Siirry pääsisältöön

Enemy

 Song of the day;;

→ Wilmette - Winter Stay


I'll keep on pushing through the absence

Guess I'm better off alone

Throw my head inside the rafters just to make me feel at home


And I’ll lift myself up

Suppose my back will break the fall to maybe straighten some things out

And force my head to take the blows


I’ve been trying to scratch at the surface

Can’t wrap my head around the thought that anything’s worth this

Lying alone

Except I’m not alone and there’s every where

To go

But still I’ll hit my peaks and somehow end up at my low


(And I’ll break myself)

Break myself down the only way I know how

Neglect the notion I’m somebody else

Winter stay

Through you I can feel the same even though I’ve changed


Re-purpose the thoughts I just refrain

And let this anxious body lay to rest


I’m confiding with the surface

Only saturate my lies enough to find another purpose

And I’ll break through doors they try to bind me to

To come around and realize that all the hinges come unscrewed, I’m bound to lose


And I’ve been running up the ends I’ll never catch

When the part of me I loved is dead

I guess that’s where this ends

When I see that part of you then I don’t know even who you are

I look at the canvas of this person from afar


It’s like I never even knew you at all

Can’t help that I’m just here to see when you fall


Why do I push my luck when it’s all on you?

Collect my empty weight and start anew

So I can’t stay

We both know it’s better this way


Winter stay

We both know it'd end up this way

(There's nothing I can do, but get upset with truth)

So I'll stay in pieces you left broke and frayed

We both knew it'd end up this way

--

No vituiksihan se meni. Menin sinne näytteenottoon ja siellä sanottiin, että lähete on vanhentunut vähän aikaa sitten eikä verikokeita voida ottaa. Käskivät ottaa yhteyttä lääkäriin. En jaksa nyt enää tätä ennen kesää. Antaa olla.

Tunnisteet:

Kommentit

Lähetä kommentti

Tämän blogin suosituimmat tekstit

Falling on

  Song of the day;; → Sigríður - Interconnectivity -- En kamalasti jaksanu mitään tänään järjestellä koska kädet ja jalat on aivan vitun liian poikki eilisestä, mut laittelin vähän kenkiä vaatehuoneeseen sekä kirjoja, mangaa ja levyjä kirjahyllyyn. Laittelin myös vähän ledvaloja, kun tykkään iltaisin olla muuten pimiässä mut sillein että on muutama tommonen valoketju päällä. Eihän mulla mikään kiire ole, että pitäis kaiken olla heti tiptop-kunnossa. Huomenna fysioterapia heti aamusta ja sen jälkeen käyn kaupassa.
Lähetä kommentti
Lue lisää

Zombie

  Song of the day;; → TesseracT - Of Mind - Nocturne Climb You're dehydrated Fly Your wings are jaded Cry You're enervated Die For what you believe in Try You've nearly made it Why? You're the plague within my dreams Soaring through an atmosphere of an adequate lack of strength And we're responsible The truth is that it will end here Denial's an impairment of your fear Can we save us from ourselves? Can we save us from ourselves? (This is the saviour and its form) You can break through Wake me up Tell me it's gone False hope sells lies I won't buy We are still one Let's attempt escape Melancholia will feed We'll admit defeat The Vox Populi will cease The air is thickening We are drifting You're the plague within my dreams Soaring through an atmosphere of an adequate lack of strength And we're responsible (And we're responsible) The truth is that it will end here Denial's an impairment of your fear Can we save us from ourselves? Ca...
Lähetä kommentti
Lue lisää

Black x white

  Song of the day;; → Father John Misty - I'm Writing a Novel I ran down the road, pants down to my knees Screaming please come help me That Canadian shaman gave a little too much to me! And I'm writing a novel Because it's never been done before First house that I saw, I wrote house up on the door And told the people who lived there they had to get out 'Cause my reality is realer than yours And there's no time in the present And there's a black dog on the bed I went to the backyard to burn my only clothes And the dog ran out and said, you can't turn nothing Into nothingness with me no more Well, I'm no doctor, but that monkey might be right And if he is, I'll be walking him my whole life I rode to Malibu on a dune buggy with Neil He said, you're gonna have to drown me down on the beach If you ever want to write the real And I said, I'm sorry Young man, what was your name again? Now everywhere I go in West Hollywood Is filled with people pret...
Lähetä kommentti
Lue lisää