Fading

 Song of the day;;

→ Howling, Rampa, RY X & Frank Wiedemann - Bind (Rampa Remix)


Sweetheart

I'm honest

You're open

I hold the sun

Moonrise

I need it


I hold down

The motions

And reach out

In waterfalls

I'm easy

To come undone


Holding out

Holding out the knot

Opened up

Before we bind

Holding out

Healing motions now

You hold your love

Before we bind


These hearts

Are open

I reach in

And come undone

Moonrise

I need it


Holding out

Holding out the knot

Opened up

Before we bind

I'm holding out

Healing motions now

You hold your love

Before we bind

Before we bind

--

Nyt on toka piikki saatu. Kello oli n. 10 kun tulin takas kämpille, joten menin suoraan nukkumaan ko käsi ei tuntunu vielä kipiältä siinä vaiheessa. Nukuin semmoset ehkä 3,5h ja sitten otin särkylääkkeen. Mukavasti meni siihen asti kunnes lääkkeen vaikutus loppu ja vilunväristykset alko. Nyt aattelin tuossa kohtapuoliin ottaa toisen lääkkeen ja sitten vielä ennen nukkumaanmenoa kolmannen. Muuten tässä oon ollu aika varma että mulla on lämpöä koska paleltaa ja välillä on kuuma (en tosin voi 100% varma olla koska en omista kuumemittaria, lol), mutta kyllä tästä selvitään. Toivottavasti saan vaan yöllä nukuttua ees vähän... Varasin viikonloppuna alustavasti torstaille junalipun (meinasin eka jo keskiviikkoa, mutta siihen junaan ei ollu enää vapaita hyttejä) ja uskoisin kyllä että oon matkustuskunnossa sillon, pitää vaan keskiviikkona särkylääkkeiden voimalla imuroida, pestä vessa ja tiskata.

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