Sick of it

 Song of the day;;

→ Bring Me The Horizon - Teardrops


Teardrops


We hurt ourselves for fun

Force-feed our fear until our hearts go numb

Addicted to a lonely kind of love

What I wanna know


Is how we get this stressed out, paranoid

Everything is going dark

Nothing makes me sadder than my head


I'm running outta teardrops, let it hurt till it stops

I can't keep my grip, I'm slipping away from me

Oh, god, everything is so fucked, but I can't feel a thing

The emptiness is heavier than you think


I'm tripping on the edge

High as a kite, I'm never coming down

And if you hear me, guess you know how it feels

To be alone


So how'd we get this stressed out, paranoid?

Everything is going dark

Nothing makes me sadder than my head


I'm running outta teardrops, let it hurt till it stops

I can't keep my grip, I'm slipping away from me

Oh, god, everything is so fucked, but I can't feel a thing

The emptiness is heavier than you think


Suicidal, violent, tragic state of mind

Lost my halo, now I'm my own anti-christ

Suicidal, violent, tragic state of mind

Lost my halo, now I'm my own anti-christ


I'm running outta teardrops, let it hurt till it stops

I can't keep my grip, I'm slipping away from me

Oh, god, everything is so fucked, but I can't feel a thing

The emptiness is heavier than you think

I'm running outta teardrops, let it hurt till it stops

I can't keep my grip, I'm slipping away from me

Oh, god, everything is so fucked, but I can't feel a thing

The emptiness is heavier than you think


Teardrops

Teardrops

I'm running outta teardrops

The emptiness is heavier than you think

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