jonka kanssa ollaan nähty viimeksi rapiat 6 vuotta sitten! Tosi

  Song of the day;; → Ice Nine Kills - SAVAGES We are the savages Eating you alive The original Villains in the night Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide We are the savages, we are the savages Out on the cringe of society's where we lie Cause we're lethal liabilities till we die Won't heed the call of the law won't follow the pack Because the sound of the saw is our soundtrack Hey, hey, hey This is our battle call (Mess with the horns and you get the devil) Hey, hey, hey You're not invincible (Mess with the horns and you get the devil) We are the savages Eating you alive The original Villains in the night Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide We are the savages, we are the savages Along the cringe of society is where we lie We're lethal liabilities till we die Stay at your side of the tracks if you know what's good Cause you won't make it out of our neighbourhood Hey, hey, hey This is our battle call (Mess with the horns and you get the devil) Hey, hey, hey You

  Song of the day;; → Rocketship - I Love You Like the Way That I Used to Do What did I think I'd find By keep on trying to change your mind? Hug, hug, huggy and kiss, kiss, kissy Tell me, tell me, tell me you miss, miss, miss me What did you think I'd do? The ch-ch-changes you put me through The sun shines brighter every day I'm without you But I love, love, love you like the way that I used to do What did I think I'd find By keep on trying to change your mind? Hug, hug, huggy and kiss, kiss, kissy Tell me, tell me, tell me you miss, miss, miss me What did you think I'd do? The ch-ch-changes you put me through The sun shines brighter every day I'm without you But I love, love, love you like the way that I used to do

  Song of the day;; → Sergei Prokofiev, André Previn & London Symphony Orchestra - Prokofiev: Romeo and Juliet, Op. 64, Act 1: No. 13, Dance of the Knights (Complete Ballet)

  Song of the day;; → I Prevail - Breaking Down I think, I think too much I'm a little bit paranoid, I think I’m breaking Maybe it's in my blood Got a pain that I can't avoid, I think I’m breaking down Hate every single second, minute, hour every day Person in the mirror, they won't let me feel a thing Keep me focused on my problems, I'm addicted to the pain Everybody's out to get you I guess I never noticed how it came creeping in My enemy emotion, but I can't sink or swim I say I'm feeling hopeless, they give me medicine They give me medicine, they give me medicine I think I think too much (Too much) I'm a little bit paranoid, I think I'm breaking Maybe it’s in my blood (My blood) Got a pain that I can’t avoid, I think I'm breaking Down, I think I’m breaking Down, I think I'm breaking I think I think too much (Too much) I'm a little bit paranoid, I think I'm breaking down Lies; every time they ask me, I just tell ’em that I'

  Song of the day;; → Wild Beasts - Punk Drunk & Trembling As if we ever need reason And miracles are known to happen We’re burning up the oxygen Coming up for air, it’s about to happen What can be said, why speak Why dry the tongue, what's done is done What's done is done, what can be said Why speak, why dry the tongue, what's done is done You’ve got me punk drunk, trembling I’m moving to the space you’re in You’ve got me punk drunk, terrified I’m moving towards you And miracles are bound to happen What can be said, why speak Why dry the tongue, what's done is done What's done is done, what can be said Why speak, why dry the tongue, what's done is done You’ve got me punk drunk, trembling I’m moving to the space you’re in You’ve got me punk drunk, terrified I’m moving towards What can be said, why speak Why dry the tongue, what's done is done What's done is done, what can be said Why speak, why dry the tongue, what's done is done You’ve got me pu

  Song of the day;; → Antonio Vivaldi, Harriet Krijgh, Amsterdam Sinfonietta & Candida Thompson - Nisi Dominus, RV 608: 4. Cum dederit dilectis suis (Arr. Cello)

  Song of the day;; → Eskimo Callboy - Hate/Love I hate you so much, fuck, you are the worst damn nightmare You're sick and close to die, but, shit, I don't care You make me sick, your love is a lie I wanna hate, so I keep you alive I love the smell of your blood Oh, dance, dance, baby, go dance for me The beat is beating you up And you are a part of my destiny, but I can't let go Gimme all your love, all your tears, all the hate you feel Gimme all your love, your pain, your thrill Gimme all your memories, melodies, remedies now 'Cause I wanna burn them Down, down Down, down I burn them down, down 'Cause I wanna burn it down Back in the day you wanted me, I got your heart so easily The sex we had so endlessly, I make your mind a part of me Still makes me sick that your love is a lie I wanna hate, so I keep you alive I love the smell of your blood Oh, dance, dance, baby, go dance for me The beat is beating you up And you are a part of my destiny, but I can't let

  Song of the day;; → Monster Killed By Laser - She Wilts -- Onpa kiva olla kotona pitkästä aikaa. Ens viikolla ei ole luentoja, ja vaikka pitää kirjotella ja lukia, niin voi silti ottaa vähän rennommin. Runtti oli aivan ihana kun se tuli kauhiasti pussaamaan ja heilutti häntää koko ajan ja sitten tuli vielä mun kanssa tänne huoneeseen nukkumaan. Mä rakastan tuota koiraa niin älytötmän paljon.

  Song of the day;; → Stephan Moccio - Fracture -- Huomenna kotia! Olen erittäin innoissani tästä, sillä en oo nähny porukoita ja Runttia kahteen kuukauteen (muuten kuin skypen välityksellä). Kiva myös päästä pois kaiken maailman houkuttimien ääreltä hetkeksi, sillä mä olen näköjään taas yrittäny täyttää sisälläni olevaa aukkoa tavaralla ja rahaa on kulunu taas ihan liikaa...

  Song of the day;; → Thrice - Black Honey I keep swinging my hand through a swarm of bees 'Cause I, I want honey on my table I keep swinging my hand through a swarm of bees 'Cause I, I want honey on my table But I never get it right No, I never get it right I keep swinging my hand through a swarm of bees I can't understand why they're stinging me But I'll do what I want, I'll do what I please I'll do it again 'til I've got what I need I'll rip and smash through the hornet's nest Do you understand I deserve the best? And I'll do what I want, I'll do what I please I'll do it again 'til I've got what I need I try to stick this pin through a butterfly 'Cause I, I like all the pretty colors It just fell apart, so I flung it in the fire To burn with all the others 'Cause I never get it right No, I never get it right I keep swinging my hand through a swarm of bees I can't understand why they're stinging me But I&

  Song of the day;; → Bubblegum Lemonade - Caroline's Radio  Caroline lives for the radio Caroline lives for the evening show Lying in her bed, transistor to her head Oh, Caroline knows, Caroline knows Born in the Easter of '64 Warm winds of change blew her to the shore The old ways on trial, from the right of the dial Oh, Caroline knows, Caroline knows Three miles off shore is where freedom thrives And all three Kennedys are still alive Tuned into the beat, from underneath the sheet Oh, Caroline knows, Caroline knows Sings to the songs that the Jockey plays Modern-day knights of the medium wave She's almost in tune, Beach Boys in her room Oh, Caroline knows, Caroline knows Caroline lives for the radio Caroline lives for the midnight show Lying in her bed, a sister to her head Oh, Caroline knows, Caroline knows

  Song of the day;; → Max Richter - To The Stars - From ''Ad Astra'' Soundtrack

  Song of the day;; → Badflower - Ghost I tried it once before but I didn't get too far I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up I tried it once before and I think I might've messed up I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough But maybe I'm alive 'cause I didn't really wanna die But nothing very special ever happens in my life Take the blade away from me I am a freak, I am afraid that All the blood escaping me won't end the pain And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me I died to be the white ghost Of the man that I was meant to be I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough And I should've told my mother 'mom, I love you' like a good son But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one Take the blade a

  Song of the day;; → Mayerling - Temps calme sur l'île -- Sisko tulee keskiviikkona tänne. Sitten lauantaina lähdetään yhdessä kotia. Ajattelin olla pari kolme viikkoa kotona nyt kun kerta meillä on koko loppusyksyn etäopetusta. Marraskuun alussa mulla on lääkäri, joten silloin on pakko tulla takaisin. Sitten toki jouluksi meen taas kotia.

  Song of the day;; → Masashi Hamauzu - M42E ''The Sunleth Waterscape'' - English Version Step into the rainbow, world you never knew Chase the arcs of light, soar beyond your sorrows Dance among the colours, let them be your dreams Close your eyes and see anew Dawn of the new day Clears all our gloom away This is the hope that we need to go on Dawn of the new day Clears all the gloom away This is the hope that we need to go on

  Song of the day;; → Falling In Reverse - Carry On Gravity Gravity (Promise you'll stay strong) And carry on Carry on I'm here to say goodbye No spell or prayer you try Will bring me back to life (Don't follow me, follow me) So look me in my eyes Sing me lullabies Hold me til it's time (Don't follow me, follow me) Gravity Don't mean that much to me Now I'm floating near the atmosphere No shackles on my feet And I know I may be already gone Just promise you'll stay strong And carry on Carry on I miss the way it hurts A blessing in a curse For better or for worse (Don't follow me, follow me) Like a child, I have learned Everybody waits their turn Like a phoenix, I will burn (Don't follow me, follow me) Oh, this is it and I can feel my breath slowing And my heart is beating weaker from the pain of not knowing So kiss me on the face and wipe your tears from your eyes 'Cause this is goodbye (Don't follow me, follow me) Gravity Don't mean

  Song of the day;; → PAWS - Sore Tummy You don't know what I want You don't know anything The doctors don't know anything It's not right, not right Scream out loud, kick the wall Will you run when I call? The doctors don't know anything It's not right, not right Well, my belly sure does hurt me But it's okay 'cause I feel damn alive The contractions come and go like a birth But if a baby's on the way, I'd be surprised Be surprised He looks like a junkie sometimes But junkies have beautiful eyes The doctors don't know anything It's not right, not right You're all tired of hearing me Talk about sore tummy The doctors don't know anything It's not right, not right Well, my belly sure does hurt me But it's okay 'cause I feel damn alive The contractions come and go like a birth But if a baby's on the way, I'd be surprised Be surprised 'ised

  Song of the day;; → Nobuo Uematsu - Victory Fanfare -- No se niistä treffeistä sitten. Tuntuu paljon pahemmalta kuin mitä oisin osannu odottaa.

  Song of the day;; → INSITE - Cielos Que Lloran Te vi volar Sobre cielos que te lloran siempre Te vi caer No te enseñaron que el sol destruye alas Y al soñar te ví en un cuento tan distinto a otro Mi vida deja de llorar Descansa aquí tranquila duerme No sé si pueda despejar El cielo que te llora ya Abrázame Es tan difícil que el cielo quiera volverte a ver Ven siéntate Te explicaré como será tu vida aquí Vuelvo a soñar que fuiste un cuento tan distinto a otro Mi vida deja de llorar Descansa aquí tranquila duerme No sé si pueda despejar El cielo que te llora ya Mi vida deja de llorar La historia hoy terminará No supe por donde empezar Pero al final te vi volar

  Song of the day;; → Balthazar - Bunker Every time I walk on by Stroll along your street Can't believe there's not a thing in the world A thing left to repeat And I was walking on your floor Begging to get more Can't believe there's not a thing in the world A thing left to ask for So leave my broken bones I'll take the load of your skin Throw me all your stones You need a sinner I will Every time I walk on by Stroll along your street Can't believe there's not a thing in the world A thing left to repeat So leave my broken bones I'll take the load of your skin Throw me all your stones You need a sinner I will So leave my broken bones I'll take the load of your skin Throw me all your stones You need a sinner I will Don't you know Don't you know what to say Every time you think about it Talk around it again Don't you know Don't you know what to say Every time you think about it Talk around it again Don't you know Don't you know w

  Song of the day;; → Nobuo Uematsu - To Zanarkand -- Yksi mun kaikkien aikojen suosikki FF-kappaleista, aivan ihana.

  Song of the day;; → Amorphis - Silver Bride From the mystic dreams of night time I saw the clarity of my days From the shades of longing Looked for the familiar glow The death of my wife's slayer Brought no comfort to me Now a shape for loneliness For a dream A queen of gold I made A silver bride I built From the northern summer nights From the winter moon Responded not my girl No beating heart I felt I brought no sighs to the silver lips No warmth from the gold Within my heart a flame of desires Provoked the power of my will Forced into silvery shape A golden queen for me I made our bed under the stars Covers a-plenty, bear skin hides Stroked the arc of golden curves Kissed the lips of silver A queen of gold I made A silver bride I built From the northern summer nights From the winter moon Responded not my girl No beating heart I felt I brought no sighs to the silver lips No warmth from the gold (Queen of gold) I made her (Silver bride) I built her (Queen of gold) No warmth (Sil

  Song of the day;; → 2 Belgen - Lena Recall the day, remember the place Betraying a girl is easy or so I thought Untamed you keep me hanging on Bewitched the love I feel for Lena Girl, since you whispered your name It just keeps hanging in my brain I tried to ignore it for too many years All those times it echoed in my head Oh yo ho Lena (Lena Lena) Feel this melody (Lena Lena) Oh yo ho Lena (Lena Lena) Hear that voice in me (Lena Lena) The name of a girl, this name for a song The song is hanging on the name of the girl Only for you I have broken this chain Oh, before I die, you will fix the man Oh yo ho Lena (Lena Lena) Feel this melody (Lena Lena) Oh yo ho Lena (Lena Lena) Hear that voice in me Schöne Alfenfee, zwei Sterren in der Nacht Zwischen Bergen über Strömen ich höre dein lachen Umkranste Edelweiss, drei Blumen in das Feld Du bist mein Kerker und mein Himmelreich Oh yo ho Lena (Lena Lena) Feel this melody Oh yo ho Lena (Lena Lena) Hear that voice in me Recall the day, remembe

  Song of the day;; → Nobuo Uematsu - Julia -- Lokakuu. Nukuin muuten hienosti tänään herätyksen ohi. Heräsin ja mietin että eihän se kello nyt kovin paljoa voi vielä olla, mutta herätystä en kuullu. No, kello oli varttia vaille kaksi. Että se niistä luennoista sitten. Sainpahan ainakin nukuttua.