Now I'm alive

 Song of the day;;

→ Bring Me The Horizon & Nova Twins - 1x1

Put me out of my misery

Disconnected from the world again

And no, the sun don't shine in the place I've been

So why you keep acting like I don't exist?

Yeah, feel like I'm ready to die, but I can't commit

So I ask myself, when will I learn?

I'd set myself on fire to feel the burn

I'm scared that I'm never gonna be repaired

Put me out of my misery, my mind

Feels like an archenemy, can't look me in the eyes

I don't know what hurts the most, holding on or letting go

Reliving my memories and they're killing me one by one

Sabotaged myself again

Got a brain like a hurricane

Me and that bitch, no, we can't be friends

And I don't even care, no

Got me sinking to a dark place (Outta love)

Evil twin under the staircase (Oh, my god)

Think I'm looking at a long night

I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone

Terrified (Terrified), I'm numb (But I'm numb)

Annihilation never looked so good, shut up

Hush your mouth, you talk too much

Put me out of my misery, my mind

Feels like an archenemy, can't look me in the eyes

I don't know what hurts the most, holding on or letting go

Reliving my memories and they're killing me one by one

And I'm staring into the void again, no one knows what a mess I'm in

The voices in my head say I'm just being paranoid

But it's bad for my health, how much I hate myself

I suffocate, the weight, it pulls me underneath

Put me out of my misery, my mind

Feels like an archenemy, can't look me in the eyes

I don't know what hurts the most, holding on or letting go

Reliving my memories and they're killing me one by one

Yeah, it's killing me one by one

And they're killing me one by one