BLOOD RED ROSES.

  Song of the day;; → Jonny Greenwood - Alma

  Song of the day;; → Jason Tarver & Thomas Greenwood - You Guide Me Home Like a dream that came to life Like a tiny shard of light Seventeen names have gone in light tonight Picking up the pieces for the rest of my life You're a light that lingers in the dark All I've ever known is you guide me home You guide me home Like a light that burns your eyes It's sight that drives you on Like a dream that came to life Slow down Slow down

  Song of the day;; → Ludwig van Beethoven & Maurizio Pollini - Piano Sonata No. 29 in B-Flat Major, Op. 106 ''Hammerklavier'': I. Allegro

  Song of the day;; → Deftones - Minerva I get all numb When she sings that it's over Such a strange numb And it brings my knees to the earth And god bless you all For the song you sang us You're the same numb When you sing it's over Such a strange numb It could bring back peace to the Earth So god bless you all For the song you sang us all For the hearts you break Every time you moan I get all numb We're the same numb And it brings our knees to the earth So god bless you all For the song you sang us all For the hearts you break Every time you moan And god bless you all On the Earth

  Song of the day;; → Clogs - Colony Theme -- Käytiin tänään Matkuksessa, oli kivaa. Ostin muutaman kirjan, koska mulla ois tavotteena  ns. opetella lukemaan uudestaan ens vuonna. En oo saanu pitkään aikaan luettua kunnolla, kun ei vaan pysty keskittymään.

  Song of the day;; → Blackchords - Oh No Any way that I can escape from this life I do it so easily I don't even try anymore I can't escape from this home The mornings that come after the night That dreams won't comfort me So I don't even try anymore I can't escape from this home Oh no, I've seen the damage running wild Oh no, I feel a distraction in your eye Oh no, I've seen the thing's that we've become Wide awake, waiting for it all to come undone Wide awake, acting like I had no hand in this I'm caught in the crossfire, caught in the wind I'm cursing those nights, I just should've said 'Cause we will fall like the rest Things that I despise the most in this life The actions of men, they don't seem to care anymore I'll leave them out in the cold The mornings that come after the night And the dreams will come for me Lead me out of this home It lends a breath to the coals Oh no, I've seen the damage running wild Oh no, I

  Song of the day;; → Dmitri Shostakovich, Mischa Maisky, London Symphony Orchestra & Michael Tilson Thomas - Cello Concerto No. 1 in E Flat Major, Op. 107: II. Moderato

  Song of the day;; → Deftones - Be Quiet and Drive (Far Away) This town don't feel mine I'm fast to get away, far I dressed you in her clothes So drive me, far Away Away Away It feels good To know you're mine Now drive me, far Away Away Away Far (Away) I don't care where, just far (Away) I don't care where, just far (Away) I don't care where, just far (Away) I don't care Far (Away) I don't care where, just far (Away) I don't care where, just far (Away) I don't care where, just far (Away) I don't care Far (Away) I don't care where, just far (Away) I don't care where, just far (Away) I don't care where, just far (Away) Away Far (Away) I don't care where, just far (Away) I don't care where, just far (Away) I don't care where, just far (Away) Away So far (Away) I don't care where, far (Away) I don't care just where, far (Away) I don't care, somewhere far

  Song of the day;; → Brown Bird - Shadrach

  Song of the day;; → Real Estate - Talking Backwards We can talk for hours And the line is still engaged We're not getting any closer You're too many miles away And I might as well be talking backwards Am I making any sense to you? And the only thing that really matters Is the one thing I can't seem to do When the night was over And the field was lit up bright And I walked home with you Nothing I said came out right And I might as well be talking backwards Am I making any sense to you? And the only thing that really matters Is the one thing I can't seem to do And I might as well be talking backwards Am I making any sense to you And the only thing that really matters Is the one thing I can't seem to Make sense of this dream It's the one thing I can't seem to do

  Song of the day;; → Giuseppe Verdi, Anja Harteros, Elina Garanca, Jonas Kaufmann, René Pape, Coro Del Teatro Alla Scala Di Milano, Orchestra Del Teatro Alla Scala Milano & Daniel Barenboim - Messa de Requiem - Edited David Rosen: 2a.Dies Irae - Live in Milan / 2012 -- Kotia ollaan. Ihana olla taas Runtin kanssa. Huomenna mennään isän puoleisilla isovanhemmilla käymään, kun ukki täyttää 80 (muistaakseni ainakin).

  Song of the day;; → Deftones - Change (In the House of Flies) I watched you change Into a fly I looked away You were on fire And I watched a change in you It's like you never had wings Now you feel so alive I've watched you change I took you home Set you on the glass I pulled off your wings Then I laughed And I watched a change in you It's like you never had wings Now you feel so alive I've watched you change It's like you never had wings Ah, ah-ah-ah Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah I look at the cross Then I look away Give you the gun Blow me away And I watched a change in you It's like you never had wings Now you feel so alive I've watched you change Now you feel alive You feel alive You feel alive I've watched you change It's like you never had wings Ah, ah-ah-ah Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah You've changed You've changed You've changed Into a fly -- Tänään oli fysioterapia ja oli muutenkin ihan kiva päivä. Tiskasin illalla a

  Song of the day;; → Sea Wolf - Cedarsmoke

  Song of the day;; → Cigarettes After Sex - K. I remember when I first noticed that you liked me back We were sitting down in a restaurant, waiting for the check We had made love earlier that day with no strings attached But I could tell that something had changed, how you looked at me then Kristen, come right back I've been waiting for you To slip back in bed When you light the candle And on the Lower East Side, you're dancing with me now And I'm taking pictures of you with flowers on the wall Think I like you best when you're dressed in black from head to toe Think I like you best when you're just with me and no one else Kristen, come right back I've been waiting for you To slip back in bed When you light the candle And I'm kissing you, lying in my room Holding you until you fall asleep And it's just as good as I knew it would be Stay with me, I don't want you to leave Kristen, come right back I've been waiting for you To slip back in bed When

  Song of the day;; → Antonio Vivaldi, Alan Loveday, Christopher Hogwood, Colin Tilney, Robert Spencer, Academy of St. Martin in the Fields & Sir Neville Marriner - 12 Concertos, Op.3 - ''L'estro armonico'' - Concerto No. 6 in A minor for solo violin, RV356: Largo -- Tänään oli vihdoin aurinkopäivä, joten kävin lenkillä. Oli tosi mukavaa eikä ees paleltanu. Jouduin tosin kerrostamaan ihan mukavasti ja mietinpähän tässä vaan että minkälaisiin kerroksiin mä joudun aktuaalisella pakkaskelillä tänä talvena verhoutumaan että pärjään... Tuntuu että mun kylmätoleranssi on huonontunu ihan huomattavasti, jos vertaa pari vuotta taaksepäin. Huomenna onkin sit sairaanhoitajan aika.

  Song of the day;; → The Seven Year Itch - As Winter Falls Can you stand against this life? I have suffered in dying days You will not make this far Like the ones who said you No more broken promises The past is all behind Break these chains that holds you back Break these chains that holds you back I have a constant fear of seeing you again Seeing you again Crawling for a way to lean back, don′t be afraid Finding strength in yourself is the only way To fight your fears The phobias you have right now The people you don't trust I have a constant fear of seeing you again Seeing you again I have a constant fear of seeing you again Seeing you again We′re reaching out We're reaching out We're reaching out I have a constant fear of seeing you again Seeing you again I have a constant fear of seeing you again Seeing you again

  Song of the day;; → Zwera - Causality -- Huomenna on fysioterapia (ihanasti kello 9:30) ja sen jälkeen täytyy varmaan käydä kaupassa. Tänään on vaan väsyttäny perkeleesti ko on satanu ja tuullu taas koko päivän. Juteltiin eilen porukoitten kanssa Skypessä ja sovittiin, että ne tulee hakemaan mut lauantaina. Oon pari viikkoa kotikotona, että keretään viettää yhessä siskon synttäreitä ja tuun sitten takas, kun mulla on sillon marraskuun alussa se verkostokäynti vai mikskä sitä pitäis kutsua, eikä sitä oikein voi siirtää tai perua. Tuli myös jostain syystä pinnalle aivan jäätävä tatuointikuume tässä viikonloppuna ja mietin että jos varailisin aikaa edellisen kuvan tekijälle johonkin marraskuulle...

  Song of the day;; → Wild Nothing - Live in Dreams Sitting on the cigarette butt front porch I could ask you, are you dead like me? Call me what you will, but call me again It's true I don't talk too much Because our lips won't last forever And that's exactly why I'd rather live in dreams and I'd rather die Because our lips won't last forever And that's exactly why I'd rather live in dreams and I'd rather die Pretty face could you make the jump with me? I'm dying just to let things go Do you remember the lightening storm? It was the first time that I really felt you Because our lips won't last forever And that's exactly why I'd rather live in dreams and I'd rather die Because our lips won't last forever And that's exactly why I'd rather live in dreams and I'd rather die We've got eyes on the back of our heads We've got eyes on the back of our heads We've got eyes on the back of our heads We've

  Song of the day;; → Max Richter, Ben Russell & Yuki Numata Resnick - Dream 3 (in the midst of my life) -- Tänään oli fysioterapia. Kävin sen jälkeen Tokmannissa mutta eipä löytynyt verholle kaveria, kun ovat kuulemma viime vuoden mallia. En nyt sitten tiiä mitä teen tuolla yksittäisellä verholla... No jaa. Kaipa mä sille jotain käyttöä keksin.

  Song of the day;; → This Deafening Whisper - Hourglass It’s hard to describe how I feel When the words I say are making only sense Beyond our mortal reason, Our eyes feeble vision The beacon I see A burning clock shining like a dead star Now I know my sickness comes from the motion But the hands keep turning Then it all stood still and I can’t fucking move It’s like a clock ticking backward I am frozen in time All stood still Frozen in time The truth appears before my eyes I see an empty hourglass Getting lost ashore Fighting the tides and brain waves crashing down Not this time This is our chance To show them who we are I’ll keep on searching truth Cause I can’t find any here Give me a hint I’ll keep on seeking help But I can’t find any here No one to hear my prayers Not a single answer With every step of the way you've scattered small crumbs In fear of getting lost You may try and try But you’ll fail and you’ll find yourself Getting left behind Run like hell Cause there is no w

  Song of the day;; → Matt van Stern - Simplistique -- Tänään oli sairaanhoitajan aika, ja sen jälkeen kävin pesemässä pyykkiä ja kaupassa. Huomenna saa taas vaan oleskella ja perjantaina on sit fysioterapia. Ajattelin käydä sen jälkeen kattomassa josko löytäsin tuolle mun yksinäiselle verholle kaveria.

  Song of the day;; → Circa Waves - Fossils I never lose my sight The circumstances change I'll find Another place to hide Digging holes in fields Telling me the truth I need the fossils to be real The one day I want something I just can't get I'm a long way from home The one day I want something I just can't get I'm a long way from home Taken back by me Believing nothing feels like such a Hollow way to be I can try to hide Everything I stand for but I Leave it on the side The one day I want something I just can't get I'm a long way from home The one day I want something I just can't get I'm a long way from home The one day I want something I just can't get I'm a long way from home The one day I want something I just can't get I'm a long way from home

  Song of the day;; → Samuel Barber, Baltimore Symphony Orchestra & David Zinman - Adagio For Strings, Op.11/2 -- Tänään oli fysioterapia ja sen jälkeen kävin apteekissa (lääkäri oli uusinu sen 10mg reseptin joten pätkin sitä nyt sitten jonkin aikaa ennenko uskallan nostaa sen) sekä Tokmannissa. Ostin mun ulko-oveen sellasen kranssin kun siinä oli sellanen naula mihin voi ripustaa jotain. Se voi olla vähän ennenaikasen joulunen mutta rehellisesti ei kiinnosta vittuakaan. Mä olen jouluihminen, minkäs sille voin. Ostin myös vaihtoverhon tohon alkoviin, sellasen ihanan tummansinisen jossa on vähän kimalletta, mutta kävi pieni äksidentti kun niitä oli jäljellä vaan yksi. Pitää varmaan käydä joku päivä kattomassa oisko niitä tullu lisää kun yks tuossa näyttäis vähän typerältä. Huomenna ei tarvi mennä mihinkään eikä tehdä mitään ja keskiviikkona on sitten sairaanhoitajan aika. Tässä on muuten ehottomasti kanssa yks mun klassisista suosikeista.

  Song of the day;; → Forgetting The Memories - The Lake I don't remember walking out of that forest dream I don't know if I ever did I don't know if I ever did Why do I keep being frail Of your pain and frustrations The scent of rot and decay  Takes me further down this purposeless path Only to be disintegrated again   Physical fault and death close at hand Depleted and weakened  I'm at your demand I'm worn out Living in the guilt of being misused Death keeps me up at night Living in the guilt of being misused But I can find no one to help me lift myself off the ground You fill up every empty space It's like you suffocate me with your absence  You did me so much wrong But I can't help myself  To follow you And even though you're dead I follow you again Even though it's over I know you're dead and gone I keep seeing you from my backyard window at night Forcing yourself in again Arise and untie The night is dark and I swoon In the glimmer of the m

  Song of the day;; → Daniel Daecher - Leon -- Nyt se on vihdoin tehty. Vein viimisetkin tavarat varastoon, imuroin ja laitoin matot paikoilleen. Jotenkin tuli aivan välittömästi paljon kodikkaampi tunnelma. Tykkään. Yks matto pitää ehkä vielä hommata mut sen nyt kerkiää millon vaan. Lenkillä en halunnu käydä ko siellä on satanu helvetin märkää räntää koko päivän ja siitä en tykkää.

  Song of the day;; → Eagulls - Lemontrees The falling fruits from all my labour Plummet over me To form a noxious scene Beneath the lemon trees The taste is bitter sweet Beneath the lemon trees What's lying underneath? We drown ourselves in confidence As we strive pot valiancy Whoever sows the seeds? Beneath the lemon trees As life's traditions pour over me Beneath the lemon trees Our life is bittersweet We'll share our nations consciousness And just drown our thoughts to sleep Beneath the lemontrees We're swirling out of reach The bitterness is sweet Until we're underneath And if I should fall amongst its leaves Viridescent turns grenadine And I can finally plant my final seed Still life's complexions crawl over me As bad traditions pour over me Why don't they ever stop and start to think? Why don't they ever stop? Why don't they ever? Why don't they ever stop? Why don't they ever? So all the trees will fall And all its leaves will fall And

  Song of the day;; → Camille Saint-Saëns, Sheku Kanneh-Mason, Katherine Thomas & CBSO Cellos - Le Carnaval des Animaux, R.125: 13. The Swan (Arr. Cello, Harp & Ensemble) -- Tässä ehdottomasti yksi mun suosikki klassinen biisi. Ja voi jumalauta että mä vihaan syyssäätä, kun ikinä ei tiiä tuleeko ulkona liian kylmä vai liian kuuma. Tänään oli paljon kylmempi ku eilen kun kävin lenkillä ja mun täytyy varmaan ettiä hanskat tuolta jostain koska mun sormet alkaa palella sen verran ulkosalla että en tykkää.

  Song of the day;; → A Breach of Silence - Shameless Say it louder, say it louder Who's gonna love you like me, like me? Say it louder, say it louder Who's gonna touch you like me, like me? Ooh, said you wanna be good, but you couldn't keep your composure Ooh, said you wanna be good, but you're begging me to come over Ooh, come over, ooh Saying, who's gonna fuck you like me? Yeah I don't wanna hurt you, but you live for the pain I'm not tryna say it, but it's what you became You want me to fix you, but it's never enough That's why you always call me, cause you're scared to be loved But I'll always be there for you, I'll always be there for you I'll always be there for you, girl, I have no shame (shame) I'll always be there for you, I'll always be there for you I'll always be there for you, girl, I have no shame (shame) Say it louder, say it louder Who's gonna love you like me, like me? Yeah Say it louder, say it l

  Song of the day;; → Klaus Weissmuller - fabienne

  Song of the day;; → Monico Blonde - Flowers on Tarmac You can't sell stars to the sky You can’t force a rock to cry You can't ask the truth to lie But you can prolong climate's changing You can’t foresee deja vu You can't jump the one-man queue But when that one man is you Well, you can hold off climate's changing Do you still love me? (Oh) And do you wanna really? How can you love me if I've never loved you back? We've been too neutral and you're on the same old track How can you love me if I've never loved you back? Trying to grow flowers on tarmac You can't forget your mother tongue You can’t unsing the songs you’ve sung And you can't fire an empty gun And you can’t stop the climate's changing Do you still love me? (Oh) And do you wanna really? How can you love me if I've never loved you back? We've been too neutral and you’re on the same old track How can you love me if I've never loved you back? Trying to grow flowers o

  Song of the day;; → Antonio Vivaldi, Lisa Beznosiuk, Simon Standage, Micaela Comberti, Trevor Jones, Jane Coe, The English Concert & Trevor Pinnock - Flute Concerto in D Major, RV. 428 ''Il Gardellino'': I. Allegro -- Hyvää lokakuuta kaikille! Vuosi menee kyllä ihan helvetin äkkiä, vastahan sitä oli kevät... Huomenna on fysioterapia ja luojan perkeleen kiitos se on vasta kello 13 joten kerrankin mun ei tarvi herätä aikasin ja kiirehtiä vaan saan hoitaa aamutoimet ihan rauhassa.