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Second chances

 Song of the day;;

→ Memphis May Fire - Make Believe


It's not the same as it used to be

And I'm afraid it's pointin' back at me

I have to question what I still believe

I just hope I find the missin' piece


Feels like every day's the same

Chemicals inside my brain

Make me think I'm in a simulation

Nothing ever seems to change

And it's written on my face

Am I livin' in my own creation?


Am I alive or am I just breathin'?

I'm so numb that sometimes I fear

It's all make-believe

Is it make-believe?

I'vе been lost, lookin' for a reason

To carry on, but I'm losin' hope

Is this all a dream?

Tеll me, is it make-believe?


I'm not the same as I used to be

I think I'm haunted by the things I've seen

Is anybody else the same as me?

(Is anybody else the same as me?)


It feels like every day's the same

Chemicals inside my brain

Make me think I'm in a simulation

Nothin' ever seems to change

And it's written on my face

Am I headed for my own damnation?


Am I alive or am I just breathin'?

I'm so numb that sometimes I fear

It's all make-believe

Is it make-believe?

I've been lost, lookin' for a reason

To carry on, but I'm losin' hope

Is this all a dream?

Tell me, is it make-believe?


Am I glitchin' in and out again?

When the game is over, will I see the end?

Maybe they just forgot to plug me in

The screen is black and now I'm seein' red

Now I'm seein' red

When the game is over, will I see the end?


Am I alive or am I just breathin'?

I'm so numb that sometimes I fear

It's all make-believe

Is it make-believe?

I've been lost, lookin' for a reason

To carry on, but I'm losin' hope

Is this all a dream?

Tell me, is it make-believe?

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Käytiin kaverin kanssa kiertelemässä Valkeassa (olihan sitä pakko ostaa Normalista pari juttua ja käytin mun Suomalaisen lahjakortin tän vuoden Maailmankaikkeus-kirjaan) ja sitten syömässä. Jostain syystä mua on väsyttänyt tänään ihan älyttömästi, mistä lie sitten johtuu. Huomenna on ens viikon ainoa vapaapäivä (jos viikonloppua ei lasketa), joten varmaan vaan pelailen ja chillaan, kun tulee olemaan kiireinen ja uuvuttava viikko edessä.

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