Cat and mouse

 Song of the day;;

→ Arcade Fire - Ready to Start

The businessmen are drinking my blood

Like the kids in art school said they would

And I guess I'll just begin again

You say, can we still be friends?

If I was scared, I would

And if I was bored, you know I would

And if I was yours, but I'm not

All the kids have always known

That the emperor wears no clothes

But they bow down to him anyway

Because it's better than being alone

If I was scared, I would

And if I was bored, you know I would

And if I was yours, but I'm not

Now you're knocking at my door

Saying, please come out with us tonight

But I would rather be alone

Than pretend I feel alright

If the businessmen are drinking my blood

Like the kids at art school said they would

Then I guess I'll just begin again

You say, can we still be friends?

If I was scared, I would

And if I was pure, you know I would

And if I was yours, but I'm not

Now I'm ready to start

If I was scared, I would

And if I was pure, you know I would

And if I was yours, but I'm not

Now I'm ready to start

Now I'm ready to start

I would rather be wrong

Than live in the shadows of your song

My mind is open wide

And now I'm ready to start

And now I'm ready to start

My mind is open wide

And now I'm ready to start

Not sure you'll open the door

To step out into the dark

Now I'm ready

--

Tänään oli se palaveri ja se meni ihan hyvin. Yritetään saada lisää psykofyysistä fysioterapiaa Kelalta ens vuodelle. Kävin apteekissa ja Postissa sen jälkeen. Sain tänään myös haastattelukutsun vihdoin sinne koulutukseen, se on 28. tätä kuuta. Jännittää kyllä, kun en oo koskaan ollu sellasessa haastattelussa. Huomenna sitten tatuoitavaksi!

Part of the queue

 Song of the day;;

→ Arcade Fire - Creature Comfort

Some boys hate themselves

Spend their lives resenting their fathers

Some girls hate their bodies

Stand in the mirror and wait for the feedback

Saying God, make me famous

If You can't, just make it painless

Just make it painless

Assisted suicide

She dreams about dying all the time

She told me she came so close

Filled up the bathtub and put on our first record

God, make me famous

If You can't, just make it painless

Just make it painless

It goes on and on, I don't know what I want

On and on, I don't know if I want it

On and on, I don't know what I want

On and on, I don't know if I want it

(On and on I don't know what I want)

(On and on I don't know if I want it)

(On and on I don't know what I want)

(On and on I don't know if I want it)

Some girls hate themselves

Hide under the covers with sleeping pills and

Some girls cut themselves

Stand in the mirror and wait for the feedback

Some boys get too much, too much love, too much touch

Some boys starve themselves

Stand in the mirror and wait for the feedback

Creature comfort makes it painless

Bury me penniless and nameless

Born in a diamond mine

It's all around you but you can't see it

Born in a diamond mine

It's all around you but you can't touch it

Saying God, make me famous

If You can't, just make it painless

Just make it painless

It's not painless

She was a friend of mine, a friend of mine

And we're not nameless, oh

It goes on and on, I don't know what I want

On and on, I don't know if I want it

On and on, I don't know what I want

On and on, I don't know if I want it

(On and on I don't know what I want)

(On and on I don't know if I want it)

(On and on I don't know what I want)

Well, if you're not sure, better safe than sorry

Creature comfort, make it painless

Creature comfort, make it painless

We're the bones under your feet

The white lie of American prosperity

We wanna dance but we can't feel the beat

I'm a liar, don't doubt my sincerity

Just make it painless

Creature comfort, make it painless

Na-na-na-na na-na-na

Na-na-na-na na-na-na

(Na-na-na-na na-na-na)

(Na-na-na-na na-na-na)

Creature comfort, make it painless

Rolling stone

 Song of the day;;

→ Arcade Fire - Ready to Start 

The businessmen are drinking my blood

Like the kids in art school said they would

And I guess I'll just begin again

You say, can we still be friends?

If I was scared, I would

And if I was bored, you know I would

And if I was yours, but I'm not

All the kids have always known

That the emperor wears no clothes

But they bow down to him anyway

Because it's better than being alone

If I was scared, I would

And if I was bored, you know I would

And if I was yours, but I'm not

Now you're knocking at my door

Saying, please come out with us tonight

But I would rather be alone

Than pretend I feel alright

If the businessmen are drinking my blood

Like the kids at art school said they would

Then I guess I'll just begin again

You say, can we still be friends?

If I was scared, I would

And if I was pure, you know I would

And if I was yours, but I'm not

Now I'm ready to start

If I was scared, I would

And if I was pure, you know I would

And if I was yours, but I'm not

Now I'm ready to start

Now I'm ready to start

I would rather be wrong

Than live in the shadows of your song

My mind is open wide

And now I'm ready to start

And now I'm ready to start

My mind is open wide

And now I'm ready to start

Not sure you'll open the door

To step out into the dark

Now I'm ready

--

Tultiin eilen kotia. Reissu oli kiva ja nyt on vähän tyhjä fiilis siitä, että se on ohi.

We are the mess

 Song of the day;;

→ Arcade Fire - Good God Damn

You want to get messed up?

When the times get rough

Put your favourite record on baby

And fill the bathtub up

You want to say goodbye

To your oldest friends

With the good god damn

With the good god damn

Lay out your clothes

It's time to go

It's always darkest before the dawn

The sun never shows

I could say goodbye

To your oldest friends

Maybe there's a good god, damn

Maybe there's a good god, damn

Maybe there's a good god, damn

Maybe there's a good god, damn

Could there be a good god? damn

Could there be a good god? damn

Maybe there's a good god

Damn

Let me get messed up?

When the times get rough

Put your favourite record on baby

Fill the bathtub up

You could say goodbye

To your so-called friends

Maybe there's a good god, damn

Maybe there's a good god, damn

Maybe there's a good god, damn

Maybe there's a good god, damn

Could there be a good god? Damn

Could there be a good god? Damn

Well, maybe there's a good god, damn

Well, maybe there's a good god, damn

Maybe there's a good god, damn

Maybe there's a good god

If he made you

If he made you

Not gonna die

 Song of the day;;

→ Arcade Fire - Electric Blue

Summer's gone and so are you

See the sky electrocute

A thousand boys that look like you

Cover my eyes electric blue

Now I can't get my head around it

I thought I found it

But I found out I don't know shit

Now I can't get my head around it

I thought I found it

But I found out

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

A thousand girls that look like me

Staring out at the open sea

Repeat the words until they're true

Cover my eyes electric blue

Now I can't get my head around it

I thought I found it

But I found out I don't know shit

Now I can't get my head around it

I thought I found it

But I found out

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Now you've got me so confused

'Cause I don't know how to sing your blues

Jesus Christ, what could I do?

I don't know how to sing your blues

Now I can't get my head around it

I thought I found it, but I found out

Cover my eyes electric blue

Cover my eyes electric blue

Every single night I dream about you

Every single night I dream about you

Cover my eyes electric blue

Cover my eyes electric blue

Every single night I dream about you

Every single night I dream about you

Cover my eyes electric blue

Cover my eyes electric blue

Every single night I dream about you

Every single night I dream about you

Cover my eyes electric blue

Cover my eyes electric blue

Every single night I dream about you

Every single night I dream about you

Cover my eyes electric blue

Cover my eyes electric blue

Every single night I dream about you

Every single night I dream about you

Cover my eyes electric blue

Cover my eyes electric blue

Every single night I dream about you

Every single night I dream about you

Cover my eyes electric blue

Cover my eyes electric blue

Every single night I dream about you

Every single night I dream about you

--

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Rise

Song of the day;;

→ Arcade Fire - We Used to Wait

 I used to write

I used to write letters, I used to sign my name

I used to sleep at night

Before the flashing lights settled deep in my brain

But by the time we met

By the time we met, the times had already changed

So I never wrote a letter

I never took my true heart, I never wrote it down

So when the lights cut out

I was lost, standing in the wilderness downtown

Now our lives are changing fast

Now our lives are changing fast

Hope that something pure can last

Hope that something pure can last

And it seems strange

How we used to wait for letters to arrive

But what's stranger still

Is how something so small can keep you alive

We used to wait

We used to waste hours just walking around

We used to wait

All those wasted lives in the wilderness downtown

Ooh, we used to wait

Ooh, we used to wait

Ooh, we used to wait

Sometimes it never came

Ooh, we used to wait

Sometimes it never came

Ooh, we used to wait

Still moving through the pain

I'm gonna write

A letter to my true love, I'm gonna sign my name

Like a patient on a table

I wanna walk again, gonna move through the pain

Now our lives are changing fast

Now our lives are changing fast

Hope that something pure can last

Hope that something pure can last

Ooh, we used to wait

Ooh, we used to wait

Ooh, we used to wait

Sometimes it never came

Ooh, we used to wait

Sometimes it never came

Ooh, we used to wait

Still moving through the pain

We used to wait

We used to wait

We used to wait

We used to wait for it

We used to wait for it

Now we're screaming

Sing the chorus again

We used to wait for it

We used to wait for it

Now we're screaming

Sing the chorus again

I used to wait for it

I used to wait for it

Hear my voice screaming

Sing the chorus again

Wait for it

Wait for it

Wait for it

--

Mikä vittu siinä on, että sohvalla nukutut päikkärit on aina paremmat kuin yöunet? Ja miks sohvalla nukahtaa aina nopiammin? Mitä vittua? Pitäiskö mun ruveta nukkumaan yöni sohvalla että saisin nukuttua kunnolla?

Guitar gangsters & cadillac blood

 Song of the day;;

→ Arcade Fire - Here Comes the Night Time

When the sun goes down

When the sun goes down, you head inside

'Cause the lights don't work

Yeah, nothing works, they say you don't mind

But here comes the night time

Here comes the night time

Here comes the night time

And the missionaries

They tell us we will be left behind

Been left behind

A thousand times, a thousand times

If you want to be righteous

If you want to be righteous, get in line

'Cause here comes the night time

Here comes the night time

Here comes the night time

Here comes the night time

Look out, here comes the night time

Here comes the night

Here comes the night time

Look out, here comes the night time

They say heaven's a place

Yeah, heaven's a place and they know where it is

But you know where it is?

It's behind the gate, they won't let you in

And when they hear the beat, coming from the street, they lock the door

But if there's no music up in heaven, then what's it for?

When I hear the beat, the spirit's on me like a live-wire

A thousand horses running wild in a city on fire

It starts in your feet, then it goes to your head

And if you can't feel it, then the rules are dead

And if you're the judge, what is our crime?

Here comes the night time

Here comes the night time

Here comes the night time

Here comes the night time

Look out, here comes the night time

Here comes the night

Here comes the night

Look out, here comes the night

Here comes the night

Here comes the night

Here comes the night, the night, the night, the night time

Now the preachers they talk up on the satellite

If you're looking for hell, just try looking inside

Here comes the night time, the night time

Here comes the night time, the night time

Here comes the night time, the night time

Here comes the night time, the night time

Here comes the night time, the night time

When you look in the sky, just try looking inside

God knows what you might find

When you look in the sky, just try looking inside

God knows what you might find

Here comes the night time

7 Shots

 Song of the day;;

→ Arcade Fire - Black Mirror

I will walk down to the ocean

After waking from a nightmare

No moon, no pale reflection

Black mirror, black mirror

Shot by a security camera

You can't watch your own image

And also look yourself in the eye

Black mirror, black mirror, black mirror

I know when the time is coming

All the words will lose their meaning

Please show me something that isn’t mine

But mine is the only kind that I relate to

Le miroir casse

The mirror casts mon reflet partout

Black mirror, black mirror, black mirror

Black mirror knows no reflection, knows not pride or vanity

Cares not about your dreams, cares not for your pyramid schemes

Their names are never spoken

The curse is never broken, the curse is never broken

Un, deux, trois, dit miroir noir

Black mirror

Un, deux, trois, dit miroir noir

Black mirror

Black mirror, black mirror

Their names are never spoken, the curse is never broken

Their names are never spoken, the curse is never broken

Mirror, mirror, on the wall, show me where them bombs will fall

Mirror, mirror, on the wall, show me where them bombs will fall

Black mirror, black mirror, black mirror, black mirror

Black mirror, black mirror, black mirror

--

Täällä taas. Saa nähä mitenkä kauan mennee ennenkö elämänhallinta pettää taas täysin. Siitä on paljon helpompi pittää kotikotona kiinni.

Cape of our hero

 Song of the day;;

→ Arcade Fire - Get Right

Betta get right, before you die

Betta get right

Betta get right, before you die

Betta get right

Betta get right, before you die

Betta get right

Betta get right, before you die

Betta get right

'Cause you can't take me down with you

Where you're going to

No, you can't take me down with you

Where you're going to

If I ever (ever) get stronger than

You could ever

Yeah, forever (ever) get stronger than

You could ever

Huh, give me a chance

Betta get right

Betta get right

--

Marraskuu! Näyttääkö tuo uusi teema teijänkin mielestä aivan perseeltä? Minusta myös, mutta en kehtaa ennää vaihtaa uudelleen. Keskiviikkona täytyis suunnata takaisin Ouluun, sillä mulle on tullut postiin paketti joka pitää hakia 5.11 mennessä. Muutenkin ois pitänyt viimeistään sunnuntaina lähtiä, koska maanantaina 9.11 lääkäri. Olen kuitenkin näillä näkymin aika nopiasti tulossa takaisin tänne.

Blood on my hands

Song of the day;;

→ Arcade Fire - The Suburbs

In the suburbs I

I learned to drive

And you told me we'd never survive

Grab your mother's keys, we're leavin'

You always seemed so sure

That one day we'd be fighting

In a suburban war

Your part of town against mine

I saw you standing on the opposite shore

But by the time the first bombs fell

We were already bored

We were already, already bored

Sometimes I can't believe it

I'm movin' past the feeling

Sometimes I can't believe it

I'm movin' past the feeling again

Kids wanna be so hard

But in my dreams we're still screamin' and runnin' through the yard

And all of the walls that they built in the seventies finally fall

And all of the houses they built in the seventies finally fall

Meant nothin' at all

Meant nothin' at all

It meant nothin

Sometimes I can't believe it

I'm movin' past the feeling

Sometimes I can't believe it

I'm movin' past the feeling and into the night

So can you understand

Why I want a daughter while I'm still young?

I wanna hold her hand

And show her some beauty

Before all this damage is done

But if it's too much to ask, if it's too much to ask

Then send me a son

Under the overpass

In the parking lot we're still waiting

It's already past

So move your feet from hot pavement and into the grass

Cause it's already past

It's already, already past

Sometimes I can't believe it

I'm movin' past the feeling

Sometimes I can't believe it

I'm movin' past the feeling again

I'm movin' past the feeling

I'm movin' past the feeling

In my dreams we're still screamin'

We're still screamin'

We're still screamin'

Begging

Song of the day;;

→ Arcade Fire - Everything Now

Every inch of sky's got a star

And every inch of skin's got a scar

I guess that you've got everything now

And every inch of space in your head

Is filled up with the things that you read

I guess that you've got everything now

And every film that you've ever seen

Fills the spaces up in your dreams

That reminds me

(Everything now)

(Everything now)

Every inch of road's got a sign

And every boy uses the same line

I pledge allegiance to everything now

And every song that I've ever heard

Is playing at the same time, it's absurd

And it reminds me, we've got everything now

We turn the speakers up 'til they break

'Cause every time you smile, it's a fake

Stop pretending, you've got

(Everything now) I need it

(Everything now) I want it

(Everything now) I can't live without

(Everything now) I can't live without

(Everything now)

(Everything now)

Everything now

Every inch of road's got a town

Daddy, how come you're never around?

I miss you, like everything now

Mama, leave the food on the stove

Leave your car in the middle of the road

This happy family with everything now

We turn the speakers up 'til they break

'Cause every time you smile, it's a fake

Stop pretending, you've got

(Everything now) I need it

(Everything now) I want it

(Everything now) I can't live without

(Everything now) I can't live without

(Everything now)

(Everything now)

'Til every room in my house

Is filled with shit I couldn't live without

(Everything now) I need it

(Everything now) I can't live without

(Everything now)

(Everything now)

Everything now

La, la, la, la, la, la-la-la

La, la, la, la, la-la-la

La, la, la, la, la-la

La, la, la, la, la, la-la-la

La, la, la, la, la-la-la

La, la, la, la, la-la

Stop pretending, you've got

(Everything now) I need it

(Everything now) I want it

(Everything now) I can't live without

(Everything now) I can't live without

(Everything now) I can't live

(Everything now)

And every room in my house

Is filled with shit I couldn't live without

(Everything now) I need it

(Everything now) I can't live without

(Everything now) I can't live

(Everything now)

Every inch of space in my heart

Is filled with something I'll never start

The ashes of everything now

And then you're black again

Can't make it back again

From everything now

Lights out

Song of the day;;

→ Arcade Fire - We Exist

They're walking around

Head full of sound

Acting like

We don't exist

They walk in the room

And stare right through you

Talking like

We don't exist

But we exist

Daddy, it's true

I'm different from you

But tell me why they treat me like this?

If you turned away

What would I say?

Not the first betrayed by a kiss

Maybe it's true

They're staring at you

When you walk in the room

Tell 'em it's fine

Stare if you like

Just let us through

Just let us through

They're down on their knees

Begging us please

Praying that we don't exist

Daddy, it's fine

I'm used to 'em now

But tell me why they treat me like this?

It's cause we do it like this

Maybe it's true

They're staring at you

When you walk in the room

Tell 'em it's fine

Stare if you like

Just let us through

Just let us through

Let 'em stare, let 'em stare

If that's all they can do

But I'd lose my heart

If I turn away from you

Oh daddy, don't turn away

You know that I'm so scared

But will you watch me drown?

You know we're going nowhere

We know that we're young

And no shit we're confused

But will you watch us drown?

What are you so afraid to lose?

Down on my knees

Begging us please

Praying that we don't exist

You're down on your knees

Begging us please

Praying that we don't exist

But we exist

We exist

We exist

We exist

Maybe if you hang together

You can make the changes in our hearts

And if you hang together, you can change us

Just where should you start?

How soon is now?

Song of the day;;

→ Arcade Fire - Ocean of Noise

In an ocean of noise

I first heard your voice

Ringing like a bell

As if I had a choice, oh well

Left in the morning

While you were fast asleep

Into an ocean of violence

A world of empty streets

You've got your reasons

And me, I've got mine

But all the reasons I gave

Were just lies to buy myself some time

In an ocean of noise

I first heard your voice

Now who here among us

Still believes in choice?

Not I

No way of knowing

What any man will do

An ocean of violence

Between me and you

You've got your reasons

And me, I've got mine

But all the reasons I gave

Were just lies to buy myself some time

I'm gonna work it out

'Cause time won't work it out

I'm gonna work it out

'Cause time won't work it out for you

I'm gonna work it on out

'Cause time won't work it out for you

I'm gonna work it out

'Cause time won't work it out

I'm gonna work it on out