Leap of faith

 Song of the day;;

→ Devin Townsend Project - Kingdom


I

I wonder why

I wonder why

I've come undone

I've come undone


Stay with me, Lord

Play with me


O.K., I know I missed it

The point I mean, I missed it

So (And could I know?)

And if I could (Would change it all)

Good God, I would


Stay with me, Lord

Play with me


Now I've seen the way I'm headed

Down and down, the youth descended

Have it here and without worry

Baby please, there is no worry

I'm fine


Stay with me, Lord

Play with me

Stay with me, Lord

Play with me


Ego, it's only a song

Fire it up


I know

I know

I know

I know

I know


I know (We are the word)

I know (We are the hope)

I know (We are forever ?)


Now I see the way I'm headed

Down and down, the truth descend

Hell is here, but it hath no fury

Woman still, there is no worry

I'm fine


Stay with me, Lord

Play with me

Stay with me, Lord

Play with me

Stay with me, Lord

Play with me

Stay with me, Lord

Play with me

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Se käynti meni ihan hyvin. Toki mua jännitti ja ahisti tosi paljon, mut yllättävän hyvin pystyin kuitenkin tarvittavan määrän tilannetta avaamaan. En osaa oikein sanoa, mitä tästä eteenpäin. Varmaan saan selvyyttä asiaan, kunhan mulla on parin viikon päästä taas hoitajan aika. Jostain syystä syömishäiriöstä irti päästäminen on tosi pelottava ajatus. Oon oirellut/sairastanut niin pitkään jo, että se on tavallaan varmaan juurtunut osaksi mun identiteettiä. Oon monta kertaa ns. toipumista miettiessäni huomannu ajattelevani, että kuka mä edes olen ilman tätä syömishäiriötä.

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