Dead butterflies

 Song of the day;;

→ MARINA - Teen Idle

I wanna be a bottle blonde

I don't know why but I feel conned

I wanna be an idle teen

I wish I hadn't been so clean

I wanna stay inside all day

I want the world to go away

I want blood, guts and chocolate cake

I wanna be a real fake

Yeah, I wish I'd been a

Wish I'd been a teen, teen idle

Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title

Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible

(Feeling super, super, super)

Feeling super, super, super suicidal

The wasted years, the wasted youth

The pretty lies, the ugly truth

And the day has come where I have died

Only to find I've come alive

I wanna be a virgin pure

A 21st century whore

I want back my virginity

So I can feel infinity

I wanna drink until I ache

I wanna make a big mistake

I want blood, guts and angel cake

I'm gonna puke it anyway

Yeah, I wish I'd been a

Wish I'd been a teen, teen idle

Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title

Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible

(Feeling super, super, super)

Feeling super, super, super suicidal

The wasted years, the wasted youth

The pretty lies, the ugly truth

And the day has come where I have died

Only to find I've come alive

Come alive, I've come alive, ah-ah

Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh

I wish I wasn't such a narcissist

I wish I didn't really kiss the mirror when I'm on my own

Oh, God, I'm gonna die alone

Adolescence didn't make sense

A little loss of innocence

The ugly years of being a fool

Ain't youth meant to be beautiful?

Yeah, I wish I'd been a

Wish I'd been a teen, teen idle

Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title

Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible

(Feeling super, super, super)

Feeling super, super, super suicidal

The wasted years, the wasted youth

The pretty lies, the ugly truth

And the day has come where I have died

Only to find I've come alive

Only to find I've come alive

Only to find I've come alive

(Come alive)

(Feeling super, super, super)

(Feeling super, super, super)

(Feeling super, super, super)

(Come alive)

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En muuten muistanut eilen sanoa, mutta porukat oli täällä sunnuntain, jolloin käytiin taidemuseossa, käppäiltiin kaupungilla ja käytiin Rossossa syömässä. Oli kivaa olla porukoitten kanssa. Tänään oli terapia. Juteltiin Runtista, käytiin läpi tavoitteita ja jatkettiin vähän niitä ystävyysjuttuja. Ulkona oli lämmintä.