BLOOD RED ROSES.

  Song of the day;; → Grzegorz Bojanek - Lake Iridescence

  Song of the day;; → Belle Haven - Nobody Likes a Hospital I don’t think happiness is real 'Cause let me tell you I sure don’t cry in the shower 'cause I like the way it feels Do you think in good time I’ll heal? You might need a better watch 'Cause it feels like I’ve been an inpatient for years There’s no silver lining I guess I’ll put my pain in writing I’ve run out of better ways to reach you There’s no silver lining So, what’s the point in even trying? You’re not in this hole I fell into You don’t know what I’m going through Please don’t visit if you’re bringing another phony smilе I know I’ve been here a whilе but that’s not helping anyone Please don’t visit, I can’t stand it Just leave me alone with it all Nobody likes a hospital Just me and my fellow patients Bad shape and comfort deprived So vacant, dead inside But feel alive enough to write Breathe it deep into your lungs The bleach and anxious loved ones There’s a billion ways I could think of to die Rotting away

  Song of the day;; → Interpol - The Rover Come and see me and maybe you'll die But I can keep you in artwork, the fluid kind That's enough for excitements today Prostrated faded, it's pay-to-play Come and see me, yeah, maybe you'll try I've been holding these pyros til they could fly Open up and enlighten again Enjoy the skyline, it's an incremental end Walk in on your own feet Says the rover It's my way or they all leave Says the rover (Ooooh, Ooooh) The rover Ça suffit, hell yeah, maybe it's time You can't stick to the highways, it's suicide I'm welling up with excitements again The apex resolves, you need to tell your friends Walk in on your own feet Says the rover It's my way or they all leave Says the rover (Ooooh, Ooooh) The rover (Ooooh, Ooooh) The rover Come and see me, yeah baby, let's cry Satin face in some worlds we’d be too kind Nature’s subjected to fires again Falling for my independence Walk in on your own feet Says th

  Song of the day;; → Team Me - Green Crystal Rain on a Star Just because you didn’t get the lion’s share of credit doesn’t mean You didn’t do well Doesn’t mean you failed And just because you didn’t get enough attention doesn’t mean you’re dull Or didn’t deserve it Absolutely not And just because people like you and me always have a hard time talking back Doesn’t mean they were right Doesn’t mean we’re wrong And just because you don’t believe in love right now it doesn’t mean It’s gonna stay that way forever Green crystal rain on a star Can you picture it? What do you see? Green crystal rain on a star Can you picture it? Just because people like you and me Never feel connected To the world and all it’s voices Doesn’t mean that’s what we want Just because you feel like a stranger on the street It doesn’t mean You’re a stranger to me Green crystal rain on a star Can you picture it? What do you see? Green crystal rain on a star Can you picture it? Green crystal rain on a star Can you pic

  Song of the day;; → Windwaker - Colourless Wish this lasted longer when we were golden Shining brightened the darkness where I belonged And I just wanted to die right inside of your love It's warm and it's home But now I'm thinking But now I'm thinking What could go wrong from all of this I will default to loneliness When I watched you drive away I saw the look you gave to say That I got what I deserved Sailing off in this ocean where I have sunken Down in this coldness The closeness has fallen upon now What is the point of emotions without a high? And stolen when I said I loved you, I should have ran What could go wrong from all of this I will default to loneliness When I watched you drive away I saw the look you gave to say What could go wrong from all of this I will default to loneliness When I watched you drive away I saw the look you gave to say That I got what I deserved

  Song of the day;; → Suede - What I'm Trying to Tell You I don't know the meaning of much I don't know the right expressions I don't have too much intuition Or too many credentials I don't know the meaning of much I never make the best impressions And I don't have the means of expression To explain my obsessions All I'm trying to tell you All I'm trying to say All I'm trying to tell you is this is enough But you're walking away I don't have the Midas touch I never make a good impression And yes, I have the scars of ambition And its many expressions And I don't know the price of stuff And no, I don’t command attention And I don't have sophistication Or the right connections All I'm trying to tell you All I'm trying to say All I'm trying to tell you is this is enough But you're walking away There’s no room in the world for your kind of beauty Yours are the names on tomorrow's newspapers Yours is the face of the desp

  Song of the day;; → DD Smash - Magic What She Do She gave him a melody to sing, gave him a special flavour She speaks in the languages of loving, he's an illiterate reader She don't mince words Gotta let love in sometime We could make a great team And with the scream of the limelight, learn to forget your failure The heart of a practical dreamer, darling, he'll never fail ya Pro-mi-ses Of giving his soul intention Promises a-plenty And on, sing a severed song Find each other's rhythms and we'll dance 'till we can't walk 'Cause it's magic what she do Celebrate, yeah 'Cause it's magic what she do Love, don't think twice And with a melody to sing, how could I feel a failure? Hope is a heavenly spring, bouncing you back a favour She don't mince words You gotta let love in sometimes We could make a real team And on, sing a together song Find a happy rhythm and we'll dance 'till we can't walk 'Cause it's magic what she

  Song of the day;; → Hellions - Thresher I hate the radio Advertisements, morning show hosts And every cop on the side of the road Everything outside the windscreen disturbs me But inside it’s worse The thresher that we call this world Reduces me to mere idle talk I’m slowly but certainly descending Fuck you for not being strong enough For letting me bare the weight of both of us I can’t forever be your crutch (I can’t forever be your crutch) Today I think I’ve had enough (I think I’ve had enough) High at the airport, drunk at the beach I’ve been numb for weeks, I can’t feel a thing I’ll swill or smoke, I’ll roll a note If I just swallow, I’ll prevent the choke So keep me up (keep me out) Of this house (of this mind) Cause there a’int no use in worrying all the time Take me back to where the flowers grow To the man in the mirror that I used to know Fuck you for not being strong enough For letting me bare the weight of both of us I can’t forever be your crutch Today I think I’ve had en

  Song of the day;; → Bronski Beat - I Feel Love Oh, it's so good Oh, it's so good Oh, it's so good Oh, I'm in love Oh, I'm in love Oh, I'm in love I feel love I feel love I feel love I feel love I feel love I feel love Oh, what'll it be Oh, what'll it be Oh, what'll it be You and me, yeah Oh, I'm in love Oh, I'm in love Oh, I'm in love I feel love I feel love I feel love I feel love I feel love Johnny, remember me Johnny, why don't you remember me? Johnny, I feel love for you Johnny I love you Why don't you come back?

  Song of the day;; → Odisseo - Días De Fuego Por favor, no quiero hablar, ya no me atrevo Querías dar, sin precaución, un golpe, es cierto Son los defectos tan imperfectos que ya no puedo Vivir así, entre tú y yo tan sólo hay duelo Matándome, matándote Queriéndote, queriendo que te quedes Olvidándote, ocultando que me miras a los ojos otra vez Como los días de fuego Tranquilidad sin intención es lo que quiero Y soledad en tu habitación es lo que encuentro Si tú y yo sólo a presión en un momento Para sanar es lo mejor, amar de nuevo, por eso sólo digo Matándome, matándote Queriéndote, queriendo que te quedes Olvidándote, ocultando que me miras a los ojos otra vez Como los días de fuego Matándome, matándote Queriéndote, queriendo que te quedes Olvidándote, ocultando que me miras a los ojos otra vez Como los días de fuego No, no, no, no, no, no, no No, no, no, no, no, no, no Son días de fuego otra vez

  Song of the day;; → Deadlights - Bathed in Venom Everything is upside down The walls are off angle How am I standing on my feet With my wires so tangled? Black adder Make me numb Black adder Make me numb Blood splattered Bathed in venom I’ve been sleeping in a bed of snakes I think Something’s wrong with me. (Something’s wrong with me) I’ve been dreaming about losing teeth and now I can finally see my own hypocrisies Done this so long, brains turned to sponge Full of holes, over wrung I absorb all the negativity And it pulses through me like Automatic waves of static shocks For the sake of wreaking havoc, not Making my life any easier Just a constant ringing in my ears Cottonmouth snake bite Blackadder humour Everything I love results in a tumor I’ve been dreaming about losing teeth and now I can finally see my own hypocrisies Black adder Make me numb Blood splattered Ignore the consequences, palm them off Bathed in venom Memory lost, no compassion, no remorse Riddled with a sinking

  Song of the day;; → Spandau Ballet - Gold Thank you for coming home Sorry that the chairs are all worn I left them here I could have sworn These are my salad days Slowly being eaten away Just another play for today Oh, but I'm proud of you, but I'm proud of you Nothing left to make me feel small Luck has left me standing so tall Gold (gold) Always believe in your soul You've got the power to know You're indestructible, always believing You are gold (gold) Glad that you're bound to return There's something I could have learned You're indestructible, always believing After the rush has gone I hope you find a little more time Remember we were partners in crime It's only two years ago The man with the suit and the face You knew that he was there on the case Now he's in love with you, he's in love with you And love is like a high prison wall And you could leave me standing so tall Gold (gold) Always believe in your soul You've got the power to k

  Song of the day;; → Estrella - Stay Sounds straight from the twilight Has me up all night I can't Fall asleep 'cause I keep thinking of you And I saw a shadow, outside my window And it's you All my sorrows flew away Hush, keep quiet, hear me say I don't ever want you to go Please stay With the moonlight dancing free And there's no one but you and me There's no reason to go astray Please stay Making up a story It's the way you're looking at me If you think that this is funny It's just you Try and think about it If your heart is closed don't lock it Keep your keys back in your pocket, think this through All my sorrows flew away Hush, keep quiet, hear me say I don't ever want you to go Please stay With the moonlight dancing free And there's no one but you and me There's no reason to go astray Please stay

  Song of the day;; → Ocean Grove - JUNKIE$ One time for the bass to make you go One time for the bass to make you go One time for the bass to make you go Everybody looking at us like we’re strangers A syncopation to our step but who could blame us Rewind the tapes and see what you can savour Dip in your finger, taste the new flavour (Can you believe he’s not a cyborg?) With the scarface, long hair, one ear, big hits (Can you believe he’s not a cyborg?) With the big bass, hot riffs, big spitter, fat sticks Listen up because attention flees The last track was a test indeed So, loud mouthing, bitter, lost faith in us Give ‘em one song now they never want to play with us (Again we ask are you with it?) The Odd World is spinnin’, and we’re right here within it (Again we ask are you with it?) Get your neck in check, right now you're ‘bout to feel it I can feel the floorboards shake A familiar tune creeps down my neck And I will change for us, instead The Familiar Junkies bang their head

  Song of the day;; → Vancouver Sleep Clinic - Someone To Stay You were alone left out in the cold Clinging to the ruin of your broken home Too lost and hurting to carry your load We all need someone to hold You've been fighting the memory all on your own Nothing washes, nothing grows I know how it feels being by yourself in the rain We all need someone to stay We all need someone to stay Hear the fallen and lonely cry out Will you fix me up, will you show me hope? The end of the day and we're helpless Can you keep me close, can you love me most? You've drunk it down and you've spat it out Nothing tastes like the things you had So tear it off, why don't you let them go? We all need someone to stay We all need someone to stay Hear the fallen and lonely cry out Will you fix me up, will you show me hope? The end of the day and we're helpless Can you keep me close, can you love me most? (Oh-oh-oh, woah, oh-oh-oh, woah) Can you keep me close, can you love me most? (O

  Song of the day;; → Oag - 60's TV Watching on and on again Where I can see the colour still black and white I'm drinking while I'm watching the television Drinking on and on again Where I want to be alone While I'm drinking While I'm watching Sixties Television I'm watching I'm watching I'm watching I'm watching 60's TV I'm watching I'm watching I'm watching I'm watching 60's television Watching on and on again Where I can see the colour still black and white I'm drinking while I'm watching the television Drinking on and on again Where I want to be alone While I'm drinking While I'm watching Sixties Television I'm watching I'm watching 60's TV When the TV Glow in colour So this is the end 60's TV

  Song of the day;; → Bloom - Cold I have never felt this cold I lost the warmth that made me whole Are you okay? Do you feel it? Falling back to my old ways I promised you that I would change I'm not okay I still feel it Wish I could say that I’ve learned And that I'm coming to terms But I lie to myself Why do I lie to myself? I'm accustomed to the pain Now it all feels the same Are you happy now I’m gone? I lost myself in someone else I don't feel anything anymore I lost myself in someone else I don't feel anything The beating in my chest Like the pain in my head How I wish it would end I can't cope with this anymore I have never felt this cold I lost the warmth that made me whole Are you okay? Do you feel it? Falling back to my old ways I promised you that I would change I'm not okay I still feel it Lay me down In the house we made What we once built up Will soon decay Let me die In the house we made What we once built up Will surely wash away Let me die

  Song of the day;; → Arcade Fire - Good God Damn You want to get messed up? When the times get rough Put your favourite record on baby And fill the bathtub up You want to say goodbye To your oldest friends With the good god damn With the good god damn Lay out your clothes It's time to go It's always darkest before the dawn The sun never shows I could say goodbye To your oldest friends Maybe there's a good god, damn Maybe there's a good god, damn Maybe there's a good god, damn Maybe there's a good god, damn Could there be a good god? damn Could there be a good god? damn Maybe there's a good god Damn Let me get messed up? When the times get rough Put your favourite record on baby Fill the bathtub up You could say goodbye To your so-called friends Maybe there's a good god, damn Maybe there's a good god, damn Maybe there's a good god, damn Maybe there's a good god, damn Could there be a good god? Damn Could there be a good god? Damn Well, maybe

  Song of the day;; → Kyoto Piano Ensemble - NARURU IJJI MARAYO SAIKOUNO AI

  Song of the day;; → Ocean Sleeper - Light In My Dark You're busy chasing places, I'm busy falling apart You know, you know, you were the light in my dark Hopeless and fading again, just take me back to the start You know, you know, you were the light in my dark What if I'm better off sinking deeper and deeper into these thoughts? What was I supposed to say? It wouldn't change anything Sleepless nights left drinking, feeding these demons, I've lost control What was I supposed to say? Forget everything You're busy chasing places, I'm busy falling apart You know, you know, you were the light in my dark Hopeless and fading again, just take me back to the start You know, you know, you were the light in my dark Let me know it again that you mean it Give me something to feel I still need this Tell me over again I can do this Tell me over again I'll get through it We have the answers to our problems It doesn't change 'cause we never will solve them We

  Song of the day;; → Suede - Outsiders By the roadside shrine there's a place Selling bouquets of cellophane That's where they meet in this desolate place And the more they see the more they say Thrown like two winter roses into a broken vase They're playing the hand they play Caught in the game they made She puts her faith in the moment Outsiders He puts his faith in the moment Outsiders And his clothes are covered in dew As she writhes in twisted sheets Feel the pulse and the power of you And what you see isn't what's underneath They're playing the hand they play Caught in the game they made She puts her faith in the moment Outsiders He puts his faith in the moment Outsiders Outsiders Outsiders Outsiders Outsiders -- Kotona ollaan. Ihana nähä taas porukoita ja Runttia ja olla niitten kanssa.

  Song of the day;; → Taru - My Sun 아무런 걱~정도 말아요 아무런 걱~정도 말아요 천천히 잠을깨요 my sun 깊은 바다에 얼굴을 씻고 푸르른 숲의 바람을 입고 따스히 웃어요 미소를 보여줘요 당신을 필요로 하는 모든이에게 어둠을 몰아내고 그들의 지친손을 잡아 일으켜줘 또한번 당신이 길을 잃는 그런 날이 온다면 기억해요 끝나지 않는 노래들을 당신을 사랑하며 어둔 밤을 지새며 기도하는 기다리는 모든 사람을 아무런 걱~정도 말아요 아무런 걱~정도 말아요 힘껏 떠올라요 미소를 보여줘요 당신을 필요로 하는 모든이에게 어둠을 몰아내고 그들의 지친손을 잡아 일으켜줘 또한번 당신이 길을 잃는 그런 날이 온다면 기억해요 끝나지 않는 노래들을 당신을 사랑하며 어둔 밤을 지새며 기도하는 기다리는 모든 마음을 놓지말아요 기다리는 모든 날을 잊지말아요 기다리는 모든 사람을 아무런 걱~정도 말아요 아무런 걱~정도 말아요 천천히 잠을깨요

  Song of the day;; → Alpha Wolf - Akudama Watch the bodies drop Cut it off, off with the head Cut it off, from the fucking neck Cut it off, better off dead Cut it off Say it to my face, better dig two graves I thought I told you motherfuckers I don't play safe Oh, like a bitter pill It leaves a bad taste when you bite The hand that feeds I'll see you starve (See you starve) Because without me You fall apart Sick to death of holding my breath Before I suffocate Say my fucking name Akudama Hold your grudge, never a candle Can't throw shade when you live in my shadow Who the fuck do you think you are? Cut the head off, watch the bodies drop Cut it off, off with the head Cut it off, from the fucking neck Cut it off, better off dead Cut it off Sick to death of holding my breath Before I suffocate Say my fucking name So fucking sick to death of (Sick to death) Having to bite my tongue off (Of holding my breath) Another coarse reminder (Sick to death) That if I'm going nowher

  Song of the day;; → Behind the Shadow Drops - Sonata -- Kävin hakemassa siskon rautatieasemalta (juna oli kivasti melkein puoli tuntia myöhässä, kiitos VR) ja käytiin sen jälkeen Rossossa syömässä. Sain kahdelta eri ihmiseltä kehuja mun takista, oli tosi kiva. Huomenna käydään ostoksilla.

  Song of the day;; → RossyPP - The stars and you 그리움에 목마른 나의 가슴에 어렴풋이 떠오르는 새벽별 너머 어딘가에 잘 있을 너의 미소가 어두커니 앉은 내게 잠시 머무네       하나 둘 별 헤는 밤에는 내 마음에 가득히 불어나는 저 별들이 강을 이루고 멀리 너의 모습 손을 흔들며 내게 건너오네 그리움에 목마른 나의 두 눈에 촉촉하게 멍울지는 새벽별 너머 어딘가에 잘 있을 너의 그 향기가 어두커니 앉은 내게 잠시 머무네 하나 둘 별 헤는 밤에는 내 마음에 가득히 불어나는 저 별들이 강을 이루고 멀리 너의 모습 손을 흔들며 내게 건너오네 어딘가에 잘 있을 너의 미소가 손을 흔들며 내게 건너오네 손을 흔들며 내게 건너오네

  Song of the day;; → Thornhill - Where Do We Go When We Die Can you believe that our time ends now? Just face the fact we all live 'til we drown You see they made it all for show Everything you see, everywhere you go (Paradise?) Hybrid lungs in an opaque light Green offset bleeding out the night We lie still in the way of time Lacing wings in this paradigm If I die would you make it work? What about me isn't enough to you? Do you dream when I'm asleep? Take a look at yourself as you drink hypocrisy Land of the free I don't want to leave again Land of the free? World of the dead Dead If I burn, would you let me die? I just want to know what it feels like I can't dream, if I can't sleep Take a look at yourself and tell me what you see My mind locked up in this shell's decay Stalker watching the prey today I'll stay feeling in hell to say I have something I need to say You speak of a world I knew before we lost the air We all know the lie, you let it die Y

  Song of the day;; → Saltillo - Flood Golden taste of your skin against my lips The bitter breeze from the wounds and melodies I've been fooled, I was never one to question Now you're here like a ride to take me anywhere I need to be Flood, flood the holes of my life with your words (Flood, flood the holes of my life with your words) I wanna watch you wreck all the paintings in my house As you run down my wall (Holes of my life) Wash away these things I never needed These papеrs and these clothes (Holеs in my life with your words) Inside my chest beats an insect heart Its legs will kick, its wings will start To pull away from the rest of me And batter things like golden states And I've been fooled, before you, I was so unsure I let life ruin me And flood, flood the holes of my life with your words I wanna watch you wreck all the paintings in my house As you run down my wall (Holes of my life) Wash away these things I never needed These papers and these clothes (Holes in my

  Song of the day;; → Hana Sekitori - Hatsukoi 钝行列车に飞び乗って 矛盾だらけの旅へ わざわざ探さないでと 母に手纸を书いて 行く宛てなき旅です 言ってみたかっただけ 荷物は势いだけ 猿のようにかけおちて 君と仆ふたりだけの神様を见つけに行こう 猫のように気まぐれに 地平线だって超えて行こう 马鹿みたいと笑われても 真夜中の空を飞ぶ飞行机を指さして 新しい星だと大騒ぎしたりして これは世纪の大発见！ 名前をつけてあげよう 仆は君の名前をつぶやいてみたりして 君と仆ふたりだけの 神様を见つけに行こう 蛇のようにからまって その度にほどいて行こう 何度でも 君の手を握ったまま まだ见ぬ明日を见に行こう いくつもの夜を超えて ふたりで大人になって行こう 马鹿みたいと笑われても

  Song of the day;; → Saviour - Worlds Collide I'm never waiting for you Could I have stood still if you were someone else? I never wanted to choose Like these were footsteps to elevate myself So decorate my views I'll separate myself from everyone I have ever let down You are the scar From a thorn Forever linger Your wishful words still linger Your wishful words still linger Your wishful words still linger Don't dare follow my footsteps 'Cause I'm not the person you knew yesterday So decorate my views Separate myself from you Funny how these walls seem to speak Only when we are alone There's silent worlds inside me Breathtaking places I can't let you see A lock with no key Withholding secrets you will not believe Trapped under my skin I guess I never really let you in There's silent worlds inside me Breathtaking places I can't let you see A lock with no key Withholding secrets you will not believe Trapped under my skin I guess I never really let you

  Song of the day;; → Team Me - Riding My Bicycle (From Feddersensgate to Møllerveien) I couldn’t find that seeding phrase I could not think of what to say Once again you pulled me down Under my skin yet again I’ve seen the cut-throat bastard win I’ve heard his lies, I’ve heard him sing I’ve seen the cut-throat bastard dance But I’ve never seen him take a chance Release me and send me off to a place Quiet and desolate Release me and send me off to a place Quiet and desolate (Hello?) So let this compass point me home Let this compass be the one Don’t let these songs lead me away Let my songs lead the way Release me and send me off to a place Quiet and desolate Release me and send me off to a place Quiet and desolate Release me and send me off to a place Quiet and desolate -- Käynti meni ihan jees. Ensiksi ne kyseli siellä kaikenlaista ja musta tuntui vaan että sönkötin jotain epäselvää kun ahisti niin saatanasti, sitten ne kertoi niistä käytännön asioista mitä siihen kuntoutukseen liitt

  Song of the day;; → Franco Albertini - Lightning's Theme ~ Blinded by Light (From Final Fantasy XIII) -- Jaahas, se oiskin sit maaliskuu jo. Huomenna mulla on tutustumiskäynti ravitsemuskuntoutukseen, ahistaa kyllä ihan kivasti ja aamulla varmaan vielä enemmän. Ainakin unet viime aikoina on olleet sitä luokkaa että ahistus on vuotanu alitajuntaankin ihan kivasti. Sisko tulee ens tiistaina pariks päiväks käymään ja perjantaina porukat tulee hakemaan meidät ja oon sitten sen seuraavan viikon kotona.