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Sapphire

 Song of the day;;

→ Finish Ticket - Color


Hoping for a change

Running from the noise inside my brain

The stranger on my face

Something's gotta give

We're going through the motions, paralyzed

I'll freeze up every time


What the hell do I know? Looking for an answer

Learn from my mistakes the cycle starts again

Amplify this feeling, a feeling I remember

On the edge of something yet to show


All my demons are behind me

Everything was black and white inside

But I'm seeing color

We grow as we learn to let go

Pushing through the black and white inside

See in color


Outside of our skin

Waiting my whole life just to begin

Patient but giving in

Still I celebrate

Stronger with each scar and every scratch that I've 

But what the hell do I know? Looking for an answer

Learn from my mistakes the cycle starts again

Amplify this feeling, a feeling I remember

On the edge of something yet to show


All my demons are behind me

Everything was black and white inside

But I'm seeing color

We grow as we learn to let go

Pushing through the black and white inside

See in color


And I don't speak, speak my mind

I've been frequently behind

I've been blind in my reason and my cause

When we wanted to find what's been rolling out my mind

I've been lost in my reason and my cause


Everything was black and white inside

See in color

Everything was black and white inside, oh, oh

We grow as we learn to let go

Pushing through the black and white inside


(What the hell do I know?)

(Learn from my mistakes, the)

(Amplify this feeling)

(On the edge of something)

See in color

--

En uskaltanu sen migreenin jälkeen enää nukkua, jottei se tulis takas, joten valvoskelin siinä pelaillen ja kävin aamulla lenkillä. Teki hyvää, mutta huolestuttavasti käsivarret tuntu jo menevän turraksi, vaikka oli hyvin päällä ja semmoset 10 astetta lämmintä. Talvea ajatellen ei hyvältä näytä, tuun varmaan jäätymään kuoliaaksi usiamman kerran... Sitten pelailin taas, olin koneella ja otin pienet päikkärit ennen kun kävin kaverin luona. Katottiin Harry Potter ja Viisasten kivi ja juteltiin. Huomenna on pakko ottaa ihtiä niskaperse-otteella kiinni ja hoitaa nuo siivoushommelit, jotka on taas jääneet roikkumaan. Masennus jne.

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